This book is now rated M for sex
After seeing Caleb disappointed about how the night went, she was riled up and pissed. She couldn't help the anger bubbling as she walked into the kitchen. "Really mom? You couldn't have at least pretended to be happy?"
"Hanna he is no good for you! I know how you are. You're impulsive, and who knows what you two did on that trip Hanna!" Ashley exclaimed folding her arms. That did nothing but frustrate her more.
"We didn't do anything but do what normal couples do mom. He is good for me. You don't even know him or how he treats me!" Hanna went snapped at her. He's treated her way better than Sean did and she's treating Caleb like garbage.
"Well the hickey on your neck says otherwise." Her mom glared at her
Hanna instantly covered the spot on her neck with her hand before rolling her eyes. Who cares she's 17 turning 18 soon. It wasn't like she was naked somewhere. Just saying she could've had a lot more worse than a hickey.
"I'm going to bed. We'll continue this tomorrow." Ashley said to her daughter shaking her head in disappointment before walking upstairs.
Hanna stood there trying to compose herself. She didn't want to make Caleb feel worse nor did she want him to see her like this.
She didn't hear Caleb open the door and walk over to her. She suddenly felt his arms engulf her in his arms. Hanna relaxed and sighed. "I'm sorry about her"
Caleb gently turned Hanna to face him. "It's okay. Don't worry she'll come around and if she doesn't that's okay cause we're in this together." He said optimistically.
The way he was looking at her made her heart melt. She really got lucky finding Caleb.
"You're right."
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"Hanna wake up! We're spending time together before I go to work in the afternoon." Her moms words began echoing around her head making her dream go away.
"Hanna wake up!" Ashley said for the final time waking Hanna up completely. She looked over and seen it was 8:00.
"Mom. I have only a few days left to sleep in." Hanna said grumpily.
"Get ready. You and I girl time." Ashley said before leaving Hanna to her room.
Hanna did her best to rub the sleepiness out her eyes and walked over to the shower.
Turning it on she stepped inside and began thinking. She wondered If Caleb was awake. He was a light sleeper thanks to his traumatic childhood. Her mind started drifting to last nights dinner and she felt a feeling creeping around in her brain before feeling it pool in her stomach. Fear.
What if her mom was too much for him to handle and he leaves her? What if her mom scares him away?
The more Hanna thought about it, the more she got upset so she started thinking about something else.
The night they went on the Ferris wheel was amazing and they continued where they left off when they went back to their air bnb.
Hanna felt a pleasurable shiver as she remembered where his hands caressed and grabbed, where his lips pressed against and the way his body felt against hers. She never felt so alive and turned on in her life.
If that was amazing she couldn't imagine how it felt going all the way. Caleb said he's had a brief experience with sex, but it never went farther than oral sex.
She was kinda bummed hoping she'd be his complete first but at least she was going to be his first for the other part.
Turning off the shower she dried off and went to her room. She felt hot and it wasn't cause of the shower. Hanna didn't know what to do about it.
She put her red lace bra and underwear on debating if she should play with herself till she caught sight of herself in the mirror. She wondered what Caleb's reaction would be seeing her like this.
Then an idea popped in her head.
What if she sent Caleb a picture of her in it. She felt extremely excited and yet so nervous.
Her hair looked wild because she was sleep and it only added to the look. She propped the phone up and made the best pose before putting the camera on a timer and took the picture.
Hanna looked at it before deleting it and retrying. She did that for five minutes before she took a picture she actually liked.
"Hanna are you ready yet? We need to leave in ten minutes!" Ashley called from outside her door.
Hanna quickly sent the picture to Caleb before replying. "I'm putting my clothes on now!"
After she grabbed a black skirt and a blue shirt her phone went off. She blushed probably knowing that was Caleb.
She ignore it and quickly brushed her hair and putting her heels on before walking out the door.
After they got in the car the ride was silent. Hanna was thinking about her phone it was practically burning her hand the more she thought about it.
"So who else knows about you and Caleb." Ashley asked breaking the silence.
Hanna snapped out of her thoughts. " I told my friends over the trip and we're going to be public now. I'm gonna take him to dad's thing."
