Disclimer: Dont own kingdom Hearts
Story: Sora was starring at his body on the bed. He didnt understand how he ended up in the hospital. As Sora tries to piece together his past, the present seems to be falling apart.
/This is ooc. Warnings before you read are cutting, heavy yaoi and abuse
A/N: This chapter more mention of cutting and heavy yaoi. Reality is just falling more apart as everyone is piecing things together. But also there is cuteness overload with a certain couple. you shall see. Oh one last thing before you read Dragon Temple is Mulan world, in case you didnt notice, most places the characters go to are worlds that were in the game. I just made them towns instead lol.
Chapter 4
Riku POV
It has been five months.
Sora is finally out of the cast and is at his parent's house thanks to that redhead.
The nurses still come to take care of him, and the doctors continue to say that he could wake up at any moment. His body is just healing from all the trauma it's been through.
Looking around Sora old room seemed like he made it darker in here and put pictures of guys I don't reconize. How many guys did he date when we broke up?
Moving around the room, his parents claim they left everything the same way he left it when he went to college. So does that mean his blades were still around?
In the nightstand by his bed, I found a bag of blades that were unused. I sat on his bed to look at them and than at Sora "Why didn't you get rid of them when you got better?" I put them back in the draw when I heard a knock "Come in!" I stood back up to look over at the door.
Namine open the door and than close it behind her "Riku I have been calling you for a couple of days now".
"Have you?" I looked at my phone to see the missed calls. "I'm sorry. I have been here looking after Sora." I walked over to her and gave her a kiss on the cheek. "How did you get here?"
"Your brother helped your mom out and told me where you were. Your mother will be here later with Cloud, I believe". She walked over to Sora and touched his shoulder.
"Oh," I rubbed the back of my head as I walked back to my seat and sat down. "Did you know Sora?"
Namine looked at me. "In 12th grade, I bumped into him in the locker room," she said. "I was looking for you; I thought you were there, but he was there instead, holding his wrist all bloody." She paused, her eyes filling with tears. "I tried to help him, but he just yelled at me and told me that I stole you from him."
"What? That's crazy! Why didn't you say anything then?" I gave her an odd look.
"Because I was trying to piece things together," Namine said quietly, still staring at Sora. She slowly walked around the bed to me. "Sora... was your true love." She paused, then continued. "Now it makes sense why your father always beat you, yelling that you're not gay; you're straight."
I gripped my pants a little, just not wanting to remember those times.
Namine crouched down to look at me. "Just tell me, did you ever love me?"
I looked to the side and whispered, "I never stopped loving Sora. The thing we had was fake." I took a deep breath and continued, "I'm sorry I never gave you the love you expected from a husband."
"I wanted to hear you say it...thank you Riku" Namine move ring into my hand to move hand to my arm to whisper "I have the divorce papers all ready for you. Sign them when your ready. I am heading back to Dragon Temple" she gets up to move hair in back of her ear.
"You have your stuffed packed already?" I look up at her.
"I do." Namine smiles to move back "The house you can sell it or keep. Doesn't matter to me." looks at Sora "Call me when he wakes up okay".
I nodded as she left. I placed the ring on the nightstand and looked over at Sora. My hand moved to touch his, trying to process everything.
Hours went by and I must have fallen asleep because I felt someone put a blanket over me to wake me up and saw my mother "Mom?"
"Come downstairs, Riku. Let me make you something to eat," my mother said as she helped me up and led me downstairs.
Cloud took over watching Sora for now.
I sat on the couch, exhausted; my mother came over with sandwiches and tea to set them on the table beside me. She then sat down next to me and began to rub my back. "I am divorcing your father."
"What?" I said to her. "Took you long enough."
I know. I'm sorry it took me so long." She kissed my head. "Cloud came by the other day with Zack. They helped me clean up the house. It was so good to see them. So good to see you...wish it was under different circumstances."
I took a sandwich to eat "Heard what happen with Namine already?".
"I knew you were bisexual, Riku. I knew Cloud was gay. I was waiting for you two to tell me. I am here to take care of you though now. Your father won't be involved anymore, and you are safe." She looked at me as tears went down my face. So much was happening. And I was honestly just exhausted from it all.
My mother hugged me and whispered, "Everything will be okay now; I promise," causing me to cry even more as I rested in her arms.
/
It was Thanksgiving Day. Cloud kept complaining that Zack couldn't come, but he was constantly texting him throughout the day, ensuring he wasn't too upset and was okay.
We all sat at the huge table at Axel mansion. Decorated so nice with fake leaves on the floor and brown ribbon everywhere and pumpkins in certain places of the mansion. This guy seriously goes all out on holidays.
