Chapter 1

Floating

I lost count of how many years its been for me since I have been dead, yes dead. I have been just floating around trying to figure out how to get out or reincarnated for the sake of my sanity. I have been alone in darkness for far too long. I wonder if I ever will get out of here. I don't think I will last much longer without cracking under the pressure of just floating here in darkness.

Now lets see how about reminiscing in my memories from the past. Well you see I didn't have a perfect life, my mom was a drug addict and she neglected me or never listened to me. I tried to at least be there if she ever withdraws and stayed up at night with her while she threw up. I was 6yrs old when I was doing that for her, I had to run to the drug dealers house. The man I met at the front door his name was Randy I don't know his last name but I do know he was really nice to me.

He refused at first because I was 6yrs old but he gave it to me when I told him my mothers name. I told him " my mommy needs her medicine... she comes here to get it I think..." I was a clueless little girl with too much on my shoulders. I ran back home to give it to her. As soon as I got there she was screaming, crying, and sobbing. I was afraid for my mom thinking she was going to die most of the time. That should not be a child's life.

After I have been floating in darkness for a long time, I realized it was my moms crutch in life and I should have never run to a stranger's house to get it for her. Randy did not know my mom had a child he took me inside his house and sat me down to feed me which I was grateful ... for I have not ate for about 2 days. My dad was an alcoholic and abusive to me, he called me a "whore" , "worthless", "just like your mother", and oh my personal favorite "you little bitch" , he would slap me right after saying it.

I always wondered what I did wrong to deserve such harsh treatment from him I mean come on I was 6yrs old. I tried to get approval from either of them just for them to be nice or pay attention to me. I realized I did not need it from them but I was a little older when I figured that out. I would go to school on my own just to escape the chaos I call a home. I only had one friend her name was Elizabeth or "Ellie", I met her when I was 7yrs old on the playground during recess a boy a year older than her was picking on her, she told him to leave her alone multiple times, I saw her hands curl into fists and next thing you know the boy was holding his nose crying.

He was bleeding badly for an 8yr old, I giggled at the scene because she told him to leave her alone but he didn't. The Teacher came over and tried to scold her for it telling her "ladies do not hit anybody, that was not ladylike of you-" I went over there to tell the Teacher I saw everything, he was picking on her, she told him to leave her alone multiple times, and he got into her face. "well she should've came over to tell the other teachers or me and we would have handled it" stupid Teachers and there inability to listen so I told her "like you would've listened none of you listen to anything only whose getting married or having babies or new drama" I glared at her and she was fuming to the point you can see smoke come out of her ears.

Ellie and me ended up in the principals office together that day. Since it was hers and mine first offense we just got a warning, we were not in the same class so we had to separate once we started down the hallway afterwards. A blur of blonde hair crashed into me after school we both landed on the ground hard "oww... " I say after realizing I'm staring at the clouds on my back... "I'm sorry I didn't mean to run into you like that ... I just got excited to see my new friend " I looked up to see brown eyes staring at me oh it's Ellie. I was a little confused about the whole concept of friends since I never had any before "we... are friends?" I say to her confused "well yeah ... if you want to be friends... d-do you want to be friends with me?" . She looked scared of rejection from me fidgeting with her fingers on the verge of tears.

I looked closer at her and smiled "I don't know what it means to be friends but yes we are friends" a high pitched squeal came from her. I guess shes like me. As years passed we knew everything about each other, each other's families, and we loved anime so much especially Naruto. We were lonely children clinging onto the other, we were always together. I met her mom and dad, her mom was a bitch on a high pedestal, her dad avoided her like the plague, we stuck to each other like glue.

Now that I think about it we had a lot in common with Naruto Uzumaki, we were all lonely children trying to get attention from people that didn't deserve to have our attention. We could not control that we were born into this life, we couldn't control who our parents were. It was hell.

When Ellie and I turned 17 things took a downward spiral for me, I didn't think she was thinking about suicide she was always so happy but you know what they say the brightest smiles hide the darkest secrets. The darkest day of my life was losing my best friend to her own demons. I was numb from everything around me. It was a Thursday and I was on my way to Ellie's house because it was the Summer holiday.

