In His Possessive Hold

by SouthernCookie

Being popular is part of being a pro hero but sometimes things can go too far. After a possessive stalker goes after Midoriya things quickly escalate. Katsuki is suddenly faced with the knowledge of how far Izuku's crazed stalker is willing to go and does what he can to protect him. M/M, non-graphic rape, drugs

14. Chapter 14

A/N:

Song: It's On Us - AJR

A shout out to Shipperoftheyear11 for casting 100% of the vote for this chapter to be in Katsuki's POV.
THANK YOU, YOU LOVELY BEAN 3 You made me feel heard and once I got into the thick of typing, I cannot help but to agree that you chose well :)

Well this is it! The final foretold chapter of this fic and, boy, can I tell you how much I both loved and hated this chapter.
I went into this thinking oh so innocently "I can totally write a sex scene" only to be faced with the daunting truth that it was far harder than I expected and I am so not thrilled about how long it took me to complete, even going as far as putting all my other stories on hold.

So to all you readers out there I sincerely apologize for the audacious length of time it took me to get this chapter out there and I thank you all very much for you patience too. At the end of the day it turned out I was way out of my depth, but I got there in the end and I hope you all very much enjoy this smutty final entry to this fic 3

As for the song I listed above for this fic, its a absolutely beautiful song and is very fitting for everyone and anyone who has ever experienced the hardships of abuse. Because remember, it is NEVER your fault, no matter what anyone ever tells you, the fault lies in society and their failure to defend the victims of such crimes.
I would encourage everyone to give the song a listen.

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Overall, the day had been a shit day and yet Katsuki had to force himself to not smirk at the pride he felt in Izuku, who was sitting a little too quietly beside him on the cab ride back to the greenette's apartment.

They had just come from a day spent in the city's courthouse, attending a private trial for the-snake-eyed-bastard-who-shall-not-be-named-because-trash-like-him-doesn't-deserve-a-damn-name and although it had been fairly straight forward, even Katsuki was feeling exhausted from it. So, he could only imagine how Izuku, numb beside him, felt.

Katsuki had held his tongue the entire time, Tsukauchi giving him a firm warning before they had entered to not cause a scene or make a fuss or he would be removed from the room and with that snake eyed fuckwit in the same space as Izuku, there was no way Katsuki could allow himself to be removed. So, the blonde had been on his absolute best behaviour, chewing on the inside of his cheek with rage as the bastard's lawyer argued mental illness for all the twisted sick shit the asshole had done.

Katsuki had sat beside Izuku for majority of it, holding his hand and sharing little squeezes of encouragement here and there as the few other people allowed in the room had their turn to speak. The only time they were apart was when they each had to take a turn at the front to explain their individual encounters with the snake eyed man, what he had done and so on.

The doctor that had treated Izuku in the hospital was there, giving her analysis as a medical professional on Izuku's condition after being hit with such heavy doses of the drugs. Thankfully her evidence of the blood work cleared up any counter the bastard's defence could have thrown Izuku's way over him drinking the night he had been attacked

Detective Ito was there to explain his team's work on tracking down the drugs used and the evidence they had found on the bastard when he had tried to take Izuku from his home the night he was finally captured.

Katsuki took his turn up on the stand, expressing how his first encounter with the man was getting stabbed by him and the sickening words he had said, cementing his guilt.

And then there was Izuku. Poor Izuku that Katsuki's chest ached for when he had to go up there alone and faced the handful of people in the room as he answered uncomfortable questions about what he had endured at the hands of that yellow eyed fucker. If it hadn't been for Tsukauchi's look back his way with a stern gaze and creased brows, Katsuki would have just snapped and launched himself at the bastard right then and there.

Even till that moment, Izuku had never really opened up about what had occurred in the hotel room. Katsuki of course had already painted an awful picture from the man's words, Izuku's reactions and the picture the man had flaunted, a piece of evidence that Tsukauchi and Ito still kept to themselves. The attack and court procedures as a whole were still under wraps but the photo was left out of it to stop and media sniffing about for it if ever the case got revealed and the bastard himself never mentioned it either, probably at the behest of his defence team. But hearing Izuku's words hurt. The greenette, as pained as he looked to be up there, facing his attacker with only meters between them, was still light with his words, outlining what abuse had happened without getting into the details of it and Katsuki figured that was for the sake of several people in the room.

Izuku himself, not wanting to have to recall what had been done to him in such great detail when the memories of it still gave him nightmares weekly.

Katsuki, because he was already barely containing himself – even he could notice the sweet aroma filling the space as his hands sweated a little more heavily than they should have for someone not in combat – as it was without needing to hear in great detail of how some random fucker had stuck their dick inside his boyfriend against their will.

And the snake eyed bastard themselves, whose eyes hadn't left Izuku since he had entered the room. Tsukauchi had positioned himself on the other side of Izuku when they were seated to act as a wall between them, so Izuku didn't have to feel those eyes on him thankfully, but that bastard seemed to get excited over Izuku recounting their brief time together judging from his wide eyes and increased breathing. Not doubt the only thing preventing him form shrieking out Izuku's name was the mask covering his mouth for that exact purpose. And Katsuki had to admit, it did make the bastard look even more psycho knowing that he had to be muzzled into silence to even be in the same room as his victim.

In the end, the man was sentenced to many years in prison. An accumulation of several crimes such as possession of drugs, sexual assault, physical assault, the list went on between what he had done to Izuku and Katsuki both. It still wasn't good enough in Katsuki's eyes of course, the bastard should have been given a life sentence with no parole or anything. As it was though, twenty odd years would have to do. If after all that time the fucker still decided to even look Izuku's way again, Katsuki would kill him and that would be the end of it. Katsuki didn't care if that meant going to prison himself because after finally becoming so close to Izuku the way he had, he would never let anything get between that. Ever. And he certainly wouldn't let any harm befall his partner either.

The moment they had said their thanks and farewells to the doctor and detectives, Izuku had sagged with exhaustion or perhaps relief the moment they slid into the back of a cab, Izuku letting his body lean to the side and rest against Katsuki's. The blonde tilted his head to rest atop Izuku's curls in silent comfort. He had no intention of leaving the greenette alone after the gruelling day they had just had. They had shared no words as they reached Izuku's apartment complex and Katsuki had gotten out with the greenette and walked along with him till they reached Izuku's door and the greenette let him inside.

But that's where things changed.

Katsuki barely had the time to shuck off his shoes in the entryway before Izuku had turned on his heel and crashed his body into Katsuki's, pushing the blonde back and pinning him between the closed door and his body. Before Katsuki could utter a single word, Izuku's mouth was pressed to his with a frantic sense of hunger and desperation to consume him. Katsuki moved his lips in return, one arm against the door for support while the other lifted to wrap around the other man's lower back to hold them together in an embrace.

Izuku's tongue lashed out, swiping across Katsuki's upper lip, asking to be taken in and Katsuki wouldn't dare object. He had agreed months ago that he wouldn't hold Izuku back anymore, wouldn't turn down his advances and he had kept his word and in turn, Katsuki had felt more confident and free to engage with Izuku physically too, no longer having to hold back as much as he had before. They still hadn't gotten too extreme, having still not crossed that bridge into sex territory as Katsuki had left that for Izuku to decide when he was comfortable to take that step, but sucking each other off, hand jobs, that was all very much on the table. It was all stuff they had done before, but Katsuki would never dare complain about it, feeling exhilarated every time regardless. He could honestly believe that even if Izuku decided he never wanted to have sex, he would still die happy with what he already had. Having Izuku come to him and initiate intimacy with him, always made Katsuki feel good and he was a fool for daring to deny the greenette that ability in the first place.

Their tongues tangled together with hot breath, Katsuki finally feeling stable enough to bring his other arm around and cup the back of Izuku's neck, bringing him in impossibly closer as he chased the taste of him. Izuku in turn leaned inward, pressing their torsos and crotches together and that was Katsuki's first clue that something wasn't quiet right when, despite Izuku's desperate hunger for him, he felt nothing happening down there. Katsuki's lips and tongue paused for a moment, but Izuku didn't allow him the moment to think on it as his hand shot down to cup Katsuki's growing boner through his pants. The greenette gave it a teasing stroke before lifting it to tackle Katsuki's belt, button and zipper with impressive ease for someone only using one hand. Izuku didn't let up, his lips still pulling Katsuki into him as his hand slid down, diving beneath his briefs to wrap around his hardening cock and gave it a teasing squeeze.

But Katsuki stifled any shuddering breath that would have escaped him otherwise because suddenly he couldn't escape the feeling that something wasn't right here and as much as he didn't want things to come to a halt, Katsuki followed his gut feeling and reached for Izuku's wrist, grabbing and withdrawing the greenette's hand gently while he lifted his chin to break their kiss.

"What are you doing?" Katsuki asked, though his voice lacked any force as he fought to catch his breath. He missed the contact already. Izuku looked back up at him with pleading green eyes.

"I want to do it," Izuku breathed heavily in return, "I want to go all the way" he attempted to lean back in, lifting up on the toes of his socked feet to try to connect with Katsuki again, but the blonde turned his face away enough to avoid it without breaking eye contact.

"Why?" Katsuki asked more firmly. He swallowed back his want to give in and let Izuku do what he wanted. He was breaking their word to one another that Katsuki wouldn't hold the other man back, but something just wasn't right about any of it.

"I want to" Izuku replied, his voice barely holding back a whimper.

"Don't lie to me" Katsuki ground out, his hold on Izuku's wrist tightening in warning, "why now?"

Izuku's gaze dropped, and Katsuki thought he was about to admit defeat when the greenette's other hand took over from the first still in Katsuki's grip, slipping beneath the waist band of the blonde's briefs and excruciatingly – pleasurably so – ran his thumb over Katsuki's tip, his pre cum making it all too easy for the other man's finger to slide across his hole with ease. Katsuki tensed his jaw to supress a shudder of pleasure. He wasn't about to let Izuku win.

"Don't you want too as well?" Izuku asked in an utterly cruel, teasing voice, his green eyes lifting to peek into Katsuki's again.

"Of course, I d-" his word cut off with a gasp as Izuku's thumb circled his little hole, "but why now?" Katsuki finished with a growl to force the rest of the words out, "what's up with you?"

Izuku's thumb slowed to a stop before he could tease the blonde further.

His eyes dropped back down.

"Deku?" Katsuki pressed firmly. He released his hold of Izuku's wrist.

Izuku's shouldered trembled.

"Oi, Deku?" Katsuki raised his hands to rest upon Izuku's shoulders, his voice becoming laced with concern. But the greenette refused to speak or lift his gaze. A sniffle was the only sound that escaped him. Katsuki moved a hand to gently rest beneath Izuku's chin and lifted his head to meet teary emerald eyes.

"Talk to me" Katsuki pleaded gently, his own expression relaxing, all his sexual desires melting away as concern and the want to comfort his partner took over.

"I-" Izuku began, tears already breaking their banks and creating wet trails down his freckled cheeks, "I don't want to feel this way," he pressed out with a shuddering inhale, "I just want to be me again"

"You are you" Katsuki defended as he released Izuku's chin and gently pulled him into his chest. Izuku's hands, one of which was still around Katsuki's cock, slid out to wrap around Katsuki's middle instead with both arms.

"I don't want to be afraid anymore," Izuku sniffled into his shoulder, "I just want to do what I want to do without being scared of it. I want to be with you, but I'm scared. I just thought that if I pushed myself then I could get over it and-"

Katsuki didn't let him finish, giving him a comforting squeeze and instead shushing him before breaking their embrace apart to level Izuku with a serious expression.

"Don't you ever do that," the blonde spoke more firmly, "don't push yourself like that"

"But I want to" Izuku sniffled in return.

"I know" Katsuki replied with an exhale. He knew it all too well.

"But not tonight, alright?" he affirmed and held Izuku's watery gaze till the greenette gave him a nod in return. Katsuki let his hands drift back to himself as Izuku took a step back, not to be away from Katsuki, but to simply give the blonde some breathing room.

"Do you have to leave?" Izuku asked in a quiet voice, eyes still wet and Katsuki could hear the unspoken desire beneath his words, asking him to stay.

"No," Katsuki breathed in return, "I wanted to stay anyway" he stepped forward and away from the door finally, lifting a hand to tussle the nerd's hair as he kicked off his shoes and stepped past Izuku.

Izuku still seemed shaken from the day and Katsuki denying him the sex he wanted probably hadn't helped, the nerd seeming to shrink into himself out of embarrassment or something else. He fidgeted with his hands as he quietly turned for the kitchen, no doubt to go about his auto-pilot making tea thing his mother had ingrained into him either by mistake or on purpose. But Katsuki had other plans. Rather than following the greenette into the small kitchen, he turned for the sofa, flopping himself down onto it with a sigh before calling for Izuku's attention.