My parents sat at the one end of the table with the other adults and we sat on the other half. Axel, Roxas and Cloud on one side and Sora sat with me on the other side being silent while eating turkey.
The adults were drinking and just talking away.
Sora was still mad at his brother for embarrassing him last week when Axel was being intimate with Roxas.
We didn't stay in the house to hear it; we left to take a walk until they left. Then we helped each other with homework.
I found it more comfortable at his place.
Axel looked at me and whispered, "So have you met your girlfriend yet?"
I gave him a strange look and said, "What girlfriend?"
Axel smirks and moves closer to whisper, "The girlfriend your parents have arranged for you."
I looked at Cloud, wondering if he knew anything about this.
"Our parents are nuts, I swear," said Cloud looking up at me finally.
Axel sat back and smiled at him. "I am sure they are setting you up too."
Cloud squeeze his phone. I am sure the thought of him moving was sounding more interesting now.
"Is this how you were in high school?" Sora finally spoke, putting his fork down. "A bully."
"Am I a bully? Or am I just telling the truth? Why do you care anyway?" Axel asked Sora.
Roxas was quiet, looking like he was dealing with stomach pains from what he ate and then excused himself to run upstairs.
"Riku is my best friend, and unlike you, I actually get to know people." Sora got up to take his plate to the kitchen.
Axel glared at him walking away and then looked back at me. "So, how are you going to handle this?".
I was hoping to get back up from Cloud but he ended up heading outside to take a call. "It's none of your buiness" I get up to walk away and go in the kitchen to help Sora with the dishes. "I thought being in the van with him was annoying enough. Next year he will be worse".
Sora set the dishes aside to get towel to dry hands "I really don't see how Roxas is with him".
Being here was frustrating, but apparently all the parents were getting along. I leaned against the counter and whispered, "They're so drunk. We can probably sneak out the back way without them noticing."
As soon as I said that Sora took my hand to slip out the back door. I chuckle softly when we got to the front and Sora was kissing the ground. "Freedom" Sora said to notice Cloud was in the van arguing with Zack on the phone it sounded like. "Maybe we can get Cloud to help us escape here".
Getting closer to the van Cloud got off the phone to throw it into the seat when he notice us finally "Oh no" he got out the van "If I have to stay, you guys have to stay. No escaping" he pointed back at the mansion.
"I mean, they didn't notice you left and they didn't see us leave so we can escape if we wanted to" Sora was heading to the back of the van when we heard Tifa voice yell from the front door
"What are you guys doing out here without coats on. Your going to get sick. Come back inside we have dessert now and the parade is on" Tifa motion hand for us to come.
Cloud grabbed Sora who was complaining the whole way as I chuckle softly at Sora being so dramatic.
Getting back inside, we followed Tifa to the theater room where everyone was watching the parade. Roxas looked uncomfortable, but he was talking to Axel's parents. My parents were talking to Tifa and Cloud. I lost sight of Sora for a moment, but then I heard his voice.
"Psst," Sora whispered as he opened the door and motioned his hand for me to come in. I walked over and followed him into the room. It was filled with shelves of various movies the Axel family could watch on their large screen.
"This guy is practically a movie theater" I was looking at some of the titles.
"Tell me about it" Sora was walking around looking at maze of movies "Sorry we couldn't escape earlier but at least now we have this room to escape a bit." he rubbed the back of his head.
"You don't always have to be responsible for me to have fun Sora" I smirk softly "Whenever I am with you, its relaxing and you always make me laugh".
Sora blushed softly and said, "I try." He moved his fingers over the tape. "Do you think Axel was right about your parents setting you up with a girlfriend?"
I stop walking to look over at him in the other aisle wondering about it myself. Maybe for Cloud but for me I think it was just too early "My father always saying to keep studying and get good grades. relationships aren't meant in school but after we graduate. So I dont think its true" watching Sora turn the aisle to stand at the end to look at me.
For some reason, the look we shared seemed like we were both trying to say something to each other, but it never came out until Sora finally asked, "What if I asked you…to be my boyfriend?" He said it slowly.
I blushed softly as I took a moment to process it before walking over to him and moving my hand into his. "My answer will be yes...yes I will be your boyfriend."
Sora blushed and hugged me suddenly, full of happiness. We had heard that everyone was looking for us, so we snuck back out into the open to watch the parade while holding hands.
Once the parade was over, we had dessert and then started saying our goodbyes. I got in the van with my parents and Cloud to look at my phone to see a text from Sora.
"See you tomorrow, boyfriend." Sora said with a heart emoji at the end.
