Disclimer: Dont own kingdom Hearts

Story: Sora was starring at his body on the bed. He didnt understand how he ended up in the hospital. As Sora tries to piece together his past, the present seems to be falling apart.

/This is ooc. Warnings before you read are cutting, heavy yaoi and abuse

A/N: I am back with another retake of my story Destiny. This time your getting POV from the main characters. you will also see the back and forth of the past and present, longer chapters and more crazyness.

Chapter 1

Sora POV

Beep beep beep

What was happening right now?

My eyes are open but what I am seeing is me on the bed. My arms and legs in cast. I am breathing into a mask and it looks like I havent shower in days.

The door opens into the room. It was Riku. He sat next to me to hold my hand "I miss you".

"I miss you as well, I dont know what happen. Tell me what happen Riku".

Riku was silent did he not hear me? I move hand into my brown hair to sit on my bed "How did we get here Riku?". I look over at him "Should I start from the beginning?".

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" Roxas! Sora! Come help with the boxes!" our mother Tifa yelled from the front yard.

"Coming" I ran back out of house to grab boxes to bring inside.

We moved to Destiny Island because my dad Leon got a new job here. I left friends but like mom says I will make new ones right?

"Sora where is your brother?" my mom asked as we brought boxes in the house together.

"Right here" Roxas said as he came out the kitchen with a tuna sandwich "I was hungry" he took a bite.

"Well go out and get the rest of the boxes please" my mom said as she watch him head out.

We didnt only come here for my dad, Leon, job. Apparently my brother is looking at colleges already and there is a college he wanted to see here. Roxas was smart when he wanted to be but than got in trouble when he hung out with the wrong crowd. He didnt want to skip grade 8 yet. He wanted to see how high school was.

We were both 14 years old but for some reason Roxas thinks he is the oldest because he came out first.

I went to the kitchen to grab a water to look out the window to see my father talking to someone. He notice me looking and motion my hand to come over as I grab him a water as well. Heading back out the door I ran over to my dad to give him the water.

"Thanks Sora" my dad said taking the water to move hand to my shoulder "Sora meet Kadaj and Fran. They live couple houses down".

"Nice to meet you" I said as I shook Kadaj hand than Fran hand smiling.

"I have a son, Riku, your age. I will make sure to send him down here when he gets back with my other son Cloud. Help show you around" Fran said with a smile.

"Oh good. This island is so big that its easy to get lost here." Leon said as he pointed over to Roxas helping our mom close the trunk of the car "We will be home. Just unpacking boxes all day". Fran and Kadaj nodded to say there goodbyes and left.

I got back inside with my dad to start unpacking everything.

Couple hours later we all heard knocking. "Got it" I said running downstairs to get the door. My dad trying to get the tv to work and my mom cooking. I open the door to see blonde hair kid and white hair kid to tilt head "Hello?"

The taller one with spike blonde hair spoke "Hey there our mom sent us down here to introduce ourselves. My name is Cloud and this..." he looked around to notice the other guy trying to sneak away. "One second" he put finger up to go grab the other guy.

Roxas came over eating chips to raise brow to whisper "Why does the one with the white hair look like a old man". I give Roxas a blank look "Roxas!" I punch his arm "Don't be rude".

Cloud brought the other guy back over in headlock "I hear you guys are starting 8th grade tomorrow. Riku here is in 8th grade as well he can show you around. I am in high school, 9th grade, with my rock band members".

"Oooo you have a band?" Roxas was interested "Do you have a CD I can listen to?".

Cloud nodded to let Riku go finally to take a CD out his pocket to give to Roxas "We are called Black Roses. When we have a gig I will hook you guys up if you like". Roxas nodded excited as he was looking at the CD "That be freaking awesome".

Riku fixed his hair as he finally spoke "We should head back home for dinner. Cloud can pick you guys before school so we can all go together".

Cloud gave him a blank look as they started to walk away "Like I dont have enough people in the morning. Seriously".

I had sweat drop as they just walked away. Closing the door, my mom called us into the kitchen to get dinner.

We met for the first time. It was really so simple than. How did it become so complicated?

The first night at the new house, I manage to get some sleep. Once morning came we had a uniform that we had to wear at our new school. Black pants with a white button down t-shirt and a tie of our choice. Mine was blue and Roxas was black and white checker. When we got downstairs, mom pancakes were ready for us already on the table to sit down to eat quickly.