The way Ashley stopped talking she knew she wasn't keen on Hanna's idea to bring Caleb.
She just rolled her eyes and looked back at her phone.
Finally having the courage to look at what Caleb said she opened the text.
Hanna: do you like what I picked out?
Hanna: image
Caleb: god you look phenomenal Hanna. I wish I was with you right now so I can show you.
Hanna blushed and felt prideful at his words.
"So let's get some mud baths and our hair done?"
Hanna quickly turned off her phone. "Sure."
Soon Ashley and Hanna were in the mud bath.
"Look Hanna. I'm not trying to make you feel bad or control who you date. I'm just trying to protect you from heartbreak." Ashley said sympathetically.
Hanna rolled her eyes. "I get that. But you don't need to be a jerk just cause he's different from Sean."
"It has nothing to do with him being different from Sean Hanna ." Ashley said incredulously.
Hanna gave her a flat look. "Mom yes it is. Sean was a christian, star quarterback and popular. And Caleb's a bad boy who's hopping from different houses and doesn't believe in the same things as Sean." Hanna said putting hand quotes around 'bad boy'.
Ashley sighed and Hanna mustve thought she realized what Hanna meant.
"I do admit that he is different from Sean and it's...not what I'm used to. But men that are broken tend to break other people. I just want what's best for you. We've already had one man break us I don't want another one to hurt you."
Hanna felt a twinge in her chest at the mention of her father walking out on her.
"Well I can't avoid men forever living in fear. I have a good feeling about him. And I'd like you to treat him better than you did Sean. He treated me ass nobody and played mind games with me. While Caleb is just amazing."
Ashley sighed. "I'll apologize when I see him and be more patient with him okay?"
Hanna smiled. "okay good. Also do you think maybe he could stay with us in the guest bedroom."
"I said I'd be patient and give him a Chance not adopt him." Ashley shook her head in a disbelieving manner.
Hanna shrugged it was worth a try.
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The rest of the time with her mom was fun, she didn't get annoyed and they talked about Ted.
When she got home her mom waved her off and told her she'll be back before pulling off and going to work.
Hanna waved before opening the door and closing it. She missed Caleb literally all day. She felt excited to see him cause she got all dolled up and then cause of the picture she sent him. However she was extremely nervous because of the picture she sent. Sean never even seen that much of her. Hanna didnt know how to react or how to go about talking about it.
She went to the door to open it and called out for Caleb to come out. Hanna then sat at the island and got on her phone to text the girls when a text popped up on her phone.
Unknown number:hi Hanna this is Kate. My dad gave me your number so we can go dress shop together. I'm thinking tomorrow after school you can bring a friend or two along
Hanna groaned not wanting to go. She already knew if she didn't her dad was just gonna bitch about it and then her mom was going to make her do it. Another thing she hated was how she said 'my dad'.
Hanna: sure
"What's wrong? That's not the sound I usually hear walking into the same room as you." Calebs voice said jokingly sitting next to her.
"I have to hang out with Kate tomorrow." Hanna replied annoyed putting her phone down.
"Who's Kate?" He asked before reaching to hold her hand.
"She's my stupid step sister who's perfect. Perfect hair, perfect body, perfect grades, perfect reputation, perfect school, talented and is rich. She has everything. Including my dad wrapped around her stupid evil finger. She hates me and always does anything to make my life a living hell." Hanna scowled.
"We'll I think you're perfect. Perfect hair, perfect body, perfect face, perfect style, perfect smile,perfect eyes, perfect personality, perfect sense of humor and perfect girlfriend." He said replicating her last sentence and she couldn't help but smile.
"You have to say that cause you're my boyfriend." She chuckled with her eyes sparkling, the nervousness she was feeling earlier gone.
" oh I felt most of these things before we dated." Caleb said honestly.
She beamed at him and kissed his cheek. However Caleb pulled her closer to him him and pressed a very passionate yet lustful kiss on her lips.
Hanna made out with him so many times, more than she could count on the limbs on her body. But this kiss felt way more heated than any other they had.
When he pulled away Hanna was starstruck for a second before getting herself back together.
"W-what was that for." Hanna blushed even though she had an idea why he did that.
