After finishing work I waited for Deidara on the terrace. You could see the garden from here, Sasuke always insisted on having flowers around us, to make us more human as he said. I smiled a bit to myself. Deidara reminded me so much of Sasuke. I wonder if he was alive if they'd be best friends or enemies; perhaps both. I leaned on the railing and gazed at the gates were Sasuke died. The image still vivid to my mind as if it happened yesterday. His blood gushing out as he reached out to me for help, arms stretched out toward me, like he did as a baby. And I, frozen away, too idealistic to realize that not everyone wanted to live their lives in peace, but wanted to kill and destroy as many others as they could...
The heavy stomping alerted me that Deidara was here now, as if the thoughts were not loud enough.
(So romantic! I want to pour all that chocolate on him and then have it.)
"And you can do so..." I turned to face him with a smirk that faded instantly when I saw Sasori.
"What is the meaning of this Deidara?" My eyes narrowing in on Sasori who hid behind Deidara.
[I don't want to be here, I promise, he insisted!] Sasori's thoughts answered, his eyes never reaching my own.
"Well, I have a request!" Deidara beamed at me, like a child that wants extra candy.
"If that request involves Sasori then forget it." I answered.
"You said that you would make me happy no matter what because my happiness if your happiness!" He pouted. (So you lied...) His thoughts supplied.I sighed, silly boy I would give you the world.
"Alright, what is it you want? A husband and a boyfriend?" I asked leaning back on the railing again.
"Actually no. I want a throuple!" He smiled at me. I raised a brow in utter confusion, and Sasori looked at him questioningly too.
"You must forgive my lack of knowledge in this century's lingo, but what is this 'throuple' you need?" I finally asked.
"It is a three-way couple. That way we can fix this awkward situation and be with each other." He explained looking between Sasori and myself.
"Sometimes I forget how childish and pure you are..." I said holding my temple with my hand.
(I'm not stupid!) I never said that...
"Sasori also wants to tell you something!" He urged Sasori in front of him.
"I..." He looked at me panicked, wasting my time as always.
"What is it? Speak!" I ordered Sasori; sometimes that was the only way for him to speak his mind.
"I'm sorry for what I did. I regret killing your brother more than anything I did in my life." Sasori said looking anywhere but me. How dare he? After all these years, this again?
"I thought we had a deal! I have-" "Yeah, yeah. But you can't disregard someone's feelings, especially when they have regretted what they've done!" Deidara interrupted me before I could speak further. I stared at him in shock.
"So, you know?"
"Yes. Sasori told me everything. I am not expecting you to forgive him overnight Itachi. I know it is hard. But I want all of us to try and make us happy. This is the only thing I will ask of you, to try..." My gaze softened and I looked between him and Sasori. This boy will be the death of me.
"I am utterly speechless when it comes to you..." I whispered as I sat on a chair near the table.
(Does that mean yes?)
I smiled up at him and nodded. "Although I have no idea how this will work." I noted.
He beamed and run to me, straddling my lap and started kissing my face. "Thank you, thank you!" How could I say no to someone this pure? Sasuke...
"Doll? Join us..." Deidara said in a soft voice. My attention was back on track as I noticed Sasori standing there, his eyes on the floor.
"Husband, come here." I ordered, when it became clear he would not respond to Deidara. That woke him up since he jerked his head up and walked towards us, stopping inches away.
"What's wrong beautiful?" Deidara asked catching Sasori's hand. A small pang of jealousy stack me but I suppressed it.
"I... don't think this is a good idea." He whispered avoiding his eyes. Deiadara then pulled Sasori to him, making him kneel in front of me, in order to hug him.
(Make him feel more welcome! He is afraid.) Deidara then glanced at me. Surprisingly enough, Sasori thought of nothing, his thoughts an empty dark void, yet a mere human could read him better.
(HA, not an idiot) I smirked at his thoughts and caught Sasori's head by the hair softly, pulling him towards me and kissing him. Sasori trembled all over, as he always did every time we became intimate; how many years has it been? How old is Gaara?
(This is so hot! Oh God, oh God! They are both so hot and beautiful! And they like me! I am sooo hard! I hope they don't notice...) I felt myself grow warm, as lust took me over, Deidara's thoughts luring me in.
I opened my eyes without breaking the liplock with Sasori, to stare at Deidara, already a blushing mess, since he noticed what he did to me. (Damn...) I could feel his own warmth but when he awkwardly and slowly pried himself away, I understood what had happened. So very pure...
When he stood up and tried to leave quietly, Sasori caught his hand, stopping him.
"Where are you going? You started this, are you having second thoughts?" He accused him.
"Um... no... I just remembered I have to do something!" He lied embarrassed. "What is more important than this?" Sasori pouted.
"I... Nothing, really... just..." (What should I say? I came in my pants because you two are smoking hot?)
I could not stop myself from laughing at how endearing Deidara was.
(Wow, I didn't know you could make that sound...) [Wow, I didn't know you could make that sound...]
They both thought at the same time, as if they were one person. I have never lived to hear such perfect harmony. Maybe this is right after all; I smiled.
"I cannot believe you could both think the same thing at the same time..." I said and both of them stared at me in surprise.