I sent a heart emoji in reply with a smile.
What a Thanksgiving to remember.
Cloud POV
I had to drive everyone home and make sure the parents got inside okay. Clearly, they couldn't walk straight, and Riku was just clueless, looking at his phone while heading upstairs to his room.
Zack was very angry with me.
I get it.
I left him alone during the holidays, but I couldn't help it when my dad basically forced me to come, claiming I had to set a good example for Riku.
Even before Christmas came, Zach was hating on my songs lately and wouldn't come to practice unless I had something good.
Now that I think it. When was the last time we hung out? he wasn't at school for week, what the heck is going on with him?
I entered my room to see everything scattered all over the floor. Everything I packed was out again. What the heck was happening?
Picking up everything to place it back in the boxes, I sat down on the bed and rubbed my neck while looking at my phone at the last text message from Zack. "We have a few songs left to write for our second album. Get on it, stop getting distracted." Was he calling himself a distraction?
I lay back, not wanting to think about it anymore, and fell asleep in my clothes.
The holidays came and went, and back to school I went. Once again, there was no sign of Zack.
I worked on a few songs during lunch; even Axel helped me out. Of course, Roxas got mad that I was stealing Axel's time away from him. It was quite funny to see how much it bugged him.
The week went by and I finally had enough songs to send to Zack. A few hours later, Zack called me while I was in my garage, just playing around on the guitar.
"The songs are great, finally. Took you forever" Zack said as I gave him a blank look "Is this one with just me?".
Yeah. I gave the others songs to have their turn in the spotlight too. I looked at Zack to see where he was. Clearly, he wasn't at home. He looked like he was at the beach. "Where are you?"
"At the beach with a few friends" Zack showed the fire going and a few drinks amoung friends going on. Looked like Tseng, Yuffie, Aerith and some guy with long white hair.
"You do realize its 20 degrees right. Forcast to snow in couple days. " I was clearly worried he would get sick.
"Relax, Cloud. I'll call you later," Zack said, hanging up.
"What the heck?" I tried calling him back, but there was no answer. I set the guitar down to grab my keys and head out.
When I got to the beach, I saw a few other fires going on with people drinking. At least the idiots didn't go in the water. Looking around, wondering where Zack had gone, I spotted him with that guy with long white hair by the lifeguard hut. Grabbing his hand, I said, "Excuse me."
Zack complained as he was pulled away from the van. "What's your problem?"
What's my problem? You've been ignoring me, and when I got a chance to talk to you, you were mad. So I should be asking what's wrong with you." I looked at him.
Zack took a drink of his beer; he was clearly drunk. "You clearly don't want to be together anymore, and you sure as hell don't want the band to keep going."
"That's nonsense," I said, pinching my nose. "You know I love you and the band."
"Don't lie to me," he said, turning around. "Axel told me you found someone to replace me. Your parents like whoever she is. Go be with her."
"Axel doesn't know what he is talking about," I say as I grab his arm. "You had enough to drink. Come on." Taking the beer away from him, I lead him towards the van. He struggles against me, but I manage to get him inside. I don't want to take him home, so I drive back to my place and put him in my room.
As soon as he hit the pillow, he fell asleep. I got a bucket and put little water, then helped him into his tank top and boxers. Making sure the door was locked, I got into my pajamas and joined him on the bed to cuddle him and fall asleep as well.
The next morning parents went to work early and Riku left for school. I can hear Zack in the bathroom puking. I rub my face to go downstairs to make some toast and eggs.
The next morning, the parents went to work early, while Riku left for school. I could hear Zack in the bathroom vomiting. I decided to go downstairs to make some toast and eggs.
I looked up to see Zack coming down the stairs, groaning the entire way.
"Whoa! Get back to bed. Your not going to school" I said plating the food.
Zack rested his head on the kitchen counter. "Everything is honestly a blur. The last thing I remember is meeting up with Sephiroth."
"So that's his name," I said as I took a bite of the leftover eggs. "Who is he?"
"Teacher at Destiny college that Yuffie is going to. She invited him" Zack took Tylenol to put in his mouth and wash down with the water.
So are we going to talk about why you're ignoring me now?" I asked, resting against the counter.
"You keep making promises that you can't keep" Zack mumble picking at the food.
"Seriously Zack? you see I am packing. I am just waiting for the right time. I don't want to leave Riku just yet" I move closer to him.
"Its always your brother before me. Your parents before me. The band before me. Make up your mind already" Zack was clearly frustrated.
"You are the love of my life" I whisper "You just have to wait" I move closer to kiss his neck to rub his lower back "There is no one else but you"
"So what Axel said about you having a girlfriend..." Zack blush softly.
