Chapter two
kylo held his bloom the entire ride back to the Finalizer. As soon as the shuttle door closed. a Stormtrooper approached reaching out for bloom as if he thought it was the brightest idea in the universe, but he was not going to let them take bloom from him. he was not going to allow this. his gloved hands nearly touched her. He growled under his mask as if a warning to back the hell away from them, as the hand not supporting most of the unconscious girl's weight shot out and the man shot up, his toes dragging on the floor as he gasped aloud. The air around him compressed, choking him through the Force. He doesn't give a fuck what happens to this trooper. But he was going to make a valid point. No one and he means no one was going to take his bloom from him, bad enough his shit head if a uncle did.
"Stay away from the girl," hissed kylo
"If you kill my men, Ren, we will have a problem," snapped Phasma
"You're lucky I didn't kill you for disobeying a direct order, The girl was off-limits." Hissed kylo
Kylo pulled his bloom to his chest in a possessive and protective way. He finally got her back once again. And he was not going to be taking any chances with his bloom. Hell he has no trust in snoke or hux but that has been going on for a good while. but Phasma was the one he needed to kill for harming his precious. But he would deal with that later. Phasma sighed and knew she made a mistake. But she saw the boy the girl son, but she won't tell anyone, she has a soft spot for children. But her baby and children were stolen from her, she never knew what happened to if al, her beloved husband. Even though she Had no clue it was hux and the Supreme leader and will find out that they died a slow awful painful death. But she joined the first order to find her husband and children. She used her free time using the computers to figure out something he could search for her long lost family and I hopes to find them alive even though they are dead.
"I made a tactical decision." Said Phasma
"You damaged a valuable resource." Hissed kylo
"Mine. My bloom." thought kylo
kylo teeth were bared beneath the mask in a very possessive was like them when she was a little girl back at the academy. And no difference that she was the same but not the same. but that didn't matter to him. His plans had not changed since then. She was going to be his wife. But first he has work to do before they reach that point. kylo tightened his hold on the Force and the 'trooper's neck snapped with an audible crack. Almost immediately, the rest of the squad on the transport took a step back from kylo and their fallen comrade. Only Captain Phasma held her ground. She was not going to back down to this man. But she needed to make a point, so no one knows why the real reason she joined the first order. And made a promise to herself. if she finds her beloved family dead then she will kill herself to be with them after she gotten her revenge from whomever killed them. She will make them suffer. Then she will join her family.
"Kylo Ren, my men have nothing to do with my mistake. You will cease this, or I will report you to…." Said Phasma
"To whom, Phasma? The Supreme Leader? I suspect he won't care for how you treated the girl. The orders were for her to be captured and delivered without harm. A blaster bolt defies those orders, doesn't it not?" hissed kylo
Kylo felt her tighten her jaw from a few feet away. He knows why she joined the first order. He looked into her mind and figured it out. But he could understand why. But he would never tell anyone. He even blocked that out so snoke would never know. Kylo huffed in annoyance from phasma. He knew she didn't know about her secret but he would never use it as black mail. He had been helping figure out where her family was taken to. Maybe in the end she could be free like him and his bloom. But for now he needed to survive and take care of bloom and protect her.. most of all help her remember the other stuff luke took from her. Kylo growled and lowered his hand, shifting his precious bundle. His bloom. So ferocious in battle, like a wild animal. So innocent in sleep, like the little girl he remembered in his dreams. Phasma understood why he was acting like this. She was the same with her beloved and children. But kylo must watch out for hux because the girl is his type.
"No one is to touch her. No one. Or you will face me." Said phasma
"Now, she requires medical attention. Captain, fetch the batca strips." Ordered kylo
Phasma sighed and was happy that was done and over with she was able to help kylo out. She knew that kylo knew why she felt him poke in her mind. She showed him and knew he was able to help. Plus, she knew he would never tell. or show the memories to snoke he locked them away in his mind to make sure it was safe there. She rushed to retrieve the required supplies as he let his hand brush her cheek. Her blood melded into the dark fabric he wore, not that he minded. It wasn't the first time he'd been drenched in another's blood. Today certainly wouldn't be the last. None of that mattered now. He had his prize. Injured as she was, bloom was his once more. His to protect. His to worship. His bloom. He just hoped he could convince her to join him. If she refused… as he remembered a night terror of him killing his bloom, His Master's wrath was too terrible to consider. He needed her. He had to bring her to the Dark. The Supreme Leader would not allow another Force-sensitive to remain on the side of the Light.
Meanwhile a few hours later
The first thing bloom noticed was the chill of space. Yes, her one palace was on the it has never cold it has lunarian powers around it. bloom sighed as she took note that the starships were notoriously chilly on the inside thanks to space travel and the vast emptiness of the interior. Even though she will admit to her scientific side there are marvelous ships her and her mother Andromeda of the others would. have to get plans other to incent a far more superior one than these ones.. but she recognized the artificial chill. Goosebumps appeared on her arms, even underneath her wraps. Her clothing wasn't suitable for this environment. A dull ache emanated from near her shoulder. She glanced down to see the area bandaged. It had been a blaster bolt, if she remembered correctly. It happened after Loki took Tamaki through the portal and let the time freeze down. Even ships can fly through. bloom sighed and went to sit up, only to find herself restricted once again, this time by metal binders encircling her wrists.
bloom groaned and shifted into a sitting position; her hands locked together before her. And not the first time in her very long life. But whatever she lay on was soft, like a bed of some sort. She twisted her head to get a sense of her surroundings. Cold, sterile. A First Order ship. This ship followed a similar design to the Imperial ones wrecked on Jakku. She got to her feet, intending to inspect her surroundings for some sort of escape or a weapon. bloom gasped as she heard the door whooshed open to her side and she heard heavy foot treads. She froze in place, as if it would make her invisible. The steps grew closer, and she recognized the mechanical breathing. kylo.
"Don't be afraid," whispered kylo
"I have nothing to tell you dick face," growled bloom
"If I wanted information, I would have it already. You forget that I can see into your mind." Hissed kylo
Kylo sighed, it seemed she was going to be stubborn. So if this is the way he was going to have to break down the stubborn part of her. Kylo sighed as he made his way across the room and stopped right in front of her, his head tilted to the side in he was really looking her over to make sure she was going to ok. And look over her since she was no longer the little girl he knew. He knew she would grow into a true beauty, and he was right her beauty showed her that she was a goddess, he still has the mask still in place. As he stepped closer as he toward over her. bloom was not going to show what he was doing to her.
"Why are you still in my head?" snapped bloom
" my dear sweet bloom. I will never be out of your head. We're bound, you and I." said kylo
"No." whispered bloom
"From the moment I entered your mind, a link formed. It's only grown stronger. It will continue to do so." Said kylo soothingly.
bloom sighed as she pinched the bridge of her nose in annoyance. After all she was her mother's daughter and her father's daughter. Even her blood adopted parents as well. But she has no clue on what to think one this. But she knew it was too soon to let him know what he was to her. But she knew she had to be here not just for her soulmate and her future king. But she was also to kill daispro father. It was her destiny to do so. Plus he probably wanted his revenge against her for the end of his daughter, but right now not the time to think on that.
"I want it gone." Snapped bloom
"The only way it goes is if we die." Said kylo
"Then I will kill you." Said bloom with an evil smile.
kylo laughed, harsh and mechanical thanks to the mask from what she demanded of him. But he knew for a fact she won't kill him. But he will see where to go with this train of thought. But he knew he must get bloom to agree to join, even though he has no clue what would happen while she was here. Phasma warned him to stay clear of hux because bloom was his type. Kylo knew he was going to her warning. But at least the poor woman didn't go with hux as a partner or lover. Her devotion was to her husband and family. and he admired her for that. Just like him he never wanted no woman, so he remained a Virgin until he found bloom. Well, he did jerk off but that was different. Where's tried their best to get him to bed them. But he denied them. Hux planted one in his room and tossed her out nude with her clothing. But now she was here he was happy.
"Killing me could very well make it worse, not better." Said kylo
"Release me and we'll find out." hissed bloom
"No, I don't think I will. Not today." Said kylo
Kylo sighed as he stepped away from his bloom, but he knew she didn't care much about the Resistance cause and had a feeling they were something different now. Even though it was the right thing to do when it came down to what his mother was doing, it was for the best as he has to say so himself. Kylo sighed again as he turned his back to her. She felt her own anger then from him dismissed her as if she didn't deserve the answers, she wanted to know even though she has ones for him as well that she knew. But her anger was angry at being trapped both physically and mentally in whatever this was supposed to be right now. Hell, she has no clue why he took her here. but his air of superiority was very annoying in her book. She wanted to knock a few pegs from him.
