I was wondering what story to write about as I returned, and this popped into my head. I do not know how it will be, but I hope you like it.
Summary of the chapter,
Ji Hoo and Jan Di fall in love while having sex.
Disclaimer: I don't own the boys over Flowers characters…
"Let's meet up. I really need your help once more" Ji Hoo said over the phone in a desperate voice.
"Where should I meet you?" she asked.
"Come to Shilla Hotel, the fifteenth-floor room 205. I will be waiting for you." He hung up.
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30 minutes later, Jan Di was led to room 205 to meet Ji Hoo. She was heading home when she received his call. She wondered what could be so urgent that he called her at the hotel in the middle of the night. Before she could knock at the door, he opened it for her, and she was welcomed with the smell of red wine. He had a worried look on his face, and she could tell that something was bothering him. As she took a seat, he poured her a glass of wine. "Why did you call me here?"
Ji Hoo walked over to the window and took a sip of his wine once more. "I want to have a child with you," he stated, fearing what she would say; after all, he was just her co-worker and married to a woman who couldn't carry a child in her womb. "I know it is difficult, but if Emily found out that you had a miscarriage, she would be sad," he explained.
She looked at him with surprise, not knowing what to say. She had always thought of him as a friend, but now she realized that he wanted something more from her because she had willingly lent him and his wife her womb, but that didn't mean she could open her legs to save his marriage. "I'm sorry, Ji Hoo. I know we are friends, but I can't—" She stopped talking when she felt him wrap his arms around her from behind.
"I'm begging you, Jan Di-ah," he whispered in her ear. Jan Di could feel his warm breath on her neck and his heart beating against her back. She closed her eyes and took a deep breath, trying to calm herself down before turning around to face him.
"OK," she said, tears welling in her eyes. She couldn't believe she was going to sleep with a married man, a man she had loved for three years, ever since she started working with him at the hospital. She knew it was wrong, but the thought of being with him was too strong to resist. She took a deep breath and tried to push away the guilt, hoping that this one night would be enough to satisfy her longing for him.
"Really, Jan Di-ah?" he asked, holding her shoulders.
She sniffled and replied. "Really," she affirmed.
"I'm sorry, Jan Di-ah; I'm too selfish to do this to you," he said while placing his glass of wine down. His eyes drifted to the woman who stood nervously at the door of the bathroom, wrapped in a fluffy white bathrobe, her wet hair clinging to her neck. 'She is beautiful, he thought.
Ji Hoo approached Jan Di by the door, took her face in his hand, pinned her to the wall, and softly brushed his lips on hers.
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As he savored the moistness and softness of her lips, the thought fleetingly crossed his mind that perhaps he had never been kissed before. Wrapping his mind around his past encounters with the young and innocent intern Jan Di, he recalled her easygoing and approachable nature, still so fresh in his memories. Despite her popularity and the many smitten suitors vying for her attention, she had remained steadfast in not choosing anyone to go out with. He distinctly remembered how flustered she would become even from the innocent pecks he gave her on the cheek. As he took the much-awaited plunge and kissed her for the first time, he felt honored and overwhelmed by the intensity of the moment, which left him trembling long after.
Ji Hoo was completely absorbed in the moment of kissing her that he failed to notice the tears streaming down her face. When he finally realized what had happened, he quickly withdrew and placed his forehead on hers. With a gentle and apologetic tone, he expressed his remorse for letting his desire overshadow her feelings. He realized that he had been too selfish and that he needed to be more aware of her emotional state.
"It's OK, I don't blame you." She leaned in and held his face with her gentle hands before closing her eyes and planting a kiss on his lips. In response to his actions and perhaps any apologies he may have offered, she reassured him.
Jan Di, being inexperienced in that field, pulled back right away, her entire body trembling with both fear and excitement. She knew this night was going to change everything in her life. Probably no one will get to know that she slept with her friend to save his marriage; after all, everyone knows she agreed to be a surrogate mother. She couldn't help but feel conflicted about the decision she made, but she knew it was the right thing to do for her friend and his wife. She hoped that someday she would find someone who would love and accept her for who she was, even with all her secrets.
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Ji Hoo was wondering what her life would become after this night, but he refused to think now. All he knew was that Jan Di was tingling with all the feelings he had wished to bury away. He leaned once more and claimed her lips with his own in a passionate, deep kiss. He could feel her trying her best to follow his lead. He wrapped her hands around his neck and took his to her waist, drawing her closer to him while their lips were still locked in a passionate kiss. "This night will be special for both you and me," he whispered after breaking the kiss.
She looked up at him with a smile and whispered back, "I trust you completely."
"And I trust you," he said, taking her lips once more.
The kiss they were sharing was deep and passionate; it also carried respect but was leading to the land of forbidden love. A love that would never be fulfilled because both were on different paths.
