"Then I will see you tonight, yeah?" Bea was smiling and giggling then gave her a couple of times on the cheeks "When everyone goes to bed" She was shaking her head and then went to see her crew and on the way there Ms. Westfall caught up with her. She wanted to talk about Bea. "Hey Kaz, can I talk to you about Bea?'' Kaz started to look concerned and wanted to know what Bea was hiding from her "Yeah! Is she okay? Because she not telling me shit" Ms. Westfall told me that her Mental health is not the greatest and that she has been harming herself "Has she told you about her issues?"
"She just told me that she has some issues and is not ready to talk to me about it. I want to respect her wishes when it is right for her to tell me and be ready to talk. Maybe I'm meeting up with my crew" Westfall let her go and didn't know what to do now, The rest of the day Kaz couldn't help but think about Bea and being so worried for her
Her health matters to Kaz and takes it seriously. She went to the medical to see a nurse "Hey, um. Do you have anything for scars?" She gave her the last one of the cream for scars "Here you go" Kaz went to see Bea and caught her cutting herself "What is your timing" Then she got a little uncomfortable and started tearing up in front of Kaz. She stayed near the door while Kaz came in and closed again then sat next to her. She put something on the scars where Bea cut herself. They stayed there for a while and Kaz took good care of her while she was staying there. "Can we go sit on the bed where it is more comfortable?" They went to bed and they were cuddling and holding hands "Thanks Kaz for uh, taking care of me"
"I love you" She whispers to Kaz then kisses her on the cheek "I love and care about you Bea, You are my life and I want you to be happy and healthy. It's just that" Their eyes are connected and the eyes of Kaz, it was hard for Bea to look at her "You are my happiness, Kaz. You are just the sweetest and the nicest person and seeing you every day is like taking medicine, I just don't know how I'm going to tell you about my issues or how to start"
"I'm not hiding anything from you, I love you so fucking much. It's just that I'm not" She started to cry and Kaz came in and hugged her tight. She started talking to make her laugh and keep her safe and smile again especially since she is going through a lot at the moment and Kaz wants to make sure that Bea gets the love for what she needs more "Do you want anything? Or do you need some space" Bea thought about it for a second "I want to be with you" She smiled at Kaz "I need you, Kaz" They stayed in bed for a while and chatted with some giggles." Did I tell you about my scar? It looks great!" Bea looks at it "It looks amazing! I just have to put more" Kaz was rolling her at Bea "Cream! I know, I just got more today and you might need some cream in between your legs" They were laughing at each other about everything "I'm obsessed with your scars, mine are shittie to look at!"
"I wouldn't say mine are perfect" She started to put some cream on Bea first because hers weren't big then there were Kaz's scars "In my eyes, they are perfect and I love you so much. You mean so much to me, Kaz" Bea was making Kaz smile and her heart was racing a little "You! Ms. Smith doesn't know how much I love and adore you, Bea. You mean a lot to me and I care about you so much, I would love to talk to you without any fucking secrets"
Bea helps with Kaz's scar on her stomach and wash their hands "Dinner is in 20 minutes, Are you hungry?" Bea wasn't hungry but she was thinking of staying there in the unit for a while for some alone time "You can go and hang out with your crew, I will be fine here thank you" They kissed a couple of times then smiled at each other "I will see you later and I love you" She whispers went to dinner and Bea stayed in her cell, she would only come out when she needs too but she doesn't have the energy anymore and the feelings that Bea inside of her for Kaz is slowly drying off and it feels the relationship is being her down, it got worse when she proposed to her for the second time on from the field. Bea didn't know what to do with her life right now, especially with The relationship and she needs to talk to Kaz as soon as she comes back from dinner. Meanwhile, at the dinner table, everything was fine
Until a massive fight with a few women in the room and it got really bad to the point that a couple of them went to medical to get checked out Kaz had enough and then went to check on Bea to see how she was doing but on the way there she got some treats for her to surprise Bea with it "Bea!" She called out to Bea with a smile and when Kaz got there, she saw that Bea wasn't doing so well. The door closed quickly and she went to see her and sit next to her on the bed. "I got something for you" Kaz gave her favorite snacks and the chocolate that she had for Bea and she started to cry "Hey, it's okay, I'm here" Kaz went to give her a hug and lots of love with some kisses "I fucking love you so much, Kaz. You are just the sweetest ever, I just fell in love with you all over again"
