After six years of banishment arthur finally finds him again, but things have changed and he is still not sure he is ready to face the man that betrayed him the most... better summary inside, and a description of my Merthur Au. if you read it, i hope you enjoy. P.S. implied and maybe mentions of mpreg...

He knew this was coming, he was powerless to stop it. Why won't he just get it over with?

Prince Merlin is in Camelot for two things: to train under Gaius and to work on peace treaty negotiations between Camelot and the Druids. There are a couple of problems, however. 1. He doesn't trust Uther as far as he could throw him without magic, which isn't very far. 2. Arthur Pendragon

Merlin and Morgana cannot help but fight for each other, though their fate is to be the darkness to each other's light. Fate is sealed when Morgana learns of Emerys and Merlin a prophecy of the Fae. As each seeks out their enemy, they're drawn closer and closer to a final showdown. For, no one can escape fate, no matter how much they want to. Updates every Tuesday. (Pub CH 6 of 57)

Arthur had magic. He didn't use it, but by the gods, he had it. Afraid that it'll corrupt his soul he vows never to touch it. His magic however, has a will of it's own and he can't stop it from saving his life. Little does he know his magic's real name is Merlin

Merlin finds it hard to believe that his new employer, Prince Arthur, will ever create the Utopia that is Albion. A staunch hatred for magic has been hammered in the man's mind since birth. As Merlin wonders whether Arthur can overcome such deep-seated aversion, they both come across a magic-wielding little girl. Will Arthur discover her secret? What will he do, if he does?

Arthur couldn't believe he'd been dead for 1500 years, nor could he believe his friend had been alive that long. And yet here they both were trying to figure out what the hell was going on in a world that magic had seemingly abandoned.

Résumé: Arthur se réveils soudainement avec des moments qu'il n'avait jamais imaginé avec son serviteur. Il se dit qu'il s'est fait ensorcelé mais non, pas le moins du monde. Depuis, il porte un nouveau regard sur Merlin. Va t'il résister à la tentation ?

Upon awakening in a strange castle with no memory of the previous week, Arthur learns that Merlin had poisoned him, and that he had killed him for the betrayal. Heartbroken and confused, Arthur grapples with guilt, grief, and horror as he tries to understand what happened. Little does he know, the story is a mere ruse to conquer Camelot. Hurt!Merlin/Grieving!Arthur

Morgana has been in a pit, alone for months. No one but a dragon to keep her company. Until one day a man is brought in, captured in the heat of battle. She does not care one bit who he is, just that she is no longer alone.

King Uther tracks Balinor to Ealdor to find his newborn son and ailing wife. Uther takes the child for his own and hides Merlin's true parentage. What will happen when the truth is revealed? Will Merlin stand beside Arthur and become Camelot's protector, or will he become her greatest threat?

AU At the Castle of Fyrien, Merlin sees an opportunity to gain an ally. The most unlikeliest ally.

AU - In an apocalyptic world of endless darkness, young King Arthur and his friends set off on a quest to save humanity.

Arthur meant to reach out to him, check him for injuries, but halted in his tracks when, for the first time, he noticed that it was a small girl that was cradled in Merlin's arms. "Merlin, who is this?" Merlin's grip around the child tightened, as though he feared she'd be taken from him. "She's mine," he said hoarsely. "Her name is Aithusa."

Arthur never did get to seek out the last dragonlord. The great dragon has mysteriously vanished and instead, it's Merlin's unhinged brother who is now terrorizing the citadel.

Set in between the 3rd and 4th seasons. Loyalties tested. A king must follow the path expected of him but a man...a man must follow his heart. But, what if he is both man and king? What then? Arthur must choose between trusting magic and saving the life of his best friend. Will loyalty win or will Arthur allow Merlin to fall, bringing Camelot with him? Please R&R!

Merlin is chosen to “model” for a visiting artist, but when Arthur sees the results, he learns a lot about his servant. Scar!Reveal

It was about to begin. The fight that would determine everything.

When Arthur finally shows signs of life after nearly dying at the Lake of Avalon, Merlin understands why Gwen kissed him when he'd woken from his poisoned fever all those years ago. Nothing had come of that kiss. Will anything come of this one? Rated T for now.

"Tell me you wouldn't do the same. For the woman you love." Merlin responds differently, revealing how well he understands what Mordred is going through. Canon Divergence: s5e11 The Drawing of the Dark. Sequel now posted: "Before the Dawn" - Merlin and Arthur's great destiny is on the horizon, but can fate be thwarted, or will Morgana find a way to use Arthur's Bane against them?

Merlin and a version of Morgana, who was told by the warlock about the truth of his identity, help free as many sorcerers as they can.

When Leon notices that Mordred habitually invokes the name of Emrys, a god Leon has never heard of before, he asks Mordred to tell him about him.

Merlin's heart had near stopped upon hearing Arthur's words. A sudden warmth flooding him, filling his very being with an unexpected hope at what the future could look like. One where magic was favoured, not feared... That hope didn't last long. (Set in s02e08. Merlin is thanked for being a trusted ally against magic.)

"Is there any tea on this spaceship?" - After getting a distress beacon from an unknown spacecraft, Merlin picks up three new passengers and immediately regrets it.

Worn from the weight of his own lies, Merlin finds he can only confide in his own solitude. Arthur's pissed that his manservant is slacking again. What better cause for a life-altering conversation?