p style="max-height: 999999px; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: Verdana, Verdana, Arial;"span style="font-size: 13px;"strongA/N: Sorry it has been a while since I last posted, but I was honestly waiting to see if I got any reviews but I haven't. I have gotten a lot of request for a second book to this story and I thought many of you would have been excited to see it./strong/span/span/p
p style="max-height: 999999px; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: Verdana, Verdana, Arial;"span style="font-size: 13px;"strongI'm thinking of taking the book down until its completely finished, what do you guys think? Should I continue doing chapter updates or should I do the whole story at once?/strong/span/span/p
p style="max-height: 999999px; font-family: Verdana, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;"span style="font-weight: bold;"Disclaimer: I still Do Not own Anything Twilight related./span/p
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p class="MsoNormal"The 4-hour car ride to Seattle was quiet, except for the music playing on the stereo. I was hoping Emmett would drive faster so we got there in less time, but I guess he wasn't feeling like breaking any las today./p
p class="MsoNormal"When we got to Seattle, we still hadn't talked. I didn't know what to say to him, there was much I wanted to speak to him about, but I guess I just didn't know where to start. We pulled into a little shopping center called Rainier Valley Square. He drove toward the end to the right and pulled into a parking spot./p
p class="MsoNormal"There weren't many people around which I was glad for. I didn't want to have to deal with anyone, I just wanted to get home so I could get shit faced and enjoy my night./p
p class="MsoNormal""Do you know the store the costumes are at? Alice just said they were in Seattle at this mall strip, but she never told me what the name of the store was." I guess I could have said anything, but this was a start./p
p class="MsoNormal""Yes, I know the store, Alice has ordered a few times from there." I followed him through the parking lot until we came to this little shop tucked in between a Chinese place called Magic Dragon and a laundromat. span style="mso-spacerun: yes;" /span"Are you sure this is the place?"/p
p class="MsoNormal"This little shop did not seem like it was Alice's type of scene. The outside was so simple but the inside held so much color./p
p class="MsoNormal"The walls were a dark green, the shelves were white, the floor a soft yellow with under tones of different shades of greens, and the ceiling was covered with twinkling lights. Costumes littered one wall, fancy ballroom gowns covered another wall, and a variety of sexy clothes were on racks all over the floor. Shoes and purses were on the far wall where the register sat on a glass case that sat in front of a door./p
p class="MsoNormal""Morning, how can I help you?" A lady dressed as a sexy pirate asked us./p
p class="MsoNormal""Yes, I am picking up an order under Alice." Emmett said as I browsed all the racks looking at the clothes. Some of this stuff was really cute, pricey, but cute./p
p class="MsoNormal""Ah yes, Mrs. Cullen called and told me you would be picking them up for her. She also said to charge her card for anything the lady might want to buy. I will finish putting the order together if you want to have a look around." Emmett nodded to her and joined me./p
p class="MsoNormal""See anything you like? Alice said to buy whatever you want so, spend away." I smiled at him./p
p class="MsoNormal""I like a few things, but I'm not sure if they're for me. Like I like sexy things but…come on…" I held up crotchless panties that were bright pink. He smiled at me before he winked./p
p class="MsoNormal""Want to play a game?" He walked around and I followed, I was intrigued./p
p class="MsoNormal""What kind of game?" I stopped walking next to a rack with bras, picked out a few I liked and kept walking after him./p
p class="MsoNormal""Let me pick something out for you and if you like it, wear it tonight and if I can guess whether or not you are wearing it, you have to go on a date with me." I was intrigued by the whole thing./p
p class="MsoNormal""OK." I shrugged my shoulder, there was no way he would pick out something I would love enough to wear. My taste in under garments is a lot different than when we were going out./p
p class="MsoNormal""Ok, but here is the twist. You don't get to know what I buy you until midnight when I get to guess." I laughed./p
p class="MsoNormal""But I'm in the shop with you so I will end up seeing it." He shook his head./p
p class="MsoNormal""No, you my dear will be going down to the Starbucks while I buy the item." I stopped where the panties were again and picked out a few I did like./p
p class="MsoNormal""Ok, fine. But Emmett…" He looked up at me. "Nothing crotchless and nothing edible please." He smirked at me./p
