p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""Thank you, Jack. I know you really wanted to stay hands-free with humanity"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""Your welcome, Dean. I think this was a good reason to make an exception"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US"He tried to not let it get to him. He really did. emRelax, Dean. He didn't mean it like that. And you are finally happy in Heaven/em./span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""Yeah..."/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""Where were you?"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""Oh no"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US"He turns around and sees Cas approaching with a pissed off look on his face./span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""Cas!"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""No, Dean. What were you thinking?"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""I-"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""No. And Jack? I thought you didn't want to intercede with human's affairs"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""Sorry, I just wanted to help Dean save his parents"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""That's where you went?"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""We just pointed them on the right direction"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""And that's so important you decide to interfere?"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""Well-"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""emEverything must play as it must. We cannot interfere/em. That's what you said to me when- when I embegged/em you to save him"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""What?", asks Dean in surprise. emCould he mean me?/em/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""That was different"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""How? He was finally free. He was finally starting the life he always wanted. The one he always deserved. And you did nothing. Worse. You didn't let me save him!"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""It was different. I was still adjusting to my new position. And he wasn't happy"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""And that means he had to die?"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""Uh... Guys? Are you talking about me?"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US"Cas turns to him with guilt in his eyes, while Jack turns with a curious look./span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""We may have had a... disagreement before you arrived"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US"Cas scoffs and starts walking to their house./span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US"Jack starts to follow him but Dean stops with a hand on his shoulder./span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""Don't worry. I'll handle this"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif; text-align: center;"span lang="EN-US"* * * */span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""Cas?", asks Dean as he opens the door to the house, "are you here?"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US"No answer, but he knows him too well. He picks up the tin box from the pantry and his favorite juice./span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US"Then he heads upstairs to the bedroom./span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""Cas?", once he sees him laying on the bed./span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""Hey", he leaves the snack on the night table and runs his hand over his back./span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""I know you are mad, but I had to do something. I'm sorry I didn't tell you"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US"Still no answer, so he lays down behind him and hugs him to his chest./span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""I'm sorry, babe. Don't be mad at Jack. I was the once who convinced him to help me. He was just helping me"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US"Cas groans and turns in his arms to look at him./span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""That's not why I'm mad at him"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""Then why? I have to say, I've only seen you this angry a few times"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US"Cas looks away in a sigh and tries to lay on his back, but Dean grabs him by the shoulder and holds him close./span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""No, Cas. Please, tell me. I hate seeing you like this"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""He let you die"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""What?"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""When you... the day you got here, we saw what happened. I tried to get to you but he wouldn't let me. No matter how much I begged him. He didn't even have to do anything, I could have saved you. But he wouldn't let me!"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""Cas-"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""That was the worst day of my life. He made me watch you die in pain when I could have saved you"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""Hey", he says as he cups his cheek, "I know it must have been hard but think about it. That was the day I arrived here"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US"Cas tries to escape Dean's hands to no success./span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""And, that was the day I got to say it back"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US"That stops Cas./span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""Dean..."/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""I love you, Cas"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""I love you too. But it doesn't change what happened. That day I felt my heart break. It was the worst pain I have ever experienced. And yes, it turned out well for us, but you still deserved to have a life on Earth"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""But I'm finally happy, Cas"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""You could have been happy on Earth"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""Not really, Cas. I could never have been happy"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""What do you mean?"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""Cas, that may have been the worst day of your life, but the day you- the day you left me was the worst day of mine"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""Dean, I-"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""I know we've talked about this, but I never told how much it really affected me. You confessed your love and I couldn't say it back. You sacrificed yourself for me, again, and that was the only reason I kept on going. Or at least I tried. It was horrible. Every damn moment I kept remembering what you said and how I just stood there and I just couldn't breathe. I felt like I was drowning. The only thing that got me out of bed every day was the feeling that I couldn't let you down"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""Dean", Cas sighs with tears on his eyes, "I'm sorry"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US"He turned them so he was laying on top of him and held his face on his hands./span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""I'm so sorry I made you go through that. I really thought you could have lived a happy life after you defeated Chuck"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""How could I, Cas? I know I didn't ever told you how much you meant to me, but you were my rock. Every time you died a little piece of me died with you"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""That's what I felt when you died. I died with you. And the worst part is that I couldn't help the wave of happiness I felt when I saw your face up here"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US"Dean runs his nose over his and kisses his cheek./span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""If you think about it, our worst moments were also pretty happy too. The day you died you were happy for finally being able to confess your feelings and I was happy, until I wasn't, because I never really thought I could have you. And when I came here, it might have hurt us both, but I never thought I would ever see you again and we were finally honest with each other. It was quite a fun journey if you think about it. And to think that it all started with you saving me from Hell"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""It's not funny, Dean"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""It will be"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""Idiot"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""You love me"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""So much"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US"They both lean in for a kiss and bury themselves in each other bodies./span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""Your welcome, Dean. I think this was a good reason to make an exception"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US"He tried to not let it get to him. He really did. emRelax, Dean. He didn't mean it like that. And you are finally happy in Heaven/em./span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""Yeah..."