I invited Sasha for dinner the second day. I can't make all the foods myself so invite Elizabeth and Elisa to come for help. I also invite Laura to come for dinner. Alan did so many things for me and this time I want to give something back
I know that he is busy and exhausted but I also know that he was doing all the things for me. Elizabeth and Elisa are cleaning the vegetables and meats . I am ready to cook them.
"Put more salt because we are not abnegation." Elizabeth giggles
"We put salt in abnegation just not too much." I shake my head
Someone is knocking the door. Elizabeth goes to open the door.
"Abby why are you here?" Elizabeth frowns
"I know that you guys have a big gathering." Abby comes in without invitation.
"I only invited Elizabeth and Elisa . Laura and Sasha and Abby please don't pissed me off . I don't want to hurt you or max." I come closer to her." I am not afraid of you anymore and I am not your friends neither ."
Abby is staring at me . When we were young, I always respected her . I never yell at her or anything like that.
"You changed Delia." Abby is staring at me
"Yes I change. I am now Alan's wife soon to be . I just need to wait for two more years until my sisters and brother choose their factions, then I can marry Alan." I bite my lips." You are the one who cause Amar to lose her job not us ."
"It's not fair . Just because Alan is the leader that doesn't mean he can do whatever he wants." Abby wants to slap me but someone grabs her wrist
That is Laura . She yanks Abby backward so Abby falls on the ground.
"Delia never invite you for dinner and you shouldn't be here ." Laura points at her nose." You don't dare to put your hand on her . Do you know why max put your rank above Mary?"
"I am better than her . I should be better than anyone ."Abby is so confident.
"That is because she attacked me Abby. If she didn't , then you will be the one who gets cut." I smirk at her." I should allow max to throw her out before the ranking announced."
Abby doesn't say anything. She obviously know the reasons
"Abby you didn't win any fight. You weren't good at shooting or throwing knife . How do you think that you can stay?" Laura says." Unless you are divergent . Then you will fail at the last stage ."
"What do you mean?" Abby is pale
"We are not cutting at anyone at the end of stage two but at the end of stage three. So unless you are divergent who can stop and control the simulation, otherwise you will leave at the end of the training." Laura says casually.
The door opens and a little girl comes in.
"Delia!" Sasha runs toward me ." I miss you."
"I miss you too. Are you hungry?" I ask her
"Not really, however it smells so good ."Sasha gets into kitchen
I follow her . I am ignoring Abby. I stand beside Sasha
"They are so delicious . Can I have piece of meat?" She nudges me with her elbow
I take chopsticks and take one piece of meat. I blow it until it cool down.
"It is cool already ." I give the meat to her.
She bites it. She is chewing it carefully. I am nervous .
"Good?" I smile at her
"Perfect, I love it." Sasha laughs .
After a while , Abby leaves and I sigh with relief.
"I am sorry Laura ." I sit down beside her
"It's fine Delia. I understand the frustration. She is always like that before when she was still in erudite ." Laura wraps her arms around me." Where is Alan?"
Alan now comes back with Sam laughing with him
"So many people." Alan is surprised." Sasha?"
"I invited her for dinner. Sam do you want to be together?" I look at Sam
"Sure thank you for the invitation." Sam gives me an okay gesture
Sasha sits on the table . She looks at Sam .
"Who is this?" Sasha bites her finger
"This is Sam . My buddy." Alan sits down beside me." Did you make them?"
"Elizabeth and Elisa were helping me . I made them myself. I told you that I want to invite Sasha for dinner and also Laura ." I rest my head on his shoulder." Any rewards?"
Alan looks at me . He kisses my forehead .
"Tonight I will give the reward in bed."Alan lifts my chin
"Everyone are here Alan. Your sister is still young." I nudge him
"She is 15 and she will choose next year." Alan rolls his eyes.
Sasha lays on the table. She doesn't look happy
"Don't need you to remind me brother . I just not ready yet." Sasha sighs
"You have to. " Alan shrugs." It is very close ."