p class="MsoNormal""Fine, I can live with that. Now are you going to buy anything else?"/p
p class="MsoNormal""Maybe, I was thinking of getting a few of the shoes, I could use some new ones. Plus, who am I to turn down Alice's gift?" He laughed as I walked up to the counter. I put all my stuff down next to the register, pointed out a few pairs of shoes, told her my size, then left./p
p class="MsoNormal"By the time I got my Frape and made it back to the car, Emmett was just walking out of the store. We didn't say anything else as he packed it all up and we left./p
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p class="MsoNormal"Jasper was outside the house waiting for us when we got back. Him and Emmett brought all the stuff inside./p
p class="MsoNormal""So how did it go? Did you buy anything?" Alice asked as she came bouncing into the room./p
p class="MsoNormal""Yes, I bought a few panties, bras, and shoes. Now will you show me what you picked out for me to wear? I'm dying to know what you bought for me, I am imaging all kinds of things." She smiled widely before helping me* with my bags and then Jasper grabbing 2 extra bags before we all went up to my room./p
p class="MsoNormal"I opened the door and tossed my bags on the bed before I ran into my bathroom before my bladder exploded. When I came out of the bathroom, I saw Alice opening my bags and laying everything out on the bed./p
p class="MsoNormal""Ooh I like what you picked. Now come look at your costume and don't worry, it's not a matching one to Emmett." I silently thanked her before walking over to her. I looked down at the dark blue Princess Jasmin costume./p
p class="MsoNormal"The top was a cropped corset with little embroidered lanterns on the lacey part of the front of the corset. The off the shoulder sleeves were made of the same lace, so thankfully there wasn't much of a sleeve./p
p class="MsoNormal"The pants were a little puffed but nothing too big, so I was going to be able to walk easily in them. They were the same green as the corset and made of a silky material. There was a slit on either side of the pants in the hip area and I thought that was so cute, but that would mean I would need to w-=ear a thong and I didn't wearing those much. I could always not wear anything, but I could only imagine how well that would work out for me./p
p class="MsoNormal"There were a pair of gold heels and a white panty and bra set./p
p class="MsoNormal"I picked up the panties and laughed, these were not panties. It was a pad looking cloth contraption that had double sides sticky tape on each end. I would assume this was what I should wear instead of underwear. I have to admit that she thought of everything and that I also loved what she picked out./p
p class="MsoNormal"There were a few other pieces as well. A gold bangle that went over my bicep and not my wrist with the design making it look like a snake. A headband and choker that was the same color as the pants, some glitter body spray, a new makeup set, and a perfume./p
p class="MsoNormal"Even though this outfit would put my scars on display, it didn't bother me even though I hated them. I would just use my cover up to try to blend them out some./p
p class="MsoNormal""I really like the costume, but what the hell is up with the underwear?" She laughed at me./p
p class="MsoNormal""Well, I needed to make sure you had options. Now when do the girls get here for movie night?"/p
p class="MsoNormal""They should be here right before it gets dark. Esme is making us dinner with some snacks for the movies and then I think we're doing either mimosas or pinkosas." She gave me a confused look./p
p class="MsoNormal""It's when you take Rospan class="ts-alttranslation-example-term1"span lang="EN" style="font-size: 11.5pt; line-height: 107%; mso-ansi-language: EN;"sé, the pink wine/span/span, and you mix it with like a pink juice. Pink lemonade, strawberry lemonade, any light juice that you would think would taste yummy."/p
p class="MsoNormal""We should do that, so that I can have some." We both laughed. "I'm going to go help Esme with the food. DO you need anything?" I shook my head, and she took off, leaving my door open when she walked out./p
p class="MsoNormal"After putting everything neatly on my window seat, I had to try and figure out which of the items came from Emmett. I was curious about what he got me, but I was more nervous about actually choosing to wear it. I really wanted to forgive him, but he crushed me when he just up and left and then it nearly killed me when he came home with Bree./p
p class="MsoNormal"I grabbed a few things and headed to the movie room./p
p class="MsoNormal"I put my stuff on one of the couches before attempting to move all the couches back so there was a large open space in the middle. After trying for a few minutes and getting nowhere I screamed in frustration then whipped around when I heard someone chuckle./p
p class="MsoNormal""Need some help." Emmett was leaning against the door frame, arms crossed over his chest./p
