A/N: Update as of April 2022.
Hello my lovelies. It's been sometime. I hope everyone is well, given the last 2 years, which has been pretty crap to say the least.
For those who are still deeply invested with Teen Wolf, we have good news on the horizon! A FREAKING MOVIE!
I've been following everyone on the gram, getting all the sneaky little teasers and needless to for one, I can not wait for it to come!
I've missed the gang like everyone else has. I look forward to see what chapter is in store for us all.
For the mean time, I realize how long it truly has been since I last updated, let alone come on here to actually read.
It's currently the Easter bank holiday over here in the UK. My first time not having to work it too. And here I am, on here, instead of out there.
That's my social anxiety for you, that and my dislike of people in general.
In truth, I'm reading through what I've already written, and I'm not going to lie, I'm sitting here wondering where exactly this story is going. I've completely forgotten what my original idea was for this.
Guess this gives me another excuse to sit and happily binge watch the series again, not that I need another excuse.
Not to mention that I am appalled at all of my spelling and grammar mistakes! Need to give myself a shake, I think.
Loosen the up the webs and dust that has been collecting up around my creative thinking brain cells. And generally scare the rest into working as well.
I'm not making any promises as to whether I'll have a chapter update for you's after this, I mean I'm that I can. So fingers crossed but for the meantime, it's going to be some major maintenance work me thinks.
But whilst this happens, let me know how everyone's doing, what we all think of the upcoming movie. What our thoughts and ideas are of how the story is going to pan out.
Just some juicy gossip to keep me going, and of course to make sure that I'm not the only one who's hyped for it all! I'm looking forward to hearing from you! Lot's of love!
Walking Through The Flames.
They say if you're going through hell the only thing you can is to keep walking.
Even if you think there's no end in sight. Keep walking. It may seem hard, it may seem worthless, you may think that you can't do it by yourself.
Sometimes you've got to get through this on your own.
Unless, there is someone, one person who is willing to sacrifice themselves for you. Someone who won't think twice about the pain, the suffering or the fire they have to walk through to save you, because they know you've done it too. And you can do anything.
That someone, is one in a billion. And if you happen to have someone who is selfless enough to do something like that for you, then never let them go.
Because I'll tell you this, I've walked far enough through Hell to know that sometimes walking isn't enough. You have to run. Even if it feels like you've been running for what feels like forever.
Keep going.
Don't give up.
Don't you dare give up. Don't let this beat you.
Even when you want to give up.
Keep going.
If the end is in sight and yet not close enough for you to grasp it.
Keep going.
Because if you stop, there's no going back.
I've walked through the fire and I've gotten burned.
I've told myself that I've no hope. But yet, I've still fought on. Still found that courage, when all hope is lost, found that strength when I've felt weaker than weak.
I've kept the monsters at bay.
At least I thought I did. Someday's it felt like the monsters were only there, in my head but that all changed.
When I stupidly agreed to follow idiot of a cousin and his equally idiotic best friend, they lead me somewhere that I can never return from.
Everything changed that night, some people might say it changed me for the better, some may say it was for the worst.
As for me it didn't matter what they said because those monsters, they are no longer in my head.
They are here, with me and very much real. But far more different to what I had imagined.
They walk beside us, they work with us, they hide in plain sight, behind faces of people we know, even those that we love.
And when I say monsters, I mean the ones that go bump in the night.
The source of old fish wives tales.
Infamous scary stories told by parents to children.
Even the stuff of legend. People will believe what they want to.
Either way, they ARE real and it feels like I've been thrown backwards, dragged back down to hell.
But you'd think that after being through hell once already, that a walk-through Beacon Hills Preserve will literally be just that.
A walk in the park.
Wrong.
It was simply another form of hell.
But this time round, I have someone with me, someone who knows hell, just as much, if not more than me.
And he's saving me from it.
My name is Lillianna Burkehart.
And this,
This is my story, my life, of how I've walked through hell twice.
And this time around, I'm saved by a Hellhound.