"You can't just keep me here." And bloom
"You are a prisoner of the First Order. You will remain in my custody until the Supreme Leader decides your fate." Said kylo
"No. You can't… you don't know who he is ro you. Of course, the coward hides his true identity. " Snapped bloom
"bloom it's decided. And I'm not sure what you mean by that comment. " Said kylo
bloom narrowed her sky blue eyes as she glared at him, oh how she wanted to punch him in his freaking smug face since he was being arrogant asshole. Bloom sighed and was suddenly hating the way she couldn't see him. She had no idea if he was serious or joking with her. And if it was joking she will try and hurt him in some way or fashion since the binders wax is only made for force abilities not none of her other powers. Yet it was somewhat weak. but right now, bloom had no way to read the voice. She'd become accustomed to his face during their first duel on Starkiller. She never understood why he covered such a handsome and gorgeous sext face of his.. The stupid freaking mask seemed wrong. inhuman given how far he was lodged in her will melt the damn mask with dragon fire as soon as she was able to do so.
"Take off the mask." Said bloom
Kylo sighed as his head tilted as if trying to mock him as if she was going to demand the mask to be off, he knew how much she hated his mask. But this time, the anger came from him. A sheer loathing for the name his parents gave him. But he hated his birth name. He has his reason. bloom sighed why is this man such a pain in her ass. It's as if he was going to be annoying about the stupid mask. Maybe she could make him a new one. But thoughts on that later. Kylo grumbled he was going to make demands when it comes down to his stupid birth name. even though his voice was modulated and harsh when he was speaking. But there was so much that needed to be done. most if all the stuff his uncle blocked in his mind, he has no clue on. And bloom to take the block on her memories.
"You may call me Kylo Ren, fairy. There is no 'Ben'." Demanded kylo
"Take off the mask… kylo." Said bloom in annoyed tone.
"I don't take orders from prisoners." Snapped kylo
"We're in each other's minds. I'm more than just a prisoner and you know it." said bloom
"You're a spy for the Resistance. Well maybe for then now so your true status is out now. Normally, that's the cause for immediate termination. However, given your affinity for the Force and your birth, the Supreme Leader will meet with you and decide your fate." Said kylo
"And you'll carry out the sentence? Like a loyal solider to your master who fyi mister who is a little bitch by the way and wondered why you act like a fucking woman. For the love of the gods my freaking children act better than you. Geez I have respected your mother for raising you. Even my one of my children who has super OCD he's better behaved than you. Well other than when his OCD goes crazy and screaming about its not symmetrical then pass out from. A nosebleed. But that's. decide the point. and so If diaspro daddy dearest tells you to kill me, will you ask how or will you just run me through the heart. Fair fucking warning prissy little bitch I don't fear death. I nearly died more than once. and was reborn. Hmm let see who the bitch in the room is." Hissed bloom
Kylo growled, her hand shot forward and she felt the air around her throat tighten. She gasped, eying him. It was the Force. He was manipulating it out of habit, not malice. It was a reflex, like using her powers. Almost as abruptly as it began and after her rant from what needed to be said. And rather insulting. kylo spun away from her, his breathing ragged his bloom sucked in deep lungful of air as she heard him wrench off the helmet. She could see his dark hair, but not his face. kylo breathing matched her own in that moment, further proof of the bond between them. A bond he made. A connection he forged against her will. bloom circled him again, looking up into his face. She could see the scar slashed across his cheek, just as raw and angry as the day on Starkiller. The lightsaber had just missed his eye, leaving it undamaged. With her hands still in binders, she reached out to touch the mark she left. A mark fueled by anger and hatred. A symbol of the darkness that possessed her that day in the snow.
kylo didn't flinch or pull away from her touch. Even though it was more welcomed than he thought. He normally didn't others touching him. Most of all a woman. With bloom since the academy. It helped not to look at himself in lust. Well other than him taking himself in hand. kylo sighed and simply let her fingers stroke the scar she made. A scar that was never treated. He'd left that mark on purpose. Because he failed. She could see that now. It was a reminder of his weakness. His compassion. He'd held back on Starkiller. It wasn't just his wounds that ensured her victory over him. Then, like a jolt, jumbled bits and pieces in her head. bloom ripped her hand away as if she'd been burned from what she saw inside his mind and that confused her.
"What in the name of the gods was that?" asked bloom
"You know what it is… who you really are." Said kylo
"What are you saying?" asked bloom
"Takodana wasn't the first time we met." Said kylo
"The boy… was you. Before… but I… we never…" said bloom in shock.
bloom watched kylo face so she was able to read him, he looked so young and pained from those memories. And the ones she was not able to remember. He looked so human. So familiar. A boy with big ears in beige robes. Jedi robes, like the ones worn by Luke Skywalker. She hated luke but not the point. But the boy was always so alone, so angry at the world. At his family. Then it hit her han was molesting his son that was he ended up with her uncle hades. Plus, he was abandoned. Alone. Never given a choice in if he was going to be a jedi or not. but the little girl with her eye color. Her eyes, bright and inquisitive and showed her soul was old, but she was sitting on his lap. She shone with light. When he was around her, he felt happy. She drove out the darkness in his mind. The fear. She pulled on his braid with a chubby hand, barely a little shadow. The only youngling who didn't fear him. She pulled on his ears, not to be mean, never to be mean, but simply because they were there, and she had never seen ears like that. he pains when he left her alone in the dark.
"No, it's not true. It's not real. None of it is real. That's not me. I owe you nothing." Snapped bloom
"I will be there. Stay here. I will return shortly." Said kylo
Then just as abruptly as he'd arrived, he was gone. Once he was out of the door bloom screamed her frustration. Kylo only smirked, he knew that was coming. But he needed to go to the Supreme Leader before he got angry at him and that was not something that she needed right now. He sighed, he wished he had more time. But duty calls so they must continue later. Well, if she was not asleep when he returned. Plus, he had a feeling that Phasma was one he could trust. But he knew she kept a front up until she finished what she was searching for. And he had a sick feeling that snoke and hux was behind everything that had happened to her. But it was odd that she and most of all himself couldn't find out how they were not found. He left some feelers to people his mother knew and was good at what they did. But he always used his birth name.
Meanwhile a little while later
Kylo groaned as he made his way to the place he needed to be at.. but he felt more like a kept pet on a leash than when he was summoned. Maybe his bloom was right he knew nothing about snoke. And what he was doing his bloom was in distress and pain. He belonged with her, not catering to his Master's whims. He knew better than to resist a summons. He'd tried before. But kylo knew better. No one could win against his Master. No matter where he went, Snoke could and would find him. Soon it would be the same for her. They would both belong to the Supreme Leader. He'd tried so hard to protect her. To hide her away. He locked those memories away just like the ones from Phasma he knew about. So he buried them deep. If only the Resistance hadn't sent Dameron. If Dameron hadn't brought the droid. If the droid hadn't found the girl… his bloom, all grown. A beautiful fairy princess with a steely resolve. If only. And with a much more destiny than anyone… but as he bowed to his Master, he knew it had been beyond his control. Sooner or later, the girl would have been found. She was too powerful to stay hidden forever. He'd failed her.
"Kylo Ren, have you located the girl?" asked snoke
"Yes," said kylo
"She was injured during capture?" asked snoke
Snoke eyed his apprentice. He wondered if the bitch princess from sparks told kylo what she knew of would not be shocked if he was told something. But he would play this as his revenge going to be getting his revenge for his beloved daughter and sisters. But he was going to play it cool for a good while. But he was going to make her life a living hell. He will make her suffer. she'll know pain and suffering again. But he was far worse than what his daughter and sisters.. kylo sighed mentally and stood up to his full height. He didn't want to be here. His duty was to be next to his bloom. Kylo rolled and head still bowed a bit. He needed to make sure he knew he was still being submissive and doing as he was told. Hell, sometimes he wondered if hux was snoke little bitch by how hux acted and was always with the universe largest dick up his ass. But it wouldn't be a shock to him if the little pain in the ass ginger had a dick up his ass.
"Yes, Master. Captain Phasma discharged her blaster and struck the girl in the shoulder. The wound has been treated and she's resting." Said kylo
"And the Captain?" asked snoke
"She's been dealt with." Said kylo
"Good, good, I sense you are conflicted about the princess from sparks.. You still have compassion for her." Said snoke
Kylo clinched his eyes shut to blood out the nightmares that always come to him at night. He hated those nightmares. He doesn't want it to be vision. But if it was real, he would do everything in his power to make sure that those dreams would not come true. Kylo sighed in sadness. He could not on with life without her. Hell, he had no idea on what his destiny was with her but soon he would find out. But right now, he is very uncomfortable with the questions about what his heart wanted. Snoke has no business in his personal life. Snoke watched kylo to see and gage what he was feeling. But he was curious on what his feelings was for the bitch fairy. And he knew her mother and father were alive. The ones that did this to him. They turned him into a hideous monster.