"For what you sent me this morning." He said and Hanna blushed madly.
"I truly meant when I said you look phenomenal Hanna. You're the most beautiful woman I've ever laid eyes on. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise." He said genuinely meaning every single word.
Hanna felt her heart multiply when she heard him say those words and she felt her eyes start to water. She hated when she cried but Hanna struggled with her self confidence for so long. It meant so much to hear that from him.
Caleb kissed her forehead and she smiled and blinked back the tears that was pooling around her eyes.
"Thank you Caleb. You literally should be in the best boyfriend category in teen vogue." Hanna said smiling widely.
Caleb smirked. "I don't know I'd rather let you have me and keep me all to yourself."
Hanna just laughed at his reply. After a while off them taking the situation with Kate popped in her head.
"So...school starts in two days and I figured since we're not hiding our relationship anymore... that you'd be okay with going with me as my date to my dads dinner? If you want of course." Hanna said shyly twiddling her thumbs. She didn't want to make Caleb feel like he was being rushed in the relationship.
"Of course. If you want I'll even go with you to the mall." He said standing up and gently pulling her out her seat. Caleb then pulled her close.
"Oh no I rather make you a surprise. I don't need her thinking of a way to kill you or something." Hanna laughed before realizing he probably hasn't ate all day.
"Are you hungry? Wanna go out and get some food?" Hanna asked.
"Yeah I'm down." He said kissing her forehead.
"Okay good let's go. What are you in the mood for? I'm kinda feeling Chinese food."
"Me too. I've been wanting sweet and sour sauce for some reason." Caleb said as Hanna started looking around for her keys.
"What are you looking for your phone?" He asked before grabbing it off the island.
"No my keys, I thought I had them... oh wait they're upstairs." She said mentally smacking herself before turning to head upstairs. Caleb followed behind her as she went to her desk and grabbed her keys.
"I've been looking for this. I didn't know I had it in here." Caleb said grabbing a gray beanie off her desk.
"Mm I don't know how it got there." She said shrugging.
Caleb shrugged as well putting it on. "You ready to go?"
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45 minutes later Hanna and Caleb were at their favorite Chinese restaurant eating. It was their first time they hung out outside the house in public and also their first time hanging out as a couple in rosewood.
Hanna lived that she didn't have to think about what it would be like to be out with public. It was just as she thought it would be. Amazing.
"So what's going on with you, spencer and Emily. I noticed some stuff going on." Caleb asked.
Hanna sighed. "Spencer is mad cause I hid the relationship from everyone then told Emily and maya. We got in a argument before we played it cool for the sake of the trip. But we haven't spoke sense. Emily has been busy dealing with her parents and well... Spencer and I aren't speaking." Hanna explained before putting a fork full of rice noodles to her mouth.
"How are you feeling about that. Do your want to talk to her and work things out." Caleb asked.
"Honestly no. I'm mad at her too. Not only was she an asshole towards my relationship and saying shady remarks the whole time at the Pierre, she doesn't care to to understand me at all. I told her I couldn't tell her everything cause it's not just my secret. But does she care? No. It's making me feel like I have to choose between her and you. I don't like it at all. When she gets her shit together maybe but for now no." Hanna said saying what's been on her mind for awhile.
"I'm sorry Hanna it's my fault." Caleb said to her. She saw how guilty he looked and it made her feel bad.
"It's not your fault Caleb ." She said to him grabbing his hand.
"Hanna it is. It's my secret that's making you be in this position. I-I'm just not ready to tell everyone everything yet or for them to know. When you tell someone one thing, they want to know more..." Caleb explained, his face filled with remorse.
"Caleb ! Stop. It's not your fault. She needs to respect my boundaries Okay. It's not your fault she's acting entitled. And honestly she needs to realize people tell stuff eventually at their own time. Do not feel bad." She said to him reassuring him.
"Okay." He smiled. Hanna was happy that made him feel better.
"Don't worry we'll figure it out."
"I know we always will. We've been friends for years we'll bounce back eventually." Hanna said.
As they continued talked they didn't notice the person walking in the restaurant. The person walked in and immediately noticed the blonde and a girl hanging out at the table.