Once we were done cleaning up we heard beeping outside to notice a blue van outside. We grabbed our bags to head out to notice Cloud driving and some guy next to him sleeping.

"Head in the back" Cloud said to yawn.

When we got to the back of the van I open the doors with Roxas to notice Riku arguing with some red head and two other guys just looking at magazines."Will you two shut up already" Cloud said when we got in to close the doors behind us and he started to drive the van to school.

The red head finally notice us "Well well well who do we have here?".

Roxas sat next to him "Isn't it rude not to introduce yourself first" he smirk.

"The name is Axel" Axel poked Roxas head "Got it memorized kid".

Roxas gave him a blank look "Roxas. Call me kid again and I will poke your eye out" moving Axel hand away.

"Roxas-" I said and before I could continue Riku put hand up over my mouth.

"Fiesty one. I like you already" Axel smirk as the other two guys pretend to gag.

"These are Cloud band mates. The one in front is Zack, lead singer with Cloud and also Cloud boyfriend. The two gagging over there is Tidus who plays guitar and Wakka who plays guitar as well. And finally the red head here who plays the drums" Riku said to look at me to notice my blank look with his hand still on my mouth. He had sweat drop to move hand back.

"Nice to meet you all. I am Sora" I look at Axel just teasing my brother abit and Roxas doing the same.

I knew in that moment Axel would be trouble.

"Well Sora enjoy the rest of middle school you got left. High school is no joke around here" Zack finally stirred awake to have feet on the dash board now "Can't wait to get out of here and travel the world with our music".

"Oh" Roxas finally paying attention "I listen to the CD last night. You guys aren't bad. when is your next show?".

Axel looked in his phone "This weekend we play at club Starfish. Think you can come?" He looked at Roxas with a smirk.

Axel always seemed to get my brother into trouble. No wonder the relationship was so rocky.

Once we got out the van to get into school, I lost Roxas. He must of ran off with Axel somewhere. Riku showed me around a bit as more students were coming in the school. "Thanks for showing me around Riku" I looked at my schedule and at rRku schedule. We had three classes together.

"No problem" Riku said as he heard the first bell "see you at lunch 5th period". we parted ways to get to our classes.

Roxas POV

It was definitely a interesting morning. Even though Axel was in high school, the gym classes mixed together so we had time to get to know each other.

Axel was drumming on the bleachers a bit "I won't be in the band long. I plan to skip a grade, haven't decided which one yet. Not really rushing college right now".

"I am in the same boat" I rubbed the back of my neck to feel the nice warm Fall sun "I am not ready to go yet. I want to have fun before the overload of assignments get insane".

"Fun hua" Axel move his drum sticks back to move one to my chin "Than you should come to Destiny Beach parties at midnight. get to swim naked and see the bright stars".

That probably wasent the only thing they did. I raised my brow to look in the red head green eyes "Is that a invite? Do you think I never snuck out before?".

Axel smirk to move the sticks back "I will see you there than". Hearing a whistle we both look below at the gym teacher.

"Get on the track and walk you two. No sitting out" the gym teacher said.

"Ay ay teach" Axel gave a little salute to chuckle softly getting up to head to the track

I followed behind to fix the shorts, it was going to take some time to get use to wearing these as I walked with Axel on the track to talk some more.

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"Are you going to go in?" my mother said coming out of Sora hospital room.

I was sitting on the floor looking at the door for a while now. It took me a few weeks to get to this point. Countless of arguments with Axel. And yet I can't seem to move "How is he?" I said in hoarse voice.

"His wounds are healing...doctors are saying people talking to him will help him get put the coma" my mom said rubbing her arm to walk over and sit next to me to side hug me "I am sure he wants to hear your voice".

I look at my silver wedding ring on my finger to move it around a little "He won't want to hear what I have to say".

"Don't say that Roxas. He loves you regardless of what you guys went through". My mom kissed my head to try to soothe me. "I had to send Riku home to shower and eat. So he needs someone in there in case he wakes up" she got up "I will get some food for you. Be right back".

I watch her leave and look back at the door. Gave it a few minutes before I finally stood up to walk over to the door to look through the small window to see how bad he looked with the casts on. I grip the doorknob to open it to hear the beeping.