/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""Where were you?"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""Oh no"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US"He turns around and sees Cas approaching with a pissed off look on his face./span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""Cas!"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""No, Dean. What were you thinking?"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""I-"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""No. And Jack? I thought you didn't want to intercede with human's affairs"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""Sorry, I just wanted to help Dean save his parents"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""That's where you went?"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""We just pointed them on the right direction"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""And that's so important you decide to interfere?"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""Well-"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""emEverything must play as it must. We cannot interfere/em. That's what you said to me when- when I embegged/em you to save him"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""What?", asks Dean in surprise. emCould he mean me?/em/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""That was different"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""How? He was finally free. He was finally starting the life he always wanted. The one he always deserved. And you did nothing. Worse. You didn't let me save him!"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""It was different. I was still adjusting to my new position. And he wasn't happy"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""And that means he had to die?"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""Uh... Guys? Are you talking about me?"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US"Cas turns to him with guilt in his eyes, while Jack turns with a curious look./span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""We may have had a... disagreement before you arrived"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US"Cas scoffs and starts walking to their house./span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US"Jack starts to follow him but Dean stops with a hand on his shoulder./span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""Don't worry. I'll handle this"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif; text-align: center;"span lang="EN-US"* * * */span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""Cas?", asks Dean as he opens the door to the house, "are you here?"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US"No answer, but he knows him too well. He picks up the tin box from the pantry and his favorite juice./span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US"Then he heads upstairs to the bedroom./span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""Cas?", once he sees him laying on the bed./span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""Hey", he leaves the snack on the night table and runs his hand over his back./span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""I know you are mad, but I had to do something. I'm sorry I didn't tell you"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US"Still no answer, so he lays down behind him and hugs him to his chest./span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""I'm sorry, babe. Don't be mad at Jack. I was the once who convinced him to help me. He was just helping me"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US"Cas groans and turns in his arms to look at him./span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""That's not why I'm mad at him"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""Then why? I have to say, I've only seen you this angry a few times"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US"Cas looks away in a sigh and tries to lay on his back, but Dean grabs him by the shoulder and holds him close./span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""No, Cas. Please, tell me. I hate seeing you like this"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""He let you die"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""What?"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""When you... the day you got here, we saw what happened. I tried to get to you but he wouldn't let me. No matter how much I begged him. He didn't even have to do anything, I could have saved you. But he wouldn't let me!"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""Cas-"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""That was the worst day of my life. He made me watch you die in pain when I could have saved you"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""Hey", he says as he cups his cheek, "I know it must have been hard but think about it. That was the day I arrived here"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US"Cas tries to escape Dean's hands to no success./span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""And, that was the day I got to say it back"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US"That stops Cas./span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""Dean..."/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""I love you, Cas"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""I love you too. But it doesn't change what happened. That day I felt my heart break. It was the worst pain I have ever experienced. And yes, it turned out well for us, but you still deserved to have a life on Earth"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""But I'm finally happy, Cas"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""You could have been happy on Earth"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""Not really, Cas. I could never have been happy"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""What do you mean?"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""Cas, that may have been the worst day of your life, but the day you- the day you left me was the worst day of mine"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""Dean, I-"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""I know we've talked about this, but I never told how much it really affected me. You confessed your love and I couldn't say it back. You sacrificed yourself for me, again, and that was the only reason I kept on going. Or at least I tried. It was horrible. Every damn moment I kept remembering what you said and how I just stood there and I just couldn't breathe. I felt like I was drowning. The only thing that got me out of bed every day was the feeling that I couldn't let you down"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""Dean", Cas sighs with tears on his eyes, "I'm sorry"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US"He turned them so he was laying on top of him and held his face on his hands./span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""I'm so sorry I made you go through that. I really thought you could have lived a happy life after you defeated Chuck"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""How could I, Cas? I know I didn't ever told you how much you meant to me, but you were my rock. Every time you died a little piece of me died with you"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""That's what I felt when you died. I died with you. And the worst part is that I couldn't help the wave of happiness I felt when I saw your face up here"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US"Dean runs his nose over his and kisses his cheek./span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""If you think about it, our worst moments were also pretty happy too. The day you died you were happy for finally being able to confess your feelings and I was happy, until I wasn't, because I never really thought I could have you. And when I came here, it might have hurt us both, but I never thought I would ever see you again and we were finally honest with each other. It was quite a fun journey if you think about it. And to think that it all started with you saving me from Hell"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""It's not funny, Dean"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""It will be"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""Idiot"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""You love me"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US""So much"/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-right: 0cm; margin-left: 0cm; margin-bottom: 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: Calibri, sans-serif;"span lang="EN-US"They both lean in for a kiss and bury themselves in each other bodies./span/p