"Was him making up shit just to get us mad each other. He is out the band. I promise you that" I move hand to his chin to kiss his lips in gently pecks.
Zack kissed me back to grip my shirt a little "My head still hurts. Can we go back to your bed".
I nodded to take his hand to lead him back in bedroom to get in bed and cuddle.
Axel was a dead man for sure.
Sora POV
Being back to my childhood home was weird. It brought back too many memories. I guess mom and dad never changed it.
So many things happening here already. Namine and Riku broke up. His mom accepted us. Axel and Roxas stopping by every so often, it's actually the first time I seen them argue about what was best for me. It was funny.
Riku was helping my mom clean up my room, finding more razors, my naked pictures for the other guys I slept with and diary. The diary was from my first therapy session I did, thought it help express my feelings more.
Did it help? the cutting stop but than I was sleeping around.
Riku was reading it, you could tell he was hurt with what I said.
I look at my body on the bed, the nurses did pretty good with my hair cut. I was actually starting to look better but I wasn't ready to wake up yet. I needed more answers to piece things togather.
"That book your reading, helped Sora a lot" my dad came in with few snacks for Riku to have.
Riku looked up to grab the snacks thanking him "His feelings are very heavy in here. It looked like he stopped cutting after high school and than he went to college and basically got drunk to sleep around. He had a lot of anger."
My dad sat on the bed to look at me "He was never over you Riku. I even tried to get him out of the house to have lunch or something. But whenever it was some place you guys hung out a lot he have anxiety and just wanted to leave and go home".
Riku put the book aside to eat some chips while thinking a bit "I wasn't doing good either. Before Namine came in the picture I picked fights with the bullies".
I gave Riku a odd look. Was that why I was left alone? I walked around the room a bit.
"Did you ever pick a fight with your parents" my dad asked and I stopped walking to look at Riku, from what I heard so far from his conversations with others he did.
Riku set the chips down "My mom was always worried with the bruises I got. My father well he was still so angry about Cloud being gay that he blame himself for not being stricter. He did with me. He came home drunk a lot to pick arguements with me and it got to the point where we physcially hurt each other. I always made sure Namine and my mom never got hurt".
I move to my knees to cry a little just hating Kadaj for hurting him. Wishing I could hug Riku right now.
"It wasn't until I went off to college and move in with Namine that I never heard from my father again. Looked like he never hurt my mother since he was never home. She is divorcing him now" Riku grip his pants a little.
"We could have helped you, Riku. We thought of you as a third son. We could have protected you and your mother," my dad said, pulling him into a hug.
Riku cried "Thank you Leon" he hug him back.
I swear when I wake up I will beat Kadaj up for doing such things to him.
/
Ever since we made it official between us, we hung out at my house a lot. My parents even liked him there, and they always allowed him to eat there. We were able to be ourselves at my house. Outside of the house, we made sure we weren't too obvious about our relationship.
Christmas break was right around the corner, and once again our parents agreed to let us go to Axel's place. My mom and I were at the mall trying to find gifts for everyone while Roxas was with my dad searching for gifts as well.
"I think we did pretty well," my mother said with bags in hand. "Now all we have to do is wrap them." I nodded as we got back home to do just that, putting them under the tree.
I took a picture to send to Riku, and he sent one back showing how full the tree was with presents. "My mom keeps hanging mistletoe and kissing me whenever I forget it's there."
I couldn't help but chuckle when I heard my brother outside yelling about snow falling. I peeked out the window to see the ground covered in snow and Roxas throwing snowballs at my dad. My mom came over to say, "At least you guys don't have school. You can enjoy the snow."
I looked at my phone and texted Riku, "It's snowing!"
"Come in you two, before you catch a cold," my mom said as my dad and Roxas entered with their bags. Hearing my phone ding, I saw a picture of the snowman in Riku's front yard. "Zack and Cloud made it. They're insane. It's way too cold."
Looking over at Roxas as he headed upstairs with his bags, I wrapped a blanket around myself to watch the snow fall. I texted Riku, 'Wish you were here to cuddle with me and make me warm.' Riku sent a picture of cuddle emojis and a hot chocolate emoji, which made me smile softly.
I really wanted him to always be around, but it was difficult.
The couple of days passed, and Christmas finally arrived. This time, my dad was actually off work and able to come with us to Axel's Christmas party. We decided to open all our presents there since it was so beautifully decorated; the floor looked like freshly fallen snow. How did he manage to pull this off, honestly?
I was wearing reindeer antlers with Roxas. Riku had the elf Santa hat with Cloud. And Axel had the Santa hat. Everyone wore ugly sweaters as well. The parents had drinks while opening presents.