When I got there police cars, ambulances where outside surrounding her house. I took off running towards her house but I was stopped by a police officer. Right then the EMTs came out carrying a body bag, her mom and dad following behind. Her mom was a mess, her dad was distraught, I fought to get to the body bag I had to make sure it was her. I kept saying "please please please tell me that's not her ... my best friend Ellie... please please not her I need her" as my eyes watered staring at the police officer. The look on his face said it all. I looked at the ambulance as they were zipping the bag all the way, her blonde hair was stuck in the zipper, as my tears fall I look over at her parents. She was being rocked back and forth by her husband, they were both crying and I broke down crying. I looked right into her mother's eyes that matched her daughters an said "please tell me it's not her... please" ...

She stood up slowly and walked to me "please" I say as her chin started to quiver and tears ran down her face. " I found her this morning" that was all the confirmation I needed and I ran straight into her arms. I screamed as tears ran down my face until I couldn't anymore. I loved her like a sister and now she was gone forever. Ellie slit her wrist in her bathroom in the early morning hours, 3 hours before her mom found her laying in a puddle of blood.

Her funeral was a beautiful service her headstone read:

"Elizabeth Claremont

A wonderful soul, daughter, and friend

Believe It!!

April 9th 1997 - July 30th 2014"

I smiled a little with tears running down my face at the "Believe It" part.

A month, 24 days, and 3 hours later. I couldn't eat, drink, or even think anymore just remembering everything we did together. I was in pain and utterly fucking alone... so fucking alone. I took a page out of Kakashi's book and visited her grave almost everyday, I just sat there telling her about my boring day without her. I was walking aimlessly around town, reminiscing about our friendship. I was waiting for the crosswalk thing to say I can walk across the street I made it a 3rd of the walk to the other side when I heard tires screeching. Then I felt so much pain on my whole left side, felt like I was flying into the air, and more pain in my back as I landed on the asphalt.

I was choking on a copper taste in my mouth, I couldn't breathe, I couldn't move. I felt sleepy and I slowly closed my eyes. That day I died by a drunk driver going 100 in a 40 mile zone, when he hit me I was slung 1 and a half miles away from the crosswalk I was crossing... The hell is that??? ... is that a light ... What the hell!?!

Maybe I can get out of here now. I almost cried tears of joy, I do not know how long I was here but finally no more darkness. I burst through the light "push 1... 2... 3... 4.. 5 ok that's it now the shoulders... now push 1... 2... 3... 4... 5..." wait damn minute no... no ... no oh my God no ... holy shit ... I'm being reborn... it might not be that bad... I was free and freaking cold... "Congratulations it's a beautiful baby girl Mr. and Mrs. Namikaze" ...

... NO... FUCKING... WAY... PUT ME THE FUCK BACK INTO THE DARKNESS I DON'T WANT TO ANYMORE... I hear a baby crying... can someone please shut it up... oh ... wait ... it's me crying... I cried harder ... "Minato she's so beautiful and perfect" ... whoa I'm warm now

" She's is ... I have a baby girl ... I'm a dad... "

ok so my parents are Minato Namikaze also The Yellow Flash of the leaf village and Kushina Uzumaki-Namikaze The Red Hot-Blooded Habanero... I think I can work with this ... I think ... I have to hear my name first... NAME ME ALREADY !!! ..."We should name her ... Mito Uzumaki-Namikaze" ok ... soo ... I can work with that... "It's perfect... hello princess I'm your daddy and this is your beautiful mommy" ...

Ok so I, Reylianna Turnner was reborn as Naruto's older sister...

If he coos at me one more time I'm going to shit all over him and I will be proud of it ...

Did he just ... " Oh my Minato... umm you might want to go change" My new mom was giggling... " why ... what's that smell ... uhhhh Kushina" My new dad screams and Flashes off but not before giving me to my new mom... "Your going to be a trouble maker aren't you?"