"Yes," said kylo
"Use it. Turn her to the Dark. Or you will feel her blood, my young apprentice." Said snoke
"Yes, Master." Said kylo
"Go now." Ordered snoke
Kylo was happy that was done and over with. He stalked from the audience chamber at a brutal pace, striking back toward his quarters. Well not his and his bloom rooms. When he first arrived on board, Hux had argued that the girl belonged in a cell. He won the right to keep his bloom with him. Stormtroopers were woefully unsuited to keeping a Force-sensitive captive. phasma had agreed with him, and he knew that Phasma has a soft spot for bloom. Even though he has a soft spot though he knew it killed her to admit it. He won. She was his responsibility. His. His prisoner. His bloom. No one else would touch what they did, he'd simply destroy them.
bloom sighed as she tried to reconcile these new images... these memories she pulled from his head. His memories of a time she had long forgotten or was stolen from her. Hell, sadly she was used to stuff like this as annoying as it sounds. But this memory was of a young awkward boy and a little girl. A boy named Ben and a girl he called rose. it's as if whoever she was reborn to knew who and what she was. But she never understood why they sold her into sex slavery. It breaks her heart each time that Luke had her reborn to people who did that to her. but she doesn't remember this. Even though when she had issues with memories it was easy to remember. But this was different. These are his memories. His thoughts. His turmoil and pain she felt in the dark as the girl begged him to stay. The girl he cared for. Who he protected. A little nobody who might one day be somebody.
His little bloom, his firefly. He couldn't help but smile when he saw her, no matter how stormy his emotions. She is the Light. She is safe. She trusts him. He protects her. Guards her. Something terrible is coming and his first thought is to protect this piece of light. Of life. To protect the girl. To hide her away somewhere safe until it's over. But the boy... Ben. It's not Ben who comes back for the girl. It's Kylo Ren. And he's covered in blood. curled up on the bed, her stomach in knots. She pressed her restrained hands against her abdomen. She wanted it out of his memories. Out of his head. She wanted to go and felt a push in her head. Him. And it told her to send her a familiar dream. Of an ocean. And an island.
Meanwhile a few hours later
bloom was asleep when he returned to his quarters. He'd felt her distress through the bond and urged her to sleep using that familiar dream. Of the island where he'd gone to find her. Where she had trained with his uncle. He'd felt her relax then. Now, back in his room, curled up on his bed, lay his bloom. and her wrists held by the binders. She breathed deeply, evenly. Fast asleep. Kylo ran the back of his hand down her cheek then removed his helmet and set it down on a shelf. He kept his private quarters clean and free of debris. His grandfather's mask was in a private study he used for mediation practice. His bedroom was stark - just a bed, a few empty shelves, and his clothes.
Kylo sighed and moved closer to her, watching the slow inhalation and exhalation, and how her chest rose and fell with each. His dark eyes raked her body, examining her. her slender wrists were discolored around the binders. Her skin was bruised and raw. Injured. With a quick movement of his hand, the binders came undone. He cast the restraints away, tossing them to the side carefully, trying not to wake her. They dropped to the floor, open and useless. He stroked the silken threads softly and smoothed them down her neck. He'd done it many times before, and sometimes he just stroked her hair to soothe her. His bloom. But he hated seeing the burn markings on her sexy gorgeous body.
kylo liked the name she was truly born with before his uncle stolen her. But it reminded him of what she was to him. A brilliant, shining light. A ray of light. She beckoned him and drove out of the darkness. bloom made a small sound, curling up in on herself. Cold. She was cold. kylo pulled his scarf off, gently pulling it over her head and around her neck. She shifted a bit, turning her face to press her nose against the fabric. Her nose twitched, but she stayed asleep. The scarf wouldn't be enough to keep her warm. He could feel the chill in her body. She needed more. He yanked back the covers of his bed, pulling them over her, wrapping her, rather than attempting to place her under them. He didn't want to wake her. She was still in agony. He felt that. He felt the distress in her mind. He reached his hand out toward her head. Toward her mind.
"Don't be afraid. You're not alone anymore," whispered kylo
bloom strained her head a moment yet remained asleep. Kylo Ren lowered his hand, suddenly feeling the strain of the day. Of fighting her. Protecting her. The worry of losing her again. He reclined on the bed beside her. bloom lay wrapped up in his covers directly to his side. His hands were still covered by his leather gloves, not touching her, even though he wanted to run his fingers through her very long flaming red hair. He knew it felt like the finest silk that had ever been sold. even though he wanted to. He wanted to reach out and hold his little fairy princess and to tell her everything would be all right. That she was safe. But that would be a lie. That was one thing he would never ever do to her. He can't lie to his bloom. She deserved the truth. Plus, he has a feeling she has been through far worse than snoke. But since she is here now there was going to be truth that snoke is not who he claimed to be.
Meanwhile the following day
Kylo groaned and woke up with his neck feeling stiff. Half-asleep, kylo went to rub it only to find his hands restricted. He blinked his eyes, awareness settling in, and sat up. He remembered the events of the previous day well, which accounted for his stiff neck, but not his cuffed hands. Binders. bloom. Oh, how it's a turn on to find her intelligence. A smart would be some he loved in a woman. Well, it's rare to find a woman that had intelligence these days. bloom in her fairy form stood before him, still wearing his scarf with her out form. He took note that it dwarfed her, but she looked mildly warm. She would need warmer clothes for her new life.
"I see you made yourself at home," said kylo
"This is not my home you stupid ass." Hissed bloom
"It will be. You belong here, not with Skywalker or anyone else for that matter. You belong on the Dark Side. You feel the anger, the hate… you don't belong to the Light." Said kylo
"I belong to no one you dickhead," hissed bloom
bloom eyes was glowing sky blue from her anger. It was what fairy princess was about to do. It showed they have power and how powerful they are. But her very very long fire red silky hair still loose. She hadn't been awake long. He could still see an indentation on her cheek from the folds of his sheets. Right now, she looked furious at him for being here. But he had to bring her. She will be far safer Under his care. Most of all he missed her deeply. He thought she was dead when he couldn't find her. But thrilled she was alive. But right now, he felt the rage roll off her in waves. He could barely keep a smile on his face.
"Tell me, bloom, how did you plan to escape from a Star Destroyer?" asked kylo
"You will let me leave. I also have more than one way to escape " said bloom
"Mind tricks won't work on me. Or whatever you have in mind won't work, Besides, the last pilot to try and escape from this particular ship ended up wrecked on Jakku… in the Goazon Badlands.", said kylo
kylo saw her face flicker at the thought of her friends and her family as well. But yes, it felt wrong to take her from her children. But he has a mega feeling that the two Resistance members were not friends of hers. He is not sure why they aren't. He his sick feeling that they done something that they should and they are why. But her concern was for her friends and family and his mother. In which he was happy that someone cared enough to worry about his mother. But the thought of the traitor and the piolet doing something to his bloom it made the leashed his own anger, trying to focus on her. She would never see them again, not unless she was the one running them through with a saber.
"You will let me go free. No pursuit on a ship of my choosing." Said bloom
"Never." Said kylo
"I won't stay here with you! You stupid asshole!." Hissed bloom
bloom was pissed from how this man was about to anger her. But then again marcus told her that he was going to be her king since he is her soulmate. But like hell she was going to let him get the upper hand in all of this. She was not going to submit to him. She was going to fulfill her destiny in killing off daispro father. They didn't know that the end father was even alive until they felt him alive. Kylo was watching his bloom and wondering what could be going through her mind. bloom sighed she was kind of stuck being here, so she might as well do what she must to survive until the time was right. Most of all she was going to make kylo life a living hell until she decided to tell him that he is her soulmate. Kylo arched a brow and wondered what bloom was going to do to him. He was not going to lie this was sexy as hell being bound like this. He wondered if she was going to have her was with him. But not the time to think about dirty fantasy.
