Chapter three


Regret sank in almost immediately after the agreement left her lips. Trusting him could very well get her friends and family killed. Even though it will take a lot of work to get past the shields of the palace. but he was no longer restrained. He could easily make her his prisoner and deny her request. He could do anything he wanted to her. He was stronger than her, physically. He could overpower her eventually, no matter how hard she fought. He'd already proven that once today when he overpowered her while cuffed in binders. She had to trust him. She had to trust his word and his memories. The boy he had been caring for the girl she'd been. She was his weakness and he wanted to protect her, even as outside forces begged him to destroy her. That's what his memories showed. But bloom wasn't sure. She didn't know if she could trust the devil that was Kylo Ren. Even though he was her soulmate. His hand dropped from her cheek, and she resisted the urge to step back from his dark-eyed gaze.

"I assume you know the proper frequency to raise them. Come with me." Said kylo

"Come where? I don't need your communication system it won't work on tech of my own." said bloom

His eyes narrowed and she felt a surge of anger through the bond. But bloom rolled her eyes as she put a finger to her lips as if to tell him to not tell. Kylo sighed and wanted to see what she was going to do. He watched her raise her hand and a computer with a moon on it appeared. Kylo was introduced to what she meant. While bloom opened her computer as she started the call. She wondered who was going to be in the command room. But what she saw appear on the screen was not what she expected. It seemed hikaru and karou has new victim. Kylo choked on his spit from seeing the traitor, the pilot. Two twin boys looking like they are going to kill them.

"hikaru and karou what the hell are you going!" Snapped bloom

"oh hey mama, these two perverts thought they could get away with sexual assault on two of our sisters." Snapped hikaru

" Yeah! Oh, uncle charlie is back and Mirabella well just wait till he tells you. " Said karou

Kylo eyes narrowed at what he had just heard. How could his mother's heroes do this two someone. But the twin boys must have saw him and was eyeing him through the computer. But his thoughts was cut off with a man with dark hair with dark eyes.. he looked like he was annoyed but he overheard the conversation about the girl who is bloom daughter and a such bastard who did horrible things, and then said found tamaki twin. But after bloom told them what she needed she ended the conversation. As the computer disappeared. Kylo was leading the way deeper into the ship. Further away from his chambers. She wasn't ready to face his Master, he knew. She was strong, but few could hold up to Snoke. bloom was still getting the feeling that diaspro and the witchs was close by. But that can't be true because she tossed them along with and sky into the gates of hell, so this could be his father for all she knew. But sadly she knows it's them.. Kylo suggested that she clear her mind before they walked, moving at a brisk pace. The claws threatened to scratch again. Snoke was losing his limited patience.


bloom gasping for air, nothing at her throat but her own hand. As she tried her best to free herself from his hold.


"What will he do?" asked bloom

"I don't know." Said kylo

And it made him afraid for her safety, he has a feeling snoke was after bloom for some other reason. And he might know the reason now by her hint. He remembers bloom saying that she knew who he was and was diaspro father. and the witchs brother, Maybe the truth would come out when they are face to face. Time would only tell when it comes down to what will be said. They reached the audience chamber. The hologram would already be waiting for them. He paused, turning to face her, wanting to comfort her, but knowing it was futile.

"Don't fight him. He thrives on pain and suffering. He may try to see in your mind. Let him." Said kylo


"Don't go!" cried rose

"Why?" asked ben the sleepy eyed angelic girl.

"I'm scared." Cried rose

"Of what?" asked ben

"Of the monster." Cried rose

He straightened up from his place at the end of the girl's bed. "What monster?" asked ben

"The one in my head. He's scary, Ben. I don't like him. He wants me to do bad things." Said rose


kylo let his hand trace her cheekbone and cupping her chin, before he let it drop to his side. Together they strode into the audience chamber. He felt his hands ball into fists at his side. He missed the comforting weight of his lightsaber at his side. He would retrieve it later, once he knew bloom wouldn't run from him. Sure, he knew her other methods of traveling and escaping. She promised him that she would. Once he felt confident, she wouldn't turn the saber against him.

"The scavenger from Jakku, I presume, or should I call you princess bloom and fairy of the dragon fire, the heir to king oritel and queen marion of planet sparks. " Hissed snoke

The holo that was Supreme Leader Snoke said that alarmed kylo. He read stories of the planet sparks when he was a child and still does. But he knew better there were blanks in the story that he found through her memories that he well basically recovered and didn't realize that he brought her back to her former firm that his uncle tried to make sure wouldn't happen. But didn't matter she was his and will be his forever. He wanted to be her king.. but thoughts for another time they needed to get through this and get the hell out without passing snoke off. kylo felt bloom tense at his side and sent her comfort through the bond. Even being in his mind hadn't prepared her for the scary visage of his Master.