"Dei, no need to feel embarrassed in front of us. You can go change underwear if you want. We'll be here..." I tried to ease him out of his embarrassment.
"Too hot for you brat?" Sasori smirked at him; I haven't seen that in a while.
"Yeah, got a problem?" Deidara pouted. (How can someone be this pretty? Why is he with me?)
"You are pretty yourself Dei, never forget that." I answered his thoughts.
"I know that I asked for this... throuple... But you guys need to give me time..." He whispered, his voice extremely soft and uncertain. "I mean, I don't think I can have sex with both of you, since, you know, watching you kiss made me this way." He gestured at his probably soiled underwear, which resulted in a chuckle from Sasori; now that, I have never heard before.
"Husband! This child is the best gift, simply perfect!" He smiled, earlier tension gone.
"I agree, maybe he is what we always needed; maybe it is fate." I agreed, petting Sasori's hair, who was now laying his head on my lap.
"I could not agree more..." Sasori stared at Deidara, making him blush crimson and hold his breath. All of a sudden Sasori's thoughts became very warm and I could feel his own endearment towards Deidara, almost matching my own. (Fuck...)
Sasori's eyes roamed his body, eating him up, making him visibly shiver, making him blush harder. "Someone is up again." Sasori informed us.
"I told you, you are too much! I am only a guy! Cut me some slack." Deidara whined.
"We apologize, you are just too fun to tease." I told him not being able to hold myself back any longer.
"Well, this is not teasing, this is bullying! I... need to go now! I have to change clothes." He said and walked inside.
"Take a shower and wear your nightwear, then come to my room." I requested as he reached the door.
"Or wear nothing." Sasori added, making him stop on his tracks.
Sasori's thoughts became overbearing even for me, lustful thoughts of both of us filling his body with love over and over again, not stopping until he meowled and begged for us to stop. I became more aroused the longer Sasori's thoughts kept going, to much darker places, of imagining Deidara naked and tied up.
(Fuck, I came again...) By the looks of it Deidara could probably also sense it.
He ran out of the room leaving us alone. How many more things didn't I know about Sasori?
As if a spell was broken, Sasori withdrew from me, tension re-entering his stance.
"Did you mean it?" He asked me timidly. [That you'll give me a chance?]
"Yes..." I reached out to him and pulled him slowly to sit on my lap. "I have never given you one before. Deidara is young, but he is right. Your actions hurt me a lot but you also hurt yourself." I caressed his cheek; was he always this beautiful?
"Yes, that little brat thinks everything is easy, but he is eye opening and fresh." Sasori smiled.
"I am skeptical of this 'whatever-the-name-was' he wants. I have never even heard of such a term." I frowned.
"Well, we cannot know what's going on nowadays since we don't exactly get out of this castle much..." Sasori supplied and we both grinned. [I love this. Is it real?]
"I assure you husband, this is real. But I also need more time. I think of Sasuke every day, this is not easy." I said softly and watched as all happiness left his face.
"Of course..." He looked down at my shirt his eyes glistering, probably with tears; so many new emotions I see from him today.
I raised his head to look at me in the eyes and the tears began to fall uncontrollably, like a dam that was finally released. My heart clenched at the sight, never have I seen him cry like this, not even when we first met. He was ferocious and strong, what have I done to him to be reduced to this? I hugged him close as he wept, a peculiar way of crying, making no sound.
After what felt like eons, I took him to my room and sat him on the bed. I started undressing him until he was left naked on my black sheets, making huge contrast with his pale white skin and red hair. He sat there, a crimson colour dusting his cheeks.
"Why are you embarrassed? I have already seen you naked, we had a child together." I smiled sitting on the armchair opposite the bed, facing him.
"It has been a long time since then..." He looked at me timidly, almost suggestively.
"If I didn't know better, I'd think you are seducing me." I teased him.
"Would that be bad?" He asked back, his hazel eyes filling up with warmth.
Before I could respond, the door burst open revealing Deidara with the most bizarre nightwear. Pink trousers and a button-up shirt with little pigs and green frogs. Both Sasori and I burst out laughing.
"What? I have hot PJs, but I'm trying to draw a line here!" He pouted running and jumping on the bed, hugging Sasori's back and pulling him to lay on the bed with him.
"You do realize clothes won't stop me, right?" Sasori teased him and he blushed when he realized Sasori was completely naked.
I took that as my cue to intervene. I stood up and undressed, down to my underpants. Both of them had almost stopped breathing and stared at me like two hungry vultures.
"If Deidara wants us to go slow, we comply. Let's just sleep." I finally said as I too got completely naked, making them both frown a bit.
"Yeah, let's keep it PG13..." Deidara said moving to the side so I could sit in the middle. (Stupid me, of course. But damn, that dick could destroy me and I said no...)
The moment he realized he had thought that, he looked at me with wide eyes, his head snapping to my direction.
"Forget that, your dick is small, I mean, no it's not, it's big but I want you, just not now, I mean I do, but I want to wait, maybe not so much after seeing you guys naked but no, yeah, um... I want us to just sleep!" He mumbled way too fast. He was so cute when he was embarrassed. [Liar...] Sasori's thoughts supplied.
