Matters of the Heart

C17: Wake Up Sunshine

Standard Disclaimer: I don't own any of the recognizable characters

Bella's POV

I don't know how long their venom ravaged my system but all I knew was that I was in the worst pain of my life, but while it was worse than anything I had ever felt, I refused to scream because I knew that would hurt all five of them. And if I was honest the only thing that kept me from screaming, besides the sheer willpower, was the fact that I felt that all five of my lovers were right there next to me.

It couldn't be long though, because I could feel that my heart was slowing down to such a degree it would be worried if I was still human, because I don't think at this point I still qualified as such.

When my heart finally gave its final sickeningly loud thump, everything was quiet for a moment, until I could hear that bell like giggle I had missed so much and when I opened my eyes again, I was surprised to see everything so much more clearly. Every mote of dust in the air and every grain in the wood of the ceiling.

I could hear Alice giggle beside me, and now with my new eyesight, I could the full perfection of all of my lovers, who were all still there on the bed as naked as the day they were born. "Welcome back beautiful." Esme said with a loving smile.

"It's good to be back, and to finally be able to see every detail on your gorgeous bodies." I said softly, barely recognizing my own voice.

They all smiled and scooted closer so I was in the center of their impromptu hug. "I know it's a lot to take in right now, my love. It'll get better with time. How's the burn?" Rosalie asked softly.

"I can barely notice it at the moment. Is that weird?" I asked softly.

They all laughed lightly at that as Alice pulled me into her arms, and for the first time I felt I had to actively let her do that. "A little bit, but we sort of expected it too. You've broken every expectation while you were human, so we figured that it wouldn't be different now that you're turned."

I smiled and kissed her softly. "I'm honestly more surprised that I haven't jumped any of you yet."

"That's because you only just woke up mia Bella, both your body and mind are still waking up from their nap, because your change only took a day and a half, which might be the quickest in all of our history." Heidi said with a soft smile.

"It's not that, because trust me that I am fully awake. I just don't know who to start with." I said as I inched closer to them.

They smiled at me. "Before we get to that, because we will, there is a tradition that must be upheld if I don't want to get chewed out by Sulpicia the next time we visit Volterra, which I would rather avoid at this point. It is tradition for the matriarch of a Coven to bathe any newborn member. Usually this is used as a method of bonding, but today we will take this opportunity to get you cleaned up before we ravage each other."

I smiled at her. "That actually sounds like an amazing idea, because I'll admit I for some reason feel a bit grimy."

"That is because the change made you sweat a lot, since our venom expels that from your body. It's part of the reason the first things most newborns do is to jump into a body of water." Victoria said with a soft smile.

I smiled at that. "While that sounds gross, I know it's true because that is exactly how I feel."

Esme smiled and got off the bed before holding her hands out to me. "Then let's go and take a shower together love, after that we'll see how the burn is and if we can have our first Coven orgy."

I smiled and kissed her as she pulled me up. "I think I can live with that, besides you should know by now that there are few things I enjoy more than being wet and naked with all of you."

Esme just smiled and kissed me as we made our way to my bathroom. "I'll be very honest and say that you managed to surprise all of us baby. Not only do you seem to be in complete control of your bloodlust and hormones, your change also took only half the time it usually takes."

"Well Didyme said that I was meant for great things, and you have all said that I've broken the mold more than once while I was still human. I think this is just another part of that. I don't know how else to explain it." I said softly.

She smiled at that as we stepped under the spray, and not for the first time since waking up in my new life I was surprised to not feel something, now being the temperature of the water.

Esme merely smiled at me as she pressed her naked body against mine. "It's a lot to take in all at once isn't it love?"

I nodded as I relaxed against her. "It is, but surprisingly I'm finding it easy to cope with everything. I guess that's the benefit of a brain running on vampire speeds."

"It is, but I understand that it is also can feel really overwhelming still. It'll get better in a couple of days when your body is used to everything, and of course we'll be here to help you every step of the way." She said as she started washing my hair.

I smiled and relaxed even more as she expertly took care of me, taking a lot of time in washing my hair and body, and not for the first time since meeting her, I felt as if she truly was my mother, and that thought alone was enough to keep the smile on my face near permanent.

Alice's POV

When Bella and Esme came back into the room an hour later, Bella had an almost carnal look in her eyes and even without my foresight I knew exactly what she was planning, and it appeared Esme had a plan too.

