Fan club – After

Shizuo had never laughed so hard in his life. They'd found the costume shop and Izaya had swept through claiming his own parade. Shizuo watched him move, so graceful with purpose. Shizuo was taking it as a first date and it gave him so much happiness.

Izaya joined him wearing a wedding veil. Snapping a picture he saved it for later when Jude and Wyatt weren't busy. As they walked Izaya hummed the wedding march theme. "Does that make you the bride?"

"I will be whoever you want me to be." Izaya grinned at him through the veil. Shizuo couldn't see but Izaya's lips when slightly hidden were expressive.

Shizuo had a grin of his own. "So if I said that veil, a floor length wedding dress and a silk lingerie set?"

Izaya looked in his direction. "Interesting, why?"

"So I could hide underneath and suck your cock." Shizuo caught Izaya as he tripped.

"Fuck that sounds good to me." Izaya moaned adjusting himself. "Vegas does spur of the moment weddings."

Shizuo choked on his next breath. "Tease."

"Only for you." Izaya grinned. "Silver, gold or a special collar?"

"Fuck knows. I've never worn jewellery." Shizuo scowled.

"You say that. Yet you wear chains so well."

Shizuo snorted. "Alright give me another criticism you had."

Izaya's lips pursed beneath the veil. "It was suggested I dress like a woman and accept the role as no man would allow me to fuck them."

Shizuo laughed. "Bullshit."

"I was told to play mute and I might have a better chance just standing there. If I opened my mouth it was all over."

"Ouch." Shizuo winced. "Another. There's more right?"

Izaya groaned. "So many more. I was told to stop skipping like a child unless I was a little and wanted a daddy."

Shizuo laughed.

"I was told my flirting was the equivalent of watching someone give a frog a rim job."

Shizuo's cheeks hurt. "Had the person ever seen that?" He asked wiping tears away.

"I told her she was the frog." Izaya shrugged. "If they can't take it they shouldn't give it."

Shizuo shook his head. "I'm not arguing."

"Shinra recorded the whole thing. He gave it to Kasuka who thought my effort was worth praise."

"I need to see it." Shizuo decided.

"Why not. It's good seeing you laugh."

Shizuo blushed. He was in so much trouble.

x-x-x

They hit the closest four star hotel because Izaya wanted apartment clean and not expensive tongue waxed. The receptionist didn't ask why Izaya was wearing a veil and carrying a costume shop bag clearly overflowing. The man's eyes had lit up and his stage name mouthed. The man probably thought he was here for a shoot.

Shizuo shied away from fan worship. Izaya squeezed his hand and quickly handled the exchange. Key card in hand they found their room. Izaya had already tipped the costumes out on the floor. "Turn around."

When he turned back, Izaya was topless in his undies with a dark green dinosaur head. "Turned on yet?"

"Only in a forest dressed as a caveman." Shizuo deadpanned.

"That could be arranged." Izaya put his arms in walking around funny. "You're not impressed by my t-rex?"

Shizuo sat on the bed taking his own shirt off. "You named your cock?"

Izaya tilted his head. "You can't see my sarcasm like this, can you?"

"Nope, can you see anything?"

"Me falling on my ass." Izaya grumbled. "Did you bring the blindfold?"

"No." Shizuo lied. "Let's try another costume."

"The shark?" Izaya asked trying to safely sit.

"Sure." Shizuo covered his mouth. "Give it a go."

x-x-x

Shizuo laughed until he cried watching Izaya try costume head after costume head. Shark, pharaoh, bear, wolf. So much entertainment. The spaceman was his favourite so far.

Shizuo cursed as they went to kiss and the plastic visor slammed into his nose. "Ow." They both said in unison.

"Maybe we should've found a sex shop." Izaya sighed.

Shizuo reached into his pocket lifting up the blindfold. "We could just use this."

Izaya was silent for a beat. "You had that all along?"

Shizuo grinned. "You were trying so hard with the costumes. It felt bad to ruin your fun."

Izaya growled and snatched the blindfold. On it went, the space helmet clattering to the ground. Shizuo's laughter turned into a moan, followed by several more.

x-x-x

The nightmares were there but so was Izaya. Wyatt and Jude had checked in with their own video. Shizuo watched it and admitted they were hot. Check out came and Izaya left the costumes scattered over the floor. A memory best forgotten had Shizuo not had his own little photo shoot.

