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A week later...

The construction of the Viking warships is in full swing. Although the craftsmen are at full strength, it will not be possible to build ships that can carry 6,000 people in a short period of time. Therefore, apart from dealing with official documents or dealing with nobles in Ligu City, Marika spends her time studying her dreams of memory fragments every night. In the past few days, the reincarnated Marika has dreamed of her original self at night almost every night. Most of them are some trivial things, such as dealing with official documents and dealing with official documents. It seems that no matter which world, even if her soul is a different person, she can't escape dealing with work documents.

However, there are also some major events in the dream, such as memories of the Giant War and the War of the Shattering. Surprisingly, there are even many childhood memories of the original Marika. The reincarnated can glimpse the young Marika and other numen children running in a large golden wheat field. She guesses that maybe this is the hometown of the Numen?

But in addition to trivia and major events, there are also emotional memories. For example, the overwhelming shock when Morgott and Mohg were born, the joy when Miquella learned to walk, the regret and self-blame when she heard the news of Godwyn's death, and the tension when plotting with Ranni about how to overthrow the Greater will .

She even got to experience some of the pleasant married life of Godfrey and Marika. But these memories only serve to leave her in a dilemma. If Godfrey could be summoned someday, should she welcome him back? What about the children of Renalla?

Of course, the Radagon whom she despises is part of the memory course too. After all, the two are strictly the same person, so they will naturally share memories. But the emotions of the two are somehow different to the reincarnated.

In addition, Marika watched the memory of the original self from the perspective of a bystander. She is like an invisible ghost beside the original, she can move freely around in the dream, but she can't touch anything, and the people in the dreamland can't see her. Moreover, she couldn't leave the original too far away, otherwise she would be blocked by a transparent wall.

Her enhanced new type sense allows her to experience the emotions and thoughts of her two other self from time to time. But the emotions and thoughts she occasionally feels are not some earth-shattering conspiracy, but very ordinary emotions, just like their soul is an ordinary person. This made Marika think that those two original bodies might be more human than what she thought in the past. Or are her own emotions influencing or distorting these memories? The memories of the three are mixed together, so what about her own original memory? This was a headache for her, but for the sake of herself and the children of the original body, and to fulfill Bedivere's promise, Marika had to continue reading through them.

This went on until Sunday night...

Marika dreamed of her other "self" again. The other self sat alone on the large semi-circular stone bed in a huge bedroom filled with stone tablets, with a sad look on her face.

As the king of the Lands Between, the original self had many things to worry about, so Marika couldn't figure out the cause of her melancholy for a while. Marika didn't like this bedroom either, it seemed much more like an office. The stone bed looked hard except for the soft cushion and quilt on it.

'When I get the Royal capital in the future, I'm definitely going to get a new bed! '

Marika thought.

At this time, the door of the bedroom opened, and a man who was familiar to both Marikas walked in. He had the exact same hairstyle as Malika, but his hair was a fiery red. A handsome appearance that is like a Greek god, sharing similarities with Marika. If anyone who doesn't know them sees this pair of man and woman, they will definitely think that they are twins.

But the reincarnated knew that this man was an existence closer to Marika. That man is Radagon, the other "half" of Malika, the second Elden Lord and Marika's second husband.

"What's the matter, leal hound? Are you in such a hurry to come to me?"

The Marika in the dream said in a mocking tone, her filled with disdain for the man in front of her.

"Hmph, I don't want to be in the same room with you either. But it can't be helped, after all it is our "wedding night". I had to put on a show for the two fingers."

Radagon closed the bedroom door and said, his tone and expression were the same as Marika. At this time, his upper body was naked as usual, and his lower body was wearing a long black skirt.

'Marika and Radagon's wedding night? I see. But these two really do hate each other guts despite being the same person '

The reincarnated speculation from watching the unfriendly conversation between the two.

"Looking at your sorry look, did the Greater Will assign you another troublesome task?"

Marika changed to a side-lying position, and said with a tired face.

Radagon's complexion became even grimaced. He tightened his lips and bowed his head, blushing, as if his next words were to kill him.

"The Greater Will commands—commands—commands that we must interbreed, that you must conceive a new demigod offspring."

Radagon said with great difficulty.

The original Marika sat up straight suddenly, and cursed with puzzlement:

"That damned alien slug! First Morgott and now this? The Great Will just wants to use my children as a sacrificial lamb! When they are fattened up, they are sent to the slaughter! And to copulate with myself!? Are you joking with me!?"

"Keep your mouth clean, woman! And do you think I would want to have sex with myself? If you and Godfrey hadn't played tricks behind the Greater Will, the Greater Will would not have ordered me to abandon Renalla and my children to be married to a fool like you!"

Radagon responded with an angry growl.

