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Thomas looked at Juliet asking for help.

- All three if you will.

He nodded. Juliet held to help him get up, she directed him to the bed where he settled down.

- Do you know what triggered your crisis?

Thomas avoided their eyes, he concentrated on his hands.

- What happened yesterday.

- I don't know what happened yesterday Thomas.

Magnum called Juliet for help, and Juliet summed up what had happened.

- Did it remind you of Afghanistan?

- Can we talk about something else?

- No. In any case it makes me happy to see you again Juliette and especially to see that I was able to help you, smiled the doctor. Has he ever told you about all this?

- Not really, Higgins admitted. I have the broad outline, but he has never managed to open up on this subject.

- Don't want to tell him?

- Why I would want to! We've been through hell, I just want to forget everything!

- You know it doesn't work that way.

- Give me peace, with your shrink stuff! I was forced to see one after all this and it didn't really work!

- Thomas!

- What? What do you want her to do? She can't help me forget and I would always have nightmares!

- It can help you do less, and not have a seizure anymore!

- I don't need her for that!

- A yes you are sure of that? Because I wouldn't have known how to help you if we had both been home," Juliette confessed as she held back tears.

Magnum stared at her, he didn't know what to answer.

- Thomas, you injured two people, and I'm sure the nurse who was taking care of you died of scare!

- And I could have hurt you.

- So open up, we're here to help you.

- It's too hard Higgy.

Juliet took his hand and he smiled.

- Can you tell me what your last experience with a shrink was like?

- Bad! She, finally I know nothing I told her some trick and I frankly had the impression that it was she who was going to need a session!

- What you've experienced can be hard to hear.

- It's his job!

- Hey, tried to appease Juliet.

- Perhaps you can tell us the original reason for your crisis.

- The hole?

He took a deep breath, and watch Juliet to give himself courage.

- I was the one who dug it. At one point they pushed me in and they installed a find of fence held by a stone so that I could not escape. It rained a lot and the hole filled with water.

Thomas struggled with his memories.

- That's good, Dr. Ogawa encouraged, continue.

- To say what? huh? Thomas began to get carried away

- Thomas, tried to appease Juliet.

- We all know what happens in an Afghan prison camp! We were tortured for eighteen months! And of course they were imaginative! So sorry I don't want to go through that again!

- This is to help you get better.

- Oh, yes? And how will reliving all this help me exactly?

- Thomas, please.

- No! I'm tired of shrinks, they are useless!

- You react like this for the moment but it will get better!

- yes after paying you I don't know how much!

- Magnum!

- Please try, Dr. Ogawa asked calmly. Perhaps you can tell us something else?

- Oh yes, like what? The number of times we almost died? Or how much they broke me!

And silence fell. Thomas was still analyzing what he had just said.

- Is this the first time you've said it out loud?

He said nothing.

- Or is this the first time you've admitted it?

Again, she had no answer.

- If you do not answer, I would say that it is the second option.

- Go, he asked in a sulfur.

- All right, I'll leave you.

- What?" said Juliette surprise.

- Don't worry, he will need you and he will come back to me.

So the psychiatrist came out of the room. Juliet looked at Thomas, trying not to show his sadness.

- You should leave too.

- What? What for?

- You heard it, didn't you? You've heard them all! I am dangerous! And probably completely screwed!

- Hey, stop. You didn't do anything against me and I'm sure I can do something.

- A yes and what?

- I wasn't broken like you, but you fixed me. And even if you just lowered your last barricades even with me, I'm not going to leave you. Especially now that I finally know all the facets of Thomas Magnum.

- This one sucks!

- I love him!

He frowned, not completely sure what he had just heard.

- Higgy? he smiled

- We're going to face that together.

- But what if I drown, because it's likely to happen?

- I'm here, I always will be.

- And if I take you with me.

- It's not going to happen.

- Are you sure?

- Yes, but you will have to go see Dr. Ogawa. You need to help and I will also need his advice.

- To manage me?

- Thomas!

- But it kind of comes down to that, doesn't it?

Juliette sighed:

- If you want we can say that. Are you ready for help?

He looked at her silently.

- I won't do it alone, it's too important.

- Are you going to leave?

- What? No, of course not! All I want is for you to get better and with the best possible care.

Thomas smiled shyly at her.

- OK.

The road was going to be long and complicated but with Juliette he was going to get there.