Explicit warning: rated M for a reason

Mentions of Rape and gore. Read at your own discretion.

Chapter 9

Intentions

Konaha 1 year ago

She opened her eyes, darkness surrounding her. Slowly her eyes adjusted. She could see partially, a window in the corner of the damp smelling room gave off moon light. First thing she noticed was her arms bound in chakra suppression gauntlets, and chained to the wall. A cut on her brow bleeding in streams down her face. Head wounds always bled the most. She hung from her chains legs too wobbly to support her. Ino next to her. Unconscious.

Fucking damn it.

"Ino.." she choked out. Her ANBU gear in tatters. Throat dry. The gauntlets digging into her flesh at the wrist. "Ino." She said after trying to swollow non existant spit. A little louder but still raspy. The blond next to her stayed silent.

Fuck. Fuck. Fuckity fuck fuck.

Last she remembered she was fighting that sanji guy, then….then didn't her heart stop? He reflected her chidori….but…. Wait, she reflected the reflection didn't she? And it stopped her heart? She should be dead.

She moved her leg and pain shot through her body. She resisted the urge to cry out, biting her tongue.

Once again, she moved her leg, this time getting a gauge to the damage as her leg took hold on the ground.

Extrema chakra depletion.

Her head hit something hard enough to possibly concuss, and she definatly had The worst migraine to prove it.

Fractured tibia, proof was in the pudding as she tried to put pressure on the swollen limb.

Her shoulder was definatly out of socket, even though she was partially hanging from it. She could feel the joint rolling her scapula, sending tingles down her spine and slight muscle spasms. She would have to fix this first.

Blood was also visible in the darkness in a slight pool by her feet. She ran the tip of her Sandal across it. Sticky. It had been there awhile.

Her mask lay in front of her. Looks like someone smashed it in with their heel. Sai would be mad, he had just helped replace that too.

She put pressure on her good leg, and stood to attention. Turning her head to bite down on her shirt to stifle any cry's. This was going to hurt. A lot.

She pushed back down to a crouch, and pushed forward a bit, creating a 90 degree angle, then leaned toward the wall, until she was touching the thing with her fist. Then rotated the arm in a circle, she felt it pop in and bit down harder. A small cry echoed from her muffled mouth. Fuck.

The door creaked, and a lantern was brought in, she squinted at the light, pink locks falling over her face.

"My my, what a wonderful sight." A deep husky voice rolled over her. "I wasn't sure you'd wake up at all. It saddened me a bit." She looked up to see red hair peeking out from a black cloak. Pale skin and amber eyes reflected back at her.

"Who the fuck are you?" She gritted out.

"Oh sakura, you have such a dirty mouth on you." He tsked. "We should do something about that." He walked forward and leaned down towards her, face level with hers as she crouched. It was then she felt the ankle gauntlets around her legs.

"You know, I'd give you a nasty look, but you've already got one." She rasped teeth still clenched.

"Arnt you going to ask my name? Dear sa-ku-ra?" He ignored her witty gib.

"Oh sorry, around being kidnapped and beaten to a pulp, I forgot my manners." She seethed.

He blinked lifting her head up with one hand. "You should try to be nice, dear. My patience with you can run thin. You can call me Sasori." He smirked.

"I can call you a lot of things actually. Let's start with dead fucking meat if you don't let me go." She retorted. He squeezed his hand, pushing her cheeks out into a pout painfully.

"You should learn respect, dear. And fast." He leaned in so his breath fanned her face.

"Why keep me alive?" She spit out. "Why not cut off my head and collect the bounty on me?"

"Well petal. I see more in your future than money." He smirked at her again. "You see our combined DNA could produce some very strong offspring."

She blanched and felt physically ill. Her face reflecting the horror of his accusations. Her stomach churned.

She turned her eyes to ino.

"Not that one." He laughed, it was a sadistic laugh, his head turning to focus on the blond kunoichi. "But who knows, maybe I'll give her to my men?" Sakura tensed. His face turned back to her. "Or, you can behave. Be a good girl, and she can stay right here in this cell with you."

"So what? Stay still whilst I rape you and you'll keep your insurance policy alive?" She snarled at him.

"You catch on so quick." He grabbed her chin, turning her face side to side. "Not bad looking. You would make a mighty fierce puppet if you really piss me off. I'll keep that on the back burner."

Her jaw tightened. He laughed again.

"Just kill me." She said. He tightened his hold on her chin, forcing his fingers on either side to open her mouth and keeping it a jar.

"Not until you've settled your debt with me." He kissed her. Probing her mouth with his tongue. Bile rose up her throat. Pulling back he smiled "I can think of many things to use this for. Why not start now?"