"Do you think the face matters if you're fucking me?" Izaya asked surprising him yet again.

"I've never topped."

"I've never bottomed." Izaya shrugged back with the veil. "I would for you."

"I don't have the urge to bend you over anything." Shizuo shrugged.

"Maybe the silk lingerie will do the trick." Izaya mimicked his shrug.

Shizuo bit back a groan. "You wouldn't."

"Relationships are about compromise and making one another feel good and special."

"More advice you received?"

"What advice have you had then?" Izaya scowled.

"From the guys? You want to keep it stick a leash on it or fuck it so hard they can't leave." Shizuo shrugged.

"So we're going with the collar then?" Izaya teased.

The guy passing them winked at him. Shizuo looked away squeezing Izaya's hand. "Do you want to wear the veil?"

"I want to get back to the apartment." Shizuo sighed feeling the panic come on.

Izaya let out a long drawn sigh. "Guess we'll leave the sex shop another day. My shizu-chan gets what he wants."

"Idiot."

"That's the nicest thing my critics have said." Izaya pouted. "No one loves me, Shizu-chan."

"I do."

Izaya huffed. "Say that when I'm wearing the appropriate dress."

Shizuo leaned in resting his head on Izaya's shoulder.

x-x-x

"I hope you washed the sheets." Shizuo called out.

"In the dryer." Wyatt called back. "Something you want to tell us?"

"Damn, did you get married?" Jude asked shocked. "I thought I would be bridesmaid."

"Is there a dress big enough for you?" Izaya asked.

"I can use the curtain. I'll go toga style." Jude grinned.

"You making Me carry you across the threshold?" Wyatt deadpanned.

"Are you gonna wear the dress then?"

"Hell no. It's a scary sight." Wyatt shuddered.

Shizuo grinned hearing his phone ping. "Who wants to watch some tv?"

Izaya groaned. "Already?"

Jude and Wyatt perked up. Izaya despite his complaining set the video up for them on the big screen. It never occurred to Shizuo he was seeing Izaya unfiltered. He'd already settled back leaning content against Izaya.

Izaya came on the screen looking older than he'd last seen him. The camera was shaky and it looked like a makeshift stage and a microphone. Izaya skipped and paced. Stage freight was real. "Thank you for coming humans. The man I love is currently in another country. Eventually I'll need to go and get him back. I also need to give him. I reason to refuse me. So your...criticism is appreciated."

Izaya stood still on stage. "Doing something would be a good start." A man called out.

"I'm doing plenty." Izaya argued back.

"Don't argue back." Another man called "I learnt my lesson. Always assume you're wrong, then you can't go wrong."

"Thank you human." Izaya nodded.

"What's with all the human crap? You an alien? Maybe think you're superman? You'll never get anyone with that ego."

"Well I don't know your name and you are all human." Izaya shrugged clutching the microphone.

"Back to the wrong thing." The previous advice giver yelled.

On the sofa Jude and Wyatt were laughing.

"Right." Izaya sighed. "Work in progress."

"You mean you've started?" A woman asked.

Shizuo winced and squeezed Izaya's hand .

"You can laugh, Shizu-chan." Izaya sighed.

"I've dressed the part." Izaya said onscreen. "I'm here."

"With jeans that tight it'll be a wonder the guy ever reaches your cock!"

Jude howled.

"That won't be an issue." Izaya defended.

"You mean it's that small?" A woman asked.

Shizuo twitched.

"My cock isn't the problem." Izaya scowled.

"Just everything else." The woman called. "You dress like a teenager who can't sit down, you prance around like a child wanting to play kiss chase and you look like you expect everyone to bow at your feet."

"You could have all the money in the world and a prostitute still wouldn't sleep with you with that game."

"Jesus." Wyatt breathed.

"Good thing I don't want a prostitute." Izaya shrugged.

"You could always stick a bag over your head and pretend you're mute. Can't go wrong there." A guy snickered.

"Any helpful advice?" Izaya asked.

"Yeah, go see a hypnotist and try again."

"I might need one to forget your comments." Izaya grumbled. "I've been practising-"

"It doesn't show!"