Cloud was stuck again arguing with Zack over the phone.
Axel snuck off with Roxas.
Riku was at the snack table with me, picking at the snacks and waiting for the opportunity to sneak away.
"Oh my gosh! Cloud there is Christmas movies playing in the theater room, come on" Fran drag him away.
"Don't worry guys. I got few games playing on sports channel in the office" Reno lead the dads away.
My mom and Yoko were cooking in the kitchen, and that's when Riku took my hand to lead me over to the coat closet quickly.
I chuckled softly as I turned on the light. "How many coats can you really have?" I asked, stepping further back into the closet to give us both enough room to sit. I handed Riku his gift in a bag. "Merry Christmas."
Riku looked inside to discover gift cards to his favorite stores and than at necklace with a half a heart "What is this?".
I showed Riku the other half around my neck already "I know so cheesy. But represents we are a perfect fit for each other".
"I like it" Riku put it on to hug me. We haven't kiss yet. There was never a right moment for it "Open mine".
I open Riku bag as he gave me gift cards as well and than I pulled out mistletoe to smile to shake my head "Seriously?".
Riku smiled to take it and move it above our heads "I had to. I need one good memory of this thing".
I chuckled softly as I looked at Riku to move my hands to his chest before leaning forward and kissed him gently on the lips with a blush.
Moving the mistletoe down, Riku kissed me back with gentle kisses, blushing as well.
We both looked at each other, I move hands to Riku neck to pull him more forward to kiss him in more gentle pecks.
Riku continued to kiss back in gentle kisses until he realized he was on top of me and blushed deeply before moving back slowly to clear his throat to whisper "I guess I got carried away. Sorry." Blushing deep as well I sit up to move hand to riku hand "I didn't mind it" I whisper.
Both of us realizing that the kiss was amazing, and questioning why we didn't do it sooner. I moved into Riku's lap, moving my arms around his neck to kiss him in deeper pecks this time.
Riku kissed back, deepening the kiss and rubbing his hand on my waist.
"Riku? Sora? Where did those two go now?" Yoko asked as she walked around looking for us. "Oh, Axel, dear. Look for Riku and Sora. Tell them dinner is ready, please."
The deeper the kiss got, the harder it was for us to stop ourselves. As Riku lay me back on the floor, we moved our tongues against each other. His hands rubbed my legs around his waist.
I gripped his hair as we finally broke apart from the kiss, both of us panting softly. Looking into each other's eyes. "Where are those idiots?" We heard Axel say as he passed by the closet.
"We have to get back out there," I whispered. Riku moved his head to kiss my neck, gently. "You sure? We could say we went home sick."
I blushed deep from his lips on my neck, I had to cover my mouth with hand to stop myself from moaning to mumble cutely "Yes we have to go out there. Otherwise we might just get ourselves in trouble in here".
Riku moved his head back to chuckle softly. "Fine. I will go out first." He got up to fix himself and helped me up. He then headed out of the room first and I was leaning against the wall, blushing, still just trying to control my urge to grab Riku back inside to kiss him again. Once I finally made it out, my mom hugged me. "There you are. Come and get some food."
I got what I wanted and sat next to Riku at the table, only to get stares from Axel. "What?"
"What were you doing? Trying to destroy my inflatables out there, huh? Or were you stealing something?" Axel asked, pointing the knife at us.
"We would never steal, but you might have to check one of the inflatables outside; they don't look so good." I teased him.
"Ha ha ha very funny." Axel gave a blank look to move knife down as Roxas got his attention to whisper in his ear " Ahh yes" looks at me "I hear your birthday is coming up Sora. I am having a special birthday bash here for Roxas so why don't you come".
"No thanks. I have other plans" I ate some of the fish.
"I tried" Axel looked at Roxas to shrug as Roxas whisper in his ear again. He chuckle softly to whisper something back when he notice Cloud joining the dinner table finally "Find yourself a drummer yet?".
"Not yet." Cloud ate a roll "You got your wish though. Your out the band. Just watch your back though becuase I hear someone is threatening to hurt Roxas".
Axel glare at him "No one will do no such thing". Roxas was sinking in the seat a bit.
"Your not well liked. I wouldn't be surprised" Cloud was just playing fire with fire. No one was going to win.
The tension around the table though had everyone distracted so I got to hold Riku's hand under the table.
Once everyone had eaten dinner and dessert, it was back to leaving again. This time, Roxas stayed with Axel at his place, while Cloud drove his parents home. My dad wasn't drunk, so he drove us home; Riku didn't want to go home just yet.