"Even if you leave, I will find you. There's nowhere in the galaxy you can run where I can't find you. If you stay… no one else needs to know where your friends and family hide." Saud kylo
"You don't know where they are buddy boy. They are in two safest locations with shields that your tech won't be able to get to. Well except for me. But FYI if you threatened my friends and family again, I will chop if your cock and ram it do far up your ass no surgeon in the galaxy will be able to remove it. Oh, then your name be kyli not kylo after I'm through with you butch boy." Hissed bloom
Kylo shudders in pleasure from what she had just ranted to him, oh how sexy she is when she gets that way. But not the time to be getting horny. He needed to get to business. He knows where they are since he found it out in her mind while she was out. He didn't believe what he saw in her mind. It's as the palace was beautiful and wish he was able to see the two of them in person. But yes, she was correct, no one in the first order would ever be able to get through to those palaces. Not even snoke himself. But he was not going to tell her that. He was going to try to make her understand why she needed to get here. Snoke for one. But it was more on his side of this was the fact that he needed her with him. His heart ached from her not being by his side for so many years. Plus, he knew when he first met her there was something special about her. The first clue was when the moon always shined down on her, and her body glowed. Then there were other reasons when it came down to his bloom, but he hated his uncle more for taking her from him. But worst he took her from her home before the time was right. But he was selfish when it came down to him being grateful for his uncle doing that.
"Your friends and family is hiding on your home planet sparks in the palace. I recognized the palaces in your mind, as much as you tried to hide it." Said kylo
Kylo smirked and stood up, his hands relaxed in the binders before him. She held her ground before him. He saw no fear in those blue eyes. But he was going to make her understand what and why he was going to be harsh with her. Even though it was sexy to know how sneaky she then again, she was married to the God of mischief and lies. So yes, that has not shocked him for anything. bloom narrowed her eyes at kylo. Jas if he was trying to push fear into her. Plus, it didn't bother her any since he found out where everyone was hiding. It would be rough to try to even get to them. The palaces are protected by many fairy and Asgardian and other shields. So they can try as they might and no matter how hard they try it will never work. bloom sighed and pinched the bridge of her nose in annoyance. She was getting way too old for shit like she knew she was still cleaning up Luke mess as well. The time gates are nearly repaired.
"This is warring my dear. And from your memories you know war since you been in a great many wars, but destroying your palaces would be a huge coup for the First Order. Now, their fate is in your hands. Stay and they live. Try and run and the might of the First Order will crush your friends before you manage to reach them." Said kylo
Kylo groaned in pure pleasure when he felt the darkness in her stir moments before she launched himself at him in anger. He hit the bed hard on his back as she crashed into his chest, her fists punching and hitting him. Ferocious and protective. And afraid, so very afraid, for her friends and family. But not of him. Never of him. Not anymore. He let her pummel him for a moment before using his weight against her. He seized a moment of weakness and flipped them, pinning her to the bed beneath them. She clawed at his face then, snarling. bloom kicked and writhed underneath him. He felt a stirring and a longing then. A need for her that he' done his best to keep buried. Not for the girl she once was. No, it was for the woman she'd become. This woman who tested him at every turn and who fought to protect her friends. Passionate and protective. He raised his restrained his hands then, pressing the binders up against her neck as he pressed his full weight against her, trapping her underneath. He ignored the momentary twinges of pain from her attacks.
"You have a choice, bloom. Your freedom or theirs. Which is it?" asked kylo
Kylo smiled softly as his hands cupped her cheeks as he held her there, they were so soft and smooth as he remembers. But seeing the strain across her angelic features and feeling her restricted knew she was close to be wearing down from him restrained. He needed her to see the reason why he was trying to get her to see what he wanted. Well, he wanted to have her as his own. He was a pull in his heart to hers. He felt it at Lukes academy. He felt it through the bond that they shared. He refused to let her go after having her back in his life. He will never let no one and he means no one to take her from him ever again, he rather dies to have that to happen again. Her hatred was for herself. At her weakness. Because she wasn't strong enough to beat him. That even with his hands restrained and cut off from the Force, he still beat her.
"bloom…I don't want to hurt you. Don't make me hurt you." Said kylo
"Then let me go you stupid diskless loser!" hissed bloom
"He won't let you go. If I let you go… he'll cripple us," said kylo
By the look on her face from what she saw in his mind on what snoke would make him do. Yes, it was not set in stone. But this was something he needed to not come to pass. the disbelief, he knew she saw it too. Usagi swallowed thickly as she closed her eyes as if she was trying to see something. But when her eyes snapped opened, he has a feeling she knew what his nightmare if him killing her. It would kill him if he had to do that. It was the worst nightmare he ever had. But he had it every night. He kissed her forehead to let her know he was not going to let that ever happen. bloom sighed and knew what she saw was probably set in stone. Not even the time gates were able to foresee this. So whatever kylo has seen was put there and to use it as fear to kill the one he most cared about in the whole universe. It was very much like diaspro father to do. She knew diaspro learned that from her father. As he let up on her throat a bit.
"I don't want to kill you. If you run, I will kill you. The Supreme Leader will have you executed. So I ask you again, bloom, which is it? Your momentary freedom or theirs?" said kylo
Kylo sighed as he let her in then. Let's her see the man who gave him power. Who taught him how to truly, fully wield the Force. The man who freed him from his that's not what he wanted her to see. He wanted her to see power. Not… subjugation. But she's loose now, running through his mind. Picking through his memories. bloom knew kylo mind is a dark place. He wanted her to see Snoke. Who happens to be diaspro father in which he has no clue about yet, but judging by his revulsion at the particular memory, he feels about his master the same way she regarded Unkar Plutt and diaspro and sky., Dumbledore and James Potter. So, she searches through his mind, wanting more, needing more. And she feels a pain in her chest at one she only saw from a distance.
bloom was watching the seen before her as if it was that day all over again. She knew kylo hated his father but she never understood why. She felt a deep pain deep in his heart. But kylo has the same eyes as her tamaki and draco. Then it hit her his father had been doing horrible things to him since he was a child. Even though tamaki and draco have loving fathers. But the bastards who made them suffer deserved to die. but she was going to watch the scene in front of her and see what his real thoughts were at the time when he got his revenge on his father for his pain and suffering that he caused to growing up.. How could his mother and uncle not see what was right in front of them. But then again, she and Loki who was lucky at the time. bloom sighed and wondered if kylo wanted her to see this memory.
"Han Solo, I've been waiting for this day a long time." Said kylo
"Take off that mask. You don't need it. Not with me." Ordered han
"What do you think you'll see if I take it off?" asked kylo
"The face of my son. The one I made my bitch and sold to others since he was a boy." Hissed han
"Your son is gone, and it was all your fought" growled kylo
Kylo sighed as his trembling hands reached up and took off the mask. He was not going to show fear to his sick freak of a father no more. He was going to get his revenge on his father for all he had done to him since he was a little boy. Most of all what he did to serenity when he was not looking. That broken his heart when he found his little firefly nude and in a pool of blood and cum. He was going to kill him for that as well. And he watched his father study him. He tried to keep his face impassive.
Kylo knew his mother the great General Leia Organa. Who chose politics over her son. One who has never noticed her own son's pain and suffering at the hands of her husband and others he sold him off to. It made him sick. And most of all she sent him away. Who handed him off the weak-willed Jedi she called brother. She was the one who left him to Snoke. And his father let her. But the part of him, the part that was still Ben buried deep inside missed her. He remembered the hugs, the sweet little stories she told him at night when Snoke threatened his mind. How she promised to always love him and protect him, no matter what. Kylo unclipped his lightsaber he has thought of this moment for a very long time, the one he'd crafted himself after fleeing his uncle. He held it out. A symbol of the Dark Side. Of all the dark deeds he'd performed. All the lives he'd taken. The voice grew stronger. And it threatened the girl. It threatened to destroy her the same way it twisted him. He knew what he had to do. just before he ignited the saber as peace washed over him for finally killing his father off.
bloom gasped and backed out of his head immediately. This explains a lot why he what he done. It made her sick from even knowing that han did that to her as a young child and then as a adult. Most if all the memories of what han had done to poor kylo since he was a mere child. And sold him as a common whore. Usagi wanted to cry from what she had learned. Kylo saw the horror and sadness in her beautiful eyes. Now she knew the truth about his father. And the sick things he done to him. Most of all the one he loved most in the universe. But right now, she showed confusion about his heart and how much he cared for her. Yes, she was far younger than him when they first met. But he loves her since then. And now he had her back and wasn't going to let her go. It was something he vowed to himself if he ever found her ever again. But not the time to think about this. But he has a feeling that bloom knows more than she was putting on,
"Why? Why me? Why do you care about me?" asked bloom
"You weren't supposed to see that." Mumbled kylo
"Why me, kylo? Why are you the one who kills me? Why does diaspro father use me against you?" asked bloom
Kylo sighed as he let go of her throat while sitting up, he doesn't understand why she calls snoke diaspro father as if she knows who snoke is and why he wanted her. but those questions are for another time. kylo hands still encased in the binders as if they would do anything to his power in the first place. But he was trying to humor his fairy princess. bloom pulled herself up and was wondering what in the world was going through kylo head now. He must not know who the person he is serving truly is. But unfortunately, she knows who snoke is and maybe know why he would use her against kylo. Well other than the fact she knows he is out for revenge against her since she killed his daughter and his sisters and tossed him into the gates of hell. Well, it has been a long-time coming diaspro and Ancestral Witches. bloom sighed as she used ger hand rubbed her sore throat as she stared into those dark eyes of his. Dark and sad.
