Wub. Wub. Wub.
Uggghhhh. I cannot sleep. Sitting up I scratch my head as my hair knots. I don't want to do anything today. I want to sleep. I hate cramps. Planting my feet on the floor I walk to the shower, stripping as I turn it on. It heated up quickly as I step in.
Steam was going everywhere as I close my eyes. Listening to the sound of the water hitting the floor, the way I inhale the steam, the warm water gliding over my body as I foam myself. Washing and rinsing, I start on my hair as I just stand, it's hard to explain. Closing my eyes again, I sink to the floor of the bath as the water continues.
Stepping out, I pat myself dry as I throw a robe on walking out into my room. No one was awake yet. 4:17 am. Mmm. Drying my hair, I walk to my closet. I could go and kick the ball around I guess. No one is awake yet. Pulling a lose t-shirt on with a commoner hoody on, I slip on some gym shorts as I tie my hair up in a high ponytail. Slipping my shoes on as I hold the ball, I walk down the staircase, it was so dark as I open the door.
Heading to the backyard, I put the ball down as I kick it around. Swinging my leg, it goes flying as I run at it sliding getting dirty again as I wipe the mud off. I'll need another shower. At least these cramps are going away. Uh. Watching the sun rise, I pick the ball up. It was slow. So slow. Heading back to the house, I peel my shoes off walking to the elevator.
Walking into class, I sit down. Pulling my notebook out writing stuff into it as scowl. These daym cramps. Strong face. No one will know that I have these. I am strong not weak. Writing down the stuff on the board I look at my work. Right. Back to destroying the Host Club. The teacher left for whatever reason as I go to the OHSHC website, booking an appointment. It was only a matter of time before I destroy the place.
Waiting. It is the pinnacle of rewards, the longer you wait the better it feels. I love the feeling. It's almost a drug for me. Pulling my notebook out, I write that down as I set my pen down, the bell ringing as the last class ends. I need to tell Gin that he has to wait, dialing his number outside of class, he answers.
"Lady Yamada" he says.
"I will be attending the Host Club at that will go for at least an hour and a half, so feel free to go and do whatever instead of waiting for me" I command.
"Yes Ma'am. Is there anything else?"
"No'' I say as I hang up walking to the Host Club, many whispered as I strode in signing in as Ootori-san walks towards me.
"You're banned from here" he says as I laugh.
"Me? Why?"
"Because you and Tamaki are a bad mix" he says as I wave my hand at him.
"I'm not here for the Blonde Idiot" I say "I'm here for the puppy"
"You cannot see him either"
"Who can I see then?" I ask.
"No one, please leave"
"So what you're saying…" I stop as I pull my notebook out, writing what I want to say for a few minutes as I look at it and start my sentence again, it was a few choice words and revealing my plan, it may have been inconvenient, but so what?
"So you do want me to go to the Board and tell them about Fujioka and everything "he" has been doing, I mean, I'm not sure what the Feminists in the group will say… Making a woman be a man because he broke a vase? This is almost prostitution" I point out.
It goes quiet.
"You forget that Tamaki tells me everything"
"And what did he tell you?" I ask taking a step towards him, a little curious.
"About the Maid" he says as I stop smiling, emotion draining from my face "Oh, did I find a way to stop you in your tracks?"
"No" I whisper, my mind racing, trying to fix the problem, what to say.
"You don't have an answer" he states "It's written all over your face"
"If you knew about the Maid, truly, you wouldn't have said anything" I say stringing words together "Plus not even Tamaki knows the full story, so I have nothing to worry about''
"You mean how you're a lesbian?" he asks casually as I choke "Oh? Tamaki was dumb enough to know about the lie, but me? I'm an Ootori"
"Fine you've bested me so far" I say "But trust me, I'll make sure I'll ruin this sick club"
"You're just jealous right?" he asks as I turn.
"So what if I am?" I say as I walk out "You are too"
Walking to Fathers office, I walk in as he looks up.
"Yes?" he asks as I take a seat "What do you need?"
"I need advice" I say as I fold my hands on my lap.
"Ask" he says not looking up.
"What do I do when I have no one left?" I ask.
"Use what you have left"
"But that's just myself" I say.
"What are you doing?"
"Destroying a Host Club" I say.
"Well there, go to the media" he says.
"But their reputation is clean" I say.
"Yes. Make something happen to raise concerns get the Media in on it, the Media will press, if something is wrong they will lick it up like milk" he says "Anything else?"
"My allowance" I say.
"Cut or raise?"
"Cut" I say as he nods.
"Most of my colleagues complain about their children wanting raises, but you…" he says looking at me "You're so incredibly determined to destroy things, that you haven't created anything yet. Stop wasting your time on them and focus on your future"
"This is my Future"
"It will be your downfall" he says "You think you're smart, playing this game, but it isn't smart at all"
"That's your opinion"
"It's the one that matters" he says as I get up to leave "I might not express myself very well, but you and your Mother, you're leaving me, maybe not now, but you will. I do not want that to happen"
"I'll never be far"
"But you'll still be gone"