She whipped her head back, out of his hands. Though hitting the wall with force. Stars shown in her vision. He stood up and started pulling the cloak off, dropping it to the ground.

No. No. No.

He was shirt less setting the lantern on the ground and unrolling the obi from around his waist.

No. No. No.

"Stop." She said blinking back tears, "please stop don't do this!"

He dropped his pants, an enlarged member stood to attention. Fuck.

He grabbed her face again, holding her jaw open with one hand and pushing her head against the wall. She cried out before he filled her mouth with his cock, she tasted pre cum on the tip.

Choking as he pumped in and out of it, using his other hand to grab her hair and force his dick in deeper. Tears streamed down her face as she closed her eyes and tried to breathe. He pulled out and she gasped out before he took her mouth with force again.

It felt like hours as she strained against the chains, crying, sobbing, begging him to stop. He pulled out again. Ripping her off the ground and up to level with his face.

"Your no fun when your not participating," he ripped her pants down painfully. Tearing her panties off in one fluid motion, and forcing his dick inside her. She gasped. The pain from her pelvis immense. "A virgin? Hn?" He laughed again. "To think you were so innocent before." He turned her head to the side as he pumped in and out rigorously, and bit down on her neck piercing skin. Hot liquid poured down her face as she begged kami for it to stop. Just stop, stop touching her.

"Please…..please stop." She retched out, "please kami stop!" Her face scrunched up. Her insides burned with his force.

"Oh sweet petal, keep begging." He pushed in and out a final time before burying himself inside herwith a grunt. She felt hot liquid on her cervix. Her body sagged against his. The fight in her broken. Her fixed her pants, before redressing himself. "I'll send the medics in to you." He smirked at her. "And we will keep trying until that little bundle of joy is on the way."

A fresh set of tears rushed down her face as she stared at the ground.

"Until next time my sweet petal." With that he lifted the lantern and strode out of the room.

She had to find a way out of this mess.

She had to get the fuck out of this rapists den. Now.


Konaha present day

Their she stood in the training grounds, waiting on Itachi. She was twenty minutes early to this excursion, so she was doing some warm ups.

Stretching high, and moving her muscles. She had a fairly decent run this morning. The cool morning air settled her.

"Blossom. I see your well." The all too familiar voice echoed.

"Hai. Sai I feel good today." She turned smiling, a jingle to her voice.

"Blossom. I've seen you doing that recently, whileas you may be fooling most, you are not fooling me." He said distastefully as he approached from the tree line.

Her face dropped, smile and laughter gone. It was good sai could recognize her false laughter, her fake smiles. She could be as she usually was. "True. Sorry to annoy you."

He put a hand on her shoulder, "I seen you with kakashi sensei recently, is that where this stems?" He gave her a wary look.

"Hai." She retorted. A soft look but almost amused. "He's been following me, watching me. I think shishou has sent him to observe me."

"That makes since. But why fake it?" He furrowed his brow.

"Because I want to go back on missions." Sakura said honestly. Starting up her stretches again.

"Badly enough to fake emotions." Sai shook his head. "ANBU mean that much to you?" She scowled at him.

"No. I want to get back on the field with you and naruto. Sasuke too, if I'm being honest. I want team seven back." She sighed.

"Do you think your ready for that?" Sai asked, as she put her leg on his shoulder and used him as a post to stretch her legs. He put a hand on her ankle to steady her.

"I think I need to try." She stopped. Leg fully extended. "What would ino think if I didn't?" She spoke softly, almost a whisper.

"What about….him?" He asked. Eyes on her face. She stiffened. "Are you ready to-"

"If I ever get the chance, I will cut his throat and bleed him dry." She cut him off. Meeting his eyes with green orbs filled with hatred. "I will make him feel every ounce of pain he inflicted on me first."

Sais mouth turned up. "Good. Id like to be there when you do, blossom. Id like to watch you gut him with his own hands."

To this she smiled, the first real smile since before the incident. "You will Sai. You and I, we have a date with death."


Above the training field Itachi watched the pinkette and her dark haired friend, sharingan activated. It disturbed him how much like his brother he looked. From what Tsunade had told her, this was her friend inos boyfriend at the time of her death. He had listened in on their conversation, not because he was snooping, he told himself. No, most definatly not snooping.

He was gathering intelligence on the pink haired kunoichi. So he could make a well wagered attempt to learn all he could about her.

This was day two of observing the hokages apprentice, Haruno sakura. The interesting girl did not disappoint. From her false looks at the copy nin, to her small flares of chakra when she would get very upset. She would laugh with friends, then turn back into a stoic princess when she thought she was alone.