My parents made their way inside and headed upstairs to their bedroom. I held hands with Riku to stop at the door. "I enjoyed the night."
"I did too" Riku fixed my antlers to move hand to my chin to move forward to kiss my lips in gentle pecks for a bit. Biting his lower lip to move back a little "I will see you tomorrow".
I bit my bottom lip and grabbed Riku's arm. "Stay the night," I whispered. "You can slip out in the morning."
Riku looked at me and nodded as I took his hand to lead him inside, making sure to lock the door behind us. We headed up to my room where we could set our stuff down. Riku removed his jacket and sneakers, sitting on the bed while he watched me remove my own sneakers and jacket, then moved closer to him to whisper, 'Your lips are addictive, and your hands are so soft.'
"So are yours" Riku looked up at me to move hand to my neck to bring me closer to kiss me in gentle pecks.
I moved over to the bed to continue kissing him as we lay down together to cuddle. I rested my head against his and whispered, "Merry Christmas."
"Merry Christmas," Riku whispers to keep me warm in his warmth.
Roxas POV
"Be my boyfriend" Axel said those three words last night. We have been fighting a lot recently that Christmas was really the first time we were alone for awhile. And after he said that I really couldn't help myself and just tackle him on the bed and than of coarse with the new toys I bought he decided to tease me instead so I couldn't even function at dinner.
So here I am. Laying in his bed naked the next morning looking at Axel sleeping. Thinking I gave him my answer he wanted to hear or if I didn't make it clear enough. I move closer to Axel to kiss in gentle pecks which stir him awake to get him on top of me to moan softly "What a way to wake me up".
I smirk to move hands in his hair to look up at him "Yes".
"Yes?" Axel seemed confused as he raise his brow.
"Yes I will be your boyfriend" I said to kiss him few times "I never gave you my answer last night".
Axel couldn't help but smirk back processing it now to kiss me back in deeper pecks to rub my legs that were against his waist "Mmm about time you answered" he move back to help me up to head to the bathroom to put the shower on.
I got in the shower with him to continue kissing him in deep pecks and trying to wash ourselves. When we finally got out of the shower we got dressed and would head downstairs to help clean what we could.
Yoko had made us hot chocolate to rub Axel back "you sure you will be okay with us leaving for couple of weeks".
"Yeah. I have so much to do" Axel put more marshmallows in his drink.
"He also has me Mrs Flame. He won't be alone" I smiled.
"Aww Roxas thank you for keeping him company" Yoko hugged me "You have been so good to him" looked at Axel "Perfect relationship like your father and I".
Axel smirk to sip his drink "Thanks mom. how did Kadaj and Fran take the news?".
"As you predicted they got uncomfortable with the subject of me having a gay son. Fran seemed more okay with it" Yoko shook her head "No wonder there sons have to hide" she walk away.
I raise my brow to look at Yoko talking to Reno wondering what she said to Kadaj and Fran.
"So I quit the band" Axel said to throw marshmallow at me.
"Is that why Cloud was so mad at you yesterday. How childish" I ate the marshmallow thrown at me to see Axel nod "Good I can have you to myself again".
Axel move closer to kiss my lips a few times to whisper "More punishments than from me. No sex until your birthday".
I whined cutely "How cruel".
Axel chuckle softly to put the cups in the sink when we were done with the drink and than head to the theater room to cuddle and watch a movie.
/
The parents had to go back to work so Axel, me, Riku and Cloud took turns to watch after Sora.
Axel couldn't come with me since he to go back to work to continue the money flow. He was business ceo for a few companies needing help to make the name known more like Purple Rabbit which was some cologne for men.
I arrived at the house to walk in to see Riku coming down the stairs with a box of what looked like Sora stuff "What is that?".
Riku sigh to set it on the table to show me the unused razor blades "I keep finding them in different places. Your parents never checked Sora room fully so I cleaned it up for him".
I walked over to the table to sit down on the couch to take the bag of blades to look at them "how did we not know in high school..."
"You left when he needed you Roxas" Riku whisper to sit next to me.
"He needed you too Riku. You gave up to easily" I glare at him.
Riku glare at me back for a few minutes to than looked away "We are both to blame".
I shook my head to put the razor blades back in box to see the photos "The first time he went to the hospital for going way too far was beginning of 12th grade. I came back from college to see how he was. He was bad."
"That was when I started to date Namine" Riku move hand in box to take notebook out "This is where the book of feelings started, he wrote he never wanted to see you again after the huge argument you guys had in the hospital".
I grabbed the book to hug it close to me to shake my head to start crying.
"What did you say..." Riku looked at me trying to piece things together.