"Because… you're the only one who survived. You are my weakness, my bloom." Said kylo
"I'm sorry I don't remember you." Said bloom
"I know. That's my fault. I tried… I wanted to protect you. There are walls in your mind, bloom. They're protecting you from the past. Keeping you from your memories. From the pain. From what I did." Said kylo
"Take them down!" Demanded bloom
"I can't. They're fractured, but I can't remove them." said kylo
"If you made them, you can undo them!" pleaded bloom
"I can't… because I didn't make them my moonlight." Whispered kylo
Kylo hated seeing his bloom sad. That was one of things he hated was her sad or wounded. She had forgotten how much she meant to him. How much he loved her. His uncle did this to her. But there was only one way for her to remember. And sadly, It wasn't his fault why her memories was all screwed up. His bastard uncle seemed to mess with this poor angel mind. He wondered if there was a way, he was able to get her to remember their past together. Yes, he reawakens her from other memories but those threw him for a loop. He never understood how cruel his uncle was until he was inside of her mind. But his uncle took her when she was badly wounded after battle and had her reborn. It made him sick knowing he could have stopped it. But in a way he was selfish and happy she was in his life. This was something he vowed that he was going to get her to remember all the memories that she had forgotten since his uncle made sure of it. He knew it was a punishment for him. He knew that she was the most precious person in his life and took her as if he thought he would never find her again.
"Who did? Who did this to me?" demanded bloom
"There's only one other person who could've done it. My uncle Luke Skywalker, When I came back for you, you were gone. I tried to find you…" said kylo
ben ran through the smoky ruins to find his most precious person he had in his life., he was hoping she was in the same spot where he left her at. But he had the feeling of dread in his heart and soul that he would not find her where he left her. He was heading for where he'd hidden her sleeping body. He couldn't risk carrying the unconscious girl with him as he arranged for transport off was gone. Her small, beige-clothed form was missing from where he'd tucked her out of sight.
"rose!" screamed ben
rose couldn't or rather shouldn't have woken up, not yet. He'd only been gone mere moments to ready the ship for their flight. Not long enough for her to override his Force-induced slumber. Unless he'd miscalculated the use. He needed to find her. He can't lose her.He couldn't lose her. Not now. Not his little moonlight. Not his rose. The stars were not shining down on the area where he left her at. Is this the reason why he was feeling dread in his heart and soul. Did someone kill her or harm her. He will kill whoever did this to her. If one hair harmed her flaming red head they will die by his hands. He was trying his best to not it was hard to not panic with the one thing he loved in life was taken from him. He could care less about his mother and uncle. rose is all he needs in life. She was the oonly person he loved.
"rose my firefly! Please!" cried ben
Then the pressure in his mind came to warn him that he had no choice but to go. Had to leave. It increased, fingernails clawing through his skull, reminding him of promises made. Allegiances he pledged. That he would come back to find her. He will not lose her. He just hoped that she was safe. Even though the sick feeling that she was not. But he knew one day he would have her in his arms again. He just hopes his father doesn't have her. But he has no choice but to leave and hopes he will find her soon. But will not in a long time and won't even remember him. He would not touch no other woman until she is found. Because he vowed to make her his wife when she comes of age.
bloom eyes cleared from what she has just witnessed from kylo mind. That was horrible that she was taken from him. But she has no clue on the memories. And sadly, she believed him that Luke Skywalker was the reason behind all of this. Oh, how she was going to make his life hell. Maybe she should send a message to hikaru and karou to make sure to Amp up the painful torture on Skywalker since he fucked her life up twice now. And most of all kylo. He took her from him. Well, she has no clue about her time together. she wondered if kylo would be able to help her remember those memories. By the way kylo is acting they were special memories. As if those memories kept him going through the hard times in his training, kylo watched bloom as she thought on what she saw in his mind. But he knew that she believed him that his bastard uncle was the reason behind all her memories taken from her. Well, it's obvious since it was not the only time he done it to her.
"But you were gone. I couldn't find you, I tried…" cried kylo
"You should've tried harder. You stupid jerk. " Hissed bloom
"I know. My firefly" said kylo
"You did this to me. You're the reason I was alone. And was sold into sex slavery. You did this!" cried bloom
kylo made no move to defend himself as she attacks him. She has every right to be angry because of what her life was like when she was taken from him. He had no defense. He was the reason she was alone on Jakku. Most of all his uncle didn't know she was sold to sex slavery. Or he was so stupid to not know what he was doing and who he sold her to. It made him sick to think about life from a young age until she broke free. This was wrong and wanted to kill his uncle for doing this to the one he loved most. His role in the massacre at the Academy directly led to her abandonment of the wasteland of a planet she called home for the last fourteen years of her life. He abandoned her and lost her.
"I know." Said kylo
"That's all you can say. 'I know'? Not you're sorry or anything, just you 'know'? That's it? Oh, for fuck sakes I thought suffering by sky was bad. But it was worse." Cried bloom
"Tell what you'd like me to say. What would help you? What magic words could I say what could anyone say that would make things okay? Tell me, bloom." Said kylo
bloom closed her eyes trying to hold back all the horrible memories of sky and James Potter and all the filth on jakku that happened to her. Most of all han solo. bloom shook her head frowning. Is this her life to suffer. She suffered way too much in her very extremely long life. Kylo sighed when he saw the memories that were going through her mind. He was trying to hold back his bile. How could anyone harm an angel as bloom, her wings were cut off and all the more. Most of the cursed markings burned on her body all over it. He shivered knowing what was going to happen with those. He has no clue on what happened to them if they get hit. But he was trying his best to make her see if he knew he would come for her. His bastard uncle hid her so well that he was not able to find still angered him when I comes down to what happened.
"You're either sorry or you're not. It's that sim.." Whispered bloom
"It's not and you know it. Even if I say sorry, even if it's sincere, you and I both know you won't accept it. You won't believe it. Why? Because you still don't believe me. You don't remember." Said kylo
"You're right, I don't. I don't trust you. I don't believe you. And I don't remember you." Cried bloom
"You can change that, Use the Force. Raise your hand and enter my head. I won't fight you. I will help you remember." Said kylo
Kylo sighed as he reached forward, gripping one of her wrists with one of his bound hands. She went to pull free, and he tightened his grip on her delicate wrist. Slender and feminine. Most of all powerful, he had to be careful he had no clue what her other powers can do. Or how much harm they could cause. He just knew fairy princesses are dangerous. who happens to be his bloom. bloom was tall for a woman since she came of age in fairy life years and years ago. but she still felt small, breakable even, compared to himself. bloom sighed and not sure what to think anymore. It's as if everything was just too much for her anymore. Kylo sighed and knew she was confused with everything. He only can blame his uncle for doing this since he fucked with her life more than once.
"You want to know who you are. Who your family was. Well your family my uncle had you reborn to. and why you ended up in Jakku. I can help you." Said kylo
"You're desperate for me to stay, these answers come at a price. I'm not dumb. I've Ivied way too long to not be fooled." Growled bloom
kylo looked at her sadly. He'd paid the price a million times before. Repeatedly. Losing her, time and again, in both memories and dreams. No other loss ever struck him quite the same way. He never let anyone else close to him after her. Not that many in the First Order tried. He covered himself up, head to toe, with not an inch of skin on display when fully dressed. With the helmet to conceal his features and mask his emotions, he looked every bit the monster she accused him of being. Not a trace of Ben Solo remained. No human. No one could be hurt. With the mask, he was only Kylo Ren, apprentice of the Supreme Leader. Merciless. Powerful.
"You or them. It's simple," demanded kylo
"How do I know you won't kill them regardless?" asked bloom
"You don't, but maybe this will help." said kylo
bloom sighed as she thought on this. Even though she knew if they did try to attack her palaces, they would not be able to survive. As if they have no idea of the powers that her friends and family held. so, she was going to humor him and show him that she has some trust. Plus, if he held memories that belonged to her, she has every right to know them, kylo sighed and knew that the first order would not survive if they did attack her palace. Hell, he has no clue on the powers her friends and family has. but he knew she was giving in. so he closed his eyes, seeing it vividly. The day he first met the youngling. He'd been training with Snoke secretly, just off the beaten path at the Academy. He'd been talking in his mind at the time, before she broke his concentration.
