Ahsoka's Private Journal - 3/9/3632

Force, it's been a long day. I dunno if the days are longer here or if I've been so busy it just feels long. At least the cruisers landed… so I could FINALLY have a hydroshower. I tell you, after a long day of explosions, near death situations, a lot of dust and dirt, water just feels the best.

Skyguy and I were put on the invasion fleet to take Geonosis. And let me tell you, it was not easy. Just trying to get to our original landing was… well, nothing short of a dahk eh deht ba. The Geonosians were really aggressive in their attacks, the Seppies made sure they were ready too; plenty of tanks, tinnies… and Wraith was here too. It took a very long time and a lot of detours before we were finally able to get everyone together and do the one thing we wanted to get done today: destroy the shield generator protecting a Seppie droid factory.

That's our next target. It's what we're here for. But I really hope we can actually take it… We lost so many vehicles and men just trying to land and then we lost so many more in the fighting…

In the final attack on the shield, Wraith was there. He fought Skyguy and me. But he didn't try to kill us or beat us. Just get us out of the way so he could go after our troopers… the ones who were going to make the plan work. I-I lost track of how many he alone killed. The more I think about it… the more I realize I kriffed up.

He's alive because of me. He's still out there because of me. I… I thought I was doing something good, by alleviating his suffering. But now I think I just wound up creating more suffering for the troops. I-I just wanted to help… I just wanted to do something right instead of something wrong… But all I did was screw up again.

So many of them died because of him… and it's all my fault…

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