"Yes, Master. I have brought her to you, as promised." Said kylo

"And I see no restraints. How did you manage that, my apprentice? Last we spoke, there was some difficulty extracting her. Not a surprise she's just like the queen bitch mother of hers." Said snoke

"She knows the power of the First Order and your might is more than she can escape." Said kylo

"You lie, Kylo Ren. She has seen into your mind. Don't deny it. I see the connection between you two. I have felt it. This bond… an unfortunate side effect of your time together, is it not? Of your past weakness. But you know more of her past than anyone." Said snoke

"The bond started after Takodana. It was an accident. And it grows stronger every day. But yes he knows of my past and your son,, and how everything ended before Luke Skywalker had me reborn. " said bloom flatly

"Yes, yes, it does. Together you share memories. Thoughts, feelings, emotions. So focused on your past. Of before, yes?" asked snoke

kylo felt pressure in his mind as if snoke was trying to find out what he knew of her past. He was not willing to share that part of her life. He had that in an area of his mind that was locked away, so he was not able to reach. bloom let him see everything and he was not going to break her trust. After seeing all that has happened to her made his do sick, he barfed everything he had in his stomach. But snoke searching his mind. Hunting for something.

"Yes," said bloom flatly.


"Don't be afraid." Said kylo


"You were once a student of Skywalker's. most of all students to other powerful beings as well. You longed for a young apprentice to train you in the ways of the Force. Well, girl, you have your wish." Said snoke

"Master?" asked kylo

"Kylo Ren, you will train the serenity. You will corrupt the Light that still hides inside her. Teach her the power of the Dark Side. Fail me in this and you know what will come to pass." Said snoke


"Fight him! ben!" cried bloom

The saber thrust through her chest as if it was nothing., his name still on her lips as her ice blue looked in horror and sadness. Her body is cold and limp as she fell into his arms as he caught her.

"BLOOM" screamed kylo


"I understand, Master," said kylo

"You have already failed me with her before. Defy me again, and it is not you who will suffer, my apprentice. It is her will be deserving of punishment. If you cannot mold her, shape her into a warrior for the Dark, then she has no place here. You're dismissed. " Said snoke

kylo felt the panic in her chest he won't kill the most precious thing in his life. He will die before it happens. But he was glad that snoke ordered them to leave. But his constrained breathing. The settled a bit. She knew who snoke is and snoke knew who she was. Maybe one day the truth will come out, but were still on edge. Snoke ordered just before the holo blinked out, leaving them in near total darkness. kylo ripped the helmet off. bloom turned to him, trembling as she was locked in memories. Ones that he wished he was able to protect her from. But now he can. He let the mask clatter to the ground carelessly as he pulled her slight body to him. He wrapped his arms around her, holding her tight. Shielding her. Enveloping her in darkness.

"You're safe. I'm here, bloom." Soothed kylo

bloom didn't resist his touch. She didn't recoil. She relaxed in his arms, her head snuggled against his chest. She welcomed the comfort he was giving to her. She fit perfectly into his arms. He doesn't even want to let go. She was right where she was meant to be. In his arms. He combed his fingers through her long silver waves that reminded him of angel wings. As he tried his best to calm his little firefly down. He knew she didn't belong in the first order. But he doesn't have the strength to let her go. He refused to let her go. bloom smiled and inhaled his scent it was rather comforting. And very kylo.


rose her head tucked under his chin as she slept, her chest rising and falling in nice, even breaths. He stroked her loose hair absently. A small annoyance he'd grown accustomed to.

She'd had a nightmare. Instead of running to another student or adult, she'd run to him again. She'd crawled up into his bed and tucked herself almost up his neck, curling up like a cat. He'd been powerless to resist her. Especially when the small voice told him she was scared of a monster in her head.

A monster he was familiar with. Ever since, she crawled into bed with him, not asking permission, not waking him. He'd feel the warmth of the Light and know she was there. The darkness in him should have scared her away. It should repulse her. Instead, he pulled her close and tucked the blankets around her. She slept awkwardly on his chest, her head just below his own, sometimes with her little arms locked around his neck.