Ben was trying his best to avoid others like always. His father finally left and left him alone after making him suffer like always. Yes, he was still bleeding even after he showered but that never was noticed. Ben just noticed a odd little girl who was saying hello to him. Her beautiful sky blue eyes and odd flaming red hair that reminded you of pure flames was trying to engage in conversation with him. her clothes the same as other younglings. He glared down at the young girl as an older padawan rushed over, calling out,
"little rose, no… don't bother him!"
"Why you so sad?" asked rose
The girl now known as rose was perhaps three or so, but her eyes spoke volumes. It's as if she lived longer than that. Her eyes showed understanding and intelligence. But he had no clue about that yet. But she showed kindness and caring to someone that no one ever comes up to. She didn't heed the warning. She just looked up at him. He made a face that normally worked on others. it intending to scare her. It usually sent the other younglings away screaming. She didn't move from where she appeared rooted, almost at his feet.
"rose! C'mon, Master Luke is waiting!"
"Why you sad?" asked rose
rose repeated as she glared at the person who was showing her around, as if she could care less about what the other person wanted. She acted like a noble from a noble family. Or something like that. But she was ignoring her companion. And sadly, that amused him when it came down to it, and most of all she didn't seem to notice the fear inherent in her helper's voice. But it seemed that the girl rather be near him that the female. And sad enough he was kind of getting happy to have her around. Even though the annoyance of the girl who was trying to pull her away from him, most of all he has a feeling serenity knew more than she should. As if she didn't care what the other person thanked or wanted her to do. The girl had her own idea and what she wanted.
"rose, please… we need to go, Leave Ben alone. Master Luke said we're not to disturb him! He warned you and will punish you."
ben recognized the older girl from around the Academy. The female was always trying to get him to sleep with him, but he refused because no female here interested him. Or does it for he saw this serenity and knew she would grow into a great beauty. His heart ached when the threat of punishment to this angel. His uncle only threatened that to him and that was not something he wished to happen to this girl. So, she has to be much more for his uncle to threaten her that way, The younger student, without the braid or other mark, such as the Twi'Lek girl wore, signifying her rank, had to be a newly arrived youngling. She didn't look familiar. She was also exceedingly young. And so full of Light it hurt to look at her.
"He's sad! I don't care if I'm punished!" said rose
Ben smirked oh he liked this one. But she had been promised answers and, as a result, dug her little heels in. He admired that. She's fierce and strong even though she is not sure of it yet. But he liked this little angel. ben sighed loudly, sensing this rose wasn't going to leave. Even using the threat of his uncle waiting wasn't enough for her to hurry along. She didn't seem the slightest bit afraid of him, unlike most other padawans and younglings. The other students gave him a wide berth. It was partly because of his uncle and partly because of the rumors.
"You miss your mommy?" asked rose
Ben huffed resisted the urge to roll his eyes. He still couldn't believe she hadn't run away screaming from him like the others. But he only nodded to her to let her know that waste can't let her know that his father was a sick freak and harms him in ways that no father should. But he is hoping it will placate her. It didn't. He sighed she was very persistent when it came to what she wanted. Those intelligent eyes showed she understood more than she even knew herself. It's as if they were trying to show him a life that was there and was taken from her. But he knew that couldn't be possible. But then again, the strangest things could happen. But he wished the slut would go away and leave him with serenity. He was at peace being with her.
"I miss mommy." Mumbled rose
There was a sad look on her face, it was heartbreaking. Even though she was speaking on another matter. but he didn't know it at the time. but it's as if she might be trying to remember her mother and father from the life she was taken from. But as if it happened it disappeared right away as if she had some sort of spell on her. But that was odd to even see if it was true, but in his case, it had been much easier, given that his own mother tossed him aside instead of helping him. He hated his father since his father did horrible things to him when he was young. Well younger than serenity. He even was whored out to his father's friends. But never Uncle Lando as if he had no clue of what sort of sick bastard his father is. Even the Wookie might sense something but never understood. but he knew that he was supreme disappointment to his mother. rose tugged on his robes, breaking into his thoughts.
"Master Luke kind of sucks" said rose
Ben coughed from what he had just heard. But he couldn't resist a laugh from what she just blurted out. Oh, how that was refreshing from her honesty. It's as if she didn't care that she spoke her mind. That what also he admired about her as well, she thought the same as he did about his bastard uncle. It startled the padawan waiting for the youngling. Oh, he is keeping this rose around. He was not going to let those sluty bitchs turn her into them. He knows his uncle well. But serenity seemed declared, clambering onto him without hesitation. He froze, unused to being touched. Not even his uncle liked to touch him. Then again, Luke Skywalker had always been standoffish. This girl didn't seem to notice his hesitation as she practically crawled up his neck.
"What are you doing?" demanded ben
"Ride!" pleaded rose
bensighedand knew wouldn't even dare to deny her anything. Ben sighed again andstarted to grumble, but he felt the Light inside her reaching out to him. It was a different sort of light. it felt powerful and pure and another with darkness. It's as if she is both darkness and light. But she reminded him of a beautiful light that shines from the moon. Her bright light is calling on him. It scared the voice in his head. It pushed him out. She was too bright. Suddenly, he knew that spending time with serenity would mean less time with the voice. With the urge to do bad things, wrong things, that hurt people. Less time for anger. Serenity curled around him, hanging in such a manner he thought she might fall. He stayed half-crouched to the ground as he used his hands to rearrange her. When he was younger, his father sometimes let him sit on his shoulders. He situated the girl in a similar fashion, her legs around the back of his neck, his hands on her feet to steady her. She curled her fists around his short hair and he instinctively winced. He shook his head slightly, careful not to hurt her. This girl was something else. But ever since she came bouncing over, he'd felt the voice in his mind quiet. She swam in the Light and he wanted nothing more than to stay here with her. To have the peace in his own head.
Bloom gasped as if she was in deep shock. as jerked her hand free of his grip violently. Her eyes were holding all of the confusion as she was processing what she had just witnessed inside his mind. Inside his memories. Sure, she could understand forgotten memories. Look who she is so yeah, she could understand that. But why would Luke take that from her. It's as if he wanted her to forget the life, she started with ben back then. Kylo eyed bloom as if she was going to snap. But he understood why her eyes looked the way they did back then since she is who she is. But at the time he had no clue that she was a fairy and a royal one at that. Plus, he never knew his uncle had it in him to pull something like that. And yet he went to the dark side to just do what he did. The bastard had no right to judge him for being dark. But sadly, I am grateful for him doing it. To bring this angelic woman in his life. He would had to say it was the only good this the ass ever did for him.
"What the hell was that?" demanded bloom
"How we met." Said kylo
"No… that's not real. That's not me. I'm not that girl. Yes, I understand more than anyone about forgotten memories. But how could that be me." Cried bloom
Kylo sighed his uncle wounded this poor girl and has her so confused. It's like all her memories of her true life us trying to make peace with the ones that were taken from her. The ones that were happy with him, the life they could have had. Oh, how he wished he could take that pain away from her. But he knew that was something he was unable to do. But he now knew she was far far older than him, but that was just lunarian blood. Most of all her other blood lines as well. He knew if he mated with her, he would be the same as her. He read that in a book. One that has never been touched. But right now, he needed her to understand that this was the way, and he was going to make her remember their time together. Those memories are the ones that kept him going while he was trying to find her and bring her back to him.
"Search my mind if you don't trust me." Said kylo
"No." snapped bloom
"You have to choose. I'm giving you a chance to make an informed choice. Take it." Pleaded kylo
"I won't choose. I won't. You'll have to kill me." Snapped bloom
bloom the fairy royal held herself up tall proud from what she was doing. She was trying to show that she was able to show her strong heart even though she had every right to be angry at his family. And at him for not being quick enough or able to find her to save her, but she is brimming with anger and hate. The darkness ate away at her, leaving him nearly glowing in the light, a reversal that hadn't occurred in decades. It's as if his uncle tarnished her. He hated him for doing this to the one he loved most dearly. But most if all he had a feeling snoke is one as well. There was going to be truth going to be brought to light that he never knew. But most of all that snoke is out for revenge. And the reason why he feared bloom light.