p class="MsoNormal""Yes, please." He chuckled again before he easily moved all 3 couches back. Each time he had to move, he would brush against me, and my body would hum with each touch./p
p class="MsoNormal"When he finished, he walked over to stand in front of me./p
p class="MsoNormal""Thank you." I whispered./p
p class="MsoNormal""You're welcome. Do you need help with anything else?" I looked at his lips before looking back at his eyes./p
p class="MsoNormal""After I lay the blanket down, I need the hall table brought in." There was a table a little bigger than a coffee table that rested in the hallway right outside the room. Carlisle would bring it in, and we would set all the food on it./p
p class="MsoNormal""I can do that. I'll be right back." He was gone only a few minutes, too short of a time to even think about what I was just feeling./p
p class="MsoNormal""Where do you want it?" I jumped when he asked the question. I jumped into action and quickly laid the black blanket on the floor./p
p class="MsoNormal""Right here." I pointed to the middle of the blanket. He set the 5-foot table down and watched as I adjusted it. Then I covered it with the black tablecloth we use just for movie nights. After that I went over to the small closet and pulled out the 6 vacuum sealed bags that had many, many pillows in them./p
p class="MsoNormal""Need any more pillows?" I smiled at him when he saw all the pillows that fell out of the bags after I opened them. He helped me fluff the pillows before tossing them onto the edges of the blanket where we would be sitting./p
p class="MsoNormal""Never, but it's good for now. The girls usually bring a few pillows as well, one or two of them usually bring a blanket as well but those will go in my room."/p
p class="MsoNormal"I went to walk toward the front door but tripped over one of the pillows, I thought for sure I was going to hit the floor, but warm hands caught me. My face landed against a solid wall, and I had to take a minute to catch my breath./p
p class="MsoNormal"I slowly pulled away from him and looked up into his eyes. Those baby blue held concern and a bit of heat. Ever since the kiss, it's like whenever we touch, or are in the same room, this sizzle starts, and the room heats up./p
p class="MsoNormal""You, ok?" I nodded, unable to speak. My hands slid up his chest of their own accord and before I knew it, my lips were glued to his own./p
p class="MsoNormal"Emmett picked me up, so our lips met at a better angle. Kissing Emmett was like coming home, it was like I belonged here, with him and he with me. My heart did this weird flip flop and it scared me. I didn't need to fall in love with him again, I was too scared he was going to leave me again./p
p class="MsoNormal""Wait, Emmett, wait." I said and pulled away from him until he let me drop to the ground./p
p class="MsoNormal""What's wrong?" His voice was breathless./p
p class="MsoNormal""I'm not ready, for this, whatever this is." I walked away from him, but he fallowed./p
p class="MsoNormal""Ariel, I get it, you still can't forgive me. But I want you to, I mean, I need you to."/p
p class="MsoNormal""I just can't, not yet. You may need me to forgive you for being pissed, but you don't even realize why I am pissed. You don't get it Em., all you see is how you feel."/p
p class="MsoNormal""Your mad because we broke up and then I showed up with Bree." HE sounded so confident./p
p class="MsoNormal""If you think that's what our problem is then maybe you should just go back to Bree." I kept on walking toward the kitchen./p
p class="MsoNormal""Don't you get it that I don't want her. I want you!" He was getting frustrated, and it showed in the way his voice was slightly raised./p
p class="MsoNormal""And I wanted you!" I yelled. "All I ever wanted was you Em. You were it for me, no one compared to how I felt about you. You thought I needed to explore my options, but you don't understand that I had options and I chose you. I was already happy with you, and I was ready to do everything with you. If you had just come back, even once, you would have seen that. But no, you were so selfish thinking only of yourself."/p
p class="MsoNormal""Ariel…"/p
p class="MsoNormal""You only thought about your life and the life you thought I wanted. I was in a very bad state when you left but did you check up on me? Did you ask about me? I would have taken anything from you, a phone call, a note, hell just hearing if you asked Esme or Carlisle about me would have been fine. But you did nothing. In those moments when I needed you, you weren't there. And then I find out you were off saving ANOTHER GIRL when you should have been saving me!" I was crying at this point./p
p class="MsoNormal"When Emmett didn't say anything, I ran off to my room. I was so hurt and pissed, and it was like he was getting ready to leave all over again. I shut my door and locked it before crawling onto my bed and burring my face in my pillow. I was going to allow myself a good cry before the girls got here./p