Sean smiled and headed over there preparing to ask if she wanted to maybe hang out with him next Friday to see a movie. He knew it was a bit early to propose a retry in their relationship but maybe if they hung out alot he could ask her next month and be back with her.
"Hey Hanna and..." He said with his bright smile before it fading when he saw the person he thought was a girl. It was Caleb.
"Caleb ." Caleb informed him.
Sean wasn't even listening his eyes and mind was focused on Hanna and Caleb's hands. They were holding hands on the table.
"Hey Sean." Hanna said nicely before using beer other hand to grab her egg roll to bite it.
"Hey, sorry I just saw you and wanted to uh say hi I didn't mean to interrupt your date?" Sean asked questioningly wanting to know what was going on.
"Oh this isn't a date we're just eating together." Hanna said correcting him.
"Ohh got ya. So just two friends hanging out, that's cool. Mind if I join?" Sean said semi jokingly.
"No we're not friends. I'm her boyfriend." Caleb said to him. Caleb didn't like him. He gave off a bad vibe.
"Oh! Well I'm happy for you." Sean said asking a smile.
Hanna smiled at Caleb before looking at Sean. He remembered when Hanna looked at him like that. He hated that she was seeing someone else the way she saw him.
"Erm sorry Sean but I don't need a chaperone or another friend stuck in a third wheel position. Emily and maya already had to deal with that." Hanna chuckled.
"Pshh what I'm cool too just like you guys." Sean said not as enthusiastic as he tried to be.
Caleb fished the last of his food as Hanna did.
"Yeah right." Hanna laughed before turning to Caleb. "Oh are you ready to go? Im thinking of heading back to the house?"
Sean's heart dropped to his stomach as he heard that.
"Im ready when you are." Caleb said to her and he saw Hanna look at him adoringly. Hanna never looked at sean like that. Sean felt a green bubbling monster at the pit of his stomach.
"Well it was nice seeing you sean. See you at school." Hanna said standing up before walking out the restaurant with Caleb.
Sean watched them leave angrily. He couldn't believe that nerd took Hanna from him. He needed to get her back. He was going to do something.
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Hanna and Caleb got back home and went upstairs to Hanna's room and played a movie.
"Did that feel awkward to you or was it just me?" Caleb asked referring to seeing Hanna's ex at the restaurant.
Hanna shrugged. " it didn't really bother me. Why did it feel awkward? Are you still thinking about what happened at the party?" Hanna asked. She remembered the last time the two was talking to each other, they nearly got into a brawl in at noel khans party.
"No. It's just. I don't know I get a weird vibe that's all. But I definitely don't like him." Caleb replied pulling her close. He saw the way Sean's eyes got disappointed when Hanna and him told him that they were dating.
"We'll if it makes you uncomfortable with me being friends with him then I honestly can just be- well honestly friends is a stretch. We're cordial and friendly. But if you want, I can tell him I don't want to keep contact with him. ." Hanna said simply.
"Really? You would do that?" Caleb asked surprised.
"Yeah If that's what you want babe." She kissing his cheek.
"You don't have to do that. I just have to get used to it." He said kissing her forehead. Caleb didn't want to be the controlling boyfriend who told her who and what she couldn't see or do.
"Are you sure?"
"1,000% Hanna." He replied.
Soon they watched the movie and talked.
"You know I was nervous to send that picture to you this morning." Hanna blurted.
"I know and I appreciate you for stepping outside your comfort zone and showing me." Caleb said with a smile and rubbed her shoulder.
"Would you like to get sent more of it in the future..." Hanna asked trailing off.
"I'd love to if you're comfortable with it." Caleb replied looking in her eyes.
Hanna smiled before asking him a question that's been on Her mind all day. "Have you ever sent like. Nudes to before?" Hanna asked.
"No. Why? Do you want to be the first?" Caleb smirked.
The blonde teen laughed and pushed his arm playfully. "Maybe."
Caleb smiled and kissed her lips and Hanna kissed him back and after a few moments she wrapped her arms around the back of his neck.
He caressed her back making her shudder deliciously from his touch. She then laid on her back and Caleb got on top of her and resumed kissing her.
The weight of his body felt so good on hers. It was addicting.