"No, no, I think if your choice is that you have to watch your friends and family perish first. And then you will be kept alive to suffer. You can't escape that easily." Said kylo
"I won't let you hurt them. leave my children and my family out of this." Hissed bloom
"Then you know what you have to do, Extend your hand. Enter my mind. I won't fight you." Said kylo
"No." snapped bloom
"Do it, bloom. Or I press this button here and you'll be escorted to a cell. If that happens, you will face the Supreme Leader immediately and he will order your death and theirs once he pulls the location from your mind." Said kylo
kylo let his index finger brush a beacon on his belt, he hated doing this to her. but he needed her to understand that this was not the way. He can't let her kill herself. He was going to make her understand that she meant the world to him, so it's not dissimilar to the tracker that saved his life on Starkiller Base. bloom sighed in annoyance as she raised a shaking hand from her waist, hesitating. Even though she knew herself that the first order would not be able to fight against her family. But it still made her afraid. Her friends and family, her children as well, she may still live with her ex-husbands still, but she would not let harm come to them either. Kylo sighed he felt her fear, but he didn't want to go this route. But if it gets her to understand the threat to what she holds dead is a dangerous thing. But he has a feeling if they did attack, they would not have an easy fight on their hands.
"You wouldn't…" gasped bloom
"The entire Resistance. Gone. I'll tell them to make sure the traitor suffers. Along with your friends and family and children." Said kylo
"No!" cried bloom
Just like that she raised her hand and plunged into his mind with vengeance. he lifted her hand and felt herself slip into his mind She felt him stiffen at first, his mind instinctively trying to protect itself from her intrusion. But aside from the initial resistance, he truly had opened himself to her. bloom remembered what it felt like to have him inside her mind before. How sacred she'd been. Helpless. She pushed those thoughts aside and tried to concentrate. As far as he was concerned, she was a girl named rose. And Master Luke had known her before she set foot on Ahch-To. But who left her on Jakku? Why? And where were her parents that luke had her reborn to? She pushed further into his mind, wincing at glimpses of his parents at the thought of family. Of a younger, less world-weary and still alive Han Solo helping his son learn to walk, then to fly. Of bone-crushing hugs from the furry uncle that was as much a part of his family as his blood relatives. Leia, even when stressed and tired, still tucked him into bed at night until the day.
bloom watched the memory of her reborn life that she has no clue or even remember. But she watched the small girl in beige robes normally squeaky clean. But it seemed that this day was very much different from all of the others it seemed. The girl's robes seemed to be caked in mud and fire along with dried blood all over her. Some areas showed that she was still bleeding. But she ran towards him as if he was her saving grace or her savior. Or even her protector. But she ran to him with tears in her eyes. Usagi wondered what could have happened to make her feel and look like that.
"Ben! Ben!" cried rose
The figure in his mind retreated as she approached, and he crouched down out of habit as rose flung herself into his arms. It's as if she found comfort and love from him. And still didn't understand why this was taken from her. But it seemed she wasn't overly affectionate with anyone but him. He'd watched her with the other younglings before. She was friendly for the most part, but often withdrew into her own little world.He frowned, a part of him angry at whatever or whoever made her cry, just at seeing her in pain.
"What happened my firefly?" asked ben.
"Sana pushed me in a puddle and beat me up while the others laughed. She said I belonged there and shouldn't get up. And that I was filth and don't deserve to live…" cried rose
Ben growled in anger from what she had just told him. He held her tight in his arms to show her that she was not alone and was there for her. But he was also feeling the pain and hurt in waves from her. Ben has no clue why his uncle never stopped this sort of treatment. It's as if he wanted this type of treatment to her to continue. He tried to tell his mother about how his uncle treated the one he held dear to his heart. She only looked at him and said that it was probably nothing to concern himself over. In which pissed ben off even more. Ben sighed as he comforted his firefly. She was always being bullied. he was going to put a stop to it soon though. all of those who have caused her pain will know pain in return. But right now, his firefly needed him.
"They said I'm trash… that I'll never be a Jedi. Or should have never been born, and that imba freak of nature. That I'll never be any good…" cried rose
"They're wrong, you'll be stronger than all of them. I feel it. And one day… when you're older, you'll prove it." Said ben
"And you'll teach me? When I'm older?" asked rose
"You'll be my apprentice. Just you." Said ben
"Sana won't like that." Said rose
Ben sighed he knew why the other females won't like it. It's all because he shows no interest in anyone of them. He dodged their lame attempts to get him into bed with them. They all wanted him because of who his family is. And if he planted a child in them, they would be set for life. He overhears their plots all of the time to do that. But he already has plans for his future wife. When rose comes of age, he would court her and then marry her. He could give a fuck less about what his uncle says. He should be lecturing all of the other students. But right now, is not the time to think on those things. It's bad enough his father came to make his life miserable and came with friends. And like always he tossed out and left to heal on his own.
"She won't get a choice. Master Luke told me I can pick my own apprentices one day. And I already picked you." Said ben.
"You're sad again, Ben. Why are you sad?" asked rose
"I miss my family… like you." Said ben
"But Master Luke is your family." Said rose
He felt anger again at the thought of his uncle. He was starting to grow to hate his uncle. Most of all because his bastard uncle gets his mother to listen to him and not her own son. And as well for even allowing his father to come and go as he pleased. And as well not stopping people from harming their beloved moonlight. It all has been getting to him, he was trying his best to not let it control him or turn him, but sometimes he just wanted to say fuck it and listen to the dark side. But yes, Luke was blood, but being here was punishment. It would always be punishment. One that his own parents brought upon him. Even though his father was the worst punishment in his life for what he did to him. but he didn't miss his mother as much as he missed what used to be.
bloom recoiled from the memory. Her name? Her parents hadn't named her whatever name she was calling herself. He had. Indirectly, he was responsible for her name. She wanted out, but she couldn't. Not yet. There were more answers to be found in his mind. More pieces of herself she had to reclaim. She had to understand what she was to him. Why he wanted her to stay. Why he was so afraid. She fell into another one. A darker one. This one was something he wanted her to know. It seemed that she was called her lunarian royal name when she was reborn. But she wanted to know more. She needed to know since it was her life. It was her life. But Luke seemed to enjoy fucking with her life it seems. And he will pay for it. He will be punished for messing with her life even more. Kylo sighed as she continued to poke around in his mind.
ben knew what he had to do.It was time to take action. There was no turning back. If he even tried, it would only be worse. Snoke was coming for him. To train him. So, he could reach his full potential.Even so, he risked the pain and wrath for one last act of defiance. He hurried to the younglings' quarters. He found his way to the room where little rose slept. He scooped the still sleeping girl out of her bed. He needed to get her to safety before it all started. He was not going to lose his one shining light. Ben kissed her forehead to let her know it was going to be ok since she was starting to wake up looking confused at why he was there.
"Ssh, sleep. You're dreaming my little firefly." Whispered ben
rose sighed as she burrowed her face against his robes, snuggling into him. She had no idea what he was about to do. What he would do. She could never know. He didn't want her to know.He didn't to do this, but the voice in his head did. It was a test of loyalty.But he wouldn't hurt his little firefly. She was going to be safe. He will come back for her once he is finished and has things settled. But he hurried to a hiding spot he'd discovered while exploring one day. It was a tight and cramped natural structure like a cave. It hurt to try and squeeze his lean frame inside. But soon it would be the only safe place.She whimpered, waking up more.
"Ben… no…" cried rose
"You need to get inside. We're playing a game." Pleaded ben
ben set her down and was pushing her to climb through the narrow opening. Reluctantly, she did so, but lacking much of the enthusiasm she usually had when it came to exploration. But he needed her to understand that she needed to remain here. And won't be long until he is able to return. Even though he had no clue on how long this was going to take. but he will know that she will be safe. indecision gnawed at his gut. He felt the pain coming off her in waves. The hurt. The loneliness.
"I'll be back. Promise my firefly." Whispered ben.
rose withdrew from him, this little shining beacon of light.. The bright and happy part of his life. She was so bright and good that it hurt.He wanted to spare her the pain and agony. He knew what he must do, but he couldn't subject her to it. She's not the youngest of them, not anymore, but he has a soft spot for her. He has to protect her like the future husband to her that he wanted to be to her. She was his rose and he'd fight to the death to protect her. No harm would come to her or there would be hell to pay.
Compassion. Weakness. For her, or the girl she once was. Was this the night that ruined Luke Skywalker? The night that Ben Solo was lost to the Dark Side? She had to know. To know more about what happened that night. She felt a barrier then. She felt more than heard him say no. He didn't want her to see that night. Not yet. He was afraid she wasn't ready for it. That it would hurt her. bloom sighed as she pressed against the barrier, but then she felt another tug. Stronger. Darker. It was the presence in his mind. The other voice in his head. It had a name. Supreme Leader Snoke. And it oozed evil. It was endymion father. She knew it all to well. But bloom wanted to know more about the massacre. Remembering that night…their last night together. Would do more harm than good at this stage. He didn't want to hurt her any more than strictly necessary at this moment. He needed her to trust him. if bloom wouldn't listen to him, she would die. And he would have to live with the knowledge and the guilt. He couldn't do that.