Shizuo felt Izaya let go of his hand and get up. He watched Izaya's back as he slipped into the bathroom.

"That's why I'm here!" Izaya scowled.

Shizuo stood leaving Jude and Wyatt. He walked into the bathroom seeing the veil on the sink and Izaya's face staring at him in the mirror. "Shit." Izaya grabbed for the veil.

"Leave it." Shizuo snapped. "I've seen your face on screen. I didn't freak out. It was a stupid fear."

"It was one you felt necessary." Izaya sighed. "I thought you wanted to watch the show?"

Shizuo closed the door listening for the click. "I'm impressed you went so far for me. You've come further."

"I thought I'd have competition. I was prepared to risk it all. Shame means nothing."

"Why the fuck did you ever hate me?" Shizuo asked in disbelief.

"I didn't. I thought boys picked on the ones they liked." Izaya shrugged but didn't turn around. Shizuo sighed stepping up behind his lover.

"I'm looking at you. Nothing is happening." Shizuo murmured. "Look at me."

"I am. Always have been." Izaya shrugged.

Shizuo felt his cock swell. "I'm so tempted to fuck you right now."

Izaya moaned. "So do it."

Shizuo growled grinding his cock against Izaya's jean clad ass. Reaching around he flicked open the button and unzipped. His hand brushed over smooth silk. "Oh fuck." Tugging the jeans down his mouth dropped open.

"Someone told me if its too much work make sure there's a reward waiting." Izaya smirked back at him.

Shizuo lifted Izaya up and sat him on the sink pulling his jeans off. The black silk panties trimmed with lace drew his attention but so did the straps and the stockings. "Heels." Shizuo moaned adding to his fantasy.

"Anything." Izaya moaned kissing him with interference.

"Fucking finally!" Shizuo growled kissing back desperately. "I missed you so much."

"Me too, Shizu-chan." Izaya breathed. "Fuck me."

Shizuo cursed looking for the lube. "Damn it!" He snapped. "Stay there."

Izaya laughed as he stormed out of the bathroom and into the bedroom grabbing the supplies. The lovers on the sofa grinned knowingly. The Izaya on screen was still being roasted.

Shizuo slammed the door hurrying over and tossing the condoms down. "...it's your first time."

"And?" Izaya asked touching his cheek.

"Should be on a bed." Shizuo grumbled.

"Shouldn't I decide how I want to do it?" Izaya stepped forward grabbing his hand and guiding it to his silk covered cock. "I want you to lick me through the silk, fuck me with your fingers and then fuck me with your cock."

Shizuo groaned adjusting himself and squeezing Izaya. "You don't play fair."

Izaya grinned. "I play for what I want. Hurry it up, Shizu-chan."

Shizuo groaned dropping to his knees and set to work.

x-x-x

Shizuo twitched in his sleep memories flickering through his dreams. He could feel he was dreaming but couldn't get out, couldn't escape the nightmare. Faces surrounded him, hands gripping his skin. "Shizu-chan, I've got you." Izaya's voice cut through the fakes, his arms holding tight.

Shizuo was shaking as he woke up but Izaya was whispering to him stroking his arm and pressed to his back. Closing his eyes he went back to sleep.

x-x-x

Morning came and with it the image of Izaya between his legs sucking his cock. "That's nice." Shizuo murmured.

Izaya's eyes flashed his head lifting. "Just nice? Do you want me to stop?"

"Fuck no." Shizuo groaned. "I just meant it's nice waking up..."

"I get it. I'm just teasing,Shizu-chan." Izaya grinned and licked a strip up his cock. "What are our plans today?"

"You don't have anything to do?" Shizuo asked frowning.

"Nope. I am all yours. I told you that."

"But..."

"I am here for you, Shizu-chan." Izaya cupped his cheeks and stared into his eyes. "I have enough money to support myself. I can easily set something up. For now, I aim to spend every free moment with you until you're sick of me."

Shizuo blushed. "Practice really does make perfect."

Izaya grimaced but nodded.

"All I need is you." Shizuo smiled. "It's all I've ever needed."

Izaya kissed him. "Same. I love you, Shizu-chan. I always have and always will."

Shizuo sighed. "Vegas is sounding good about now."

Izaya laughed. "Say the word."

End