Who was this "him" they spoke of? Tsunade wouldn't go into detail with him over the mission, even though he himself were ANBU of high rank. But he did know she had wiped out an entire base of enemy nin, over 300 me. Stationed in a matter of an hour. Single handedly.

He wanted to see that rage. He wanted to invoke that anger. He wanted to feel her killing intent so badly he had goosebumps at the meet thought of it. A smile was strewn over his face at the thought, hell anytime he thought it.

So today, he would take what he learned about her, and put it too test. He was going to make her so angry, she would loose control. If only for a moment. He would meet her feral side.

With that he wiped the smile from his lips and descended to the field.


Sakura looked up, feeling his chakra flare out. Apparently he wanted to be known. His eyes spinning red. A fight she had been looking forward too.

Sai dropped her leg, as she strode forward to meet him dead center of the terrain.

"Your early uchiha San." She looked back to sai, who was walking back towards the tree line. Smart choice, seeing as how her horrendous strength usually destroyed everything within a mile radius. "Keep count will you sai?"

"Of course blossom." He waved over his shoulder. Jumping into a tree and pulling out his schetch pad.

"Not necessary." Itachi said, "also, didn't I tell you to call me Itachi? Sakura?" She felt a shiver run up her spine as his tongue rolled over her name.

"Hai, you did uchiha San." She smiled. "As I've told you, it's extreamly indecent for you to ask that of me,"

"I think it is only fair. Seeing as how you refer to my brother in such a way." He took his hands out of his pockets. He was dressed in dark black jonin style pants and a grey shirt sleeved shirt with a high collar undoubtably hailing the uchiha crest in the back. Black sandals with bandages around his ankles and his hitai-ate. He was very handsome, she thought, with his hair pulled back in a low pony tail at his neck. He smirked. "See something you like sakura?" She blinked.

"You and your brother are too much alike." She shook her head. "Too full of your selves, Uchiha San." She fell into a crouch, sending chakra to her palms. "Let's see if your any better than he, Hn?"

He smiled. "Shall I count?"

"One." She said blurring into motion. Sending a chakra fist at his head. The black tomoe swirling into action he flickered back, out of reach. She pushed the arm into an ark downwards and the ground shook and smashed. A large crater expanding outwards with the force of it. Sakura looked up glint in her eye, straight faced and flickered her self.

Reappearing behind Itachi. She struck out, as he turned, grabbing her wrist and flinging her out and up. She twisted into a ball and pushed out with her legs, flipping their hands and re adjusting his hold on her, grabbing his wrist in turn. He smirked at her, as she flipped him downwards, trying to push him into the earth.

Then he flickered out again. She landed on her knee wrong, feeling a pulsating pain in her thigh, ripped muscles spasmed. Fuck. Ow.

This time he appeared in front of her, she avoided contact with his eyes, feeling the genjutsu as she pushed a hand up and formed the release. "Kai!" She called as it disperesed just as fast. The world came back in to focus and Itachi was right in front of her, hand in motion he poked her forehead.

"One." He said, flickering out of reach, the number signifying the kill strike he would have gotten. Anger tore through her as she dodged a barrage of kunai from the left, flipping back into a crouch. Running through hand signs.

"Earth release, cherry blossom fire dance!" She screamed.

Cherry blossoms ripped through the air, sweeping down like shiriken. For a moment he was struck by the beauty of it. Then he faded from sight. She took off in his direction flickering in and out of view as she ran through more hand signs trying to pinpoint his chakra signature.

"Can't keep dodging forever uchiha!" She called out. He came back into focus, behind her. She turned fast as lighting throwing out well placed kicks and punches mentally thanking rock lee for all the taijutsu training.

Each one was met with a counter blow, and block, and or dodge. Itachi was fast. Too fast. He grabbed her wrist again, pulling her to his chest. Whipping her hands behind her back leaning his head down to her neck.

"Two." He breathed on her, causing her to blush deeply.

Holding her there, she shivered again. He put both her wrists together holding her with one hand, and trailed his other hand up her side.

"Don't." She pulled her head forward. "Touch." She threw it back at his chest. "Me!" She collided with him, knocking him back. Then backflipped throwing a kick out at his chest.

She felt it connect, and a crack as a log appeared where his body was. She screamed.

"FUCK YOU UCHIHA!" She cried out as he appeared by the side of the field. Throwing her hands out she grabbed the nearest object, which happened to be a boulder the size of her appartment, and ripped it out of the ground, she threw it with so much force it ripped through the air and collided with the trees and rolled over the earth leaving a path of destruction behind it.