From the kitchen Izuku looked back his way blinking in question, his eyes having dried but his nose still sniffling. Katsuki waved Izuku over, increasing the speed of his movements when he could see Izuku's mind turning to decide whether to still make them drinks or not. In the end Katsuki won and Izuku came back his way.

As the greenette approached, Katsuki spread his legs apart, taking up most of the space but lifted his arms invitingly towards Izuku who had slowed his approach at the act with creased brow in confusion. Izuku came forward a couple more steps and Katsuki snatched at his wrist with a grin, dragging Izuku forward whilst his other hand caught his waist and turned Izuku till his back was to Katsuki, pulling him down to sit between his legs. All Izuku could manage during the whole process was a squeak of surprise, but the greenette quickly relaxed against Katsuki once the blonde had shifted his arms to wrap around the other's waist and brought his head forward to gently rest upon the nerd's shoulder. Izuku made a little content hum, lifting a hand to gently caress the side of Katsuki's face that wasn't pressed into Izuku's green curls, fingers gliding up into his blonde hair.

"What would you like to do then?" Izuku spoke up after a moment of peace had passed.

Katsuki hummed at that as he thought. Any other time he would reply with a sly smirk about how he'd like to do Izuku of all things – something that would either lead to an eye roll or with Izuku returning his own sly look in almost an invitation to try it….not that it ever led to sex – but after how he had just shut the greenette down because the nerd wanting to try to have sex for the first time that day of all damn days was just wrong. Katsuki took it as he saw it, that Izuku had been shaken by having to sit in the same room as that snake eyed bastard, had been reminded of the terrible things that he had done and had felt the urge to take back control of his life bedroom wise. But Katsuki was against it, even if his body screamed back at him for shutting it down. As much as Katsuki wanted to go further with the greenette, he didn't want it to happen because of that abusive bastard. He wanted it to happen naturally and on their own terms and Izuku seemed to get that as he calmed.

In the end they spent the later half of their afternoon and into the evening picking apart some sappy drama they had picked up watching because it was supposed to be shit – Mina had been going on about it in the work place for weeks now – and yet they had been sucked into the peak trash-tv show anyway. They stopped at some point for dinner, Katsuki whipping a stir fry together under Izuku's watchful eye, the nerd having been perched on the benchtop watching Katsuki work with a soft smile and warmth in his eyes the entire time and it had made Katsuki's stomach squirm in a delightful way, before settling back down for an action movie.

And after that, before bed, it was time for a shower.

Katsuki had already decided without any words needing to be said that he would be staying the night and Izuku never stopped to question it, more than happy for the blonde's company. And Katsuki had resided himself to the idea of a quiet and easy evening. But Izuku had other plans.

Showering together wasn't an uncommon thing for them – though there had been some awkward transition to glimpsing each other showering after a workout to Izuku finally being able to look Katsuki in the eye with his freckled little tomato cheeked face whenever the blonde stepped in with him – and it was Izuku who treaded in after Katsuki, stepping in under the water behind him, hands touching his hips and sliding up to meet each other across his chest. He could feel Izuku's body press up behind him, chest to back, fitting together like jigsaw pieces as lips gently trailed across Katsuki's shoulders from one side to the other under the running water.

Katsuki couldn't help the sigh that escaped him and the way his shoulders relaxed back into Izuku at the sweet touch, a hand of his own lifting to sit atop Izuku's on his chest. The greenette had been more forthcoming with initiating things as the months went by, but after how Izuku had attempted to pounce on him earlier in the day, Katsuki had to tread lightly. He couldn't let himself get carried away with Izuku's hands and lips on him. He couldn't let the nerd tempt him across the line in the sand they had drawn so far, for he feared Izuku would regret rushing into anything tonight of all nights and Katsuki wasn't going to allow that. He refused to let anything to taint their intimate times together and the further things were to go between them, the more important that would become. So as much as Katsuki loved Izuku initiating things and how much the other man wanted him he couldn't let things go overboard or progress any further than what they had already done to one another because he would hate for Izuku to look back to their first time doing something new and have him recall how he had rushed into it all because that snake eyed bastard had been there that day.

Izuku's hands slipped out from under Katsuki's and diverted away from his chest, one coming up higher across him to hold his shoulder from the front, while the other slid downwards with the water. Izuku's scarred hand grasped Katsuki's semi hard dick and caressed it. Katsuki's breath left him in a shuddering exhale. That damn green haired, freckled faced bastard knew exactly how to tease the blonde. The water was perfect, Izuku's front pressed to his back was seamless and his touch was tantalizing.

It didn't take too long for Izuku's touching to give Katsuki a full boner, at which point Izuku's hands slid across his body again, reaching for his hips and gently urging him to turn around and face him under the water. Katsuki complied and turned, expecting a kiss but instead was met with Izuku lowering himself to his knees, the water weighing his hair down. Izuku's hand returned to Katsuki's dick, holding it with just the right amount of pressure as he parted his lips and began to lean towards it.

Katsuki's hand came down atop his damp head firmly to halt him.

Izuku glanced up out of the water, pleading green eyes meeting Katsuki's searching ruby ones. Giving head was nothing new between them, but he wanted to be sure that it's what Izuku actually wanted and wasn't pushing himself. No words were needed between them, their eyes just latching onto one another was enough to convey unspoken words: Katsuki asking if Izuku was sure and Izuku's asking for Katsuki to let him do it, that he wanted to.

Katsuki let the pressure of his hand lessen enough for Izuku to pick up the message and let his eyes close as he leaned forward again, taking Katsuki into his mouth. The blonde let his eyes flutter close at the warmth. Izuku had improved too much since the first time he had gone down on Katsuki – Katsuki was sure the same could be said for him – but fuck, the way the greenette used his tongue made Katsuki's eyes want to roll back into his head and he had to use an arm against the shower wall to brace himself as his knees threatened to buckle from the relentless, blissful torture that was Izuku. Katsuki's other hand gripped a handful of wet curls as he fought to urge to fuck deeper into Izuku's throat for Katsuki didn't want to risk hurting him. Because despite how pleasurable it was and Katsuki's own desires to fuck Izuku's throat till he came and then to pin him down in the shower and sink himself into the greenette, he couldn't. He had to maintain control – at least some – at all times because if he ever gave in to such primal desires and hurt Izuku, he would never forgive himself, even if the green idiot would.

Katsuki came with a shuddering gasp and a hand gripping at Izuku's hair before his shoulders slumped under the water. Izuku pulled back slowly, the water instantly washing away what ever saliva and other substances had been left behind. Still on his knees, Izuku sat back enough for his head to be out of the falling water and looked up to Katsuki with a small smile and gleam in his eyes as though to ask if he had done a good job but knowing damn well that he had. The growl that escaped Katsuki's throat was low enough to be drowned out by the water but he reached down to bring Izuku back up to his own level. He pulled the greenette up and back into the water, chest to naked, wet chest as Katsuki pressed his lips to Izuku's hard. He parted Izuku's lips with his own and slid his tongue inside, tangling them together and tasting the sweetness of himself on Izuku's breath. It hadn't escaped Katsuki's notice that Izuku hadn't pulled away to spit out what he had taken from Katsuki only seconds before which only drove Katsuki crazier as he pulled Izuku in as close as he could.

There was no way Katsuki couldn't show his love and gratitude without returning the favour.

Katsuki slipped a hand down, trailing Izuku's muscled side till it went over his hip, then Katsuki turned his attention inwards, lessening his hold on Izuku just enough to allow his hand to slip down between their bodies smoothly and there he found what he was looking for and he could tell Izuku was excited to have him there, stroking and teasing the greenette's hard dick till the other man couldn't focus his attention on kissing anymore and instead was whining, whimpering and panting into Katsuki's ear. Being in the shower just meant that any mess Izuku made on Katsuki was simply washed away.

After they were both spent, clean and dry they curled up into bed together with heavy sighs of relief that the day was finally over. Izuku nestled in close to Katsuki's chest, the blonde lifting an arm and leg to allow him closer before they both dozed off.

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Izuku's overall mood and behaviour had been on the rise since his assailant had been captured but since his charges had been laid and he had been sentenced to prison, it had only improved. It had taken a moment to get there though, Izuku seeming shaken after having to be in the same room as that bastard several days after and although Izuku had tried to smile his unease away and play it off as being tired or some crap like that, Katsuki could tell that he had regressed into being jumpy again and had more severe nightmares, even having to resort back to using his quirk nullification collar for the first week afterwards after Katsuki had been woken by Izuku's Black Whip lashing about his bedroom. It had resulted in a lash across Katsuki's back – not enough to break the skin – and scored walls before Katsuki had managed to wake the greenette and calm him. It had been a terrifying reminder of how severally the abusive incident had marked Izuku mentally.

After that Katsuki had taken a step back intimately on the physical side of things. He would still wrap and arm around Izuku's middle, offer light kisses and stay at each other's side, but he put a hold on the make out sessions and sexual touching. And Izuku made no more moves to initiate it which made anxiety flare up in Katsuki's chest that perhaps Izuku didn't want to be with him anymore. Which Katsuki knew was foolish but with the sudden withdrawal of the more intimate contact between them, it still plagued his mind regardless, leaving him to constantly remind himself that if Izuku didn't want to be with him then the greenette wouldn't seek him out, snuggle up to him, offer small, sweet kisses of his own or stay overnight, pressing in close to Katsuki to sleep.

But really it was uphill from there.

After the initial steps backwards, Izuku bounced back in the work place. Within a couple of weeks his nervousness was gone, and he was back to smiling with his friends and laughing. He even accepted hugs again much to the pleasure of his more touchy-feely friends.

It was a little bit slower at home, Izuku always being fine with gentle physical affection like leaning into Katsuki, but the blonde didn't push anything beyond that, sitting back and letting the greenette control the pacing again. And Izuku seemed to quietly accept that, not doing much to push those new boundaries either. Though Katsuki would be lying if he said he didn't miss it. He craved Izuku more madly than he had before, knowing what they could very well do to each other but too afraid to push past the new line that had been quietly drawn in the sand between them. And he spent many a night alone or a moment in the shower to rub out his frustrations on that.

Other things plagued Katsuki's mind too at times when he recalled when Izuku had wanted to go further with him and he had shut it down, one of the main ones was wondering if Izuku actually had been ready for them to do it or not. Not so much in the sense if he had been mentally ready because Katsuki was certain that was a no, but more so in the bodily sense. If Izuku had been ready for Katsuki physically then that meant that Izuku had been prepping himself for it, didn't it? A thought that made heat creep up Katsuki's neck. He doubted it though. Katsuki doubted that Izuku had taken the time before having to attend court that the greenette would have worked to prep himself so he could have sex the day of…..he just couldn't see Izuku arranging for their first time to be on that same day, which only reinforced that it had been a whim at the time and Katsuki had been right to shut it down. After all, without prepping for it, it would have only been more unpleasant for the nerd.

Katsuki had looked into it quite a bit since Izuku had admitted to him that despite his abuse and trauma that sex with Katsuki was something he held an interest in. So Katsuki had jumped into researching it, learning how one prepares for it properly, how best to avoid making it uncomfortable, the best type of lube for it, toys and methods to help relax and prep that area of the body. He had even gone as far as researching how to properly clean it out, where the male g-spot was and what positions were best for beginners. It wasn't something they had discussed in great detail between them, but a few wrinkles had been ironed out already so when they were finally ready, it was less to fuss over and have to figure out at the time. After all, Katsuki really wanted that type of encounter between them to feel as smooth, easy and natural as possible, so minimising any possible hiccups early on was important to him.

And from Izuku's reaction when Katsuki had mentioned that if it made the greenette more comfortable that he could be the top, it seemed that Izuku wasn't very confident on that idea. Katsuki's main concern when he had brought it up was that being the bottom could bring back horrible memories for Izuku which Katsuki wanted to avoid at all costs, so Katsuki had been open to being the bottom. Something that even surprised him. He had spent his entire life being loud, confident and dominate that the idea of not being like that in the bedroom either felt strange, yet when he had offered up the idea to Izuku he had been serious about it and had felt alright with it too. At the end of the day though, he left that ball in Izuku's court. In the mean time all Katsuki could do was prepare himself as best he could for either outcome. If Izuku wanted Katsuki to top him, he would be delighted to do so and if Izuku wanted it the other way around, well, Katsuki would prepare for that.