Kylo repeated his words as the tears started to fall and sobs wracked her body. As she cried out pain that was memories of the pain she suffered from sky. They returned to their quarters in a fog. bloom followed him trusting him to get her back to their room. It seemed odd to think of it as their space, but after their encounter with Snoke, she knew it would be a long time before she could even consider leaving. Plus, she knew that she wouldn't abandon him to Snoke. That she knew was diaspro father someone that she herself must defeat. But she can't prove it just yet that snoke is who she thinks he is. They were bound together. She couldn't leave him.

Kylo would always find her. Find her anywhere in the galaxy. He was not going to give up the love of his life to anyone. Even though he knew she was the love of his life since she was a kid. but until Snoke made him kill her. And the man, beast, whatever he was wanted her gone. But he caught bloom saying diaspro father is the same as his daughter and his sisters. He caught those thoughts. bloom felt the hatred and loathing from his voice. The sheer disgust as he tried to probe her was still full of the Light and it terrified his Master. But it seemed she was the one who must kill him. But right now, it's not the time to think on this sort of thing. Exhausted, bloom made her way to the bed, the big comfortable bed. The sheets were still rumpled from the night before and she curled up into them.

"Rest," said kylo

bloom heard him say in his real voice. She liked his real voice. It was soothing. Comforting, like the boy had been. She enjoyed it and wondered if she should mention his voice us a mega turn on, even the one with the helmet. bloom sighed shifted on the bed to watch him across the room. He ran his hand through his hair. A nervous habit. She knew it. She knew and sensed his nervousness. Kylo sighed it was not the right time to be getting horny from seeing the woman of his dreams and the love of his life sitting on his bed. Well, their bed now.


A hand passed over shortly shorn hair as he was trying to calm down some of his nerves. He was worried about his serenity. The others have still been hurting her. He had her recover in his room, they beat her so badly. But she is up and moving now. She watched him across the table as she ate.

"Ben?" said rose

"Hmm?" asked ben distractedly.

"Why you do that?" asked rose

"Do what?" asked ben

Serenity mimicked passing a hand through her hair. Even though it wasin its normal hair style. "That." Said rose

ben frowned. "I don't know. I didn't know I was doing it." Said ben

"You sad?" asked rose

ben shot her a smile. "Not today, rose. Not today." Said ben


A thrill rushed through her body. A memory. An actual memory! She was being to remember her own past. To remember him. He wore a smile too. He had felt it through the bond. They didn't need words. Not for this. as she shifted on the bed. She stared at him as her eyes began to burn. He was the last thing she saw before she fell asleep. Oh, she was going to Luke Skywalker ass when she sees him. But she knew her friends and family and children were not going to make his life hell anytime soon. And they shouldn't stop either.


Meanwhile bloom dream

A soft hand brushed her cheek. Warm and large. Lips pressed against hers. His lips. A shiver ran down her spine. Delight. Anticipation. Her body responded to him, skin against skin, as he shifted between her legs. He kissed her again, softly, slowly, as one hand palmed a breast and the other reached between her legs. She wanted this. Wanted him. Desire. Lust. She craved him, only him. And she wanted him deep inside her. usagi didn't want to wake up. She wanted to remain in this moment for a bit longer. But she still needed to come up with a plan to kill endymions father.

"bloom," said kylo

kylo lips trailing down her throat oh how she loved the feel of his lips on her throat. Kylo would be like her then after the bonding with each other. He would be her king and another father for her children. But he is her soulmate. She hummed happily at the sensations his touch brought. Of the changes to her body, he was inside her. Moving. One leg wrapped around his waist, her hips moving to meet him. Her body taking and wanting. It was a whirl of sensations and pleasure. Her hands touched his chest, muscled and scared, before looking around his neck. Tension built inside her. Her release was close. So close. She dug her nails into his back, her hips moving faster, urging him, begging him. Then it hit hard and fast. She gasped, crying his name.


bloom eyes flew open. bloom breathing quickened as she tried to make sense of her surroundings. In the dim lighting, she vaguely recognized the cool interior of the ship she'd been taken captive on. Then piece by piece she remembered just where on the ship she was. Private quarters belonging to Kylo Ren. More specifically, his bed. And even more specifically, she realized slowly, on top of him. bloom blushed deeply on how she even ended up on him like that. But it is a welcome thing though. And dammit she is freaking horny. But it seemed at some point kylo climbed into bed, mostly clothed as far as she could tell. And she'd found her way to him and now sat with a leg hooked over his and an arm thrown across his chest. She wanted to be far, far away from him, even the dream kylo was sooo but she didn't want to wake him or draw attention to their entanglement. Slowly, very slowly, she tried to extract herself from a top him. But she froze when his breathing changed, and she felt something dig into her leg. bloom took a quick breath, her eyes held closed for a long moment.