"So Bella and I have been talking a little while we were in the shower, and it is her wish to reenact our first times with her before we get to the main course of doing this all together as a Coven, and I personally think that is a great idea, since we all get to witness exactly how Bella enjoyed her first time with all of us and thus will make for a great moment of bonding for us."

Everyone looked very excited about that and I knew exactly what this meant. "I think that is a great idea, and am I right in guessing that you also want to go in the same order Bella?" I asked with a smile.

She nodded and smiled at her. "Of course Ali. Far be it from me to deny you the chance to show everyone exactly how passionate you are about making love to me."

I smiled at me as she crawled onto the bed, while Esme took up a spot next to Rose, Heidi and Victoria, all four of them being very interested in what we were going to do. "I think this is going to be even better than the first time though because neither of us will have to hold back this time."

She just smiled as she tackled me to the bed and kissed me deeply, pulling me flush against her body as she devoured my mouth.

Since she now was stronger than me I couldn't do anything else than give myself over to whatever she wanted to do to me, although I only knew that her newborn hormones would also work in my favor, because I was pretty sure she would soon give in to her desire.

I was proven right when she pulled me into her lap so I could straddle her. "May I just say how much I love seeing you give in to your desires, baby."

"You make that easy love. Are you ready to get your world rocked all over again?" She asked softly.

I nodded and kissed her softly before she started kissing her way down my body, squeezing my breasts at the same time, and I just couldn't help but moan from the wonderful things she did to my body.

"I love the sounds you make when you're really horny, Ali. I could listen to you moan in pleasure all day." Bella said softly as she slipped two fingers into me, setting a slow and almost torturous pace which I knew she did that to tease me more.

"Bella, please don't tease me so much. I can't take this slow teasing, you know that."

She grinned up at me as she lowered her lips to my pussy and took a long lick up my slit before she started eating me out, although that didn't come close to describing what she was doing to me.

I wasn't planning on being passive the entire afternoon though and since I couldn't hurt her anymore, I slowly sat up so that I was basically straddling her face. "You didn't think I was going to stay passive all afternoon did you. I've been wanting to do this for a while now."

She just smiled and looked up at me, and I had to admit that seeing her look up at me with those crimson eyes was probably the most beautiful thing I've ever seen.

Bella also didn't seem to be passive anymore as she flipped us over, so that my lower half was now firmly in her grip as she drove her tongue into my pussy at vampiric speeds, and it was because of that grip that I really had no place to go anymore, which gave me very vivid ideas for our intimate future as I moaned out my first orgasm.

Bella however didn't stop, and given how sensitive I always was after my first orgasm, she effortlessly let me crash into my second and third, and it was only because of my lightly tapping her leg that she pulled back and grinned at me. "You have no idea how long I have wanted to do that. Did you like it Ali?" She asked softly.

In lieu of answering I tackled her back to the bed before I slid three fingers into and kissing her senseless at the same time, and instead of teasing her more, I set a relentless pace as I moved my mouth to her breasts, taking one of her nipples in my mouth as I quickly lost myself in pleasuring Bella.

Bella moaned loudly and seemed content to let me have my fun as she tangled her hand in my hair, pulling me even closer to her breasts.

Her hips were almost a blur as I fingered her, and I knew she was desperate to cum, something that she proved me right in a few moments later as she screamed out her orgasm as her body went rigid and her pussy seemed to be intent to squeeze my fingers off.

When she finally relaxed a little I pulled my fingers out and sucked one of them clean before offering the other two to her. "I take it you enjoyed yourself, my love?"

She nodded and sucked my fingers clean, moaning softly as she did so. "Immensely so Ali. I don't remember ever having a bigger orgasm."

"The first one as a vampire is always special, but I promise that it will never lose its shine." I said with a soft smile before I kissed her again.

Bella smiled at that. "I have no doubt about that, because all six of us are too different from each other too ever let things become dull. We have an eternity to experiment and I'm looking forward to doing exactly that."

Rosalie's POV

After a few minutes of cuddling together Bella turned her gaze to me, and knowing what this might become, I merely quirked an eyebrow at her as I took Alice's place and draped myself across the bed.

Her eyes immediately turned downward and sat back, clearly awaiting what I had in store for her. "Come here love. Your Goddess needs you."

I smiled as she crawled up to me, placing reverent kisses against my thigh as she did. "Of course, My Goddess, what do you desire?" She asked softly.