Her killing intent radiating threw the air She stalked her prey. Flickering in and out of view then dissapearing all together.

Itachi smiled wide. Looking down just as she burst through the ground and up, full chakra force in her hand. Then he caught it, copying it's force he still felt bones breaking in his hand.

She was glorious. A mess of sweat and fury, a little ball of danger.

She stopped, did…did he just catch her fist?

"How the fuck…" she looked him in the eye. Mistake one.

Everything around her went black, except for Itachi, who kept hold of her hand, stopping her from forming the seal of release. She felt powerless in his hold.

"You are absolutly stunning when you get angry, sakura." He breathed. Eyes swirling, turning into fully connected pinwheel.

"What are you…" she stopped talking, the probing of something in her mind. "Get the fuck out of my head!" She threw out another punch, this one she felt connect with his ribs. The sound of cracking and the slight wince Itachi made, sakura knew she cracked a few. The man let go of her hand. She formed the release and screamed "Kai!" Then dropped to her knees with the force of the chakra flow it took. She felt weak, she hadn't used that much chakra to spar in years.

She huffed with the force of her exhaustion.

"Three." The tenor voice called from above her.

She looked up into his face, mistake two. But his eyes were dark. He had a smile on his lips. She sighed deep. Sitting back on her heels.

"Ok…." She gulped in air huffing and puffing. Sweat on her brow. "You win uchiha." She put her hand on her thigh, forcing healing chakra into it, feeling the muscle and forcing the regeneration process into action. "Happy now?" She breathed out. He leaned down on his haunches at her level, smile on his face.

"Call me Itachi." He said. Poking her in the forehead again. She reached out and grabbed his hand, squeezing with frustration. An irritably frustratingly handsome man. This man was seriously ticking her off.

"In your dreams uchi-" before she could finish the sentence he had pushed her back. Pinning her to the ground, both of her hands trapped in his. His legs sprawled out over hers, he dipped his head to her ear.

"If I told you what you said in my dreams," he caressed the side of her neck with his nose, "the way you cried out my name…" he kissed the side of her neck. Eliciting a small moan from her lips. "The sounds you make, when I touch your neck are delectable." He ran his tongue over her pulse point, she let out a shaky breath, he was so warm, so fucking warm her head fluttered. "The way you shiver when I touch you…Hn" he bit her earlobe. He was too close, she felt heat in her core.

"Uchiha…." She rasped "please…please dont-" he licked her again.

"Don't what, petal?"

She stopped, blood running cold.

Her head spinning, tears welling in her eyes. Itachi stopped. Eyes widening at her ridgid body. This was not what he expected.

"Stop. Get off me." She said. He voice cold and detached. "Now." Before she could blink he was standing up. Offering her a hand. She sat up, body stiff.

"I'm sorry sakura." He said.

"It's fine." She breathed. Grabbing hold of his hand, and pulling herself up. Immediately dropping it afterwards. "I…I don't like being touched." She said. Her eyes not meeting his, bangs falling over her eyes. "Don't ever call me that, again." Sai appeared at her side.

"Are you ok blossom?" He spoke low.

"Hai." She responded. Her voice low. Itachi breathed deep and winced.

She looked up at him. "Sai this battle is over, why don't you give us a moment?" She responded to him.

"Ok, blossom. I'll see you around." He turned to Itachi, "your quick uchiha San. I enjoyed watching your battle." He turned and darted into the field in the direction of the market.

"Uchiha. Remove your shirt." She spoke low.

"Change of mind, sakura?" He joked.

"Just do it moron." She scoffed.

He removed his shirt, in a quick motion, dropping it to the ground. Sakura absorbed the sight quickly. Seeing the rippled muscles and torso that was a seasoned shinobi.

Her eyes lingered on a scar, that reached from one pectoral muscle to his mid abdomen. Her hands coming up to touch it lightly, she ran the finger down and across it. He gave a harsh breath as she touched his rib.

"Gomen." She spoke, shaking off the motion. A blush coming over her. "I didn't mean…."

"It's ok. I'm pretty sure you broke that one." He gave a small pained laugh. "But I'm not the medic here."

She pushed chakra into her palm. Radiating a green glow and started to access the damage. She broke a rib, and brusied his kidney. She quirked her lip up, she found some internal hemorrhaging.

"Just so you know, that's one for me too." She smirked. "Had this not been treated you would have bled out internally." She laughed.

"Three for me, and one for you." He smiled. "Also, Don't do that sakura." He spoke.

She stopped. Face dropping. "Do what?"