I pulled them both to my chest and Sasori drew the covers over us, holding Deidara's hand over my stomach.
"I know I said to sleep, but, do you even sleep?" He asked me innocently.
"No, I do not sleep. But I can rest with you." I answered him. (So vampires don't sleep huh? What about food?)
"Now that I think about it, when do you feed? I have not seen you drink any blood." I could feel his hair tickling my shoulder as he looked up at me.
"I feed in the early mornings; it is best to prey on drunks who don't remember anything in the morning." I said remembering that I should probably leave in the next four hours to feed.
"Does that blood taste like booze?" Deidara visibly shuddered.
"Yes, but not as much as you'd think."
"Well now that I'm here you don't need to do that anymore! I am healthy as a horse; you can do me." He yawned. Sasori snorted and I looked down at him in extreme curiosity. This boy was so amusing.
"You'd let me feed off of you everyday?" I asked him.
"Sure, we are together forever, right? That would be the least I could do for you. What do you eat Doll?" He asked, turning his attention to Sasori.
"Regular food, werewolves are not like vampires, yet we might love our red meat a bit too much." He said tracing circles with his finger on my abdomen.
(Guess so, wait... Sasori is a werewolf, right? That means...)
Deidara sprang up to a sitting position, when the realization hit him.
"Can you turn into a wolf? Please, please, I want to see it!" His eyes shone with child wonder.
Sasori's finger stopped as he became stiff next to me.
"I can't do that." He said.
"Pretty please! I won't ask anything else!" Deidara pressed.
"It's not that I don't want to, it's just that I can't anymore." Sasori said turning on his other side, his back now facing us.
(What does that mean? Do you know Itachi?) Deidara's thoughts asked me, and I slowly shook my head no.
"Why?" Deidara asked innocently but got no response.
I slowly wrapped my arms around him, pulling him back to my chest.
"What is wrong?" I asked softly.
"The reason why I am still alive after so long without your love, is not because I'm strong... It's because I severed all ties with my wolf; or better said, my wolf severed all ties with me... I'm broken..." Sasori confessed.
I felt extremely sad, I knew that a wolf without a mate's love could die, but never have I thought of Sasori, especially like that. He was always strong and loud, until he wasn't...
"How long...?" I asked. How unaware was I?
"Family dinner table..." Sasori whispered. Family dinner?
"So, day one? When? How?" I needed answers. Was I so blind? My werewolf husband was not able to transform since we met and I notice now, because Deidara pointed it out?
"The moment you slapped me and I signed the contract..." Sasori revealed, tears now running down his face and soaking my sheets.
"Contract? What contract?" Deidara asked cocking his head to the side.
"Our marriage contract, I had one made the morning after we met." I answered.
"Uh, yeah... That was very unkind of you Itachi. Who contracts their marriage and their children." Deidara told me, frowning.
"It doesn't matter anymore..." Sasori said reaching out to pull Deidara to lay back down. "I'm okay now..." (Liar...) Deidara thought and I could not agree more.
"No, you are not. How are you okay since you can't be a wolf? You told me you loved the freedom wolf form gave you!" Deidara said sitting back up, cross legged on the bed.
Sasori also sat up and mimicked his stance as he too frowned. I've never seen him do that either.
"So what brat? What do you want me to do, I told you I can't do it anymore!" he said angrily.
"Well, try. Itachi said he'll try to love you, so you should try to be a wolf again!"
"Everything is easy in Lalaland where you live, isn't it?" Sasori's ears became red from anger.
"No, nothing is easy, but I try. You should also try that from time to time." Deidara said obviously offended, crossing his arms in front of his chest.
"If I was a wolf I would have teared you to shreds by now!" He growled, surprising me.
"I don't think you would, you are on a leash remember?" Deidara provoked him.
"You did not just say that, you little brat!" Sasori was vibrating in anger.
"What will you do? Bark?"
Before I could even comprehend what was going on, Sasori leaped over me, pushing Deidara to the ground and landing on top of him, pulling at his hair and trying to choke him.
To my surprise, Deidara fought back and as I peeked over the bed, the fight was quite equal, even though Sasori was a superhuman being.
"You should stop." I said unsure. Why were they fighting?
They both stopped and looked at me, breathing hard, hair sticking out in every direction, limbs still intertwined.
"Come back to bed. I am lonely." I simply added. As if they're children, they pushed each other off and climbed on the bed, one on each side of me.
"You should also apologize to each other." I said sternly, when I saw the look of defiance they gave me.
With dismay, Sasori huffed as he crossed his hands over his naked chest. "I'm sorry I attacked you and said you live in Lalaland..." He apologized pouting.
"Good boy." I praised, kissing him on the forehead and pulling him to lay with me.
"Me too." Deidara said quickly and came close to my face, expecting a kiss too. Cute...
"You need to mean it." I told him.
He got back up and frowned a bit. "I'm sorry I called you a dog..." He finally said laying back down and kissing Sasori's nose. So cute...
I kissed his head and hugged them both close.
"Now, go to bed both of you." I ordered. Was this how life would be from now on? Not so bad...