"There are a lot of things I desire, my love, but you can start by paying your tribute at your favorite altar." I said with a smirk.

Bella nodded and kissed her way further up my body before capturing my lips in a passionate and near reverent kiss, and despite wanting to stay in character, I just couldn't help the moan that ripped from my lips.

In truth I was just as desperate for her touch as everyone else was, but I knew that Bella was always very eager to worship me whenever we made love.

After about a minute of us making out, Bella started kissing her way further down my body, as always paying special attention to my breasts, sucking and kissing my nipples as if her life depended on it. "Bella baby, don't stall. You know exactly which altar I mean. You wouldn't want to keep your Goddess waiting, do you?"

She looked up at me and smiled shyly at me. "Of course not, my Goddess. Forgive me." She said softly as she kissed her way further down.

I almost unconsciously spread my legs further, putting myself on display for the first time since Volterra as she pressed a kiss just above my clit before slipping two fingers inside of me, pumping into me slowly, clearly wanting to make this last.

"Bella. Today is not the day for teasing. We can't hurt each other anymore, and I know you are perfectly capable of going fast now. I saw you with Alice and your Goddess demands the same." I said with feigned annoyance.

She nodded vigorously as she immediately increased her pace while also sucking my clit into her mouth, and the dual pleasure was almost enough to make me cum right then and there.

I was fully aware that we had an audience now and that was enough to force myself to last as long as possible, and it seemed Bella had similar ideas, because it didn't take her long to find a rhythm that she knew I would both enjoy and last a while with, but at the same time I felt that this was rather tame for us, and now that Bella was turned I could finally try one of my long time fantasies. "Bella love, I have an idea if you're game."

She pulled back almost reluctantly but smiled up at me. "I'm game for anything, my Goddess."

"Good, then here is what we will do. I'm going to put myself against the wall, and you, my beautiful baby girl, will eat me out, but keep your hands behind your back." I said sultrily.

She nodded enthusiastically as she scrambled off the bed and got to her knees while I placed myself against the door with my legs spread wide before motioning her closer.

Bella crawled towards me and dutifully put her hands behind her back before she buried her face between my legs, eating my out with renewed vigor.

I just couldn't resist tangling my hands in her hair as I unabashedly ground my hips against her face. "You look perfectly at home down there love. A girl could get used to this."

She merely moaned as she dug in deeper, redoubling her efforts to make me cum, and because of our own dynamic I knew exactly what I was going to do for her, since I would always give as good as I could take. It was a vital part of how Bella and I were intimate together.

As usual when Bella was pleasuring me, it didn't take me long to moan out my orgasm, and judging by the satisfied smile on Bella's face, she was very pleased that she had ultimately made me cum so fast.

I just smiled at her as she stood and I kissed her. "I think it's time that your Goddess returns the favor baby."

Bella smiled and got onto the bed, spreading her legs wide as I crawled onto the bed with her, kissing her softly before I kissed my way down her body, and I just couldn't help but moan softly as I tasted her again, now even more potent than it had been before.

"Even though it has only been a couple of days, I've missed this." She said softly as she ran her fingers through my hair.

I merely flashed her a wink, too caught up in pleasuring our mate to properly respond for now as I brought her to not one, but three shuddering orgasms before finally pulling back and gathering her in my arms, my nose buried in her neck.

"Okay, not that that wasn't absolutely amazing to watch, but I have some questions here." Victoria asked once she saw Bella was a little bit coherent again.

Bella smiled at her. "I assume you're talking about me being completely subservient to Rose?"

"Yeah, what was that about? That was so far removed from how you usually are that it surprised us a bit." Heidi said softly, but with very dark eyes.

Bella smiled at that. "The one thing I've always said about Rose is that she is a Goddess, and a Goddess deserves to be worshiped. We quickly found out that it helped us both move on from the things that have been done to us. For her it is unconditional love and control in bed, while for me it is about letting go of the constant control of myself I was forced to exhibit when I was still human. You all know I'm very outspoken about things that bother me, but with both Edward and Charlie I never could for fear of either my life or abuse, something I refused to put myself through again. It really goes both ways in our case."

They all smiled at that as I pressed a kiss to her neck and took a seat next to Alice, while Esme crawled forward.