p class="MsoNormal"I cried and cried until I couldn't anymore./p
p style="max-height: 999999px; text-align: center;"span style="font-family: Verdana, Verdana, Arial;"span style="font-size: 13px;"strongI'm thinking of taking the book down until its completely finished, what do you guys think? Should I continue doing chapter updates or should I do the whole story at once?/strong/span/span/p
p style="max-height: 999999px; font-family: Verdana, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;"span style="font-weight: bold;"Disclaimer: I still Do Not own Anything Twilight related./span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;"span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: Verdana, Verdana, Arial; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;"*Begin*/span/p
p class="MsoNormal"The 4-hour car ride to Seattle was quiet, except for the music playing on the stereo. I was hoping Emmett would drive faster so we got there in less time, but I guess he wasn't feeling like breaking any las today./p
p class="MsoNormal"When we got to Seattle, we still hadn't talked. I didn't know what to say to him, there was much I wanted to speak to him about, but I guess I just didn't know where to start. We pulled into a little shopping center called Rainier Valley Square. He drove toward the end to the right and pulled into a parking spot./p
p class="MsoNormal"There weren't many people around which I was glad for. I didn't want to have to deal with anyone, I just wanted to get home so I could get shit faced and enjoy my night./p
p class="MsoNormal""Do you know the store the costumes are at? Alice just said they were in Seattle at this mall strip, but she never told me what the name of the store was." I guess I could have said anything, but this was a start./p
p class="MsoNormal""Yes, I know the store, Alice has ordered a few times from there." I followed him through the parking lot until we came to this little shop tucked in between a Chinese place called Magic Dragon and a laundromat. span style="mso-spacerun: yes;" /span"Are you sure this is the place?"/p
p class="MsoNormal"This little shop did not seem like it was Alice's type of scene. The outside was so simple but the inside held so much color./p
p class="MsoNormal"The walls were a dark green, the shelves were white, the floor a soft yellow with under tones of different shades of greens, and the ceiling was covered with twinkling lights. Costumes littered one wall, fancy ballroom gowns covered another wall, and a variety of sexy clothes were on racks all over the floor. Shoes and purses were on the far wall where the register sat on a glass case that sat in front of a door./p
p class="MsoNormal""Morning, how can I help you?" A lady dressed as a sexy pirate asked us./p
p class="MsoNormal""Yes, I am picking up an order under Alice." Emmett said as I browsed all the racks looking at the clothes. Some of this stuff was really cute, pricey, but cute./p
p class="MsoNormal""Ah yes, Mrs. Cullen called and told me you would be picking them up for her. She also said to charge her card for anything the lady might want to buy. I will finish putting the order together if you want to have a look around." Emmett nodded to her and joined me./p
p class="MsoNormal""See anything you like? Alice said to buy whatever you want so, spend away." I smiled at him./p
p class="MsoNormal""I like a few things, but I'm not sure if they're for me. Like I like sexy things but…come on…" I held up crotchless panties that were bright pink. He smiled at me before he winked./p
p class="MsoNormal""Want to play a game?" He walked around and I followed, I was intrigued./p
p class="MsoNormal""What kind of game?" I stopped walking next to a rack with bras, picked out a few I liked and kept walking after him./p
p class="MsoNormal""Let me pick something out for you and if you like it, wear it tonight and if I can guess whether or not you are wearing it, you have to go on a date with me." I was intrigued by the whole thing./p
p class="MsoNormal""OK." I shrugged my shoulder, there was no way he would pick out something I would love enough to wear. My taste in under garments is a lot different than when we were going out./p
p class="MsoNormal""Ok, but here is the twist. You don't get to know what I buy you until midnight when I get to guess." I laughed./p
p class="MsoNormal""But I'm in the shop with you so I will end up seeing it." He shook his head./p
p class="MsoNormal""No, you my dear will be going down to the Starbucks while I buy the item." I stopped where the panties were again and picked out a few I did like./p
p class="MsoNormal""Ok, fine. But Emmett…" He looked up at me. "Nothing crotchless and nothing edible please." He smirked at me./p
p class="MsoNormal""Fine, I can live with that. Now are you going to buy anything else?"/p