"I told him it will be the last time i will ever see him. I chose my path and he clearly not in it...that he could die for all I care" I looked to the side .
"Roxas" Riku move hand to my back.
I stood up to wipe my tears to move away from Riku "I will watch over him now. Go get some rest" I headed upstairs not wanting to talk to Riku anymore about it. I got into Sora room to see how much it change after a few days with light blue walls and the window open letting the nice breeze in.
Looking over at Sora, who was wearing boxers and a T-shirt instead of a hospital gown, I sat down in the chair and opened the book to begin reading.
"We were still brothers Sora" I finally said to hit the book "I invited you to my wedding for god sakes and you decided to bring that monster that put you in the hospital again for how bad he beat you" I shook my head already hating this book.
Why was I reading still honestly?
I flipped through some of the pages to get to the last thing he wrote. Before my wedding to give odd look "So you were seeing Riku again in secret. that's the only reason you came?" I shook my head to toss the book not wanting to read anymore.
We lost out brother connection right after i met Axel. I found my comfort with Axel. Sora never had it with Riku.
"It makes sense why you hate Axel so much. I gave you the comfort. So you became jealous. My relationship wasn't perfect at all Sora" I move hand in hair to get up and move on Sora bed to lay down next to him to play with his fingers to whisper "I love you. So wake up soon so we can talk. I miss your voice".
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Cloud POV
After Christmas ended, the New Year was coming closer and closer. This time I was going to give my time to Zack after he got upset with me again during Christmas.
I told the band that we will get back together after the holidays. I had a few interviews to do with drummers.
For now though I had zack blindfolded in the van as I drove us to what I say is a vacation. It was at spa resort up in the mountains that the owner at the club Starfish family owned and gave me free access as long as I bring more business to the club.
"Are we there yet?" Zack move around the seat impatient.
"We are actually here" I parked the van to get out and help Zack out his seat to remove blindfold "Sorry for the long ride but its worth the wait".
Zack had wide eyes to go ahead of me to check the place out "Cloud are you insane we can't afford this".
"Relax" I got the suticases out "It's covered already" I carried everything inside as Zack kept running around checking everything out.
"Welcome to Arendale Spa, Mr. White. We have been expecting you. My name is Elsa. If you have any questions, please let me know". Elsa gave me the room key and a map of the area. "It's easy to get lost, so please be careful" Elsa says.
I nodded to grab Zack "Thank you" looking at the map to go the elevator "There is ten floors. There always expanding. Floor ten and nine are the guest rooms. Eight and seven are massage areas. Six and five are sports areas. Four and three are saunas and pools area. The second floor is kitchen with employee rooms that guest aren't allowed in. And first floor which is check in and lounge area".
Zack rubbed his face "I can't enjoy this place until you tell me what you did".
I set bags down to hug Zack from behind to kiss his neck gently "Relax so we do extra gigs for the owner of the club Starfish. No big deal".
Zack shook his head to turn his head to look at me "You better hope we find a better drummer than Axel than".
"We will" I kiss his nose cutely when the doors open to the tenth floor. Heading out the elevator to head to the last door. I use the card to swipe in and enter the room. The room was huge they really wanted us to relax. At first sight there was the rose petals leading to the back room that had a wooden sauna. The king bed with purple satin sheets to the back right. Paper lanterns lighting up the room making it feel like a relaxing setting. To the left was the little kitchen and beanie chairs with a game of chess between them. Further torward the sauna was a bathroom with walk in shower and toilet.
Zack already stripped from his clothes to get the robe on "How long we have the room for?".
I put bags down on the side of the bed "Until after New Years...so four days".
"And your family where do they think you are?" Zack walked in kitchen to grab a water from the fridge.
I start stripping down to get in a robe to sit on the bed "Why does it matter?".
"I just got to know if my boyfriend will be on lockdown from sneaking out" Zack sip his water.
"Zack" I rubbed my neck to look at him knowing he won't stop asking "Sora parent's invited my parents to a New Years party. It included hotel stay and everything. I was in charge to watch Riku, Roxas and Sora so I have to kinda rush back on last day before they get home".
Zack couldn't help but chuckle "Your not a good babysitter".
I gave him a blank look to get up "Roxas was with Axel. Riku was staying with Sora. They aren't babies, they can take care of them selves" I walked over to Zack to move arms around him to kiss him in soft pecks "Please relax here okay".
"I will" Zack kiss me back.
We both made our way out the room to get massages first. I kept thinking we would never stop arguing until I came out to my parents and move out. I just need little more time to figure out girlfriend that Axel talked about never came up in converation still. Honestly I am starting to think it never happen and Axel was using it to get out the band.
