Sitting at my Computer. I look at what I've typed.

My name is Yamada Nemu. I go to Ouran High School and as you know, we have a Host Club, but I have been banned from it for simply having a relationship with the Host Founder- Suoh Tamaki, in the past. It is supposed to be a place where all people can go and enjoy themselves, but it seems that I cannot.

I can understand why they banned me, but what I don't agree with is the things they promote. The twins promote illegal and incestuous relationships. I am concerned that one day they will convince a mentally incapable person to do so. I also have concerns about the one called "Fujioka Haruhi", I have reason to believe that he was forced to host because he is not backed by wealth, they are almost forcing him to do softcore Prostitution.

This raises concerns about the Money Manager. I don't want to cause any trouble, but I would not write to the Board of the School if I did not believe in this. I know what it's like to be tricked,a syou have probably heard about the Maid. Yes, she was attractive, but she was fired because she pushed me down a Well, which as a consequence I cannot talk about it as she has made claims that our family has been doing business illegally.

I hope to hear a reply soon.

Sincerely,

Yamada Nemu.

I know for a fact that this is going to be tracked down and I know for a fact the Host Club will get it, everyone will. It'll be a leak, not to mention, anything Ootori says can be dismissed and I get a slight sympathy boost. Hitting send, I smile, my nails tapping the desk as I get up, walking out and down to where Mother was packing. Her lover there with her as I look at her, cocking my head. I'm not sure how I feel. I know that I love her, but not that much.

I really am a terrible human aren't I? Don't answer. Patting my jean leg for my Journal I keep patting all of them like I'm looking for my phone as I start to panic. Where is it? Striding back to my room I start my search as I start to panic. Where is it?! Calling some servants to help me, I call the Limo around.

It wasn't in there either… Running back up the stairs I stop as I hear the maids laughing. Peeking around the corner I watch silently. They were waving it around and reading through it as I sit watching. They did that for a few minutes before pocketing it. Hmm. Do they like to play? I like to play.

Walking in the maid quarters I finger all of their stuff walking over to the Maids who had my book earlier as I look at it poking through a pocket. Reaching in, I pull it out as I look around. Walking to the side table I open it, oh look a phone charging. Grabbing it look at the screen, hmm, lock screen. Daym. Putting it back, I find nothing of value to me as I sigh. How am I supposed to play? It's not like I can just drop her phone in the sink over there with a strand of this black hair wrapped around it from the younger maids pillow…No, that doesn't get me anything.

I'll just take all their pay. Yeah. Heading back through the paddock I watch as a wild cat slinks past, ugh, I shoo it as it scampers off, it was a Ginger Tom. When I got back inside, Mother was on the ground a broken vase pieces as I look at Father. Walking over, Mothers Lover picks her up, Father was bleeding as I examine what has happened.

Broken glass. Father standing calmly and lover boy huffing and pulling Mother away. I'd probably say that Lover Boy threw the vase at Father after Mother was pushed or fell over. Unsure what to do I head up to my room. I have school tomorrow anyway, it's Sunday so nothing was on TV.

Sinking into my seat I scribble the date down. We were handed a slip, we're going a trip to a Careers place or Expo. How befitting Father was just telling me to think about my future. I'm not sure there is anything I want to do anyway.

I watch Hitachiin 1, he was chattering away to Fujioka, but the other one, he seemed a little off. I wonder what's bothering him. Is he really into incest or is it just an act? It has to be an act right… Maybe it's a lie and a half, I heard that they were seriously close, are they psychic? He seemed to notice me staring as I straighten immediately turning to the front.

Why was I looking for so long? God I'm an idiot. I restrain myself from face palming. Sure they're attractive, but that's all they are, same could be said about me. I glance back at him, he was still looking at me as I look away too quickly. Stop! I just need to do my work! I bet it's Hormones. Yeah. I had cramps the other day so my "Lady'' Friend should be here… Yes. It's just hormones.

"Why were you looking at me" I didn't expect him to come out and ask me as I ate my lunch.

"What?"I ask cringing at him.

"You were staring at me for a full 10 minutes. You obviously want something" he says as I look up at him, he was taller than me.

"Why would I want anything from the likes of you" I state.

"Yeah right, you're a real piece of work" he says as he takes off to his brother.

"Whatever you say Hikaru" I sneer as he walks away as he scoffs.

Such fun.