So, when Katsuki had a night here and there on his own, he did some personal exploration. Just in case a time came when he needed it. The last thing he wanted was for Izuku to come to him with a decision and the want for action and for Katsuki to be stuck not knowing what to even do. He couldn't imagine a better mood killer. So, he worked on himself because not only would that help him if he needed to prep himself but give him the knowledge and experience he'd need to help Izuku too if needed. He had no doubt that if the greenette was considering doing it, that he would be neck deep in his own research too. But just in case….

The first time Katsuki had tried it, the whole cleaning and fingering business, he had frowned the entire time, unable to disconnect thoughts from his actions, the feel of his own insides and actually fully embrace anything about it. He understood the idea of it all; clean it so, well, its clean duh and touch it to relax the muscles and to stretch it gently so it could actually accept something going up in there bigger than a finger. It wasn't easy the first few times, tight and uncomfortable, and Katsuki couldn't help but feel disgusted with himself and like he needed to wash his hands with bleach after – not that he did – but after a while it got better. It was just some initial discomfort and embarrassment he needed to get over to actually start to enjoy it – though he had no idea what the fuck he had been embarrassed about. It wasn't as though he was doing it in front of anyone or telling anyone about it.

It wasn't till his fourth time that he actually found himself enjoying it. He had started off with stroking his own dick in the shower, getting hard while thinking of Izuku. His touch and the little sounds that escaped him when Katsuki was touching him which quickly in his mind progressed to them crossing that line. Once he was really feeling it he moved a hand to his ass and went from there. One hand on his cock while the other came around from the front. Finally breaking through that mental barrier, he focused all of his attention on the naked and moaning Izuku before him in his day dreams and quickly found himself leaning his head against the tiled wall, panting heavily while water ran down his body in hot streams. Some sounds began to crawl their way up his throat that Katsuki hadn't been ready to embrace yet and he swallowed them back down with a growl as his hand and fingers moved deeper and faster. Katsuki had done research on where the male g-spot was and with things going so well he thought he should push in a little further because if he could find it on himself then surely he could find it better on Izuku when the time came. Something he was increasingly excited about doing.

When Katsuki felt what he had been searching for – a lump on the inside – he forgot all about rubbing his cock and used his now free hand to help brace himself against the cool tiled wall as he began to explore some more, rubbing his finger up and over the bump, gently applying pressure more and more till he couldn't contain the groans escaping his throat anymore. The sensation was overpowering in a cruel way, being tantalizingly arousing but also making his body borderline twitch like he was being zapped with a low current here and there. He would run his finger across it, determined, with a little more pressure and his calf would twitch the slightest whilst his breath felt like it was snatched away from him in the same moment. The feeling was becoming almost torturous, he would have considered stopping if he hadn't done his research and known that was something he had to overcome, to push forward to see what waited for him on the other side. From all his readings, many said it was one of the most incredible things they had ever felt. And Katsuki, as always, was determined and stubborn, not wanting to give in as the soles of his feet felt like they were crawling with electricity because he wanted to know what it felt like, if it was really as good as everyone online said. Because if it was, then he wanted Izuku to experience that too.

His feet tingled, his breath caught in his throat like he had to remind himself to breath and his muscles twitched up his legs and across his shoulders as he persisted, eyes closing tightly against the almost agonizing yet blissful sensation and he chewed on the inside of his lip in a pathetic attempt to silence his moans.

Then something happened.

In a single moment that teasing torture flipped over and Katsuki could feel his entire body tremble with heat and pleasure. His mouth opened against his will as he simultaneously gasped for air and moaned aloud embarrassingly. His body was racked with tremors that surged through him again whenever he dared to move his finger inside, but that was getting harder to do as though any energy and sensation was leaving his finger, his body too focused on other things. The tidal wave of pleasure faded away, leaving Katsuki's panting for air and his knees feeling weak as he lowered himself down under the water and withdrew his finger to hold it under the running water.

He couldn't wait to do that to Izuku.

---

Katsuki didn't pounce on Izuku the next time he saw him though, nor the time after that or any of the following. He enjoyed the knowledge that he now knew what to do and how amazing it could feel and just the thought of seeing Izuku pant with pleasure like that made heat surge through Katsuki's body, yet he contained it, never daring to push Izuku at all into being physical with him, no matter how much he missed it.

Izuku snuggled up to Katsuki's side on the sofa and the blonde lifted an arm to drape over his shoulders. He could hear a little affectionate hum from Izuku as he nestled into him more, resting his head at Katsuki's collarbone.

They had eaten, cleaned and showered already after a long work day and Katsuki could almost let his eyes drift closed if he hadn't already promised to watch the latest episode of a hero drama series they were watching together weekly. As the ads rolled by, Izuku spoke up without moving from his current position.

"Hey Kacchan," he opened with, and Katsuki gave a low hum to show that the greenette had his attention. Izuku lifted his head, turning his body slightly to look Katsuki in the eye without a smile. That made Katsuki's brows crease at the seriousness of whatever the other man was about to say.

"I've been thinking," Izuku let his eyes drop for a moment as he twisted his lips with discomfort or nerves at what ever he was about to say. Katsuki's heart was suddenly thumping in his chest, wanting to yell at the nerd to spit it out already because the suspense was already beginning to eat away at him thinking that perhaps the nerd was about to drop a bombshell on him and say that he wanted time apart or to break things off completely…..

"I want to do it"

Katsuki's breath caught in his throat, and it took a second for his panic to dissipate while his brain processed and barked at him about how silly he had been thinking that Izuku would want to leave him right after snuggling up to him. The greenette's actions and the conclusion Katsuki's mind had come to in that moment just hadn't lined up and he had been an idiot for letting the stupid thought get to him.

"Huh?" was all Katsuki could manage when Izuku's big green doe eyes were blinking back at him through the dim light of the living space in waiting.

"Sex," Izuku clarified like he needed too in the first place, "I want to have sex with y-" Katsuki sat up on the sofa with enough speed to push Izuku back into his own place.

"Now?" Katsuki looked to Izuku with wide eyes.

"Well," the nerd dropped his gaze again, "we can-"

"No!" Katsuki barked and Izuku's head snapped back up to face him.

"No?" Izuku echoed and Katsuki could practically hear his brows scrunching. The blonde closed his eyes with a hiss. He hadn't communicated it the way he had wanted to.

"We haven't down anything in weeks," Katsuki began, narrowing his gaze back at Izuku, "we can't just jump right into it" he threw a hand around at how ridiculous it was going from nothing more than a kiss here and there to full blown sex. Beside him Izuku twisted in his spot on the sofa, bringing a knee up as he turned his hips to face Katsuki better with a lopsided smile that Katsuki's eyes fixated on.

"I know we haven't been as physical lately but it's not as though there's a strict order to things" Izuku tried to point out calmly, but his creased brows gave away his annoyance at Katsuki pushing back against him yet again.

"Of course there's an order to things!" Katsuki barked back enough for Izuku to lean back an inch. The greenette screwed up his lips as though he was contemplating saying something back that Katsuki would have found harsh, but before he could he closed his eyes slowly, relaxed his face and took a deep breath.

"Kacchan," Izuku began firmly and Katsuki rolled his eyes at the tone's suggestion that he was about to be scolded or some shit – Izuku saw that and softened his voice further – "I know you've been trying really hard to tip toe around me with all of this," Izuku raised his hands as though to gesture to the room around him which didn't even make sense when he had meant himself, "but I'm ready. I want to do it with you. You don't have to break everything down and do it step by step first. It's not a recipe" the greenette finished with a smile, leaning back in and placing a warm hand upon Katsuki's thigh, something that the blonde had to try very hard not to let his gaze drop down too as he instead chose to study Izuku's eyes as though he were searching it for some sort of trick. Katsuki grit his teeth, letting a hiss of air escape them as he turned his gaze to the side in quiet defeat. Something that Izuku's smile widened at as warmth touched his almost sparkling green doe eyes.

The nerd was right…..annoyingly like usual. Katsuki had been stuck in his own head, wanting everything to be perfect to create perfect memories for his partner to keep and replace whatever nasty shit remained trapped in his head when it came to sex. Sure, Katsuki had watched porn and read material where two male characters just got right into it, but after doing more research of his own, especially looking into people's first experiences, he understood the importance of warming up to it. Just, had he been moving too slow for Izuku?

The blonde blinked slowly, letting his face relax again before he turned his gaze back to Izuku who was still smiling and blinking at him expectantly with that damn cute ass face, something that made heat reach for Katsuki's checks.

"Fine!," Katsuki barked, "but don't expect things to just start being stuck places without working up to it first," he continued to bark at the nerd with a pointed finger.

"Okay Kacchan" Izuku replied with, eyes closing from Katsuki's abruptness and his smile growing more tense in amusement, something he was trying to hide, or Katsuki would rip into him even more.

"So, tonight?" Izuku opened his eyes to ask once Katsuki had stopped growling.

Katsuki shot to his feet, reaching for a throw cushion as he did.

"Can you stop being such a fucking horny rabbit!" he barked as he swung the pillow down atop the nerd's green head, though not hard enough to harm him in anyway. Izuku only laughed at that, catching the pillow in his scarred hands after the batting continued

"I'm just excited for it Kacchan" the greenette tried to use as an excuse.

"Whatever," Katsuki huffed and crossed his arms with a glare, "but don't expect anything to happen just yet," he turned his frown away, "let me still figure this shit out" he added more quietly. He felt his words hadn't been enough to convey his meaning, that he saw what Izuku had meant, that not everything had to be down to some perfect step-by-step formula and that he could go with the flow and follow his own desire more too, but just saying that didn't mean Katsuki could suddenly break himself free of the mindset of it. Making everything as perfect as possible for Izuku's sake had been of number one importance to him and having Izuku suddenly pull that rug out from under him had thrown Katsuki off balance. So, despite how eager his boyfriend may be, there was no way Katsuki was going to tackle that tonight. Some revaluating had to be done first.

"Okay Kacchan," Izuku smiled back up at him, "I can wait. But don't make me wait too long" he added on with the corner of his lip lifting with a teasing smirk and his eyelids lowered as he gazed back to Katsuki.

Katsuki only narrowed his eyes and frowned back at the all too eager nerd, wondering how and when his own partner had over taken him in the eagerness lane.

---

Katsuki was a perfectionist, that was pretty common knowledge as well as his tendency to blow up when things didn't work out as planned. Of course, not everything in life, especially his work life, worked out that way but the people surrounding him in that field were pretty used to it at this point and handled it well. Yet, to try to break that mindset when it came to his romantic life – a new frontier for him – was not so easy.

Katsuki could admit that he had gotten it stuck in his head that there was a proper way to go about such things leading up to sex and he had been doing his best to follow that mentality in order while also holding back enough due to his concern of overwhelming Izuku with too much too soon. In Katsuki's mind, he figured that when ever they moved up a level into something new between them, they would stay there and explore it for an extended period of time – days or maybe even weeks – before taking that next step forward together.

So far that had only ever been in terms of foreplay and although Katsuki had been doing his best when they did such things to ensure that Izuku was left feeling satisfied – and hopefully growing more comfortable with it all – had probably only added to Izuku's growing sexual frustration. Something that Katsuki hadn't even realised was something Izuku had been experiencing in the first place until more recently.

Katsuki wanted to make Izuku happy – he also wanted to be with Izuku that way too – but being slow and tentative about it all had been so set in his mind that suddenly jumping to sex seemed overwhelming.

His original plan had been to view it as different levels:

Kissing.

Grinding.

Hand jobs.

Blow jobs.

They had reached that far together.
Then next came:

Fingering.

Sex.

It seemed simple enough, but Katsuki had been spreading each of those out weeks at a time. They would reach a new level and then Katsuki would hold back on them reaching the next for weeks until he was certain that Izuku was comfortable with it. They had some conversations about it here and there, but Katsuki had never seen the deeper issue beneath it all that perhaps he hadn't been trying to be such a slow and methodical perfectionist about it just for Izuku's sake, but his own also. Katsuki had never been in a relationship before this. Had never been physical with anyone so in his mind he had painted this picture of how things should go without stopping to consider exactly how that made Izuku feel and although the greenette was being very patient about it all, it was the second time he had mentioned having sex directly – though the first time was such terrible timing that Katsuki hadn't thought Izuku had really thought that through, but perhaps he had been wrong there and Izuku had been ready – and had been feeling ready for a while at that point.

Regardless now that Izuku had voiced his desires a second time and not during the emotional heights of something else, he couldn't ignore it.

So, Katsuki had to come to some kind of compromise for the both of them.