"Force a laugh for me." He responded. "I'm not your sensei, I'm not running to tell anyone your unfit." He looked at the pinkette a face as she scowled.

"How long we're you listening."

"Long enough, sakura."

"How much do you know?" She pushed her chakra in a little forcefully causing him to wince again.

"Not enough, but I do know this." He repositioned himself, feeling outward to sense for any chakra signatures. After confirming they were alone, he scanned with his sharingan, for extra measure. "Who ever 'he' is, I'd like to help."

She shot her eyes up to see his face, gauge his reaction.

"Why?" She breathed out.

"Because whoever made your smile disappear, deserves to die for that action."

She refocused on the rib, almost completely healed, and pushed her chakra further in, healing the damaged blood vessels.

"You don't even know me." She said.

"But I want too."

"Why?" She gritted her teeth. "Why would you want to know me?"

"Something in you calls to me like no other." He reached his hand out, pushing a stray lock of hair back and around her earlobe. She looked into his eyes again.

"Your really willing?" He would be strong enough, She thought.

"Whatever the challenge is sakura, you have help." He smiled at her.

She scoffed. "Your going to have to try harder than that uchiha San." She turned away, striding towards the gates of the training field.

"I'll have you know." He kept pace with her, "I don't give up easily."

She turned on her heel. "Why don't you leave me the hell alone?" She pushed at him with her palms. He was like a brick wall, he stood their, shirt in hand, as her fingers grazed bare skin. She blushed again. "Put your fucking shirt back on." Her eye twitched.

"Why? Do I make you uncomfortable?"

She felt the blush deepen. "You make me pissed."

"Is that why your blushing?" He smirked at her.

"This is rage!" She poked him with a finger, face deepening with embarrassment. "But I guess the gourgeous Itachi uchiha wouldn't know that would he?"

"Say it again." He grinned at her grabbing her hand.

Her brow furrowed, the redness in her cheeks felt like fire. "Say what?"

"My name." He leaned towards her.

She blanched. Fuck.

"Uchiha let me go right this instant!" She backed up.

"Make me, sakura." He stepped forward.

"Your insufferable!" She yelled at him.

"And you are the most beautiful thing I've ever seen." He backed her into the fence pole.

"What will it take for you to stop!" She spit out.

"Too late for that, sa-ku-ra." He leaned forward. "You've caught my attention, sweetheart." He put one hand by her head trapping her between his arms. "And I'm hoping to catch yours." He kissed her then, a tingle swept her body heat bubbling in her chest, and he was gone.

"Uchiha I swear to god I will fucking hurt you!" She raged. "If you know what's good for you and your health you will stay the fuck away from me!" Her face deep red as she proceeded to stomp out of the training grounds, more pent up than she had ever been after a spar.

Itachi watched from afar, hand over his bare chest where her hands had been. A gleam now in his eye for the ideas that stormed his brain. Oh, she would give her attention to him, he loved a good puzzle. Sakura Haruno just turned out to be the best puzzle he had ever met.

She didn't even know how much time they would be spending together, and soon.


A/N: Hello as I've said I'm here to clear some stuff up, thank you Jesskmemmy! You actually brought up a point that I wanted to discuss. Also I'm updating early because I have this chapter done, and I may or may not be able to post next week. I try to make it happen on Tuesday or weds night.

-So yes she is acting more talkative and open. Mostly because she wants to prove to her friends she ok, like a coping method. Especially kakashi, who seems to be showing up randomly. With sai she can be herself. I also like writing her coming back into herself. It's a lot of fun to play with her emotions.

Also, she has ptsd, she has severe trauma, everyone deals with it differently and I feel sakura is not one to be kept down. I hope this clears some stuff up! Let me know what you think? (:

-I absolutely have the worst time with writing rape fic, but when I originally came into this idea, it was from a series of random fight scenes/ scenes I had written as a prompt. The rape scene was also a prompt. I just added to it and developed it to fit the story. It gets pretty graphic and I'm sorry for that. The flashbacks are mostly that, random fights and even a few chapters were just prompts I had written out for fun.

-I am planning more sasuke beatings in the future, I don't hate Sasuke, I just think he was super arrogant. And I like writing him that way.

-lastly, I don't hate sasori. I like him as a character a lot, he just fit the bill for the bad guy in this story.. so yeah. I might make another one later with him as a supporting character, or love interest. Dunno yet.

Thank you all for reading and reviewing! I appreciate all comments and reviews and this will be my last love letter for awhile. I want the flow to come back! So if you review and I don't mention you right off the back, just know, you make me so happy! I will eventually do another shout out filler at one point for all you wonderful people much love3

-ViewlessTea0