Outsider - Cameron AKA Nobody

by Nobody TOK715

The abuse and ridicule Cameron suffers for being different finds an outlet. The forbidden love between two cultures that don't see eye to eye. The price that Cameron pays for the actions of others who can't understand her and lack tolerance. Who has true feelings of emotion? Cameron learns to express her feelings. Jameron. Companion story to Future Shock - Cameron AKA Nobody. TSCC.

535. My Vision

Chapter 535

My Vision

What you are seeing
Is my creation, my vision
I am trying to express myself
Not cause strife or division

Reality and fantasy
May have a collision
Nothing is perfect
Everything is a decision

For what some have done
The way that they did it
I won't give them a 'pass'
I will MAKE them relive it

This is my choice
This is my right
I don't want it to be something
Over which we will fight

Everyone is entitled to their beliefs
I am too
This is MY vision
I respect yours too

This is not just a story
It is my life retold
Things that seem gory
Must be told

I am working REAL hard
Nobody knows how much
I want to spread joy and happiness
As I reach out to touch

My words are like art
As they paint images in one's mind
Through the maze of darkness
Myself I try to find

Much of what we seek
Is real only if we pretend
I'm never trying to hurt
I do not mean to offend

What you see presented
Is all that I have
They are pieces of my mind
That break off and calve

I don't want to create
Any anger or a hard feeling
I want to express and share
I hope my words spark healing

It is very, very lonely
From the outside looking in
With so much time and effort
It leaves the skin very thin

When I am questioned or challenged
It makes going forward tough
I think I have failed
I feel I am 'Not Good Enough'

I cower from an 'attack'
The hurt makes me cry
It is times like this
I wish I could die

Nobody