Izuku wanted sex. Fine. Katsuki did too and his concerns had just been holding the both of them back from what they wanted. But sex came with pressure. No matter how much Katsuki did want it, it didn't mean he could just tell his brain to shut the hell up and dive into it. He still wanted to warm up to it, have it feel like a natural process and not something they had scheduled between them. He had mentioned as much to Izuku the day after the greenette had brought the topic up again and the other man had smiled and nodded that, again, he would wait for Kacchan to figure out whatever it was he needed to figure the hell out, because YES Katsuki wanted to fuck Izuku but perhaps he had been taking it slow for his sake as well as Izuku's because now that he was suddenly faced with the demand for it, it felt like he had hit a wall, feeling the pressure to succeed in something he had never done before.

He could read as much material as he wanted, watch as many videos as possible and trial and test on himself to his hearts content but that didn't mean it magically made him feel confident about it – a feeling he was not used to.

Bakugo-fucking-Katsuki lacking confidence? Even Katsuki ground his teeth at it. And the longer he felt he was taking the more debilitated he felt when it came to the idea of sex. Of course, there was more to it than just sticking his dick somewhere or vice versa, but it was suddenly like everything he had ever researched about the topic melted away and oozed out of his ears, leaving him dumb.

"Kacchan," Izuku's voice cut through his inner thoughts and he blinked his red gaze Izuku's way, the greenette standing beside him in the grocery store after work. They had changed back into casual clothes once their shifts had ended and had made the stop to pick up some ingredients for dinner as well as some other odds and ends, when in passing they had passed the small section of condoms and that had reminded Katsuki of his current dilemma and sent him spiralling.

"Huh?" Katsuki grunted to cover up that he had in fact been in the bad sort of la-la land.

"I asked if we needed anything else?" Izuku's lips turned up in a small smile and his eyes softened with fondness. Katsuki's red eyes quickly glanced down at the basket in his hand, taking a mental inventory within seconds.

"Chilli sauce" he replied with. Izuku rolled his eyes at him with amusement before he turned on his heel back the way they had come, Katsuki having followed him aimlessly through the last several aisles while he was too busy being prisoner in his own mind.

"Is something the matter Kacchan?" Izuku leaned in a bit closer to ask while Katsuki was staring at the selection of chilli sauces a little too long. He narrowed his eyes at them.

"Why do you always ask shit like that?" he hissed, more irritated with the fact that he couldn't get his head straight enough to spot his usual sauce. In Katsuki's peripheral – because he was doing his best not to look directly at the nerd – he saw Izuku twist his lips in an all too familiar 'sure' fashion before leaning forward and picking up the brand of chilli sauce Katsuki always went for before standing back up straight and offering it to him.

"I ask because I care" he answered with a gentle smile touching his lips. Katsuki restrained himself from snatching the bottle and instead took it gently and placed it in the basket before turning to head for the front of the store to pay. Izuku was right beside him.

"Well?" he pushed.

"Well, nothing" Katsuki hissed back as they stopped at the back of the line of people. He didn't want to have this discussion full stop. And he wasn't about to say anything in a public space about it.

"You've seemed a bit off for the last week or so. Is it because I brought up-" he leaned closer, lifting himself up as he did to whisper the word sex into Katsuki's ear before falling back onto the flats of his shoes, but the damage had already been done. Katsuki's jaw had tensed at the word and heat had crept up to his ears at Izuku's breath on his ear. That conversation had been just shy of two weeks ago and yet Katsuki had gotten no where with it. And of course, the topic was still front and centre of the greenette's mind apparently. The horny little asshole.

Izuku's lips lifted into a proud little smile having gotten his answer through Katsuki's reaction alone and if they hadn't been standing in the front of a store, Katsuki would have barked back at the nerd for pushing his buttons.

As it was, Izuku didn't bring up the topic again until after they had returned to Katsuki's apartment, cooked, eaten and showered. Katsuki had been the first to shower, Izuku pushing for him to do so and taking over doing the dishes since Katsuki had cooked. And once Katsuki had dried off and thrown on a shirt and some slacks, Izuku had been quick to take his turn, leaving Katsuki to flop down on the sofa with his arms stretched across the back cushions and tipping his head back to the ceiling with closed eyes and a drawn-out sigh. He knew at any point Izuku was going to step out of the shower and push to know what had been on Katsuki's mind. A discussion that he doubted he could avoid but dreaded talking about.

How was he supposed to tell Izuku that suddenly he didn't want to fuck him? That wasn't exactly the truth, but Katsuki was so suddenly riddled with more questions than answers and worrying over performance and wondering if his partner would enjoy any of it, that opting out of sex just seemed so much simpler. Talking about emotions and being vulnerable was something Katsuki had always struggled with no matter how comfortable and open he felt around Izuku. It just seemed that bringing up such things would just push sex further away than making it easier.

The sofa cushion to Katsuki's side dipped for a second before a weight gently came down atop him and he lifted his head to face Izuku who lowered himself to sit on his lap and straddled him. Katsuki's hands came forward almost instinctively to hold Izuku's waist as though he was a fall risk or something. Izuku smiled to him softly as his own hands came forwards to reach past Katsuki's cheeks and into his hair.

"You look stressed Kacchan?" he spoke gently, fingers pushing into Katsuki's short blonde hair like a light massage. Katsuki merely let his eyes close with a sigh, dreading the uncomfortable conversation to come.

Izuku's lips pressed to his own, instantly snatching his attention away from his lesser appealing thoughts. It seemed the greenette was intent on eating him when he didn't pull back and Katsuki couldn't help how his heart raced a little more as he moved his lips in return. A sudden kiss from the nerd was the last thing he had been expecting and he hadn't realised how starved he was of it – of a real fucking kiss like this – until he could feel Izuku's tongue in his mouth and his fingers tighten in his hair.

Katsuki pulled Izuku towards him, Izuku letting his body move fluidly to Katsuki's demands and felt the greenette's hips rock against him as he complied. A motion that only had Katsuki pulling him in even more till Izuku's torso was pressed to his own. With Izuku's knees still on either side of Katsuki's thighs that brought the greenette's crotch against Katsuki's torso where he could feel Izuku's growing excitement. Something that didn't help with Katsuki's own arousal that Izuku was currently sitting on. Izuku seemed to notice this too and teasingly began to slowly and gently roll his hips. It only made Katsuki want to devour him more as Izuku sucked every worry that had been hovering over Katsuki away.

Izuku broke away first, pulling his head back to catch his breath, his hip movements slowing as he did. Katsuki was helpless. Doing nothing more than pant away as he caught his own breath, red eyes glued to Izuku's face above him. Izuku lowered his head again slowly with a warm smile and a hand came down to cup Katsuki's face.

"I think I know what's been bothering you so much lately?" the greenette whispered close to him, green eyes shining with barely contained lust that made Katsuki's throat dry and he swallowed to quench it.

"You're a perfectionist Kacchan" Izuku continued, his warm breath only making Katsuki want to lunge forward and consume more of him, but his words kept him in place.

"I used to think about it like that too," Izuku's eyes shifted to watch his own thumb move as it caressed Katsuki's warm cheek, "I used to think that love and sex and all that had to be in a particular order, but it doesn't have to be like that," his other hand came down to gently cup the other side of Katsuki's face as he leaned in closer, "I love you Kacchan and I want to do this with you. It doesn't have to be perfect. It just has to be you" the smile that touched Izuku's lips and the look in his half-lidded eyes made Katsuki simultaneously want to freeze and melt. The greenette had always had a way with words far better than Katsuki ever could and when the nerd wasn't a mumbling, stuttering mess, he could get feelings and emotions across that Katsuki couldn't fathom words alone could ever portray.

Those green eyes blinked slowly, patiently while Katsuki could feel himself becoming lost in them, in the intense warmth, affection and desire and he couldn't help but feel a wave well up inside his gut and up into his chest with wanting to give Izuku exactly what he – they – wanted.

Katsuki's slid his hands down from Izuku's waist, letting his fingers trace across his rear until he slid them under Izuku's loose sleeping shorts and grabbed his thighs, using his hold there to pull Izuku impossibly closer. The greenette's smile grew and his eyes closed happily as his body was brought forward for Katsuki's lips to catch his. Katsuki's hands squeezed Izuku's strong thighs, feeling the firm muscles there just beneath the surface as he slipped his tongue between Izuku's lips and drank in the taste of him. Izuku's hands slipped back up and into Katsuki's hair, grabbing a fistful of what he could, and the slight pull only made Katsuki want him more as a little gasp escaped him. The sound only seemed to excite Izuku more, a hand sliding from Katsuki's hair, down his neck and wrapping around behind his shoulders, bringing them into an embrace.

Izuku was still straddling Katsuki and using his firm hold on the greenette's thighs held him there firmly as he dared to move his hips and thrust up against him. Katsuki swallowed a whimper from Izuku but found it too tantalising to waste, breaking away from their kiss, panting up at Izuku's chin as he fought to catch his breath, but Izuku wasn't given the same respite. Katsuki couldn't help but to watch on with the pure thrill of lust as he rose his hips again, his erection pressing right against Izuku's rear. Izuku's eyes closed, and jaw clenched as he tried to hold back his whimpers as Katsuki rocked against him. Just hearing Izuku make such a sound after what felt like an eternity lit a fire inside Katsuki and all he could think was how foolish he had been to have been so consumed by his concerns in the first place when all he had to do was be with Izuku.

Katsuki couldn't resist. He wanted to hear more, so he slipped one hand out from under Izuku's thigh, all the while not relenting his slow and deliberate hip movements and let it slide up beneath the hem of Izuku's shirt, letting his fingers glide across his toned torso till he reached the small nub he had been feeling for and let his index finger roll across it with some pressure. The sound that escaped Izuku this time was closer to a shuddering exhale. Izuku brought his head back down, demanding that Katsuki take his lips again. Izuku's own hands started to explore, the one in his hair gliding down to hold the back of Katsuki's neck as though he were afraid that Katsuki would get up and leave at any moment. Meanwhile the arm that had been wrapped around Katsuki's shoulders lessened its grip and Izuku's hand trailed its way to be between them.

Katsuki was about to let a disappointed growl ripple up his throat when Izuku lifted his body ever so slightly off of Katsuki's rolling hips and leaned back, only to be silenced when instead that hand came down upon his hard cock and gave it a teasing squeeze that made Katsuki's spine stiffen and his hips slow. He could feel Izuku's approving smile as they kissed. The nerd gave it another tease before slipping his hand beneath the waist band of Katsuki's track pants and briefs and wrapped his hand around him, giving it one more firm squeeze before slowly beginning to pump his hand up and down his length. Katsuki swallowed back a moan at the touch when Izuku pulled apart their kiss and looked Katsuki dead in the eyes with his own heated, teasing gaze and a small smirk. He gave Katsuki's dick a tighter pull, bringing his hand up his length before releasing the tension and letting his palm roll over Katsuki's head. The sensation made Katsuki's eyelids flutter and another moan threaten to crawl up and out of his throat, but it was only after Izuku did it again that Katsuki realised what the greenette was doing. He wanted Katsuki to make sounds for him, which made sense, after all Katsuki had done the same only moments before, desperate to drink in whatever sounds he could force out of Izuku.

So, Katsuki stopped fighting it, letting his body relax and stiffen again with each caress. He let his head tip back and closed his eyes as he let the sounds naturally flow from him. Each time a moan escaped from Katsuki he could feel how it affected Izuku in turn, how it got the greenette more excited, his breathing increasing, his hand motions moving faster, how the nerd shifted almost impatiently atop Katsuki like he wanted to press their bodies closer together but didn't dare stop what he was doing. Katsuki could have just stayed there and let Izuku pleasure him till completion, it was so tempting, but he couldn't let it slip from his mind that tonight there was a greater goal to work towards. As much as Katsuki had been experimenting on himself to prepare for just this scenario, he knew himself well enough that if he let Izuku continue till he came, that he wouldn't be able to get it back up for a good while and he didn't want to disappoint his partner like that.

Izuku's hand on him could move so much easier now that Katsuki's pre-cum had begun to leak out and lubricate Izuku's hand motions each time a part of Izuku's hand ran across his little hole making him clench his jaw with pleasure, but he couldn't let it go on as he felt the pre-orgasm heat building up in his gut. Katsuki pushed himself to end it, brining his face back up to Izuku's with a growl rippling through his throat, his words unreliable at that moment whilst his hand reached for Izuku's, fingers sliding between the greenette's own as he took a hold and pulled his hand free from his erection. And Izuku let him, both pausing to look at one another, hearts still pounding and breathes still coming fast as they did. Katsuki would have liked to have stayed in that moment longer, but he wouldn't dare let this heat die down between them.

