Some characters (namely Tamaki) will be out of Character, due to the fact of he plo and the fact that he feels threatened by Nemu and fears for Haruhi {(those two are in love you know) and that's why he may be acting differently (in reality he'd probably be really sweet stil, but this is a fanfcition and anything can happen). Also, I'd like to know wheather or not the Host Club should be destroyed or what, if you're reading this far, please leave a comment, because like every other story, I have no clue where this is going. Addios.

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I sat in class. Today was different. I felt off, maybe it was because of the argument. People were starting to wonder why wasn't I how I usually am? I didn't care… But maybe Father had a point. I should give up while I'm ahead, think about my future, but hatred for the Host Club, it was strong, I hated them with a passion of a thousand suns. Haruhi, from what I had heard was still going here, nothing had changed, rather the talk around the school.

But they were mere buzzes, whispers, dull white noise. I guess I should focus on the twins. I lean on my hand, staring at the pair of twins. Openly. I didn't care if people caught me out. I needed to think. I needed to really think. Kaoru seemed to notice… How do I even know the difference? He always seems to notice. His grin fell from his face, replaced with disgust as he pulls the finger. I mde no effort to change expressions. He could do whatever the hell he wanted.

After school, I sat in detention, I didn't get away with anything, it wasn't too bad, but still. I filled out the worksheet effortlessly walking past everyone as I hand it in. I wasn't even in the mood to make fun of some idiot who spilt coffee on himself as I walk past, looking at my phone as I put it away. Why am I doubting myself?

I had Gin today as a driver as I sit in the back. He smiled at me as I sat there. I knew Father would still order this. But… I will let it happen. We drove the usual way home as he pulls over beside an ally. I got out as I drop my bag near the exit of the ally, Gin rolling his sleeves up as more men come out of the ally. This is the world. Eat or be eaten or beat or be beaten in this case.

I cocked the weapon in hand, hidden in my dress as I walked into the darkness. My heels clacking behind me as I'm swallowed into the abyss, all the while a grin cocked on my face.

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I arrived home, closing the door behind me. I needed a shower. I felt… Dirty. Father simply nodded at my appearance. Turning the hot water on, I step in, clothes and all. Who cares about the dress? My dark brown hair sticking to my face as I peel my dress from my body, the painted on bruises washed away as I get out.

Walking nude to my bed, I climb in. I am too tired. I am trying to fight my Father and the Host Club, but if I give up one, I'll lose to the other. If I give up the Host Club, then I am sacrificing the little dignity that I have and if I give up my Father, then if something goes wrong with the Host Club, he'll have one. I can't give in. Never… Well now, because I am going to sleep.

I could give my Father up, but I'd be giving up my Money and I love Money!

"Moooney" I yawn drifting up.

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I feel much better! I walk into school. Oh wow, I do feel better. Untouchable as I walk in, I'm thrust something as I read it, it was a flyer, another Host Club Ball. I need to think about this. This is the perfect chance to have a truce. I do like dressing up and I could do with a break from trying to destroy them, it's rather hard work. I spot Tamaki in his classroom as I walk over, knocking in the door, I gesture for him to come out.

He rose from his desk, as I pulled him towards the stairs, it wasn't busy over there. He looks down at me as I tap my fingers together.

"I was thinking" I start "I'll call a truce on the Ball, I won't do anything and in turn you and your pack don't do the same"

"Why should I? You've upset Haruhi" he says calmly.

"C'mon Tamaki" I say touching his shoulder as he takes a step back.

"I think you should just leave the Host Club alone, I mean no offence, but your obsession is unhealthy" he says as I blink.

"So what you're saying is that I should now hit with everything I have" I start as he frowns.

"No. Please. I don't think I can forgive you this time for hurting Haruhi" he says as he turns and walks away… I didn't mean to shout it out, I didn't mean to get angry at him, but… I had to say it.

"Then you should tell the scholarship whore to watch it"

He froze.

"What did you call her" he asks as I grin.

"You heard me. Furthermore I should make her disappear like your Mother. Honestly Tamaki, do you really think she wanted you? An air head like you? Someone who is so fascinated by such trivial commoner things? Heir? Puh-lease. You were a poster child" I say trying to hit soft spots "You could've stood your ground, but no, you listened to Granny dearest, are you that stupid?"

"What about you?" he asks as I raise an eyebrow, people listening in "You're still in love with me and you aren't willing to let go of the past, you cling to this hope"

"Oh Tamaki, aren't you speaking out of turn?"

"You hurt my Haruhi" he says firmly, the fire in his eyes as I nod.

"I didn't realise you owned her" I say as I step closer to him "Black mailing her and owning her, seems pretty suspect to me"

"Good bye Yamada-san"

"You wish"