Scene: Sara and Lena share their appetizers at Westerly's Palace.
"Um, so I just wanted to say um, thank you again for meeting me here tonight. I'm really glad you showed!" -Lena
"Thank you for inviting me! It's been really nice talking with you again!" -Sara
"Well yes, yes, of course. Um, I don't really know how else to say this..but um, would you mind if we talked about the other weekend?"
"No, please. I wanted to before I just didn't want to push you. I heard you crying after I left so I know you were going through a lot after I left.."
"Yeah, I'm-I'm sorry. I shouldn't have kicked you out like that and lashed out. I pushed you away, and I'm sorry. Honestly, I think I just got scared. I haven't been that physically close to someone or that vulnerable in a long time. I started to worry that I wouldn't live up to your expectations because I don't have a lot of experience. You seemed so comfortable and confident and because I wasn't, I felt left behind. I'm sorry I didn't confide in you and communicate that sooner. I really enjoyed getting to know you and spending time together. I hope you can forgive me-"
"...Aaaand here you go, I have one Shrimp Alfredo with Spinach and Kale for Ms. Luthor and one Chicken Parmesan for Ms. Lance. I also have more red wine for Ms. Luthor and another Scotch on the rocks for Ms. Lance. If you are all set [Brief pause, nods from Ms. Lance and Ms. Luthor] Bon Appetite!"
Sara was overwhelmed by everything that just happened. She heard Lena and she wanted to fix everything, to ease her pain, and to tilt up her chin. Sara apologized to Lena for making her feel left out and exposed. She expressed her desire to make all of Lena's worries go away and explained how she had no ill intentions. She also expressed how much she enjoyed quality time with Lena, how much she missed it, and how she hopes to continue spending time together. Then it slipped…" I really like you, Lena". Sara quickly inhaled and said "Lena, I'm so sorry, I don't mean to come off too-"
"Sh. I really like you too, Sara. I think I just need to spend more time with you. At least I would like to..would you be open to coming over to watch something tonight? I think the re-runs of L Word are on tonight…" said Lena. She drifted into thought just at the end as everything Sara'd just said really resonated with her. Sara likes her, she wants to spend time with her, and she wants to hold and protect her. Lenas wondered if this could be real.
Sara accepts the offer and they finish eating while they discuss Tibette's relationship status and their thoughts on Shane's latest hookup. A few glasses later, Sara and Lena lightly stumble their way to Lena's driver in front of the restaurant. With liquid confidence in their systems, they're quite comfortable with one another. Lena didn't even realize she was still holding Sara's hand from their walk through the restaurant.
When Sara noticed Lena looking at their intertwined fingers, Sara smiled wearily, then asked if it was okay if they kept holding hands. Lena's eyes met blue and Lena smiled. She moved a bit closer so their legs were touching and nodded, then placed her head on Sara's shoulder. Sara gave her a soft, tentative kiss on Lena's forehead and Lena smiled. They rode home in content silence.
By the time they reached Lena's place, they'd both sobered up a bit. They rode up the elevator in comfortable silence. Lena tried to act normal like she was bringing any friend up with her, but she couldn't deny that was different. Lena never identified as gay, she was sure she was straight for the longest time. At least before she'd met Sara. Last weekend she got cold feet because she was uncomfortable being so vulnerable at that time, but she felt closer to Sara now. She felt seen and validated, heard even. She doesn't know if this is just about Sara or if this is a new discovery, but Lena is interested in learning more about Sara. More specifically, what it takes to make her crack. Does she crack? The image her mind is creating is making her heart beat faster and causing a dark pink to rise in her cheeks on on her chest.
Sara, only a step left and behind Lena, noticed the changes in Lena's body. She was worried at first, thinking she was having second thoughts or was getting upset. When she saw the creeping blush Sara got curious and took a step up to gently but firmly grab Lena's waist with her right hand. Lena's now dark green eyes quickly avoided eye contact in embarrassment. Sara hit the hold button on the elevator and softly pitched Lena's chin to force their eyes to meet.
When their eyes meet Lena begins to breathe a bit faster as they breaths shallowed. Sara took the hint and turned Lena's body to fully face her. With Lena a step from the wall, Sara held Lena's cheek and went in for a soft kiss. Lena returned the kiss and tried to swallow a soft moan, but Sara's hearing was impeccable.
In just a few binks Sara has Lena pinned against the wall of the elevator with both of her hands on Lena's hip. Sara initiated a deeper kiss with Lena which was met with fervor. The more they kiss the more moans escape from Lena's throat. Sara's interested in continuing her quest from last weekend and moves her lips to that spot on Lena's neck that she can't resist.
Just when she does Lena allows a full moan to escape her lips, inducing a thick wet heat for both of them. Lena's drowning in pleasure so she begins grasping at anything she can. She'd been exploring the shape of Sara's body since her back hit the wall and the same vice-versa. Lena cupped the small mounds on Sara's chest and used her thumb to find her nipple. The moment her thumb brushed Sara's nipple, Sara looked up at her giving her a taunting glare.
Feeling adventurous, Lena rubbed the small cluster again, earning Lena a firm grip on her throat via Sara's left hand. The moment that hand reached her throat her hands fell to her sides and a guttural moan got caught in her throat. Lena's body was so hot she felt as though her skin was on fire. She couldn't get enough of this. Still, Lena had no intent of explaining stains in the elevator or doing a walk of shame to her door, so she quickly hit the button to unpause the elevator.
Sara raised an eyebrow in question and Lena smiled as she pulled herself off the wall and put herself back together. Sara took the hint to do the same.
When the elevator door dinged, they stepped out and walked to the door. As Lena had struggled before, Sara offered to unlock the door, and Lena quickly accepted the assistance. She knew her hands we at least as shaky as last time, if not more. As they stepped in they took off their shoes and put down their keys. Sara hit the bathroom while Lena got them their drinks, and then Sara set up the L Word reruns while Lena used the bathroom. Eventually, they ended up planted on that same couch from the weekend before watching silly lesbian drama.
They both managed to calm down a bit until a few episodes later when they'd gotten distracted talking about a scene. Lena turned off the TV because their conversation had grown so much that they weren't paying attention anymore. A moment of silence fell and Lena and Sara were caught in an intense eye-gazing moment. Neither one of them wanted to look away. Lena slowly leaned in for a soft kiss and she was surprised when Sara let her lead.
Lena kisses like a scientist, exploring and mapping every inch of Sara's lips and mouth with her tongue. Suddenly, Lena seemed like she'd reached a conclusion. She pulled away and stood up. She turned to Sara and said "I'm gonna change into something more comfortable because it's really late. Would you like to stay? I'm sure I can find something for you to wear!" Sara hummed in agreement and happily took Lena's hand as she was led to the bedroom.
Sara picked out a matching two-piece tank top and shorts for pajamas and Lena chose her underwear and a 4XL t-shirt. Lena pulled out an extra toothbrush and they both cleaned up and climbed into bed. With Lena on the right side of the bed and Sara on the right, they lay on their sides to talk. They were very flirtatious, but they could sense the other was exhausted. After a short kissing session, they turned off the lights and said goodnight. Sara spooned Lena and they both fell asleep within the hour.