Untangling his hand from Izuku's he quickly slipped it back under the greenette's thigh again, his other hand having not left its warm position, and with a great thrust if his hips that was big enough to make Izuku give a squeak of surprise and wrap his arms around Katsuki, he stood, turning to carry Izuku back to the lit bedroom. Katsuki's natural thought was to throw Izuku down on the bed and crawl up on top of him, but he hesitated for a moment. Katsuki didn't want to smother him or be an imposing wall above him. Yes, he wanted to let go of everything and just do what he wanted just as Izuku wanted him too but just because things were getting heated between them in a purely blissful and thrilling way, didn't mean that Katsuki could escape all of his worries and the last thing he wanted was to risk Izuku to feeling trapped beneath him after what he had endured. A thought that both made Katsuki freeze at the edge of the bed for a second and equally reminded him of why he was trying to be so careful in the first place, something that made his stomach threaten to turn with anger.

"Kacchan," came Izuku's heated breath in his ear, "are you just going to hold me here forever?" he asked, and Katsuki could hear the smile in his voice. His gentle voice had brough Katsuki back but with that came the mild frustration that he had suddenly been sucked back into his troublesome thoughts.

With a grunt he threw Izuku down on the bed, only he didn't clamber up to be on top of him.

Izuku let his body relax and laid back on top of the covers of the bed, his eyes gentle and loving as he rose his hands up in the air like a child and made grabbing motions Katsuki's way with a smile. Katsuki blinked down at him for a moment more before beginning to move, lifting a leg one at a time to kneel on the edge of the bed with Izuku's legs between his own before coming down on all fours above him, face to face. Izuku's arms came together over the back of Katsuki's neck, gently pulling him down.

"Are you sure?" Katsuki asked gently. Izuku's smile only grew and he nodded, green eyes never leaving Katsuki as he allowed himself to be pulled down till their lips met again. This time the kissing was far deeper than before, slower and more sensual than the heated battle that had been on the sofa and slowly, Katsuki adjusted himself, lowering one limb at a time till his weight was gently resting atop Izuku. He lifted his head from the kiss to look to Izuku, checking in again without words that his partner was alright with their current position.

"It's alright Kacchan," Izuku told him gently, one hand trickling up the back of Katsuki's neck to massage into the back of his hair, "if I get uncomfortable, I'll tell you" he promised with affection and feeling reassured with that Katsuki leaned back in, eyes closing, to kiss him with all the love he could possibly portray in it.

They remained that way for a while, hands slowly feeling the others body one at a time, gliding under shirts and across each other's skin. Izuku's body shuddered a little when Katsuki's fingers grazed down his side as though it tickled nicely and in turn Katsuki's spine stiffened lightly when one of Izuku's hands slid down between them to gently caress just above Katsuki's dick – something not easily done when a good portion of Katsuki's weight was between them.

Izuku's hand ventured a fraction further, slipping under the waist band, Katsuki lifting more of his weight onto one elbow and adjusting a knee while his lips never left Izuku's, to allow it. The greenette's hand slipped through Katsuki's coarser hair, the back of his hand rubbing against the head of his erection as he did, and a little bolt of lighting shot up Katsuki's body. Not enough to cause him to flinch or suck in a breath of air, but enough to leave a trail of warmth behind it that made Katsuki want to pick up the pace a little again to return to the intense fire that had been burning between them only minutes earlier. Katsuki's free hand slipped up and under Izuku's ruffled shirt and found a nipple, pressing it between his thumb and forefinger, inciting a little moan from Izuku, before he pressed down further, pinching and twisting it. Suddenly Izuku's mouth opened wide with a gasp, breaking their kiss. Katsuki would let him breath but that didn't mean he would leave him alone. He turned his attention to Izuku's jaw, lips pressing against it as he kissed and gently sucked a path down the greenette's jawline to his neck. He didn't let up teasing Izuku's chest while his lips worked a line down the side of Izuku's throat. The skin there was soft and supple, and Katsuki had the sudden urge to sink his teeth into it, giving into it and doing just that, not enough to break skin or bruise, but just enough pressure to make Izuku gasp suddenly and arch his back. Katsuki let go and ran his tongue over the spot, feeling the light indents of where his teeth had been before lifting his gaze again just enough to look to Izuku, a subtle check in that he hadn't crossed a line in that moment. But there was no need for that when Izuku's hand turned over inside his pants to grab a hold of his erection and gave it a squeeze, the pressure making Katsuki groan deep inside his throat.

Izuku's lips parted in a smile as he breathed heavily, eyes looking to Katsuki with a challenge. Almost to say 'is that all you've got?'. The corner of Katsuki's lip turned up in a smirk, never able to refuse a worthwhile challenge.

Katsuki sat up suddenly, putting all of his weight on his knees, Izuku's hand slipped from his pants as he did, Izuku blinking up at him with curiosity at his sudden action but before Izuku could do anything himself, Katsuki came back down part of the way, hands pulling up Izuku's shirt so he could instead ravage his chest with his lips, teeth and tongue. Izuku's head tipped back against the mattress as sweet sounds escaped him while Katsuki sucked, bit and licked at his sensitive parts. At some point the nerd pushed back, not in a way to ask Katsuki to stop or to push him away, but his own hands reached up and under Katsuki's shirt and began to feel him all over till he pinched and Katsuki too, something that only made the blonde growl while his mouth was busy. Izuku lifted his hips up, pressing his own firm erection against Katsuki's backside as he straddled him.

In response Katsuki quickly rose up again on his knees, Izuku's half lidded eyes following his movements as he pulled his shirt off not so fluidly and threw it across the room in a bid to give his partner better access to his body, something that Izuku was quick to adopt too as he used his core strength to half sit up, just enough to pull his shirt up and over his head and flung it the other way. The motion had held Katsuki's attention, all that bare, freckled, beautiful skin displayed before him for the taking. He wondered if he tore his pants off if Izuku would lose his shorts right away too, but for now he didn't want to push his luck in that moment and preferred to just eat up what was put before him.

With hands running down side and mouths over nipples Katsuki made Izuku squirm in the best of ways possible. The greenette tried to do the same in return but his reach was limited with Katsuki bearing down on his chest, but with a flash of green sparks, Izuku was on top of Katsuki and if the blonde hadn't been used to Izuku's quirk and quick movements by now he would have been stuck blinking numbly at the ceiling while his brain tried to figure out how he had ended up on his back on the bed. Instead, Katsuki's first thought was that he had crossed a line and instantly removed all points of contact with Izuku, his hands falling to the mattress on either side of his head. But Izuku didn't get off him – sitting almost too perfectly on Katsuki's dick – or say anything. Instead Izuku leaned back down, hands on Katsuki's chest, fondling, caressing and teasing till he came in close enough for him to use his mouth. Katsuki could relax knowing that he hadn't done anything to upset Izuku and almost for extra measure, one of Izuku's hands slid up Katsuki's body and along one of his arms to intwine his fingers with Katsuki's and held them tightly. Katsuki's one free hand reached out to hold Izuku's hip and from there he began to gentle rock his hips, grinding Izuku against himself. The greenette didn't protest and even moved along with it, all the while sucking and leaving marks across Katsuki's chest.

Izuku's mouth began to creep up across Katsuki's collarbone, sucking and nipping as he did till he reached Katsuki's neck and then made a trail up that way too. His hold on Katsuki's hand lessened, and Katsuki slipped his hand away to hold Izuku's other side, allowing him some more power as he moved their bodies together. Katsuki lifted his hips in unison with pushing Izuku back against him time and time again, increasing the pressure and speed as he went. He could hear Izuku moan down at the skin where neck meet collar bone and even Katsuki couldn't prevent the light moans that escaped him as he did. Izuku struck back by running his tongue up the length if Katsuki's neck that caused a shuddering breath to escape him before Izuku shifted his head to gaze down upon Katsuki. That deep green gaze spoke volumes, all of which were sweet and lustful, and Katsuki couldn't ignore it.

Katsuki suddenly wished he were on top again so he could tear off Izuku's loose, thin pyjama shorts with ease. But Katsuki didn't want to upset the moment. Izuku atop him was a sight he very much hoped to see more.

He let a hand slide away from Izuku's hip, letting it glide down his thigh to the base of his sleeping shorts. He tentatively let his fingers tuck beneath its hem and slide to the outer side of the strong muscled limb before gently traveling upwards beneath the material. He locked eyes with Izuku as his hand travelled further, Izuku's clothing thankfully loose enough to allow easy access. He was pleased to find that Izuku wasn't wearing any briefs beneath his shorts and with hand sliding across Izuku's rear cheek, Katsuki reached the line that separated them, pausing to look to Izuku for some kind of reassurance that he was alright with it all.

Izuku gave a short series of quick nods. Katsuki could see that he was getting a bit nervous about it, yet wanted it.

"You sure?" Katsuki whispered.

Izuku nodded quickly again, cheeks turning pink and hiding his freckles. Katsuki waited silently for a second more before Izuku understood and opened his mouth to give a verbal confirmation.

"Yes" he exhaled.

Katsuki lifted his head to kiss Izuku on the lips quickly before turning all of his attention back to his hand. Izuku remained waiting above him, not sure what to do next and overwhelmed with nerves. Katsuki hesitated for a moment more, hygiene crossing his mind before he assured himself that Izuku would have cleaned himself thoroughly already. The nerd had been wanting sex for a while and had been the one to take the initiative starting things right after a shower. That and if Izuku hadn't been prepared for it, there was no way he would be letting Katsuki near there without freaking out or becoming a blubbering nervous and apologetic mess about it. Katsuki recalled the time Izuku had referred to himself as being tainted and dirty because of what had been done to him, so that only added to the blonde's assurance that Izuku would have indeed been thorough with it all. Izuku may call Katsuki a perfectionist, but the nerd wasn't far off that title himself in many cases.

But Katsuki had foolishly forgotten one important thing and clicked his tongue with annoyance at himself. The sudden little noise caught Izuku's attention, snapping out of his nervous freeze and blinking down at Katsuki.

"Need lube," Katsuki grunted back up at him and Izuku's face brightened even more, "grab it, top draw, that side" Katsuki jerked his head to his bedside table, letting Izuku's ass escape his hold as the greenette shifted his weight, sliding on leg forward and leaning right over Katsuki to reach for the draw and extracting a little tube a moment later. He handed it to Katsuki who gave a quick thanks in grunt form before opening the cap without moving from his position and squeezing a small amount of the clear liquid onto the fingers of his right hand and rubbing his thumb and forefinger together to spread it evenly. Izuku on the other hand got up from the bed entirely, something Katsuki lifted his head and blinked at in silent question, wondering if he had decided he'd rather not go through with it, but Katsuki's eyes only widened when he saw Izuku pull down his shorts – now completely naked before him – and kick them away from himself before coming back to the bed. Katsuki could see his face and ears turning pink as he moved to come back to sit atop Katsuki, trying to get in the same position as before. Izuku's green eyes couldn't meet Katsuki's in that moment, embarrassment or nerves or both getting the better of him, though it was very clear what he wanted. Erection bouncing as he adjusted himself and all. Katsuki tensed his jaw and swallowed, feeling the desire to take Izuku's dick into his mouth and pleasure him, but he couldn't, not when Izuku had made it clear what he really wanted.

This time Izuku nodded his head to him before Katsuki felt the need to ask if he was sure again.

Once Izuku had settled back on top of him, sitting so perfectly on Katsuki's cock, Katsuki put the bottle on the wrinkled covers beside him and returned his hands to Izuku's hips, keeping his wet and cold digits off of his skin for the moment. He gently slid his right hand southward, this time taking the front route and brushing past Izuku's erection as he did, forcing himself to not stop and give it all the attention he wanted to in favour or what was to come. He slid it down to Izuku's balls, halting there for a moment while Izuku lifted his weight and brought his knees in closer to Katsuki's sides to allow the blonde greater access. Katsuki's heart was thumping loudly in his chest as he reached his hand down into the space between their bodies, turning his wrist so his palm faced the ceiling. He reached out with his lubed-up forefinger, feeling for Izuku's hole in-between his cheeks that Katsuki would have very much have liked to sink his teeth into. He found it quickly and easily without having to lift his head from the mattress.

He gently rubbed his lubed finger against the area to help prepare it, just like he had his own when he had experimented on himself. A memory that made him excited all over to make Izuku squirm with pleasure the same way. Izuku on the other hand, pressed his lips together with a little whimper and closed his eyes at the contact. Katsuki let a small smile touch his lips at that, wondering if Izuku had played with himself there much himself outside of cleaning or if he was just nervous because it was Katsuki doing it. Either way it made Katsuki's heart race with anticipation.

