I stared out at the empty hyperspace, we were alone out here, nothing but our company to keep us sane on our way to find my wife. I felt my anger seep through my skin as I was reminded of how unfaithful she was. Just because I was dead gave her the right to remarry and have kids? Who did she think she was, she was my wife, mine, my and mine only. I am not willing to share. "What's on your mind, Pretty Boy." I heard Bane interrupt my thoughts with the rather annoying nickname and I ground my teeth together as I felt as if I was going to explode with rage, rather than implode with sadness. "Nothing, just thinking about Rebel." I gave very few details, as I didn't want to get into details, or converse with criminals. I saw a red and black arm lean on my shoulder, as I scoffed shooing him away, "I'm not you arm-rest." I snapped annoyed at how I was treated on the ship. It had been about 24 hours since we left and I still was being ridiculed by my fellow, comrades, which was nearly insufferable. I took a deep breath, allowing myself to think, we dodn't have a plan and were going in blind, not the wisest decision even though it was what Rebel always did. I smiled at the thought of her, my former rage turned into adoration. I imagined Rebel playing with our kids in the castle as I watched, the beautiful scenery adding to the memory. Ash sat down beside me and Rue ran up to Rebel with Ria in hand, as she squirmed out of her mother's arms to play with her cousins. Rebel laughed, looking like the most beautiful human being to ever be seen. 'Wow,' I fantasized what I would think, 'I'm the luckiest man alive.'. All the sudden my daydream was interrupted by a rude knock to the back of my head. "Ow." I snapped turning around to see the other guys playing Sabacc. "entertain them, I need to sleep." Bane demanded sitting me down in the vacant chair. I rolled my eyes, reluctantly playing cards with the guys as one by one they started to back out, soon enough leaving me alone with my thoughts, which were occupied by Rebel. 'I miss her.' I thought feeling a pang of loneliness flow through me. I sighed realizing that I would have to suck it up and continue you the search for her as I was not one to give up so easily, well I guess that's a lie considering my previous action but still.