p class="MsoNormal""Maybe, I was thinking of getting a few of the shoes, I could use some new ones. Plus, who am I to turn down Alice's gift?" He laughed as I walked up to the counter. I put all my stuff down next to the register, pointed out a few pairs of shoes, told her my size, then left./p
p class="MsoNormal"By the time I got my Frape and made it back to the car, Emmett was just walking out of the store. We didn't say anything else as he packed it all up and we left./p
p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;" align="center"***/p
p class="MsoNormal"Jasper was outside the house waiting for us when we got back. Him and Emmett brought all the stuff inside./p
p class="MsoNormal""So how did it go? Did you buy anything?" Alice asked as she came bouncing into the room./p
p class="MsoNormal""Yes, I bought a few panties, bras, and shoes. Now will you show me what you picked out for me to wear? I'm dying to know what you bought for me, I am imaging all kinds of things." She smiled widely before helping me* with my bags and then Jasper grabbing 2 extra bags before we all went up to my room./p
p class="MsoNormal"I opened the door and tossed my bags on the bed before I ran into my bathroom before my bladder exploded. When I came out of the bathroom, I saw Alice opening my bags and laying everything out on the bed./p
p class="MsoNormal""Ooh I like what you picked. Now come look at your costume and don't worry, it's not a matching one to Emmett." I silently thanked her before walking over to her. I looked down at the dark blue Princess Jasmin costume./p
p class="MsoNormal"The top was a cropped corset with little embroidered lanterns on the lacey part of the front of the corset. The off the shoulder sleeves were made of the same lace, so thankfully there wasn't much of a sleeve./p
p class="MsoNormal"The pants were a little puffed but nothing too big, so I was going to be able to walk easily in them. They were the same green as the corset and made of a silky material. There was a slit on either side of the pants in the hip area and I thought that was so cute, but that would mean I would need to w-=ear a thong and I didn't wearing those much. I could always not wear anything, but I could only imagine how well that would work out for me./p
p class="MsoNormal"There were a pair of gold heels and a white panty and bra set./p
p class="MsoNormal"I picked up the panties and laughed, these were not panties. It was a pad looking cloth contraption that had double sides sticky tape on each end. I would assume this was what I should wear instead of underwear. I have to admit that she thought of everything and that I also loved what she picked out./p
p class="MsoNormal"There were a few other pieces as well. A gold bangle that went over my bicep and not my wrist with the design making it look like a snake. A headband and choker that was the same color as the pants, some glitter body spray, a new makeup set, and a perfume./p
p class="MsoNormal"Even though this outfit would put my scars on display, it didn't bother me even though I hated them. I would just use my cover up to try to blend them out some./p
p class="MsoNormal""I really like the costume, but what the hell is up with the underwear?" She laughed at me./p
p class="MsoNormal""Well, I needed to make sure you had options. Now when do the girls get here for movie night?"/p
p class="MsoNormal""They should be here right before it gets dark. Esme is making us dinner with some snacks for the movies and then I think we're doing either mimosas or pinkosas." She gave me a confused look./p
p class="MsoNormal""It's when you take Rospan class="ts-alttranslation-example-term1"span lang="EN" style="font-size: 11.5pt; line-height: 107%; mso-ansi-language: EN;"sé, the pink wine/span/span, and you mix it with like a pink juice. Pink lemonade, strawberry lemonade, any light juice that you would think would taste yummy."/p
p class="MsoNormal""We should do that, so that I can have some." We both laughed. "I'm going to go help Esme with the food. DO you need anything?" I shook my head, and she took off, leaving my door open when she walked out./p
p class="MsoNormal"After putting everything neatly on my window seat, I had to try and figure out which of the items came from Emmett. I was curious about what he got me, but I was more nervous about actually choosing to wear it. I really wanted to forgive him, but he crushed me when he just up and left and then it nearly killed me when he came home with Bree./p
p class="MsoNormal"I grabbed a few things and headed to the movie room./p
p class="MsoNormal"I put my stuff on one of the couches before attempting to move all the couches back so there was a large open space in the middle. After trying for a few minutes and getting nowhere I screamed in frustration then whipped around when I heard someone chuckle./p
p class="MsoNormal""Need some help." Emmett was leaning against the door frame, arms crossed over his chest./p
p class="MsoNormal""Yes, please." He chuckled again before he easily moved all 3 couches back. Each time he had to move, he would brush against me, and my body would hum with each touch./p