Katsuki pressed against Izuku's little hole, feeling how tense and nervous his partner was being and the last thing Katsuki wanted to do was force his way in, so instead he lifted himself up slightly and reached out with his other hand up to Izuku's face. Izuku opened his eyes at the touch and looked down to Katsuki for the first time since stripping down to nothing – not that Katsuki hadn't seen him naked plenty by this point – his jaw relaxing and lips parting slightly as he did. Katsuki held his chin lightly, Izuku following his motions as he eased him down closer.

"Kiss me" Katsuki spoke with a small smirk. Izuku's green eyes studied him for a moment more before he leaned in that last inch and met Katsuki's lips. Izuku brought one of his hands down to the mattress to hold himself up whilst their lips moved in unison with one another. The slight change in position meant Katsuki had to stretch his arm a little further to stay in line with Izuku's body, but while they kissed he continued his slight movements down there, gently massaging across and around Izuku's tight hole whilst the greenette slowly became accustomed to the touch and relaxed little by little. Katsuki didn't falter in his kissing when he finally felt the time was right to press his finger into Izuku, his lips continuing to move fluidly while he concentrated on what his finger was doing, easing it in only a centimetre before pulling back out almost entirely. In half a centimetre more, out a bit, in a fraction more, then back out almost all the way. Izuku gasped as Katsuki's finger penetrated him at first, feeling the ring of muscle tightening around his digit, but Katsuki took his time, his movements slow and gentle until the sounds coming from Izuku were more blissful whimpers than anything else, all being swallowed down by Katsuki as their mouths worked together.

As Katsuki worked his finger deeper inside Izuku, those sweet whimpers soon developed into light moans as Katsuki not only moved his finger in and out of his partner, but also started to move it gently to massage his insides. As Izuku's body became more comfortable with his presence and he could move a little more freely, Izuku broke away from the kissing, head hanging low above Katsuki as the greenette moaned, whimpered and panted away at Katsuki's touch. Seeing Izuku react so strongly to him made Katsuki's heart pound, his breathing fasten and his dick throb as it grew almost impossibly harder and demanded his attention. But in their current position Katsuki couldn't quiet reach the spot he was seeking, the same spot that had brought him to his knees in the shower and he wanted so badly to see Izuku feel that sheer pleasure.

Using his free hand that had come back to the mattress after reeling Izuku in, he lifted it between them, gently pressing against Izuku's chest to encourage his partner to sit up again, which Izuku did obediently all the while panting and whimpering while Katsuki's finger, though slowing, still moved inside him. Katsuki himself sat up further with him, his hand on Izuku's chest still encouraging him back to the point of Izuku having to put an arm behind himself to stay put.

"Good," Katsuki practically purred to him and Izuku gave a whimper in return, "stay there" he told him gently. All he had wanted was to shift Izuku's position, so his hips rotated the smallest amount, allowing Katsuki's finger to reach deeper inside him. And he took full advantage of that, reaching deeper and curling his finger inside over and over again in almost a 'come here' motion. Izuku tipped his head back with another whimper that quickly descended into moaning again. Katsuki found what he was feeling for, similar to what he had felt inside himself and as he pressed down across it, Izuku's gave a gasp as his body flinched. Katsuki wrapped his other arm around Izuku's torso to hold him in place, concerned that when things got more heated – because Katsuki planned for exactly that – Izuku may fall back off the edge of the bed which his hands were already precariously close to. The hold also allowed their bodies to be closer together, Izuku's hard dick pressed to Katsuki's chest, something that Katsuki was never opposed to, and for Katsuki to have even greater reach.

Now that he had found the spot he was looking for, Katsuki didn't let up, stroking and caressing Izuku's insides all the while he drank in everything that escaped Izuku. His body was twitching with each press, his panting coming harder as his breaths were interrupted with pleasurable gasps and moans. Izuku's head was tipped back so Katsuki couldn't see his face and he dared not slow down or interrupt what he was doing for a single second to adjust them so he could see. It was almost torturous that he couldn't because what he imagined Izuku's expression to be in his mind was so arousing he wanted to see it for real, but he was so close now to reaching that point of no return with Izuku, the greenette's pre-cum leaving a sticky mess on Katsuki's chest.

Izuku's hands came forward to latch onto Katsuki's shoulders, nails biting into Katsuki's skin as though he desperately needed the support but there was no way Katsuki was going to let him go as his moans grew louder and louder. Katsuki was sure that if Izuku wasn't feeling all the pleasure in the world at that moment that he surely would have crawled away from embarrassment at the intense sounds that were escaping his throat. But Katsuki didn't mind the stinging at all, somehow it actually only made him more aroused as his cock throbbed again in demand to be taken care of, pitching a tent in his slacks below Izuku.

Suddenly Izuku's whole body tensed. His knees pressed against either side of Katsuki's body, trembling desperately. He chocked on a moan before his voice came back to him in a momentous, whimpering cry. His nails dug into Katsuki's skin, and he could feel his fingertips trembling. Izuku's entire body shuddered in waves as he came onto Katsuki's chest and his body clenched around Katsuki's finger. Then as quickly as it had come, it was over. Katsuki let his finger relax inside him, giving Izuku some respite from the intense sensations that had been rocking his body and the greenette's entire body relaxed, his grip lessening, legs relaxing and head coming forward to rest against Katsuki's shoulder, his body still quivering lighting as he gasped for air. Katsuki withdrew his finger as he felt Izuku's legs weaken further, and he came down to sit upon Katsuki's lap and pressed down on his dick.

Katsuki just let him stay there for the minute.

"Kacchan" the greenette sighed once he had caught his breath. Katsuki gave a hum for Izuku to continue but whatever words his partner had been about to say – if any – he had given up on and gave a drawn out, low whimper in return without lifting his head.

After another thirty or so seconds, Izuku found his voice again.

"Is that it?" he asked, turning his head to the side slightly upon Katsuki's shoulder, though it wouldn't have been enough to allow him to see much.

"You want more?" Katsuki asked with a small smirk to himself in return. Katsuki himself was still plenty worked up and wanted more himself, but if Izuku was too exhausted after that….

"What about you?" Izuku asked as he rolled his hips, causing Katsuki's spine to stiffen and a small groan to escape him as Izuku rolled his naked ass over Katsuki's still awfully trapped dick. Izuku lifted his head, not to face Katsuki but rather to bring his lips to the blonde's ear.

"Don't you want to have me?" he whispered devilishly into Katsuki's ear and the blonde clenched his jaw. Heat shot up the back of his neck and to his face knowing that even after that, Izuku still wanted more. Katsuki gave a hum of confirmation.

Izuku leaned back from him, smiling back Katsuki's way with hands connected behind Katsuki's neck, before something else caught his attention, eyes flicking down to Katsuki's chest where the mess he had made was still evident. Izuku's smile faltered, conforming into a more embarrassed wobbly line and heat flushed his freckled cheeks.

"Oh," his hands around Katsuki's neck lessened, "crap, I'm so sorry Kacchan" Katsuki tried to grunt Izuku's apology away but already to greenette was wriggling off of him, getting to his feet - or trying to as he stumbled for a moment - almost falling to a knee while Katsuki slid forward to try to assist, before waving Katsuki's aid away and making it to the ensuite. He returned a moment later with a damp wash cloth and offered it to Katsuki who had risen to his feet also. Katsuki accepted it with a small nod and wiped himself down while Izuku stood by fidgeting out of embarrassment. Katsuki tossed the damp cloth Izuku's way who caught it in his hands with a questioning glance. Before Izuku could turn to toss it towards the laundry hamper though, Katsuki had taken the few steps needed to close the distance between them and with a hand gently cupping the side of Izuku's face, kissed him.

"Idiot," Katsuki smiled, "don't apologize for that shit. It's hot" he added a growl at the end and leaned in for another quick kiss. Izuku's face went pink, but he didn't turn away from the affection. Katsuki took the cloth from his hands and tossed it into the hamper in the corner of the room.

Katsuki's hand slipped from Izuku's cheek to his chin, lifting it to look directly into Katsuki's no doubt heated eyes.

"You sure you want to keep going?" he asked, smile fading back to convey his seriousness. They had already done something new that they hadn't before, so if Izuku wanted to stop there, Katsuki could understand.

"I do" Izuku answered back, green gaze holding Katsuki's own. The blonde couldn't help but smirk at that, feeling pride and excitement swirling in his chest. Katsuki growled deep in his throat happily.

"Get on the bed then" he smirked and Izuku did as he was told, another thing that pleased Katsuki greatly.

When Katsuki turned to follow he was met with Izuku sitting on his knees on the centre of the bed, looking to Katsuki expectantly. How he managed to sit their butt naked after what they had just done and somehow still manage to look so innocent baffled Katsuki.

Katsuki came back to the bed, getting onto all fours as he approached Izuku, coming right up close to him and forcing the greenette back without ever having to touch him as Izuku unfolded his legs and leaned back till he was flat on the covers and Katsuki hovered above him. The look on Izuku's face begged the question of 'what next?' and Katsuki was glad to give an answer when he leaned back to be on his knees and used his hands to rearrange Izuku's legs around him, positioning them so Izuku's legs were spread with Katsuki between them. Already Izuku's cock was becoming stiffer and glistening at the tip. Katsuki reached for the lube, still to one side of the bed and reapplied some to his fingers, this time spreading it across half of them on his right hand. Izuku's adam's apple bobbed as he swallowed, green eyes glued to Katsuki's freshly lubed fingers.

Katsuki shot a wicked grin Izuku's way which only made the greenette's lips press together into a thin, wobbly line with anticipation while Katsuki turned his attention else where and lowered his hand between Izuku's spread legs. He began by gently rubbing and applying pressure to the outside of Izuku's hole, feeling it tighten at the contact again at first before relaxing enough for Katsuki to push one finger in. Izuku swallowed back a whimper and turned his head to the side while Katsuki massaged his insides, this time paying more attention to his in and out movements rather than focusing on going deeper and finding that sweet spot again. Izuku wanted sex, so that was what Katsuki was going to focus on. For the next minute or so that's all Katsuki did, in and out with slow deliberate movements until Izuku relaxed some more, his jaw loosing as he breathed through his mouth with the occasional whimper emanating from him. Katsuki dared to slip a second finger in. He could tell that Izuku could feel the difference immediately when he gave a sharp gasp. Katsuki paused, eyes flicking up to see if Izuku was okay, their eyes met for a moment, Izuku's face flushed and beautiful. He gave a nod for Katsuki to keep going. He took his time again, starting slowly until he could move both fingers inside Izuku with greater ease. By now Izuku's dick was standing at full attention again and weeping eagerly, just as Katsuki's own was. So much so that there was a wet spot on the front of his track pants that was getting harder to ignore, but he couldn't let up now as Izuku moaned, whined and squirmed from his touch, panting up at the ceiling with closed eyes.

Once Katsuki could move his fingers more freely, Izuku's hole not holding them as tightly, Izuku lifted his head from the mattress, looking to Katsuki with half lidded, wanting eyes.

"Please Kacchan"

Katsuki knew what it meant, that Izuku had reached his limit and wanted the real thing now and Katsuki was more than willing to oblige but in that moment with Izuku looking at him with that flushed, pleading expression, he wanted to devour him. Katsuki leaned forward, fingers exiting Izuku as he did and instead pressing his still covered erection against Izuku's ass in their place as he came in to kiss Izuku. The greenette let out a whimper at the sudden emptiness. When Katsuki leaned in Izuku tuned his head away, eyes closing tightly with discomfort and a hand lifted to press against Katsuki's bare chest. Katsuki immediately pulled away once he understood.

In that moment, feeling Katsuki press his cock against his rear and looming over him had been too much for Izuku, so he stepped back, literally, or tried to when Izuku reached forward for his wrist, halting Katsuki halfway off the mattress. Katsuki had intended to remove himself from the bed completely and give Izuku plenty of space, but the greenette didn't want that, half sitting up to reach him.

"Sorry" Katsuki rasped out, breathless from his own excitement. Izuku's head lifted to look to Katsuki with lips pressed into a wobbly, uncertain smile and a sniffle. Katsuki wanted to comfort his partner. If sex was suddenly off the table, fine. Katsuki could go without. He just wanted Izuku to be okay, but he wouldn't dare come back in to embrace the other man without first getting consent to be able to hold him. It pained Katsuki deep inside his chest – he kept the even deeper seething anger from that snake eyed bastard in check – to see Izuku go from such pleasure and pleading for sex to suddenly pushing Katsuki away. But he understood.

He didn't get the chance to ask to come back in closer when the greenette shook his head to silence him. So, Katsuki waited, half off the mattress with one foot on the floor. Izuku gave Katsuki's wrist a light squeeze and the look in his deep green eyes were enough for Katsuki to confidently return to him.