Marika also fell silent. As his other half, Marika naturally knew that Radagon's love for Renalla was as real as her own love for Godfrey. So both are suffering from the same pain.

Watching from the side, the reincarnated Marika was greatly surprised by this turn of event. Although she expected that the marriage between the two was a forced arrangement of the Greater Will, she did not expect that the two of them would be so repulsive about this matter. However, once she thinks about it more, such a development seems to be in line with common sense and reason.

Marika lowered her voice slightly, and said as calmly as possible:

"Radagon, my half other. Are you willing to abandon your beloved Renalla like this? Calm down, surely we can find a way to..."

"Do you think I haven't thought about it!?"

Radagon loudly interrupted Marika suddenly, his voice trembling with anger.

"I also want to stay with Renalla until we grow old together. But no matter how much I wish otherwise, I know it's impossible. Your fate, my fate, everyone's fate has been arranged by the Greater Will… Yes, the only thing we can do is obey the Greater Will. All those who disobey him will be destroyed. If I can protect Renalla by doing so, then I choose to accept my fate."

With tears in his eyes, Radagon expressed his decision in a sad and indignant tone. After speaking, he took off his long skirt with a humiliated expression, revealing his naked lower body.

'No way! He really is gonna do it!'

The reincarnated Marika exclaimed from the side, covering her mouth in disbelief.

"Wait a minute! Radagon! The Greater Will didn't say that we have to have sex tonight! I'm not ready yet! You– put on your pants first, and give me a few days to get ready! We can figure something out by then!"

Marika begged in a panic when she saw Radagon's actions. This was the first time that the reincarnated Marika saw such a flustered expression on her other self who had always been plotting and in control.

"The Greater Will strictly orders me to conceive a child with you tonight. If I don't do as He says, Renalla and her children will be..."

Ladagang turned his face away and said with difficulty.

"How could He…"

At this moment, Marika completely lost her usual composure, her expression was hopeless and empty.

Radagon didn't want to spend another second with the other half he hated. He walked quickly to the bed, grabbed Marika's hands with his left hand, and tore off her black skirt with his right hand, completely exposing her plump body.

Marika realized that Radagon really meant his words, and tried to break free from Radagon's grip with her divine strength, but she was completely unable to shake Radagon's iron fist.

"How come!? My power!"

Marika screamed in horror.

"It seems that the Greater Will has temporarily deprived you of your strength. He really had thought about the punishment for you and me."

Radagon said in a lonely and self-deprecating tone. He also didn't expect the Greater will to have control over the two of them to such a terrifying degree. At the same time he gave his dick a few strokes. Although the two seem to have different personalities, they are still the same person. Facing Marika, no matter how alluring she is at the moment, he can't get hard at all, he can only make himself hard by masturbating.

"Let me go! Let me go!"

Marika looked at Radagon's erect genitals in horror, and struggled under him in panic. But at this moment, she only has the power of a mortal woman, and she can't resist Radagon who still has the power of an Empyrean. She could only flutter her legs in vain, preventing Radagon's genitals from approaching her lower body.

"Damn you woman, stop moving around! If we make this swift and we won't have to continue to humiliate ourselves here!"

Radagon said, annoyed and ashamed. Who would have thought that the great Elden Lord would be threatened by his respected god to rape his own wife.

"No! You dog of the Two Fingers, release me at once!"

Seeing that the flailing of her feet was useless, Marika quickly clamped her legs to prevent Radagon from approaching her hole.

"I SAID! DON'T! MOVE!"

Radagon grabbed Marika's thigh with his right hand and pulled it away forcefully. Marika couldn't resist his strength at all, and her vagina, which had given birth to three children but was still pink, was exposed to Radagon's sight. But he still didn't feel excited. Not giving the time for his penis to go limp from sheer disgust, he pressed it against Marika's pussy, ready to penetrate.

Meanwhile, the reincarnated Marika was trying to stop all this in vain. She tried hard to push Radagon away, but everything that is happening is still a memory, a dream. Her hand passed through their bodies like a ghost through a wall, as if she had never existed.

"Damn it! Stop it! Stop it!"

The traverser Marika roared angrily. She knew that this was just a memory, something that happened in the past and could not be changed. But she couldn't tolerate her other self being violated by that lackey of the Greater will.

"Let go of her! You pervert! Fuck! System! Why isn't this dream over yet! Get me the fuck out!"

The traverser Marika yelled and cursed hysterically. Her hands were still punching and kicking Radagon in vain until the last moment, but they passed through their bodies time and time again. She sincerely wished that this nightmare would end soon.

It's a pity that things backfired...

"Forgive me, Renalla."

While murmuring the name of his beloved wife, Radagon inserted his penis into Marika's body.