Their lips mashed together as Hanna wrapped her long legs around his waist.
He pulled away from Hanna and started kissing her neck. Hanna gasped as he kissed a sensitive part on her neck before sucking it.
"Caleb ." She let out breathlessly holding on to his back. Caleb hummed as he continued pleasuring Hanna's neck as he rubbed up and down her hips.
Hanna felt something hard start to press against her panty covered center. She's felt Caleb's erection pressed against her before but like this. The thin barrier made it extremely more pleasurable to feel than before.
Hanna moved her hips up against Caleb to rub herself on Caleb, and he got the message and started to grind against her making her moan louder than she was before.
"Oh, oh Caleb mmm." She moaned out with her hands under Caleb's shirt, on his bare back. She slowly and lightly scraped her nails down his back. She knew that drove him crazy. Hanna was right cause Caleb was getting harder and harder.
Feeling him humping against her felt amazing but she wanted and craved more.
She started to push his shirt up and Caleb sat up to pull his shirt off before quickly kissing her lips.
Hanna gasped against his lips as he started grinding against her harder, causing him rub against a sensitive spot.
"You like that Hanna?" He asked against her lips and repeated the previous action again.
"Y-yes caleb." She whimpered arching her back.
After a few moments of them grinding on eachother she wanted him to feel her like she was feeling him.
She reached for his pants and started to unbutton and unzip them.
"Take your pants off Caleb ."she said trying to push them down. Caleb kicked his pants off before pressing himself against Hanna.
Hanna gasped at the feeling but when she heard Caleb groan into her neck she felt herself start to throb.
"Fuck Hanna youre so wet." He said feeling her wetness through her thin panties.
She bit her lip and started to grind her hips against his again while she started to yank at her shirt, Suddenly feeling constricted.
Caleb was pleasantly surprised at her forwardness , especially with how self conscious she could be with her body.
Hanna was now only wearing her matching red underwear with her black skirt on.
Caleb started to pull her skirt down her legs and Hanna helped kicked them off.
When she was only in her underwear she suddenly felt shy and nervous about how he'd think of her body now in person. Would he still be attracted to her? Will he change his mind.
"You're breath taking Hanna ." He said genuinely and looked at Hanna adoringly before kissing her deeply.
Hannas self consciousness melted away as his lips pressed against hers.
Hanna felt even more turned on if anything. Caleb pulled back from her and looked into her eyes. "Hanna , can I show you how phenomenal you look? How beautiful you are?" Caleb asked gently caressing up and down her calf.
Hanna wanted to see what he meant. What he'd do to her. They both knew she wasn't ready nor was he ready to go all the way. So she trusted him and knew he'd do everything she was comfortable with.
Caleb sat down and pulled Hanna onto his lap before he laid sensational butterfly kisses down her throat to the cleavage of her chest. Hanna's breathing was wobbly and was thankful her mom was going to be gone for hours. If they had to stop she'd want to die on the spot.
Caleb then planted hot open mouth kisses on her exposed breast and the part covered in lace.
Hannas body felt like it was on fire. She didn't think Caleb could make her feel even more pleasure than he did in the past but clearly she was wrong. She gasped as his tongue licked her lace covered nipple on her left breast and right after it immediately got hard. Followed by the right as he repeatedly what he did. He then sucked them through the bra gently while grinding himself against her.
"Oh! Oh Caleb mmm." She moaned holding onto his arms as she threw her head back.
He hummed while he continuing his action making a pleasurable shiver run through her veins.
She reached back and unhooked her bra to set he breast free. Caleb licked the valley between her breasts needle muttering how radiant she was before she felt him suck her nipples. The way it felt like she was on edge but was trying to hold on was driving her insane. She was trying to hold the orgasm so she can enjoy Caleb's touch.
After a little Caleb noticed she was holding back and started edging her. Until hanna couldn't take it anymore. "Caleb!" She whimpered desperately wanting to cum. She felt like if she didn't she would die.
Caleb then laid her back on the bed.
"Tell me what you want." He said with an authoritative tone. hanna didn't even realize he was this authoritative in bed till now and she loved every second of it.
"I want to cum caleb." She whispered shyly blushing. She felt embarrassed saying it out loud and yet so turned on.