Kylo swallowed hard and knew he spared her before. He just needed her to trust him. To work with him instead of against him. They had a common enemy. Now he knew that was diaspro Witches brother. Snoke could destroy the galaxy given enough time and resources. He'd seen it. He'd seen his master's plans. Seen his excitement at the destruction of the Hosnian system. And his disappointment at the loss of Starkiller Base before he could destroy the Ileenium system. He thought back to before, to when bloom was first his captive. When he first learned of his master's plan.
Kylo knew he didn't pay attention to Hux's response. He was too busy in his own mind. He'd watched the destruction of the Hosnian system. He'd felt the ripple through the Force as millions of lives blinked out in agony. Innocent lives meant as sacrifice for this test of their weapon.and now it would happen again. And his mother and her people would be part of it. She would die. He wouldn't be able to save her. To save any of them. Not without the information in the girl's head. There would be no survivors…no hope. This act of violence would cripple the Resistance and kill millions of innocent lives throughout the system.All of this because the droid was in his father's hands. Because he failed.
"As soon as the weapon is fully charged, I want the entire Ileenium system destroyed," ordered snoke
"I can get the map from the girl. I just need your guidance," pleaded kylo
"And you promised me when it came to destroying the Resistance you wouldn't fail me. General, prepare the weapon." Ordered snoke
"Yes, Supreme Leader!"chirped hux
Hux hurried off with so much joy about the fact that he was murdering people who didn't deserve any of this, and it was also that he was very eager to play with his shiny new toy. Happy for praise, like the lap dog he was. He felt the pain in his mind. His Master. But it seemed that his master was afraid of the girl. It's as if he knew more about her than he even knows. Even though the truth was going to come out soon enough when it comes down to the girl who is locked and restrained. Snoke sighed, the poor fool didn't even have a clue what he was dealing with. It's as if he didn't know what the girl is, he knew what she was since Lukes academy. But at that time, she held no threat to him, but now with her reawaken to her true self it was a threat. But also to get his rightful revenge against her for her killing his son.
"Kylo Ren. It appears that a reminder is in order. So, I will show you the dark side. Bring the girl to me." Ordered snoke
Kylo gasped under his mask and froze. Not her. She wasn't ready. She was only being to test her power. And it seemed coming to terms on what his uncle did to have her reborn here. He had no clue she is fairy royalty. How could his uncle do this. plus, he saw her whole life and the one she was stolen from in her mind and her current state of regaining her power all of them she would be destroyed…ripped apart by his master. She wasn't ready. Kylo felt the nails scratching in his mind, daring him to defy him. Snoke knew the girl meant something to him. He knew that the boy he'd once been had cared for a Force-sensitive girl. a girl who had never been accounted for.bloom, bleeding out at his hands, his saber humming. Her life extinguished in his hands, the way it was meant to be all those years ago.
Kylo hadn't known at first that this Rey who real names was bloom and rose was the same girl he'd lost. Once he'd entered her mind, he knew. He knew for sure it was his serenity. Most of all, she is fairy royalty. One that his uncle kidnapped after she finished a huge battle.kylo had a choice to make..his mother or the girl. Sacrificing the girl to his master might stop the destruction of an entire system. But it would destroy the only person who had ever seen past the exterior mask.He shouldn't care about either. Emotion was weakness. Sentimentality was for the weak. He was stronger than that. He had to be.But he couldn't look at her or think about her without remembering the little girl who looked at him with curious ice blue eyes, asking him why he was so sad.Kylo only nodded reluctantly as the claws in his head dug in, threatening to rip her apart. To take her away from him.
kylo felt her repulsion in his mind from even agreeing to hand her over to the being that wanted to kill her for the fact that she killed his son, but it was for the greater good. But bloom knew he had no clue who snoke was and what he wanted her for. Or why he wanted her gone. So, it's understandable. But it seemed that he didn't want to hand her over. but still repulsed by the fact. but her mother did a good job at fucking him up, but she felt the turmoil. She hadn't been expecting Snoke or even a taste of the pain his master brought upon him. He eased into a different memory, still painful, but in a different way. But she could understand why he was doing this. She understands all too well since she suffered from diaspro and Ancestral Witches for a very long time. Most of all know her father. and their brother.
Ben sighed and glanced up from his meditation to see his uncle. He was trying his best to ignore his uncle but it seemed he was not going to be going away anytime soon. but The Jedi Master looked furious. Ben was not going to use the formal title that his uncle tried to force him to use. So, he was going to call him uncle since that's what he was to him. His mother's twin brother. So, by blood he has every right to call him uncle. Even though his uncle hates it when he does. And then yells at him about disrespectful of his rightful titles. But ben tunes it out like a pro, but it seemed his uncle was there for almost another reason when it comes down to the reason why he was here in his pissy mood.
"Yes, Uncle?" asked ben
"The youngling. rose. You should keep your distance from her." Demanded luke
"Why do you care?" snapped ben
"She is in my charge. I won't have you corrupting her, and ruining all the hard work I had to go through to get her and be who she is Ben. She hurt another student today." Hissed luke
Luke glared at his pain in the ass nephew. He knew what she was to him. But he was not going to screw up what he had done. She wasn't here for ben to make friends with. He didn't steal a lunarian queen and messed with time and had her reborn as the thought if the use if the dark side. So yes, he was not going to mess this up. It was too soon for her to be reawaken and most of all he knew what will happen to him when she does. His life was going to be hell. Ben arched a brow at his uncle and wondered what and why he was so pissed off about this, and he has no clue on what he meant by what he just said. What rose to make his uncle fear. But he will think about that one later. What did his uncle do or what didn't he do,
"Sana? She had it coming." Said ben
"What have you done?" demanded luke
"You're blind, Uncle. I taught rose protect herself. Sana has been bullying her since she got here. So have others. She deserved it." Said ben
"Someone might have died! You don't know what that girl is and what she is!" hissed luke
Ben was even more confused at what his uncle just blurted out. whipped his head up to look at the older wanted to know the truth on who rose really is. But it seemed his uncle left as if he was avoiding him after his outburst. Ben growled as he thew another, larger rock with the Force, feeling a bit destructive.
bloom gasped as she took control from him then, what the hell was all of that about, it's as if luke neatly blurted to young kylo of what he did. It seems Luke is very much a coward when it comes down to not letting anyone in on what bullshit he pulled. it's as if he was trying his best to use her as a child as a test subject. What the hell Luke think he was doing, bloom was jerking him out of his foul mood and back into the present. It's as if he finally figured out what his uncle had meant when he blurted out what he didn't realize he blurted out. Kylo stared at her as she lowered her hand, shaking a bit from what she had learned. She was trying her best to process everything. Kylo felt sorry for her because his uncle really messed with her life a huge amount. But he was going to be selfish about it since he was happy, she was in his life and was back in his life. And he was not going to let go of her.
"What was that?" snapped bloom
"Which part?" asked kylo
"All of it." Snapped bloom
bloom felt as if she'd just spent three days in the sun of Jakku with no food or water as she was punished for saying no to customers who wanted her. There were a great many punishments that she suffered. or was stuck with sky again suffering from his abuse. Most of all Probing Ren's mind, even without his supposed resistance, was exhausting. She was just confused by all what she had seen. It was wrong that it was taken.
"Just a tiny bit of the life we shared. I can tell you more… show you more. Everything I have… everything I know can be yours, if you'll just trust me. Join me. Stay here with me. Help me." Pleaded kylo
"I will stay… with one request." Said bloom
"Anything," said kylo
"I don't trust you the slightest bit. Even if I trusted you, I don't trust your master. I know your master more than your own self. I'm willing to stay if. And only if. You let me reach out to my friends and family." said bloom
" Fine, but I can't promise it will be. If I agree to this… you must stay. If you even try to run, I will hunt down your friends and family along with your children one-by-one and you'll watch them suffer. Do you understand?" demanded kylo
bloom bristled at the threat to her children. She already had to watch them suffer so he wouldn't be the only one who forced her to see that. But she knew that the man in front of her only understood pain. It's all he knew. Pain and fear. Usagi sighed as she nodded to him in agreement. But the thing is her computer is the only tech that will break through to her palace. She will have to make him understand this. But she has signed her life away to kylo. Even though she was his soulmate, and she was hers. but she has a feeling he would not harm anyone. He reached a handout, his glove touching her cheek, his thumb stroking the skin.
to be continued