"No, gahhhh!"

Marika arched her body and screamed in pain.

"No…."

Seeing that even though she tried her best to stop the dream, she still couldn't stop the tragedy. The reincarnated collapsed and knelt down on the ground, tears streaming from her golden eyes that had lost their usual spirit.

A husband and a wife, their chastity to their lover is completely destroyed by the malice of a Malevolent god at this moment.

As for the soul of the reincarnated, she could only kneel powerlessly and watch the tragedy happen.

"Hmm~! Ahh! Yah!"

Unprepared, Radagon plunged straight into Marika's cunt in the missionary pose with a mechanical, fixed-piston like movement. Marika wailed under his thrusts, and Radagon gave her no caresses, leaving her pussy aching from the dry friction. But Radagon couldn't feel a trace of happiness during the process, and there was only helplessness and remorse in his eyes.

During the process, Marika experienced the same pain in her heart. Radagon was forced to betray her wife, but so did Marika.

"No~! Haah~ nyuhh! Pull it out!"

Radagon's dick is slightly smaller than Godfrey's, but as an Empyrean, his size is still not to be underestimated, it has no problem reaching Marika's uterine door. Every time she felt Radagon's cock hit her womb, Marika felt the pain of betraying her beloved husband. Both of them were disgusted by the fact that their partner was themselves..

During all this, the reincarnated Marika curled up in the corner of the bed, like a helpless child. The gasps of the two Empryean's intercourse kept ringing in her ears. Her perception ability as a New Type allowed her to clearly understand the painful emotions of those two people.

"Damn! Damn!"

Radagon moved his waist while cursing. Looking at Marika's face, which was like a gender bent version of himself, made him feel absolutely disgusted. If he continued to look at Marika's face, he was afraid he would go limp, and the accursed mission which the safety of his family depends on would also fail. All he could do was grab Marika roughly, turn her over and press her face into the sheets, then switch to doggy style and continue fucking her.

"Gaaah~! Don't! If you do that—! Ugh—! I will feel it~! Gyaaah~!"

Marika let out an uncontrollable moan due to the physical reaction and the constant rubbing of her sensitive nipples against the sheet. Radagon immediately stopped moving, with an expression on his face as if he had eaten shit. Marika's moan made him realize that he himself was feeling sexual pleasure as well. The two are one person, and to some extent they also share their senses. But Radagon's face immediately turned grim, and he began to fuck Marika's pussy with all his strength. He was enraged at the fact that he and Malika would feel pleasure from each other, and the humiliation made his thrusting faster and faster. He kept moving, cursing in his mouth:

"You shameless woman! You are feeling pleasure! You are feeling pleasure when you are raped by "me"! Damn you! "

He deliberately gritted his teeth and emphasized the word "I", and continued to curse:

"Why?! Why?! Why do you have to disobey the Greater Will! If you would have obeyed the Greater Will, this will not have to happen! This is all your fault! I have to betray Renalla and lay with a sinner like you!"

Marika didn't say a word during the whole outburst, but held the sheet tightly with both hands, enduring Radagon's output to her pussy, and couldn't help panting from time to time.

Radagon's tone was mixed with grief, indignation and helplessness, and he broke down in tears and cursed:

"Damn you! Why!? Why did fate make me just your split personality! Do you know how jealous I am of you! You have your own childhood, your own life, your own achievements, your own memories, and I will always be your accessory! And when I finally get rid of you and get my own life and family, you want to take them all away?! Can I not even have my own happiness?"

Radagon screamed with tears. His dignity as the red-haired warrior, the royal husband of the Carian Royal Family, and father of three children was trampled upon in the most indignant way.

Both understand the other's pain because they are one and the same. But what about mutual understanding? The two couldn't agree with each other's view, just like water and fire, they hated each other extremely.

"GAHHH! NOO! Nuhhh~"

Radagon thrust Malika harder and faster with grief-stricken anger, making Marika howl in pain. At this moment, Radagon hated himself for not being able to ejaculate quickly. At this moment, he wished so much that he was a premature ejaculator, so that he would not have to endure this humiliation again. He didn't want to stay with Marika for another second, but his mission urged him to continue, his love for his family who was taken hostage by the Greater Will urged him to continue.

"No–! Stop it! I beg you! Don't release inside! Ah–! "

After half an hour of living hell, Radagon finally poured all the semen in his ball into Marika's uterus amid her pleading and panting. At the moment of being ejaculated into, Marika's abdomen lit up with the complete Elden Ring symbol, which represented her successful impregnation.

"It's finally over. This nightmare is finally over."

Radagon fell to the ground panting heavily. The whole process was like torture to the two of them. Now that the task was completed, both of them breathed a sigh of relief.