"I can feel you there, bloom," said kylo softly, his voice heavy from sleep.

bloom blushed deeply she didn't know that he could feel her move. Kylo only smiled in the darkness from her embarrassment. Even though she had been married but with him it was far different that her ex-husbands. But he was terrified of her father and her blood adopted fathers as well. Most of all her brothers as well. But it seemed he closed his eyes and smiled he had her right where he wanted her. This is how she was meant to be. But noooo his uncle fucked it up for him and took her memories once again, and then dump her on a garbage planet with far worst memories of being abused and sex slavery.


ben woke up feeling something or someone crawling into his bed. When he searched out who it was making sure it was not the sluts of this academy trying to get into his pants. He woke up once with one sucking his cock, he kicked her out by using the force. Then one woke him up nearly having his dick shoved into her sluty self, he always dreamed of what his rose will look like when she was older since she was destined to be his bride. So yeah, that is why his cock was always hard as a rock thinking of how she would look older.

"rose, what are you doing?" asked ben. his sleepy voice asked.

"Bad dream…" mumbled rose, climbing into his narrow bed.

ben tensed at first when she touched him even though. But he was not going to stop her. This was normal when she had nightmares. When he asked his uncle about it, he told him to leave it alone and not engage in conversation with her about her nightmares. But rose was trying to fit beside him. He sighed, pulling her onto his chest. She settled her head against him like a pillow and her little arms wound around his neck. He relaxed a bit, breathing more even.

"Comfy?" asked ben

"Warm." Said rose

"Sleep, rose. You're safe. No more bad dreams, okay?" Soothed ben

"Mhmm," she mumbled, drifting off. Safe. Warm. Ben.


rose gasped and scrabbled off him now she was like shunsui, and most of all thor and Loki and spirit and maybe oswald. She blushed deeply as if she was going to pass out from the blushing she was doing, it seemed that he caught on to her fantasy and dreams. And sadly, she didn't know how to get out of this one. But she would have to say he has one nice ass. One that you just want to grab, bloom blushed deeper from her very kenpachi thoughts. Damn perverted 11th captain fights happy rubbed off on her with the ass fetish. Yes, she knows he is married to her daughter momoko. But she scrabbled back to the other side of the bed.

"I saw it, too. The… dream." Said kylo

Kylo sat up slowly as he remembered that dream, she had. Plus, her thoughts about his ass bring nice to just reach out and grab so tucked the covers around his waist, to cover himself in more layers. He was… embarrassed. She could feel it through the bond. He'd reacted to the dream, just… just like she had. Oh, how he enjoyed thinking about her dream.

"What does… what… was that? That never happened." Said bloom

"It wasn't me. I promise. The dream was yours. I just… fell into it." Said kylo

"But… how? I… and when did we… the memory, just now?" asked bloom

"You had nightmares. From what I gathered are the memories of the life my uncle took you from and had you reborn. but when they hit, you'd come to me. Climb into bed with me. You said it made the monster go away. That it was safe. So, whenever you had a bad dream, you stayed with me." Said kylo

"How often?" asked bloom

"Almost every night for a while. Gradually, it got better." Said kylo

bloom nodded to what he had said to her. So, she was starting to remember and luke must have thought it was too soon or that she was a threat. Bloom sighed and wanted to put distance between them, but she was tired. And the bed was soft and warm. Even with the blankets around his waist, she could barely see any skin. He wore a long sleeve shirt, covering everything except his hands and neck. It made her wonder about the scars she noticed in her dream. Were they real or imagined? And why was he always covered? Cloaked in black, head-to-toe.

The Ben in her head wasn't like that. The Ben she was beginning to remember was normal. No gloves. No black. Beige or tan robes Jedi robes. No mask. bloom seen Ben before without a tunic. Sometimes he seemed pained by human contact, but he didn't isolate himself completely. Not like the man beside her. This man wanted to run and hide, too. He wanted his mask. His gloves. He hated what he felt for her. How much he wanted to touch her.