I didn't care either way. I was going to prove to Zack he was number one. The boxes were already in the garage; they would be in my van soon enough.
After the massage, we had lunch in the lounge and then went to the pool area.
"There was no one in the pool area" zack said resting against the pool wall.
"I know there is so much do its hard to decide where to go" I swim over to him "But how do you feel?".
"Relaxed but you know what can make me more relaxed?" Zack move arms around my neck to kiss me in soft pecks.
I kissed him back, pressing him up against the wall as my hands found their way to his butt. I squeezed gently before resting my head against his head. "You better hope no one comes in on us," I whispered. "I want to be the only one to hear you moan in pleasure."
"Too afraid someone will think your killing me" Zack tease to bite his lower lip keeping us close together.
I smirk to move my lips back on his to kiss him in deep pecks. I move my hand to his nipples to pinch them gently to get a soft moan from him.
Zack gripped my hair to kiss me back in deep pecks.
I moved hand down to go in his swim trunks to wrap hand around his dick to stroke as the other continue to pinch his nipples. Making Zack move head back from the kiss to moan out "Touch me more" Zack begged. I move my head down to kiss and nibble on his neck to stroke his dick faster making little waves in the water with my motions.
Zack moaned out loudly as we heard children running and screaming down the hallway, followed by the sound of their mother yelling after them, "Slow down! You need to get your floaties!"
As soon as the door open we were getting out the pool and putting our robes on. Zack blushing deepely as I chuckle softly to get quickly out of there. But not before the mother was heard saying "Bring your kids it will be relaxing they said. You can bond with them more. Uhh".
Getting back to the elevator we couldn't stop laughing. "Your so cute when you blush embarrased like that".
"Shut up" Zack grumble cutely to grip my robe and lead me back to the room when the doors open.
Back in the room we remove the robes and wet bathing suits. Zack move hands to my neck to kiss me in gentle pecks to fall back on the bed.
I was on top of Zack as I trailed the kisses down his wet body to get down to Zack hard dick to take Zack dick all in my mouth to suck on it while I stroke my own.
Zack arch his back gripping the pillow to moan saying my name softly. I look up at him in his vulunable state as i continue to suck on his dick harder and faster for a few minutes until he finally exploded a bit in my mouth.
I move my head back to lick lips to sit up and pull Zack up into my lap to kiss him in gentle pecks "I love you".
Zack with half eyes put hands on my shoulders panting softly "I love you too" kissing me back in gentle pecks.
I move arms on his legs to lift him a little to get my dick inside of him and start moving inside of him hard and gentle.
"Cloud" Zack moan deep moving with my rythum as he grip my shoulders more "Harder".
Gripping his legs I move harder and faster to hear our skins connect together.
"Yes right there!" Zack moan louder to move hands in back of him to grip the blanket to bite lower lip to watch our movements.
"I am so close" I moan out. I slow down to move to get him to lay on the bed so i can get his legs to chest. I move back harder and faster into him to see him arch his back and grip the pillow behind him almost pratically screaming my name in pleasure. I stroke his dick to moan together with him as we both release at the same time after a few minutes.
Both panting heavy, I removed myself to move beside Zack to move arm around him to cuddle with him.
After spending the day resting, the days that follow was more relaxing with massages, intimacy, playing sports and doing the countdown to next year. We hope to actually return here when we make enough money but I could tell Zack was more relaxed
We got back home just in time. Parents weren't home yet but I actually caught Riku up still watching a movie "Start any trouble?" I asked.
Riku stick his tongue out at me "No".
Zack went upstairs and I follow behind to see him looking in my room surpraised "Why does it look like looney bin with no stuff in here and just white walls".
I had sweat drop to playfully push him "Shut up". Zack tackle me onto the bed to wrestle around with me to manage to pin my arms down "You made progress I am happy your trying".
I blow my hair up "Next year I will come out to my parents and we can leave. I just want to be prepared Zack".
"I get its hard being in situation like this so I can wait" Zack move head down to kiss me in gentle pecks to move hands into mine.
Kissing him back, I slowly move to get on top of him to move head down to kiss his neck until I heard the front door open to hear my parents greet Riku and asking where I was. I look at Zack to whisper "Sleep over."
Zack nodded to kiss me a few times to whisper "Hurry back".
I smirk to get up to head out the room closing the door behind me to head downstairs to greet my parents and find out how there trip went.
All I could think about is making Zack happy and hopefully in the future we can get married.
A/N: The longer I make the chapters the longer it takes me to get them out. Sorry guys XD. Hope you enjoyed though. Until next chapter :)