Chapter: 23 Did I? Draco

1 month later...

I toss and turn in my sleep, struggling to wake up then I realise that I'm not in my own bed my eyes open and all I see is white. Harry's perched on the edge of the bed "hey you, you're finally awake" he reached over and brushed my hair to the side, tucking it behind my ear "how... how long was I out?" I say sleepily.

Harry doesn't say anything.

"Harry how long was I out for?" I ask again.

"A month"

"What! really a month? then that means... Did I?"

Harry stared at me in shock "yes Draco you gave birth two beautiful pups".

"But the last thing I remember was that you-"

Harry presses his lips to mine "Shush you say to much" I groan into the kiss, my body wanting Harry more I slid my hands under his T- shirt all the way down to his... "Ahem" Harry and I tore apart I was so close to jumping him on the spot. " I see that someone is feeling better" said the female nurse with an uncomfortable look on her face.

"Oh... um ... yes much better I think" I try to sit up but everything hurts "Not so fast hon you were badly injured, so let's just take it easy now okay" the nurse checked my blood levels and my heart and my stiches.

WAIT.

WHAT THE FUCK!

STITCHES I DON'T THINK SO!

ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME!

Scorpius and hazel where are they? I want to see them my heart pounds faster and faster and Harry knows what's wrong.

"Harry where are the pups?"

Harry rose from his seat and kissed my forehead "hazel and Scorpius they're getting tested".

"Tested for what? I need to seem my pups now!" bile rises from my throat "please tell me that they're alive and well" a tear slides down Harry's cheek "Draco... they're really sick ... they needed milk..." he choked on the last words a second later the doctor walks in with two bundles of joy. My hand flew to my mouth I can't believe it they're here; the doctor handed me my two bundles of joy I gently pull back the blue blanket and saw a tiny pink mouth.

When he opened his little eyes, I saw myself.

I do the same to the pink blanket.

"How old are they?"

"A month old"

All I can feel is pain I wish that I was alive inside to protect them, but I wasn't.

"Right Mr Malfoy as you know things aren't looking good for them right -"

"NOT VERY GOOD! I CAN SEE THAT!" I raised my voice at the doctor.

"Draco, please calm down " Harry sobbed.

"You're right I'm sorry, I'm just worried about my babies."

" it's okay, now can the doctor finish what he was saying?"

I blushed yes, the doctor can finish speaking.

"As I was saying things aren't looking good for the babies"

"Why?"

"Well for starters they need milk, you can't express."

Tears blur my vision and I start to cry "they'll be alright?"

"Yes, they'll be okay".

That's so sad I feel like my insides are being torn out of my body, that little shit when I'm better I swear I will hunt her down and I'll tear her limb from limb, see how she likes it. "I want to go home" I whisper Harry pulls me closer to him "I know love, we're going home now".

At least Harry understands.

One day I hope that Hazel and Scorpius never go through what I went through.

Hazel opened her eyes and her little mouth she wants milk, but I can't give it to her I guess that I'll never know what it feels like to nurse my own child. Out of nowhere Harry gets a bottle full of milk " who's milk is this?" I ask.

"it's one of the new mum's milk she said she doesn't want to feed her baby, so I asked if my boyfriend and I could have her milk and she said yes"

"That's ... that's great."

"You're not mad?"

"No"

A lie.

"Do you want to go home?"

"Yes!"

The truth.

I take a quick shower at the hospital, get dressed and leave with my babies.

2 hours later...

Harry and Draco's new home...

3:00 pm

We settle in our new home hazel and Scorpius in our arms, Harry feeds Hazel and I feed my darling boy Scorpius. I hug him and sigh in relief "I think it's time to get little miss and Mr in bed now" Harry said in a sing song voice.

"Yes, it is" I whisper.

"Oh, that reminds me while you were gone the team and I did something that I think you'll love."

"What is it?"

"Close your eyes and follow me".

I close my eyes and follow harry, leading me through the hallway "keep going, keep going and... STOP!" Scorpius stirs in my arms.

"Okay open them."

I open my eyes and see two wooden doors one is pink and the other blue.

"Harry what is going on?"

"Just trust me."

I take his hand and follow him into the blue room and gasp in delight this must be our son's nursery.

"Oh, Harry, I love it".

"I'm glad you do" he gently lowers Scorpius into his cot.

"Now for surprise two"

Harry nudged his head towards the hallway, stepping into the other room all I see is pink "you did all of this?" I pointed at the cot.

"No, not all of it the guys helped me out to".

I gently place hazel into her cot, and she nuzzles into the stuffed bear.

"Harry, I love you".

"I love you even more."

I lead him into the bedroom he slides his T -shirt over his head, letting it drop to the floor, he does the same to me without breaking eye contact.

"Can I?"

" Shut up harry and kiss me already".

"How bad are the stiches?"

"Are you sure that you want to see them?"

"Yes, I do, to me with or without stiches you're stunning just the way you are".

He slid off my T- shirt and slowly traced the roughness of my scars.

The doorbell rang.