"You're afraid," said bloom

"Yes." Said kylo

"That you'll hurt me. Again." Said bloom

"I'm not strong enough." Said kylo


A sharp stinging. Pain. She let out a loud cry, holding her knee where she lay in the dirt.

"rose ?" cried ben

She looked up at him, tears stinging her eyes. "It hurts!" cried rose

"I'm so sorry, kid." He crouched down beside her. "Let me see." Said ben


"I won't let it happen. I won't let you kill me." Said bloom

"He's stronger than you know, my bloom. We would lose." Said kylo

"You have to train me. Together, we could do it. We could stop him. For good." Said bloom

kylo eyed her strangely as if she has some suicide mission. Sure, he saw in her memories and known all of the things she had done. But this was somewhat close to what she is known to do, but clearly understanding her line of thought. Her wild plan is to stop Snoke. He thinks this might be a personal issue from what he gathered from both snoke and bloom and the new information on the Supreme Leader. But he was not sure if it was a good idea or not. But he will try to think about it. But his fear of losing her was there with all of it.

"He'd kill us for even thinking about it." Said kylo

"Train me. Help me. It is destiny that we do this." said bloom

"It's suicide." Said kylo

"If you don't train me, I'm dead anyways. You heard him. You must train me. Plus, I faced far worse than him, that included his son was just pure evil and dark." said bloom

"Not to kill him." Said kylo

"To protect me, then. From you." Said bloom


A lightsaber hummed to life. She knew it by the distinct sound.

"Ben, no! Fight him!" cried bloom

He advanced and she knew then that it wasn't Ben. He wasn't in control. This was Snoke, using him, manipulating him.


Pain, through the bond. The nightmare seemed to hurt him more than it hurt her. And she was the one who ended up running through. She reached a hand across the bed tentatively. She needed him to understand she needed to do this she has to be the one to stop snoke. He spotted who she was right away.

"Please… teach me the ways of the Force and how to merge it with my other powers. I want you to be my teacher. Not because it's what he wants. Because it's how it should be. How it was supposed to be." Said bloom


"Ben, look!" chirped rose, a small, smooth pebble floating above her palm.

A look of pride on his face as he beamed down at her. "I knew you could do it, kid. You'll be a Jedi before you know it." Said ben

"You'll teach me? I wanna be just like you!" chirped rose

"Oh? And what am I?" said ben

"The most powerful Jedi beside Master Luke!" chirped rose

He blushed, his cheeks bright pink and bordering on red. "rose …" said ben

"Master Ben?" asked rose

"I'm not your master, my moonlight" said ben

"Soon!" chirped rose. she declared in a triumphant voice.


They stared at each other in the mostly dark room. Her hand was still between them, waiting. For something. Some reaction. Good or bad. Anything. Just a hint. But all she felt was conflict from him. He was torn between the past and the present. Who they'd once been and who they were now. What his Master wanted and what he wanted. How best to protect her. She glowed red to show that she has full control over the dragon fire.

"Please… kylo." Said bloom

bloom wanted to say Ben but she knew how much he hated that name. She doesn't know why. But she does like kylo ren as well. She wanted to call him by his real name. By the name she knew. She wanted the boy he'd been. The boy she remembered. Not the monster of a man he'd reached his hand across the bed, touching hers tentatively. He needed to feel her touch. He craved her touch.

"I will show you everything I know. I will help you. It won't be easy. I won't lie. You have a lot to learn." Said kylo

"When do we start?" asked bloom

"In the morning. Rest, my bloom," said kylo

Kylo sighed as he turned away from her, she felt the fear from him. Fear that he'd hurt her. That he'd fail. That he couldn't sway her to the Dark Side. Fear that he would lose her again. she wanted to say something, but she didn't know what to do. She didn't want to belong to the Dark Side. She wanted to be on the Light, with her friends and family and the Resistance. bloom didn't want this any of this. But she also wasn't going to leave him here. Snoke would only hurt him to hurt her. She knew diaspro father wanted his revenge against her. He'd use the bond against them. No matter what she thought of him, the girl she'd wouldn't let that happen. Their connection went deeper than the bond.

"I won't leave you; I won't run. I won't even try to use my powers either to leave, No matter what." Said bloom

"We'll see," said kylo

kylo sighed as they fell back to sleep. It's as if he was able to sleep since he was so close to her. He knew she was asleep as he started softly tracing the marking on her face. And he ran his fingers through her soft silky hair. He smiled and fell back to sleep tomorrow will be a big day. He needed to start teaching her as well.

To be continued