"Can I make you cum with my tongue Hanna?" He asked her looking in her eyes so he could see her beautiful face.
Hanna felt an tingle run up her spine as she thought of Caleb tasting her. She's thought about it a lot and couldn't deny that she didn't want it.
"Yes Caleb ." She whispered staring back into his eyes letting him know she meant what she said.
He kissed her before kissing down her neck, down inbetween her breasts, her flat stomach, then over her hips. He slowly propped her legs up and kissed her right inner thigh before switching to the left.
Every kiss he gave her made the pounding between her legs get stronger and stronger. He kissed her center over her panties making her gasp in shock. No matter how good she thought that would feel, the pleasure was way more than she could imagine.
He repeated his actions before licking over her panties with a long lick making her claw her blankets.
Caleb sat up about to pull her underwear down her legs when she realized an insecurity she had.
How she looked down there. What if he thought she looked weird, what if he didn't like that she wasn't freshly shaved?
"Wait! C-Caleb." Hanna said snapping her legs shut.
Caleb sat up alarmed. He was scared he pushed Hanna too far. Did he make her uncomfortable? Did she change her mind?
"Did I push you too far?" He asked worried.
Hanna smlied reassuringly at him. "No I still want to do it. It's just..." she trailed off not knowing how to explain it to him.
"What is it Hanna ?"
"Can you n-not look at um it?" She timidly asked him. Caleb looked confused and slightly amused. "Look at what?"
Hanna glanced down south and Caleb caught on. "Why?"
"Cause I don't like the way it looks."she said embarrassed.
"Hanna. I'm sure you look beautiful down there." He said kissing her forehead.
"Please I-I'm not ready for you to look at it yet." She said hopefully.
Caleb nodded before kissing her lips. "Okay hanna."
He gently spread open her legs and hooked his hands around her thong and pulled it down.
Leaving Hanna completely nude for him. He looked only into her eyes as he got in the position he was before to pleasure hands.
Being truthful to his promise he only looked in her eyes and didn't look down.
His wet tongue licked softly up Hanna's slit making her gasp loudly.
Caleb then kissed Hanna's clit before gently sucking it making her moan louder than the other times she's moaned today.
"Oh! Oh my god!" She cried out grabbing his hair. Caleb loved the feel of it and stepped up his game as Hanna felt her orgasm start to form in her stomach.
Hanna's hips began to grind against his tongue as she moaned and begged him not to stop.
He moaned into her pussy and wrapped his arms around her hips to lock Hanna's hips in place. Hanna felt her orgasm start to blush upon her body she was going to cum if Caleb kept going. And he knew, that's why he started sucking her clit slightly tougher than last time.
"Oh my god! I'm going to cum I'm going to I'm going to- Caleb !" She gasped as Hanna's felt like she was at the end of her rope before something in her stomach snapped.
She felt like the air from her lungs evaporated before she felt waves of euphoric pleasure rumble from her core to throughout her body.
Hannas legs buckled around him as she finally could took a breath In before moaning her boyfriend's name.
Caleb looked at her as she orgasm and thought how beautiful she looked when she reached her climax.
Hanna gripped on to him as she continued to cry out before her orgasm finally subsided.
She was left panting as Caleb smiled and kissed both of her hands before leaning over her to kiss her lips.
The blonde didn't know what to expect herself to taste but as she was kissing Caleb, she was pleasantly surprised by how good she tasted.
Caleb then pulled away with his eyes twinkling. "Taste good huh?" He smiled knowingly.
Hanna blushed and nodded shyly. Caleb kissed her forehead then laid beside her pulling her close. "Are You okay? We're you comfortable?"
She smiled at how sweet her boyfriend was acting. "I'm very comfortable. Thanks for not looking at...you know"Hanna smiled appreciatively.
He looked at her fondly before giving her a sweet kiss. "Of course Hanna. I'll do anything to make sure you're a thousand percent comfortable." Caleb said honestly.
Before Hanna could reply they heard a door open and shut.
"Hanna!"
Only thing Hanna thought in that moment was 'oh shit'
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A/N:I hope you guys like this ! I had a faint little lemon inside soooo tell me what you think