Ji Hoo's nimble fingers traveled to the knot of her bathrobe, carefully untying it before it gracefully fell to the ground. As her lips passionately kissed his neck, he began to peel away his own clothing piece by piece. Her innocent touches and smooches only served to fuel his desire, awakening the man inside him. A soft moan escaped his lips as he eagerly anticipated taking her as his own. Every touch, every kiss, every moment only further fueled the burning passion between them, igniting a fire that couldn't be tamed. Their explosive chemistry was undeniable, leaving them both lost in the throes of a passionate embrace.
Once their clothing was removed from her body, he deftly lifted her off the ground and carried her over to his bed. There, he placed her down with great care and lowered himself on top of her. He was well-versed in the ways of a woman's vulnerabilities, as any good doctor should be, and knew exactly where to touch her to arouse the deepest pleasure while also being aware of the areas that needed to be avoided. He was a master of his craft, thorough and precise in his actions, taking his
He resumed kissing her, this time trying something new. He slipped his tongue into her mouth while his hand caressed her and massaged her back and breasts. The kiss became deeper and more passionate while his hands continued working their way toward preparing her for what was called the night of passion.
She reciprocated his actions, feeling the heat rising between them. As they continued to explore each other's bodies, the anticipation of what was to come only intensified. He spread out her thighs; his hands were gentle and not frightening her, and all she could do was follow his lead, and her hand traveled in between their legs, feeling the big, erect manhood of his. She could feel her own desire growing as she stroked him, and he moaned in response.
Her touch was electric, making his body tremble with pleasure, and he couldn't resist the urge to pull her closer, deepening their connection. He could feel the wetness of her core even with his eyes closed. "I will be gentle," he whispered in her ear before positioning himself.
Ji Hoo knew Jan Di was a virgin, and he had to be careful and gentle not to hurt her. He took his time kissing her, relaxing her mind, and making sure she was comfortable before he could enter her. "Relax and listen to your body," he said tenderly, continuing to caress her body, asking for her consent at every step, making sure she was enjoying the experience. He wanted to ensure that she was fully comfortable and ready before proceeding further.
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Her love for him blinded her so much that she was willing to go to any length to make him remember her, even if it was just for one night. Gaining confidence in herself, she rose, pushed him to the bed, and grasped his hardness while she left a trail of moist kisses on his neck and to his ear while she stimulated him. 'I will make him remember this night even if he isn't mine,' she thought, biting softly on his neck, and making him moan.
She wasn't going to hold back her feelings tonight; she was going to make it unforgettable for him as well. As his hands massaged her back, she massaged and kissed his chest, moving downward to his abs while spreading his legs. She could feel his body tense up with pleasure and anticipation as she moved lower.
"Jan Di," he moaned, closing his eyes, and surrendering to the passion and lust she was awakening in him. She had perfect control over him, and he could do nothing about it apart from following her lead.
Everything that was happening was so unexpected that he forgot about his wife and allowed himself to be selfish for once and be free to feel the real romance of an innocent girl who made his heart beat every time he saw her smiling at him. He knew that it was wrong, but he couldn't resist her charm and the feeling of being alive again. Feeling her hand grasp him and gently stroke him to the peak of pleasure was more than reaching for heaven.
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When he was finally calmer, he regained his composure, flipped Jan Di back to the bed, and kissed her while he entered, giving her time to adjust to his size before he began thrusting in and out of her wet core.
Jan Di groaned softly as she scratched his back, feeling a small tinge of pain but joy in her body. His thrusts were gentle and deep, full of love from her perspective, and she didn't want this night to end. She raised her leg and wrapped it around his waist, allowing him a deep penetration. Ji Hoo held her leg and her face tightly, kissing her tenderly and whispering sweet nothings in her ear as he continued to move inside her, giving himself pleasure and filling her with his seed.
There was pain but that did not mean she enjoy it. In fact, it was the sweetest pain she had ever received in her entire life that will forever haunt her for sleeping with a married man.
Ji Hoo eventually began kissing her softly, giving her looks of happiness,
After coming down from the peak of pleasure, Jan Di didn't waste time; she rushed to the bathroom to cry as she bathed. She wasn't filled with any remorse but pain in her heart, as she knew Ji Hoo would never be hers in the first place. He has a family, and that is what matters to him the most.
"Jan Di," Ji Hoo said, hearing his knock at the door and his voice. She turned off the water in the shower. "Are you OK?" he asked, concerned.
Jan Di was surprised that he was still around, and now he was checking on her. "I'm fine," she replied, cleaning away her tears. "I will be fine if you leave," she said to herself.
Upon finishing her shower, she emerged from the room, already fully dressed her hair neatly combed, radiating an appearance of composure as if nothing of significance had occurred. Without any hesitation, she directly faced him and confidently announced her departure, stating, "I am leaving."