"Alan don't say that. Sasha I will help you okay? I may run the aptitude test if I have the chance." I brush her hair carefully
We sit around the table and start to eat. I don't have any appetite To eat anything.
"I am not hungry at all." I put the chopstick down
"You have to eat it." Sasha picks one piece of meat and puts into my bowl
"I just want to throw up." I start to vomit
Alan looks at me confused . We didn't make sex so how can that be .
"Did you fuck her?" Sam asks directly
"Don't say that . Sasha is here ." I shake my head." No we didn't. I just don't feel that I want to eat."
"After dinner , I will go to hospital with you" Alan sighs." I am sorry that I didn't know that."
I kiss his cheek. He is always worried about me
"It's okay Alan. I am just fine . I am tired maybe ." I try to comfort him
"No I want you to go see a doctor ." Alan insists
After dinner , Sasha wants to go with us . I asked Sam to drive her back to Candor
"I will be fine Sasha ." I kiss her forehead.
"Let my brother tells me okay after you see a doctor ." Sasha hugs me
"Okay." I nod at her
She is so cute . She is not suitable for dauntless . I am worried about her
"Sasha isn't good for dauntless." I shake my head
"It is her choice ." Alan sighs." I can't force her."
Alan drives me to hospital and Laura is with us . She said that she is also a girl so she can help me when Alan is not convince .
We see a doctor . He checks me out with my blood
"She is weak and exhausted so she doesn't want to eat anything. Let her have a good rest and just eat some porridge ." Doctor explains
"Thank you Doctor ."'Alan sighs with relief." Thank god , you are okay."
"You have a good boyfriend." Doctor smiles
I nod at her . Alan and Laura drive me back to the compound
"You shouldn't do that ." Laura sighs." I know that you are doing for Alan but you have to think for yourself."
"I am sorry Delia. " Alan kisses my lips." I should at least come and help."
"They were helpful enough just I was exhausted from the training still." I try to relax myself
Alan let me to rest on bed . Laura goes to her own apartment now .
"You sleep first and I will cook for you" Alan let me to lay downs
"Thank you." I grab his hand
"I want you to be good." Alan's eyes are red
I wipe the tears off from his face. He never cry but he cries for me
"I love you Alan." I hug him
"I love you too delia." Alan says
He enters the kitchen. I close my eyes . When I wake up, he sits beside me with porridge in his hand
"Are you hungry now?" Alan smiles at me
"Little." I say
He takes a spoon of the porridge and feeds me
"Good ." I nod at him." You are a good cook."
"Thank you." Alan giggles." I first time learn how to make it."
I finish all of them. Alan washes the dishes
"I am going to take a shower ." I pinch his cheek
I take the towel and new shirt from his drawer . His shirt is too big for me
"I will do your laundry and then tomorrow you will have new one ."
I take a shower quickly and climb into bed again. I rest into his arms. He is sleeping right now .
"Alan I love you." I say near his ear
"I can hear that." Alan opens his eyes." I love you too."
I hide myself into the blanket. I finally fall into sleep after an hour. In my dream, I marry with Alan and we have two kids. One girl and one boy. I can't wait to marry him but I know that something is coming .
"Delia time for breakfast." Alan calls me
"I am coming." I get up.
I see a new set of cloth for me . He did my laundry last night. I change into my uniform.
"Today we are going to start the second stage training ." Alan is cooking.
"Are we fighting?" I tilt my head
"No it is emotional. It is in your brain." Alan points at my head
I feel relax. As long as we are not fighting then we are okay.
"That is better" I shrug.
"I can't agree with that. That is harder ." Alan holds me in his arm
I am silent. I am divergent and he can't know it. The more he knows then the more dangerous he is in.
"I will be fine." I smile at him
"I trust you." Alan nods at me
He is staring at me in a way that he is suspecting something.
"What is wrong alan?" I grab his arm
"Nothing." Alan says." I am figuring out something now ."
"What is that?"