I know that Alan is searching for something that he doesn't want to tell me . I am worried about that. He is plastic pale when he mentions second stage training. I grab his arms tight. I want to share with him. I can't hurt him .
"Alan tells me please ." I am about to cry." Please I am your future wife . I want to share with you."
"Delia it is about you."'Alan sighs." Only if it is about you， that I am more frustrated with it."
"What is that about." I grab his face." Tell me Alan."
I grab his face like when my mother grabbed my face and asks me if something is wrong with me.
"What is your aptitude test result!" He pulls my hand away
"Tori said that was abnegation." I try to convince him
"Delia， you don't need to lie to me. Do you know the real reasons why hana appointed you to take her position." Alan is angry now." She checked your result. The only reason that tori verbally reported your result is…..that you are divergent."
He says divergent in a low voice . I don't say anything because he already knew the truth.
"Delia， why didn't you ever tell me that?"alan grabs my arms." I don't know did I make a good decision to be together with you."
"Alan are you regretting right now ?" I stand up." Are you regretting to be with me!"
I take the ring off from my finger . He is startle by me.
"No I don't mean that Delia!" He hugs me
"Then what do you mean!" I push him away and run out of the room
I run into someone . I raise my head and see hana is smiling at me.
"Are you okay! Are you having a fight with Alan?" Hana brushes my hair." Come to my room. We can have a drink."
"Sure hana ." I nod at her
I follow her to her apartment. I feel sad that Alan said that. She sits me down with me . Nathan comes and gives two bottle of beer.
"Nathan did you ever say that you regret to be together with hana?" I open the can
"No I never say that. Did Alan said that to you !" Nathan is shocked ." I can't believe that."
Hana looks at Nathan . Nathan gets the message and leaves
"Did he said that?" Hana holds my hand
"Yes he did after he told me that he found out that I am divergent." I lower my head
"Delia, Alan is protecting you . He is in leadership and he is afraid that jeanine Matthew even will check the leader . He was frustrated and doesn't know what to do to protect you away from the crisis ." Hana says." You misunderstanding him. I told him that and he deleted all your record with the test. He got reprimand by max."
I am staring at my hand . Was I too over emotional? Then I hear someone are talking outside of the door
"I am sorry nathan. I should say that but I couldn't control myself." Alan is crying."'I want to see her."
"However she is crying. She doesn't want to see you." Nathan is angry.
"Delia are you going to talk to Alan?" Hana asks me
I don't know . I don't know what to say. I stand up and open the door. Alan shuffles Nathan to the side . He kneels down in front of me.
" Delia , I am sorry. I shouldn't say that but I just too worry and scary that I can't protect you." Alan grabs my hand." I love you so much. Don't leave me please ."
"Alan I am sorry that I leave like that. I was hopeless by hearing you say that. " I let him stand up." I don't want to leave you."
"Delia I swear to god that I will never say that again. If I ever say that, then I will die ….." Alan says
I cover up his mouth with mine . Zeke and Uriah come down
"Alan and Delia!" Uriah is surprised to see me
"Just go upstair , it is a privacy ." Hana waves at them
They leave and Alan hugs me . His forehead nudges with mine
"I will not leave you like this ever again. Alan just don't let me go okay? I don't want to lose you." I brush his lips with my finger tips
"I know that and I will not ." Alan puts the ring back on my finger." Thank you hana ."
"Lucky that she ran into me . Alan next time think before you speak." Hana shrugs." Girls are always sensitive ."
Alan nods at her . He grabs my hand and walks me out of the room. I walk with him quietly.
"Delia, I was scared a minute ago. I worried that you ran into someone else."'Alan hugs me." Don't do that ever again."
"I am sorry Alan." I lower my head
I kiss his lips . He kisses mine too. We both realize about Amar and Abby were complained by other because of this.
"Go back to the room."
We get back to the apartment. Alan kisses me and pushes me against the wall. I am breathless
"Alan I should back to the dorm." I push him
"No , only one more night." Alan kisses my neck." I can't let you go."