Radagon got up silently, looking at Marika who was panting on the bed, his semen slowly flowed out of her pussy.

"Tut—"

He clicked his tongue in displeasure. Looking at Marika, who is now limp, is like looking at a pile of kitchen scraps. He felt extremely dirty.

"I will take my leave. I won't be sleeping here tonight."

Radagon wiped his drenched eye with his arm, tried his best to keep himself indifferent, put on his trousers and left Marika's bedroom without a word.

Marika watched Radagon leave. When she was finally alone in her bedroom, she curled up on the bed and burst into tears.

But strictly speaking, there is still one more than person in her bedroom now.

The cry of the original Marika reached the ears of the reincarnated Marika. She raised her head slowly, noticing that Radagon had disappeared long ago, and then realized that the matter was over. She looked at her other self curled up naked, and the white liquid flowing from her lower body was evidence of the alien god's evil machinations.

"I am sorry…"

The reincarnated Marika wept, and gently placed her hand on the original Marika's shoulder, as if she could really touch her, as if this could comfort her defiled other self. But she knew that this was useless, this is the past that cannot be changed.

But for some reason, the original self suddenly stopped sobbing. Then she slowly raised her head, staring straight at the reincarnated Marika, which surprised her. Then on the worst timing, at the moment when the eyes of the two met, the consciousness of the reincarnated fell into darkness.

When the reincarnated Marika woke up from her dream, a gentle but eager male voice came into her ear. Marika opened her eyes and saw that it was Bedivere.

"Bedivere, was it you who woke me?"

Marika asked weakly, she didn't have the usual queenly attitude at all, but looked like a frightened girl.

"Yes, my king, when I was patrolling at night, I heard screams from your bedroom. I was worried that you would be in danger, so I came to check. Please forgive me for breaking into your boudoir without authorization."

Bedivere said in a gentle voice.

"However, it's a blessing. Fortunately, it was just a nightmare. If something happens to you, my king,I will feel ashamed as a knight of the round table."

"Bedivere—I—"

Malika wanted to say something, but what she had just witnessed left a deep wound in her heart. The terrible feeling of not being able to touch anything made her subconsciously hug Bedivere, and wept softly in his arms.

"My king, it's fine. I will always be here to protect you."

Bedivere knew that Malika must have dreamed something that was very painful to her. But it's not the time for him to ask Marika now, he can only hug her and pat her head. The blonde beauty who always smiles confidently and occasionally shows a shy and cute expression, is crying into his arms, making Bediverel feel a burst of worry.

"Sorry host, I really didn't expect that there would be such memory fragments. We should probably stop these memory dreams in the future."

At this moment, the system also apologized in her mind.

At this time, Marika, the Marika whose soul is a young man from the 21st century, is crying bitterly and hating her own helplessness. She has no power to change the past, has no way to protect the other self in the past, and hates that the body that is exactly the same as her own was ruined. Marika knew that it wasn't her body that was ruined, her current body was just a perfect replica, but she could still feel the grief and disgust of that former Marika. Thanks to her new type senses, she could feel the regretful and painful emotions of both Radagon and Marika.

As a reincarnated, the current Marika thinks that Radagon is a hateful and pathetic existence, who is always someone else's accessory, someone else's puppet. There is no freedom of their own. Marika felt the deepest sense of powerlessness from both of them. They are not gods, they are just tortured by a cruel fate and even crueler God, like everyone else in the lands between.

"No...system, don't do that."

Marika suddenly said to the system in her mind.

"What!? Haven't you learned your lesson yet? You know the consequences. Although your body is fine, your mind is gonna get messed up!"

The system said in surprise.

"No, I must get all of Marika's memories. I can't do anything without knowing it!"

Marika solemnly swore in her heart.

"But are those mental blows worth it? You don't have to accept the same pain as the original self. Didn't I say that? Although you look the same on the outside, you are different on the inside. You can choose to seal those memories and go on happily as a king."

The system continued to persuade.

"But... Only in this way can I be right with the past "me". Only in this way can I protect everything she left for me! To protect her...no...my children! Without her memory, sooner or later everyone will find out that I am just a fake with no memories. "

The voice in Marika's head became shaken. The solemnity just turned into self-doubt and self-contempt. In her subconscious, perhaps the reincarnated always thought that she was inferior to the original Malika.

"Maybe that's the case...but aren't you afraid that you'll end up completely becoming 'her'? "

"I...I...I don't know...I'm scared"

Hearing this sharp question from the system, Marika didn't know how to answer. Frightened, she could only curl up in Bedivere's arms. In order to become a complete Marika, a complete king, can the reincarnated give up her past self?

"Forget it, you should have a good cry first. Make plans later!"

The system knew Marika would not have an answer for a while, so he chose to silence himself.