"I still want this" Izuku spoke up, eyes never leaving Katsuki's, "I just panicked for a moment. I'm sorry" his gaze dropped with his apology. Katsuki drew in a long breath, on his knees before Izuku on the bed.

"We don't have to do any more" Katsuki began but Izuku shook his head at him, hand squeezing at his wrist again.

"I want to," he insisted, still not lifting his gaze, "I just-" he cut himself off, giving Katsuki another squeeze. Katsuki gave him a hum to let him know that he understood without words having to be said. That after having entered Izuku in one form, pressing his dick there and then leaning right in over the greenette, Katsuki got it. It had simply been too much in the moment.

Izuku's hand slipped away from Katsuki's wrist, the greenette moving to sit up further to be face to face with Katsuki. His green eyes flicked up before dropping back down again quickly, but this time Izuku wore a different expression, his lips still pressed into a wobbly line but this time that, plus the heat rising in the nerd's cheeks, told Katsuki that he was more embarrassed now more than anything else.

"We could try it the way you suggested" Izuku offered up, green eyes flicking to Katsuki's and this time holding his gaze hopefully, waiting for a response.

"Huh?" Katsuki responded but by the time the question – if he could call it that – left him he had already figured what Izuku had meant.

"You suggested that if I was uncomfortable I could try, you know, being on top"

Katsuki's red gaze didn't leave Izuku's, but he could feel the heat creeping up his neck at the thought.

"I mean you still be top, but I be on top, you know?" Izuku added on quickly, more energy coming back to him as he rushed to clarify. Katsuki had figured that out already, but he gave a curt nod anyway. Izuku's back straightened and he blinked back in quick succession as though he hadn't expected Katsuki to agree to his own damn idea that quickly.

"Okay" Katsuki said out loud just to get the message across clearly.

"Okay" Izuku gave a nod back, his cheeks flushing pink with new fire.

Neither of them moved for a moment before Katsuki inhaled deeply and got about making the first move. Izuku's eyes fixed on him as he crawled across the mattress, past Izuku to grab at his pillows, laying one down before turning to lay on his back with his head upon it. Izuku remained where he was till Katsuki wriggled himself across to the centre, bumping at Izuku with his side till the greenette shuffled to the edge. Once Katsuki was centre he pulled at his waist band, wriggling out of his pants and briefs and threw them to the opposite side, his still stiff cock bouncing at its freedom. Izuku tried not to turn his attention directly to it but Katsuki saw him catch a quick glimpse and smiled to himself at how Izuku swallowed at the sight of it.

"Well?" Katsuki pushed with a smirk, head turning on the pillow to face Izuku's way. His partner blinked at him before Izuku shot to his feet off the side of the bed, his own dick still hard despite the brief upset – or perhaps the sight of Katsuki naked had gotten Izuku worked up all over again, Katsuki liked to think that anyway.

Izuku looked lost for a moment, green gaze dancing around the room till he spotted the tube of lube still off to the side of the bed and Izuku snatched it up before edging back onto the mattress on his knees and approached Katsuki, heading for his hips. Once he was there, Izuku hesitated for a moment before lifting a leg over Katsuki's body to come to be on his knees high above Katsuki's erect cock. Katsuki was about ready to open his mouth and give some instruction – not that he had ever done anything like they were about to before either, all of his knowledge coming from researching across the internet – but Izuku uncapped the tube, squeezed some out onto his hand before pressing the top of it closed against his wrist and throwing it back off to the far side of the bed with a soft thump. Izuku transferred some of the lube across to his other hand before reaching back with one of them and avoiding eye contact with Katsuki – who had been watching every action closely with a racing heart – whilst he spread it around his hopefully still some what loosened hole. When he was satisfied with that, his remaining slick hand wrapped around Katsuki's erection and slowly made its way up and down his length in smooth, rotating motions to slick him up too.

It wasn't as Katsuki had intended, but he let Izuku do it purely for the sensation. It was only after Izuku was done there – only rubbing at Katsuki enough to ensure he was lubed up nicely as he was already plenty hard for what they had in mind next – that Katsuki spoke up before Izuku could do anything else.

"I really appreciate that," Katsuki spoke up with a wicked smirk, "but aren't you forgetting something?" Izuku's head snapped up from Katsuki's shining dick – having been so engrossed in his task at hand – to meet his eyes, studying them for a moment before his lips tightened with what Katsuki could only make out to be embarrassment.

"What?" Izuku asked.

Rather than answering with words, Katsuki reached out an arm above his head and off to the side, only just managing to reach his bedside drawer without having to wriggle out from under Izuku. A task that would have been simple enough since Izuku didn't have any of his weight on him yet, but Katsuki didn't want to move if he could help it. Being under Izuku was thrilling in a different way than when he was pinned under the greenette during training. Inside Katsuki felt around for the condoms he had purchased just for this occasion, fishing one out and relaxing his arm again as he held it out between them.

Izuku's eyes stared at it, a hand slowly reaching for it as he let his body relax some, lowering himself not onto Katsuki's dick but instead sitting back on Katsuki's thighs. The greenette frowned at the little packet in his hands in a way that made one of Katsuki's eyebrows rise.

"Problem?" he asked with a frown of his own.

"I just thought we'd not use one" Izuku responded, lowering it to look to Katsuki.

"Why not?" Katsuki asked in return. They had both been forced to sit through the same sex ed class in high school, feeling embarrassment well up inside them as the teachers prattled on about things they were yet to do, but during those few sessions the teachers had made a point on safe sex and the risks that came from not using protection. Sure, neither of them were at risk of pregnancy, but STI's and all that were still a thing and then….. but then nothing Katsuki realised. Izuku couldn't get pregnant, that snake eyed bastard had used a condom himself and it had been Izuku's first time so there were no STI's to be worried about. His blood test back when Katsuki had taken him to the hospital had screened for that shit too and come back with nothing. The only other thing that could have bothered Katsuki was general hygiene but after sticking his fingers up in there, they had all stayed remarkably clean proving how thorough Izuku had been in the shower and exactly how much he had wanted this.

"I want you to be my first" he replied with a small frown, "you know, first real one" he added on, lips pressing together more tightly as though concerned that his words and meaning weren't clear. Katsuki blinked in silence while he mulled that over, ruby eyes never leaving Izuku's emerald ones and he realised that perhaps this wasn't all about just having sex to Izuku. Hell, it wasn't just sex to Katsuki either, to him this was something much more than that, but he accepted that perhaps it meant even more to Izuku, that after everything he had endured and been dealing with up to this moment, that somehow this moment in time, this action they were about to take would make waves in Izuku's mind far beyond Katsuki's comprehension.

"Alright" Katsuki spoke softly and reached a hand forward to take the item from Izuku's hands before moving his arm across the mattress and letting the packet fall to the floor. Izuku's lips spread into an affectionate smile at that.

There was a moment of pause between them and Katsuki didn't want the fire they had built together to fade so he reached an arm up, hand sliding up Izuku's arm, the blonde bringing his body forward a fraction to allow his hand to continue up the greenette's neck and to cup his cheek gently. Izuku let his eyes close and leaned his face into Katsuki's palm. Katsuki's warm hand lingered there for a moment more before shifting to reach behind Izuku's neck and gently pulling him in. Izuku gave in, letting his body be brought forward. The greenette came forward onto all fours, ass lifting from Katsuki's thighs as he did to come in for a kiss, eyes closed and lips connecting in a deep, passionate way without feeling heated and rushed. Katsuki reached his spare hand between them, finding Izuku's hard cock easily and began to slowly stroke along its length, swallowing down the noises that escaped Izuku's throat. In turn, Izuku shifted to reach for Katsuki, applying just enough pressure to be pleasurable with each motion.

Izuku began to pull back slowly as he shifted his position, coming to sit back up above Katsuki's dick. As he pulled away, Katsuki's lips could no longer reach his and his hand slipped from Izuku's dick, but Katsuki couldn't look away, seeing the resolve and lust forming on Izuku's face as he braced himself for his next motion, still stroking Katsuki's dick while he shifted his hips above it. Izuku's eyes were half lidded, his face already flushed as he began to lower himself down, a hand sliding down to hold the base of Katsuki's dick firmly whilst Izuku aligned it with himself.

Katsuki felt the tip of his cock touch Izuku, the greenette making one finally slight adjustment of his hips before looking to Katsuki.

"Are you sure?" the greenette asked, almost breathless already from what Katsuki could only assume was anticipation. His own heart was pounding away in his chest from the same thing. Katsuki nodded his head a little more vigorously than he would have liked but in the moment he didn't care. He didn't want Izuku to misinterpret anything smaller.

And with that final confirmation, Izuku began to carefully lower himself.

Even with the fingering and stretching it was tight. It took Katsuki's breath away at first when his tip first entered Izuku's hole, but once the head of his cock was in the gasp that escaped him was one of pleasure at the immense feeling. Katsuki's hands shot up to hold Izuku's hips, not to force him down faster or to halt him, but simply answering his sudden desire to hold his partner without interrupting his slow descent upon him. Izuku closed his eyes, head tilting back as he focused on what he was doing, and Katsuki didn't dare move to distract him.

Inch by inch Katsuki's dick sunk deep, enveloped in warm tight muscle while Izuku made small movements and adjustments here and there to be more comfortable. He was about half way when Izuku started to lift himself up again, only to sink back down that little bit further each time. Katsuki's nails dug into Izuku's hips, and he screwed his eyes closed tightly, head tilting back with a groan at the sensation of it all.

Once Katsuki could bring himself to focus on anything but the overwhelming sensation that was the inside of Izuku, his ears practically pricked at the sounds escaping Izuku and he brought his attention forward again to gaze to his partner and the sight made his cock twitch. On top of him Izuku's head had come forward his face and chest pink as he panted and tried to swallow back his moans as he continued to lift himself up and then slide back down onto Katsuki's cock, eyes closed as he did, focusing entirely on the feel of their bodies together.

Katsuki waited for Izuku to be comfortable, to take him in fully before he dared to do anything of his own, but once Izuku could sit down on him completely, Katsuki's hands on Izuku's hips held on firmly and he began to gently push and pull Izuku's hips against him. A wavering whimper escaped from Izuku, only encouraging Katsuki to do more, beginning to lift his hips, gently thrusting up into Izuku more. The motion made Izuku gasp, hands coming forward to press against Katsuki's chest to hold himself up. But Izuku made no indication that he wanted Katsuki to stop.

Slowly Katsuki picked up the speed.

They groaned out sounds of pleasure together, almost in sync whilst Izuku let Katsuki take control of the pace and rhythm from below and as much as each roll of pleasure made Katsuki want to shut his eyes with a moan, he couldn't bring himself to take his eyes off of Izuku, the greenette's perfect body sitting atop him. Izuku was panting, head down, eyes closed and so breathless and worked up that he was almost at risk of drooling on Katsuki, not that he would even spare a moment to wipe it away. Nothing could take away from this moment for him.

Katsuki had never been inside a woman before so he couldn't begin to fathom how Izuku's ass could compare but he already knew that he never wanted anything other than Izuku for as long as he lived. Nothing could ever be more arousing and pleasing than seeing Izuku become more of a mess from being fucked by him and it made heat swirl inside him gut with pleasure. He desired more; he couldn't deny that. He wanted to push Izuku back till he was on top and pound him ferociously. As much as Katsuki was loving their current position, he itched for more. The only thing holding him back was knowing that Izuku needed to be in control. He couldn't bring himself to do anything of the sort without Izuku's explicit consent. Taking over the roll of thrusting was one thing because he was doing it from below, in such a position where Izuku wouldn't feel trapped of smothered by another body, but to take over the upper position worried him that it would be too much.

But he needn't worry about that at the moment when Katsuki thrust upwards again all the while pulling Izuku down upon himself and heard Izuku cry out with pleasure, and he felt Izuku's muscles tense around him for a split second. So, Katsuki did it again and again, thrusting up into his partner with clenched teeth, trying his best to focus on the pleasure he was giving Izuku and not his own. The sounds coming from the greenette were to die for as the cries turned almost to wailing as the blonde increased his speed. Izuku's head tilted back, nails digging into Katsuki's pecs hard enough to leave marks. Finally, Izuku let out one loud cry and came, the stream of white fluid rising up between them before coming back down warm and sticky on Katsuki's torso. But Katsuki couldn't pay it much mind as he screwed his eyes close, breath halting for a moment as he felt Izuku's hole tighten around his cock still deep inside Izuku. But Katsuki didn't come, he had been close but had done his best to keep it at bay, not even daring to let go while Izuku came on him. It was a necessity to him that Izuku's pleasure came first, and he wouldn't dare be as weak to ruin that by blowing his load first. It was only after Izuku had come on him that he realised that he actually could have let himself go in that moment too.