"Alan ….." i moan." It is sensitive."
Alan grabs my waist. He takes off his shirt. His muscle stands up.
"So nice ." Alan bites my ear lobe."you are burning."
I shiver . He holds me up and my legs are wrapping around his waist.
"You are soft."
He pushes me against the bed . I take off my shirt as well. His two hands are on my nipples.
"They are soft." Alan kisses my chest. " I can't control it anymore."
He kisses harder and I am losing myself into his heaven.
"Alan, no Alan too much. ."I try to stop him
"Your body is so honest with me . It wants more ."Alan's hand moves further down
Then his hand touches somewhere sensitive .
"It is wet."
His kisses also moved further . I grab the pillow and close my eyes . I can feel that he takes off my underwear and my whole body is in front of him.
"I am too ugly." I cover my face
"No delia. You are the prettiest girl for me."he takes my hand away from my face.
He licks my pussy. I lift my chin. I grab his head
"God damn it . Please slow down Alan." I feel something is coming out
Then in the end I release everything into his mouth. I fall in sleep in his arm. When I wake up the second morning, it is the day we start the second stage training.
I dress up nicely and leave the room with Alan. We walk upstair to the glass building where I first time saw my fears. Alan opens the door
"All of you guys are here . So before the breakfast, ted and I will explain how the second stage will go ." Alan nods at ted
"Delia, what is that red spot on your neck." Abby points at my neck
"What hell is that?" I touch my neck.
Alan smirks at me . I know that he did that on purpose
"I am sorry . Last night I was playing game with my girlfriend in my room."
Alan shrugs and ted frowns at my neck. He clinches his fist
"Watch yourself Alan." Ted sighs
"I will not be next Amar . At least that we did that privately." Alan looks at Amar who stands at the corner .
"I know what you mean Alan." Amar folds his arms
Ted shakes his head . He doesn't say anything before these two stop fighting
"The stage two is about emotional. Controlling your emotion in the midst of fear is also important. It can help you to make right decision and save you from dangerous." Ted explains." You will not go through your own fear today but one of us."
"We decide that we are going to use mine ." Alan points at himself.
"It's not fair . Delia maybe already knew what were inside them." Abby exclaims
Alan walks toward Abby. Amar didn't stop him
"Abby if you think that she went into mine before you did , then you really need to work harder." Alan smirks." Honestly, she didn't go inside yet."
"Abby sometime you just need to think before you act."'Amar shakes his head." That will help you."
"Amar!" Abby is all red
Alan turns around . He dismisses us for breakfast.
"If you ever leave the hickey on my neck, I will kill you." I am not happy
"You say that one more time, then one more ." Alan leans into me
"Stop it, it is so embarrassed." I cover my neck up with my hand
Alan wraps me into his arms. Jessica and Zeke are kissing each other while they walk
"Be careful with the wall." Alan shouts
Zeke stops right before he hit a stone wall.
"Thank you Alan." Zeke sighs with relief
"Just don't play with it." Alan rolls his eyes
We enter cafeteria . Max is standing on the second floor
"Alan comes and eats with us . No one are going to take your little girlfriend away."max giggles
"Okay I am coming."'Alan kisses my cheek." See you later babe ."
"Okay see you." I sit down between Elizabeth and Elisa
We start to eat our breakfast. I take a cup of apple juice
"I love it." I chew on the apple slices.
"Yeah you love apples. Don't you?" Jessica throws her apples at me." You can have mine ."
"You don't want it?" I catch it ." Okay thank you."
Jessica shakes her head . Elizabeth gives me a bowl cereals .
"Even we are not physically training anymore but you need to eat more than apples." Elizabeth leans into me ." Or Alan will kill us."
" or me." Laura laughs
Laura runs upstair to meet Alan. Alan is her boss also brother
"Laura is always happy." Samuel complains." I don't know why."