Esme's POV

I'll admit that watching Bella and Rose enjoy themselves so much was very arousing to witness, and I knew that while my time with Bella wouldn't be as steamy as that, we had a bit of foreplay in the shower that had left us both wanting more.

"So babygirl. How do you want to be loved today?" I asked softly.

Bella smiled sweetly as she kissed me. "I'm craving to be close to you again Esme." She said softly.

I smiled and kissed her as I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her close to my body. "Then I'll make sure we'll be as close as we can be, my love."

She smiled sweetly as she entangled our legs while she let her hands roam over my body, and of course my own hands weren't idle either.

As usually happened when Bella and I made love together, we quickly lost ourselves in the movements of our sensual dance and it also didn't take long before I slipped a hand between our bodies so I could bring her all the pleasure she craved.

Bella apparently had a similar idea as she returned the favor almost at the same time, all the while we never broke our kiss, and I just couldn't help but smile as Bella tried to get even closer to me. "Your time with Alice and Rose has really made you horny hasn't it?"

She nodded at me. "I'm burning for all of you, I just can't contain it anymore. It's almost as if I truly am insatiable."

"You are love, and if you want we can all join in to make sure you are sated beyond belief today. We have an eternity to recreate our first time." I said lovingly, knowing very well what it was like to experience newborn lust

She seemed to contemplate that for a moment before she nodded. "Yes, I need all of you right now. It feels like I'm going to go mad."

The others smiled at her as I repositioned us a little, where Bella was now lying on top of me, looking a lot like a virgin on an altar while the others crawled over to us.

Alice and Rosalie took up a spot at her sides, gently teasing those pert nipples while Victoria and Heidi kissed their way up Bella's thighs, alternating between kisses and loving nips.

The two moaned softly as they took turns eating Bella out, although those were soft compared to the sounds Bella let us hear.

Rosalie and Alice had by now taken one of her nipples between her teeth and tugged gently while I placed soft kisses to her neck, all five of us working hard to making this her best orgasm ever.

It therefor didn't take long before she screamed out her orgasm, shuddering above me as she reached her peak again and again, slumping down against me once she had wrung herself out, if only for a minute.

"Wow, I can honestly say that that was the most intense orgasm of my life, living or otherwise." Bella said with a soft smile as she rolled off me and cuddled up between us.

We all smiled at her. "That was our goal, baby. Are you feeling a bit more like yourself?"

Bella nodded and kissed us all in turn. "I am, it's doesn't feel like I am going to jump you all at any moment, although I expect that'll happen enough anyway."

"And what about the burn love? Do you feel it now?" Rosalie asked softly.

"It's there, but I can't say that is overwhelming or anything." Bella said with a soft smile.

I smiled at her. "You're really an enigma wrapped up in a mystery baby, but I think we should go and get some blood in you anyway, it's better to be safe than sorry after all, and I doubt you would want a scolding from Sulpicia the next time we go to Volterra. There also happen to be some frat boys who thought it was a good idea to mess up our beach, so we were hoping you would want to help us make them see the error of their ways."

She smiled and nodded. "Of course I would. It's the only bit of true peace we have left, and I would rather avoid a scolding from the Queen. I'll leave those for Kate."

We smiled at her as Alice handed her the outfit she had chosen, which was a pair of sweatpants and a black tank top, and not completely unsurprisingly, she forewent a bra and underwear.

Since I knew that this was going to be more of a rule rather then an exception for the foreseeable future, I decided for once to do the same as I got dressed.

Of course the others didn't have any issue with going commando, and I was sure that if Alice and Bella could get away with it they would just forego clothes altogether, since I knew they especially would do everything to find the limits of Bella's boundaries. "I would like to remind everyone that Bella is the one that truly needs to feed. We will accompany her to the site and make teach her as best we can."

Everyone nodded at that. "Of course Esme. We all fed recently enough to not get in Bella's way, although I suspect that Bella will once again surprise us all. I actually had a short vision of all of us being able to share a kill with Bella." Alice said with a soft smile.

I smiled at that. "I have no doubt of that, it's inherent in the bond we share. Because it is so rare, we have unconditional trust in each other, and thus will be able to do that which is usually only for mated couples, but we've delayed enough. Let's get our little love some dinner."

They nodded as we flashed out of the house and towards the beach, and I couldn't help but smile as I saw Bella run beside us without a care in the world. She really was otherworldly beautiful and immortality definitely agreed with that fact, and I just couldn't wait to see what the future would bring.