Ji Hoo was quick to reach her before she even got a chance to open the door. He wrapped his arms around her and declared, with a sense of deep emotion, that he had never been selfish in his entire life. However, upon meeting her, something had shifted within him. He kissed her cheek tenderly and revealed that they were both surgeons who had become good friends over time. The trust he had in her was profound, and he felt as though they had worked together side by side for years. With the incident that had just occurred, he could sense that everything had changed between them. She had helped him break free from his self-imposed limitations and allowed him to see the world in an entirely new light. Yet he was also filled with fear and trepidation, knowing that, come morning, he might not be able to spread his wings and fly again. In a moment of intimacy, he turned her around to face him while she was weeping. He leaned down, gently kissed her forehead with his eyes closed, and asked her to stay with him for the last remaining hours until morning comes.
As she gazed into his eyes, she saw a deep sense of sincerity and earnestness in his plea, and despite the doubts and hesitations in her mind, she ultimately nodded and agreed to stay with him. It was not an easy decision for her, but she could sense genuine affection.
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When Ji Hoo woke the following morning, he expected Jan Di to be in his arms, like how they cuddled once more in bed last night, but she was nowhere to be seen. He quickly got up and searched the room for any signs of her, but all he found was a note on the nightstand that read, "I had to leave early for work; see you at the office." He took his phone, only to find several missed calls from his wife and a few messages from his grandfather asking where he was. He dialed Jan Di's number to talk to her, but there was no answer. "Of course, why would she pick up?" he asked himself. He knew that although she wasn't upset, she was still avoiding him after all. He was married, but to save his marriage, he used her innocence to get what he wanted. He felt guilty for taking advantage of her and wished he could undo what he had done, but he also knew that he couldn't risk losing his family.
He recalled how he had requested her to be a surrogate mother since she was his best friend at his hospital, and he knew so well she would agree to his request. The procedure succeeded, but she had a miscarriage due to the accident she suffered. He had been devastated and couldn't bring himself to break the news to his wife after all the glow she had when she found out about Jan Di agreeing to be his and her surrogate mother. He couldn't bring himself to tell her the truth, and that was why he took a huge decision last night and took advantage of what Jan Di felt for him, using her to achieve what he wanted. "Will they both ever forgive me?" He knew that what he did was wrong, but he felt like he had no other choice. He hoped that someday they would understand his reasons and find it in their hearts to forgive him.
"Ji Hoo," Emily said, rushing to her husband and embracing him when he walked through the door of his home. "Where did you spend the night?"
Ji Hoo hesitated for a moment before replying, "I had to work late at the office and crashed at a hotel nearby. I'm sorry I didn't call." he lied, his conscious eating him up.
"So, when will we find out that she is pregnant?" Emily asked.
Ji Hoo at the mention of that, tensed up recalling he had taken Jan Di's virginity and did not regret it made him want to punish himself for that but for the happiness of his wife, he had broken all limits to make her a mother even if it wasn't in a proper way to do it.
"In a month, we'll find out if the procedure was successful." He replied and walked to the bedroom to rest. He had a night shift today, and that meant he was not going to see Jan Di unless he went to the hospital before 4:00 p.m. He wanted to see her, get closer to her, and maybe love her in secret.
As he lay down on the bed, he couldn't help but think about Jan Di and how much he admired her. She was strong, independent, and had a heart of gold. He knew that she deserved someone who could love her openly and be there for her every step of the way. But he couldn't help the way he felt about her. It was like a flame that burned deep within him, and no matter how hard he tried to extinguish it, it only grew stronger. He knew that his feelings were forbidden, but he couldn't help but dream of a life with Jan Di by his side. As he drifted off to sleep, he made a promise to himself that he would always be there for her, even if it meant loving her from afar.
Jan Di sat in her office after doing her rounds in the hospital. She made plans that, after giving birth, she would request a transfer and go to work in another country, perhaps China, or start up her own clinic in her village. She couldn't bear the thought of being near Ji Hoo, the man she loved but could never have. Jan Di knew that her feelings for him were futile and that she needed to move on with her life. As she looked out the window, she saw the bustling city below and wondered what adventures awaited her in a new place. She had always been drawn to helping others, and starting her own clinic would allow her to do just that. Jan Di was determined to make a difference in the world, even if it meant leaving behind the man who held her heart. She knew that loving from afar was not enough and that it was time for her to take control of her own destiny. With a sense of purpose and determination, Jan Di began planning for a future filled with new opportunities and endless possibilities.
Ji Hoo walked into his hospital and bumped into Jan Di as she was walking out. They exchanged pleasantries, but as she tried to walk away, Ji Hoo tugged on her arm, stopping her from walking away.
"Can we talk?" he asked, searching her eyes. "About what happened between us last night," he added, hoping she would understand what he meant without him having to spell it out. Jan Di hesitated for a moment before nodding and following him to a quiet corner of the hospital.
"Whatever happened between you and me, it might have been a deal we made, but I want to let you know I don't regret it. What I mean is that it was beautiful. Very wonderful; I was in paradise."
That was my first chapter. I hope you liked it