I walk into the room to get to the chair to sit down "Hey...Sora.." the beeping was annoying as there was pure silence. Moving hand to the bed to grip it a little to look down to whisper "Why didn't you listen to me? You just kept getting worse and worse until..." I had tears finally go down my face.

"I need you here to yell at me. Hug me. Tell me I am a idiot for marrying Axel." I got up to walk away a bit to hug myself as the tears couldn't stop "Please don't die alright" turn to look at him and than just ran out room.

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The rest of the school day was spent catching up to what the other students already learned.

When it got to the end of the day. We got a ride back home with Cloud. Arriving at my place first, Sora and Riku went ahead while I stayed back "So where you live?" I asked Axel as he got out the van to check my place out.

Axel pointed toward the hills "The rich area. My parents are loaded. My father, Reno, is part of organization called thirteen and my mother, Yoko, is a model".

"He says model like she some ordinary model" Wakka said getting the magazine they had earlier to show me "She is the top model. Everyone loves her".

Axel grab the magazine to glare at him "I thought I ripped this".

"You did. We just got another one." Tidus joined in.

"Well say goodbye than" Axel said as he lit it on fire and both of them cried. I couldn't help but chuckle.

"Roxas you coming?" Sora yelled over from the door. I waved hand "Coming coming!". I was in no rush as I looked back at Axel "I will see you guys later" I ran pass Riku coming back so they could all get back in van and Cloud could get them all home as he drove off.

Getting inside to see Sora putting the TV on "What was the rush?" putting my bag on the stairs and taking sneakers off.

"I just don't like you hanging out with Axel that much. He is bad news" Sora sat down on the couch.

"Hey boys how was school" my mom said coming out the kitchen drying hands with a towel.

I looked at Sora as I walked passed to whisper "I will hang out with whoever I want" looks at my mom to give her a quick hug "It was cool met some cool people. Not a lot of homework yet" I went over to fridge to grab a juice.

Sora roll eyes to check what was on tv.

My mom went over to the oven to check on the food " Well your father will be home soon. So go wash up. I made pizza".

I nodded to head to the stairs to grab my bag to head upstairs to set bag on my bed to hear a ding on phone. I sit on my bed to open my phone to see text from Axel.

"See you tonight Rox. Don't get lost" Axel said along with the location of the party. I couldn't help but smirk to look at my closet to see what I could wear and than texted him back "I will be there".

Later that night I snuck out the back door wearing black and white checker sweater and black skinny jeans to head down to the beach. It wasn't hard to find when there was fire pits along the beach and as I got closer I could hear the music on low along with people drinking alcohol, jumping in the water and people just hanging out.

"Well look who made it" Axel was on the life guard chair looking down at me.

"Told you I make it. Not my first time sneaking out" I smirk putting my hood down.

Axel jump down, wearing red sweater and black shorts. He came over to me "Let me introduce you to some people and get you a drink" he lead the way.

I met a few people. Demyx was his best friend. Than there was Xion, Kairi, Xigbar, Tidus, Wakka and Larxene who were all in high school. There was few other people from the colleges around the area. I open up my beer to take a sip. We went over to the life guard hut to sit on the ramp to drink the beers.

"This happens everynight in less it rains or snows. Cool way to relax. No one bugs us as long as we keep the area clean." Axel said drinking his beer. Who knew how much he had already.

"Never had this in my other school. Clearly Infinity school is lame" I chuckle softly "And people wonder why there was so much drug activity there".

Axel shook his head to look at me "So tell me you had any boyfriends or girlfriends. I don't know what you prefer".

"I am gay" Imoved hand in hair "I came out last year. So no boyfriends or girlfriends. Been so busy studying".

"Same here. But I been out since I was 12 years old" Axel said. We seemed to be moving closer to each other "Looks like we have more in common than we thought" Axel smirk as he was so close.

I bite my lower lip to drop my beer in the sand to move hands to Axel sweater to pull him close to kiss his lips gently seeing if he would respond back.

Axel kissed me back to lean into me as I moved back to lay on the ramp of the hut to kiss him in deeper pecks.

It was well worth sneaking out for this.

A/N: 1st chapter done but such a long way to go. More POV of other characters coming in the next chapter. Leave reviews!