"I thought about things but you just make everything so special and just so" They started to cuddle and stayed for the rest of the afternoon. Time later in the governor's office, it was almost home time for her and Jake knocked on the door then came in "Hey, Vera. I'm wondering if you want to go out for dinner tonight. And catch up on work or anything, if not I will be okay with that" The way he said it and it came with a smile then knowingly she couldn't resist saying no to him "I would like that very much, just give me 10 minutes and I will be done work then we can go" Jake good with that plan and leaves with a big smile on his face
Finally after work and Jake waiting for her to come out, he was smiling but nervous at the same time he had never been like this before with a girl. It was like marrying the person that he loved most then the door opened and she came out so beautiful in her light red dress "Do you like it?" He loved everything. "You look beautiful" She locked the door behind her and went to dinner with him "You look great as well Jack" He giggled to himself "Thanks! This is all brand new, I had this in my closet for a few years" so far it's going well for the both of them and went to dinner on time. For them, it's going to be a great time at first but with time it's going to get worse then it goes good again at the end of the dinner, as they were waiting for their food to come they were talking about life outside of work
But then the food came out for them on the waiter then he tripped and made a mess. Most of the food was on her and the table They tried their best to clean everything up but Vera wasn't having a good time already, so Jake tried his best to make her laugh and he did it, he made her smile and laugh at him so after what happened at dinner and he took her home and have pizza instead then chatted after they changed and cleaned from everything. He stayed with her for a while until Jake had more than a couple of drinks "Jake, I'm not letting you drive home. I want you to stay the night" He was fine sleeping on the couch
By the next morning, Jake didn't feel good after having those drinks from last night and wanted to throw up "You don't look good Jake, are you going to work like this?" He said that he was fine but then it was happening and ran to the bathroom and started vomiting in her toilet "Jake! Don't come to work today. You are drunk and vomiting in my bathroom" he didn't answer her and so she just rolled her eyes then went to work like normal
At the prison, everyone was still in bed. Bea and Kaz were in bed together cuddling, Kaz was giving her some little kisses on her face and putting a smile on her face. They had the dirty for the first time and felt so much love with someone like Kaz then was feeling even more grateful for her every single day "Can we cuddle a little longer and love with each other instead of going to work today" They were giggling and both know that they have to work but they know have to do it "I know Kaz but we have too" Bea had to move and get out of the bed but she can't move because she was too busy cuddling with Kaz and doesn't want to move
"We need to get up now and have more cuddles later" They both liked the idea and finally got out of bed and got dressed then started their day by going to get some breakfast, after that well it was to work and everyone went to their jobs as normal then started working hard to finish work before lunch and have the afternoon off from work. They were moving fucking fast and by lunchtime, laundry was almost done but they hoping they could get it all done after lunch
Time went fast and work was now the women were free to go then do anything they wanted "Hurry up! Bea" Kaz was running down the hallway with a smile on her face and Bea was taking her sweet time "Kaz! Why are you running? There is no need to run down the hall" She came back and grabbed Bea's hand to get her to go faster, they made it to Kaz's cell and the door was closed. Then the kissing started between them and they were already on the bed. "This is worth it, being with you and I want to be with you as long as I can" Bea can't help but smile and fall in love with her so much, she made Bea's heart fall up with love again, the feeling that she before was gone "Are you always worth it to me, Kaz. You are mine" The kissing continues but the call starts "Bea! Mr. Jackson wants to see you" Boomer was yelling from the other side of the door
Kaz started laughing at her "Go on, go see what he wants now" She kisses Kaz on the cheek "It's probably the fucking governor as normal" Bea came out and saw Jackson and the governor waiting for her to come out of Kaz's cell "Smith, you need to come with us right now" the governor was talking didn't sound good "What's going on?" Kaz came out to see what was going on with Bea "I prefer if we went to my office, there is more privacy and Ms. Westfall is going to meet us there" She didn't understand what was going on or what was happening and why Ms. Westfall was going to be there with her and the governor, she will have to wait and finds out the hard way about Allie's murder and from Kaz's attacks
She feels so much at the moment and is thinking about what she should do and not tell Kaz anything about to happen with this chat with the governor and the therapist. What do they know that Bea doesn't know about the minute she and Jackson look at each other, that when she knows something about Allie and Kaz then tries to keep her emotions inside as long as she can and save them for when she tells everything