Izuku's head lulled forward heavily, his freckled face pink and coated in a sheen of sweat as he panted for air, his thighs on either side of Katsuki's body trembling lightly and matched his shuddering breath. Katsuki remained holding onto his hips but relaxed so Izuku could sit comfortably on him.

"Kacchan," the greenette huffed out between breaths, "did you come too?" he asked. Katsuki was too engrossed in the beautiful sight that was his partner right after being fucked, so he just shook his head a little numbly.

"I wanted you to come too" Izuku replied with a lopsided but affectionate smile, a hand lifting forward to reach for Katsuki and the blonde sat up slightly to allow Izuku to reach his face, warm scarred hand touching his cheek.

"I want you to keep going Kacchan" he told him, finally his breath returning to him properly. Katsuki's eyes gazed up and down Izuku's naked form.

"You sure?" he asked, voice coming a little gruffly from the moans, groans and growls that had been escaping him.

"Yes" Izuku leaned forward and planted a long kiss on Katsuki's lips, his ass lifting off of Katsuki's lap slightly as he did, and Katsuki shuddered at the sensation of it riding up his dick before Izuku returned to his position and sank back down onto it. The greenette let out a whimpering moan at the shared sensation. But Katsuki didn't let him get away with it, sitting up fully, wrapping arms around Izuku's torso and lifted his chin to kiss the nerd more, eyes closed as he drank Izuku in and his partner reciprocated enthusiastically.

Katsuki was more than happy to keep going but had to give it a moments thought because Izuku being comfortable and enjoying it was still a priority to him. Earlier he had felt uncomfortable when Katsuki had been on top of him facing him and with that – and some sense from the knowledge of what had happened to his beloved nerd – figured that some positions wouldn't be okay. Katsuki wanted to change from their current position because he felt utterly driven to have more ability to thrust deeply into Izuku as hard and as fast as he was capable of – as long as Izuku was okay with it of course. Being on top and face to face was out of the books, and Katsuki already knew that bending Izuku over and doing him from behind was a high risk of triggering Izuku so instead he opted for something in between.

Katsuki broke away from the kiss. He shifted his hips as he drew his legs into himself, adjusting to sit on his knees with Izuku still on him as he did. The greenette wrapped his arms around Katsuki's shoulders with a shuddering moan. With one hand remaining wrapped around Izuku's back, Katsuki used the other to keep himself stable as he altered their position till Izuku's back was to the mattress. With something to lean on, Izuku let his hold on Katsuki slip and allowed the blonde to stand back up on his knees between Izuku's spread legs. Now from this position, Katsuki could do some real work without hovering over his partner.

"This okay?" Katsuki checked in, swallowing back the saliva pooling under his tongue at the sight of Izuku below him. Izuku gave a firm nod in return and that was all Katsuki needed to begin. He held onto Izuku's muscular thighs as he began moving his hips, tilting his body back as he did to avoid crowding his partner. The feeling of his hard cock sliding in and out all the while being hugged and squeezed by Izuku's ass felt addictive and before Katsuki knew it he was picking up his pace, chasing that enticing feeling that made heat pool in his gut.

With the increased speed came more force until with each thrust Izuku was being shifted an inch along the mattress, only Katsuki's hold on his thighs kept pulling him back with him and he was glad they had made it to the bed, so it was a softer, less abrasive surface for the greenette's back. He could imagine all too well what fucking on the carpet would have ended with. Below him Izuku had turned his head to one side with eyes shut tightly, panting and moaning aloud with delight at Katsuki's pounding. The greenette's hands had turned back to grab fistfuls of the covers in a desperate attempt to hold himself in place but it only made the sight that much hotter. His skin was glistening with sweat, his chest and face flushed, cock semi-hard again and leaking. He could only imagine how Izuku would have been squirming beneath him had he not been fucking him too ferociously.

Izuku's moaning grew as Katsuki panted along with him, feeling his own hair cling to his forehead from the exertion, yet he didn't feel exhausted despite the physical effort his body was suggesting he was doing. Katsuki could feel himself closing in on his own orgasm as the heat swirling in his gut continued to grow with tension. Izuku was clearly still enjoying his work, so he knew it was safe for him to continue until he gave Izuku exactly what he wanted.

Katsuki's eyes closed and he tilted back his head as he chased his own feeling only for his head to snap forward again when something changed. The blonde's red eyes turned back down to face Izuku with a rippling growl of pleasure and was met with a wicked green gaze, the corner of the greenette's lip turned up in a smirk, pleased with what he had done. Before Katsuki, Izuku had arched his back, propping himself on his elbows to keep himself more stable, resulting in his hips lifting and tilting as Katsuki continued to thrust into him. The difference couldn't have been that much but to Katsuki he could feel himself reaching far deeper inside Izuku who couldn't hold his smirk and teasing green gaze as he fell apart again to ectasy as Katsuki rammed into him as far and as fast as he could. The angle must have made things different for Izuku too, the greenette's moans breaking down into wails as tears pricked his beautiful eyes while Katsuki ground his teeth together, his own orgasm nearing quickly.

The tension coiling up inside Katsuki finally broke, feeling the pressure finally realise itself in the most pleasant of ways along with a whine that was involuntary. His cock twitched within Izuku a moment or two more and then it was like the strength of his legs had gone with it and he slumped back down onto his rear with knees folded beneath him as his softening cock slipped free from Izuku. The greenette's hole was left pink, swollen and leaking Katsuki's cum and it was enough to threaten to arouse Katsuki all over again.

Izuku remained on his back, lifting an arm to cover his eyes as he breathed in and out heavily through his mouth, his body giving the occasional shudder here and there and Katsuki wasn't quite sure if that was from sex or if he was beginning to feel cold now that they had stopped. Katsuki shifted his weight to one side, letting gravity do most of the work carrying him to the mattress before he adjusted himself and shuffled upwards to lay on his side beside Izuku, a hand lifting to lightly graze his fingertips up Izuku's still heaving chest. Izuku let out a slower exhale at the touch.

"Alright?" Katsuki asked gently and Izuku returned a nod, eyes still hidden beneath his forearm. Katsuki's hand travelled further up, gently reaching for Izuku's arm and pulling it away, revealing Izuku's pink face below. Watery green eyes looked Katsuki's way. The blonde had no more words to say that wouldn't sound corny as hell coming from him so instead he leaned forward and planted a kiss against the greenette's forehead.

"Hurting at all?" he asked as he pulled back to look at Izuku again.

"I don't know yet" Izuku replied with a chuckle and wobbly smile. Katsuki pushed green curls off his forehead more.

"You want a bath or a shower?" Katsuki added on, shifting to sit back up. Not only were they sweaty and gross as hell, but Katsuki had read that cleaning themselves afterwards was important.

"Bath" Izuku answered after a moments thought. Katsuki shot him what he hoped was a warm smile, gave him another quick kiss to his sweaty forehead – the nerd scrunching up his face as even he probably thought it was gross but allowed it anyway – and moved to stand from the bed. His legs hesitated for a moment before being able to walk to the ensuite and got about filling the bath tub. As the room filled with warm steam, Katsuki chucked in some Epson salts into the tub to help.

While the bath was filling Katsuki collected a face cloth and ran it under the tap to clean Izuku's drying cum from his body before soaking a fresh one in the warm, salty water before wringing it out and returning to Izuku's side. The greenette hadn't moved from where he lay, eyes closed as he faced the ceiling above. Katsuki crept back onto the bed on his knees, Izuku giving a hum being the only indication that he knew Katsuki was there. The blonde gently leaned in, applying the warm cloth to Izuku's tender rear to gently wipe up the fluids – Katsuki's fluids that is – that was escaping. Bed be damned Katsuki figured; he could always change the covers later on.

"Kacchan," Izuku called out calmly, "did we make a mess?" he asked with genuine concern for the bed.

"Nah," Katsuki replied, "who cares about some stupid material anyway" he allowed himself a small smirk when Izuku opened his eyes a crack to look up to him at his lower half, before rolling his eyes and letting them close again. Katsuki let out an amused huff through his nose.

Once the bath was filled Katsuki helped Izuku to it. The nerd's face flushed all over again and his eyes grew wide with embarrassment at how his legs refused to listen to him. He complained about it, but Katsuki ended up scooping him up bridal style to get him into the tub. Izuku pouted at the treatment once he was in the water while Katsuki turned away with a pleased grin to take care of the bed covers before Izuku saw them and had a reason to become embarrassed all over again. Not that Katsuki could see why he would. It was technically Katsuki who had made the mess seeing as it was his mess that had oozed back out of Izuku when he had pulled out and left a wet spot on the covers. Aside from that there was also some quickly drying patches of sweat from them both, but they wouldn't stain the same way Katsuki's cum would if he continued to do nothing about it. So, with practiced ease that only his mother could have ingrained into him, Katsuki tore off the cover – the sheets beneath left pristine – to shove into the wash and threw on a thick comforter he had folded away instead so once they were out of the bath they would have somewhere clean to return to. Once Katsuki was satisfied with all of that he went to join Izuku in the inviting bath.

Izuku silently sat forward to allow Katsuki to sink into the water behind him and without any discussion he leaned back to rest against Katsuki's chest, the blonde wrapped his arms around his middle beneath the water.

"Everything you'd hoped for?" Katsuki asked, resting his chin upon Izuku's shoulder after a peaceful few moments of silence had passed. Katsuki could feel Izuku nodding. The blonde would have allowed himself to smile at that if he hadn't felt Izuku's shoulder tremble, followed by a sniffle. Katsuki sat up straighter, lifting his head and reaching a hand up to gently touch Izuku's chin. He had wanted to turn Izuku's face his way, but Izuku pulled his face free from Katsuki's touch and instead turned his face to the water. At this point Katsuki could hear small sobs escaping his partner and concern flooded him.

"What's wrong?" he asked. He wanted desperately to shift himself to be able to see Izuku eye to eye, but there wasn't enough room for that.

A sniffle and small whine.

"Deku?" Katsuki pushed with concern lacing his voice as worry scorched through him wondering if he had been too rough or if it had all been too much.

"It's nothing Kacchan" Izuku sniffled in return with a small voice, but he was dreaming if he thought Katsuki would just let things slide there.

"Tell me," Katsuki pushed gently, "did I hurt you? Did I make you uncomfortable?"

"No" Izuku answered more firmly.

"Then tell me what's wrong" Katsuki pressed. One of his arms was still around Izuku's middle and he applied a little pressure like a one-armed squeeze to show he cared, which he did but he often found that little physical reminders like that seemed to reel Izuku back in at times.

"Nothing's wrong," Izuku sniffled back but this time his head rose though Katsuki still couldn't see it, "I'm happy Kacchan"

That made Katsuki pause and Izuku noticed, finally turning his teary face back Katsuki's way as much as he could in their current position.

"Yeah, why the hell are you crying about it then, damn nerd?" Katsuki hissed back, wrapping his remaining arm back around Izuku's middle and pulled him in close till he was back to leaning against his chest. Izuku chuckled at Katsuki's gruff tone, sniffled once more and then settled again.

Katsuki understood. Finally having sex with the one person you'd always wanted too and after being put through so much trauma before hand would be a lot for emotional little Izuku to handle without bawling his eyes out. Katsuki would joke about it, but he would never judge his partner harshly over it. He felt rather emotional himself, though he wasn't the type to express it as Izuku did. Katsuki could feel several different emotions swirling around calmly inside him. Pride, love, happiness to name a few. Overall, he felt good about their night, not purely because he finally got to have sex with his partner, but because it had been something they had both wanted and had been working towards together for some time despite them each having moments of hesitation.

They relaxed in the bath till the water began to cool at which point Katsuki rose, rousing Izuku who had let his eyes drift close nestled against Katsuki, helped the greenette find his feet again, dried themselves off and headed for the bed. They didn't bother with clothes as they both slipped in under the covers, Katsuki turning on his side and lifting an arm in offering for Izuku to snuggle in close to him as the little spoon. Katsuki welcome Izuku's warmth and draped his arm over his partner's side as they settled in for the night. Before dozing off Katsuki heard Izuku crying quietly again and he wrapped his arms around him more supportively and nestled his face in close to Izuku, offering his silent support and comfort before Izuku settled again and they drifted off to sleep together.

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A/N:

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Side notes:
1. I didn't go into great lengths researching the legal system in Japan so apologies of its not very accurate.
2. I decided to label Katsuki's cum as sweet as a side effect of his quirk.
3. Apologies if any of the smutty details were not very accurate. Sadly I do not have the anatomy to relate.
4. Yes, Izuku, it turns out has a far shorter recovery time in the bedroom than Katsuki does ;)