p class="MsoNormal"When he finished, he walked over to stand in front of me./p
p class="MsoNormal""Thank you." I whispered./p
p class="MsoNormal""You're welcome. Do you need help with anything else?" I looked at his lips before looking back at his eyes./p
p class="MsoNormal""After I lay the blanket down, I need the hall table brought in." There was a table a little bigger than a coffee table that rested in the hallway right outside the room. Carlisle would bring it in, and we would set all the food on it./p
p class="MsoNormal""I can do that. I'll be right back." He was gone only a few minutes, too short of a time to even think about what I was just feeling./p
p class="MsoNormal""Where do you want it?" I jumped when he asked the question. I jumped into action and quickly laid the black blanket on the floor./p
p class="MsoNormal""Right here." I pointed to the middle of the blanket. He set the 5-foot table down and watched as I adjusted it. Then I covered it with the black tablecloth we use just for movie nights. After that I went over to the small closet and pulled out the 6 vacuum sealed bags that had many, many pillows in them./p
p class="MsoNormal""Need any more pillows?" I smiled at him when he saw all the pillows that fell out of the bags after I opened them. He helped me fluff the pillows before tossing them onto the edges of the blanket where we would be sitting./p
p class="MsoNormal""Never, but it's good for now. The girls usually bring a few pillows as well, one or two of them usually bring a blanket as well but those will go in my room."/p
p class="MsoNormal"I went to walk toward the front door but tripped over one of the pillows, I thought for sure I was going to hit the floor, but warm hands caught me. My face landed against a solid wall, and I had to take a minute to catch my breath./p
p class="MsoNormal"I slowly pulled away from him and looked up into his eyes. Those baby blue held concern and a bit of heat. Ever since the kiss, it's like whenever we touch, or are in the same room, this sizzle starts, and the room heats up./p
p class="MsoNormal""You, ok?" I nodded, unable to speak. My hands slid up his chest of their own accord and before I knew it, my lips were glued to his own./p
p class="MsoNormal"Emmett picked me up, so our lips met at a better angle. Kissing Emmett was like coming home, it was like I belonged here, with him and he with me. My heart did this weird flip flop and it scared me. I didn't need to fall in love with him again, I was too scared he was going to leave me again./p
p class="MsoNormal""Wait, Emmett, wait." I said and pulled away from him until he let me drop to the ground./p
p class="MsoNormal""What's wrong?" His voice was breathless./p
p class="MsoNormal""I'm not ready, for this, whatever this is." I walked away from him, but he fallowed./p
p class="MsoNormal""Ariel, I get it, you still can't forgive me. But I want you to, I mean, I need you to."/p
p class="MsoNormal""I just can't, not yet. You may need me to forgive you for being pissed, but you don't even realize why I am pissed. You don't get it Em., all you see is how you feel."/p
p class="MsoNormal""Your mad because we broke up and then I showed up with Bree." HE sounded so confident./p
p class="MsoNormal""If you think that's what our problem is then maybe you should just go back to Bree." I kept on walking toward the kitchen./p
p class="MsoNormal""Don't you get it that I don't want her. I want you!" He was getting frustrated, and it showed in the way his voice was slightly raised./p
p class="MsoNormal""And I wanted you!" I yelled. "All I ever wanted was you Em. You were it for me, no one compared to how I felt about you. You thought I needed to explore my options, but you don't understand that I had options and I chose you. I was already happy with you, and I was ready to do everything with you. If you had just come back, even once, you would have seen that. But no, you were so selfish thinking only of yourself."/p
p class="MsoNormal""Ariel…"/p
p class="MsoNormal""You only thought about your life and the life you thought I wanted. I was in a very bad state when you left but did you check up on me? Did you ask about me? I would have taken anything from you, a phone call, a note, hell just hearing if you asked Esme or Carlisle about me would have been fine. But you did nothing. In those moments when I needed you, you weren't there. And then I find out you were off saving ANOTHER GIRL when you should have been saving me!" I was crying at this point./p
p class="MsoNormal"When Emmett didn't say anything, I ran off to my room. I was so hurt and pissed, and it was like he was getting ready to leave all over again. I shut my door and locked it before crawling onto my bed and burring my face in my pillow. I was going to allow myself a good cry before the girls got here./p
p class="MsoNormal"I cried and cried until I couldn't anymore./p
