I stared down at the object in my hand in disbelief. This couldn't be happening to me. I replayed that fateful day over and over again. I was on the brink of a mental breakdown. How could I, Kimberly Crawford, get pregnant with my ex-boyfriend's child? I know you're all probably wondering how I got here, let me take you back to the day of conception and you'll understand a lot better.

4 Weeks Ago

"Harder, Oh My God!" I screamed in pleasure

"Hold on baby, let me give it to you nice and slow." Jack whispered in my ear.

I was currently being fingered by Jack, my boyfriend of 2 years in the middle of my living room couch. His fingers were deep in me while he was whispering dirty secrets in my ear. We had been fucking each other endlessly for the past 2 weeks. My parents were out of town on a business trip for a month leaving the whole house to me. That was every 17 year old girl's dream. I couldn't help but take advantage, ever since we lost it to each other at 16 I've turned into a self proclaimed whore.

"I'm gonna fuck you so hard til you can't walk properly." Jack whispered in my ear as he started undressing himself. I couldn't help but grow wetter. God how he loved to handle me. I blame him for making me a slut.

"Do it baby, I want you to cum all over me." I replied back, while looking in his eyes as I started stripping slowly for his pleasure.

He pushed me down and started caressing my body as he flipped me over so my face was down on the pillow. I pushed my ass up knowing what was coming and felt him slowly enter me from behind inch by inch.

"Oh my god, Ugh…" I couldn't help the sounds I was making, I was stuck in this euphoric pleasure where nothing else seemed to matter but us.

I shivered thinking about the memories that were deeply ingrained into my skull. How was I supposed to tell him this? We were in our senior year of high school. We were on the road to getting scholarships and on the brink of graduation. What the fuck am I supposed to do? I kept looking down at my phone contemplating if I should bite the bullet and call him, or deal with this on my own. I started to feel the tears well up anger, heartbreak and rage were coursing through my veins. I kept thinking back to the last few weeks without Jack, how miserable it's been. I had no choice but to break up with him. Although I didn't want to, it was for the best. I couldn't handle Jack's constant fits of rage and jealousy; it was overkill. It was in effect turning me into a different person, someone who matched that same fiery energy, but as they say never fight fire with fire.

I stared at my phone and called the only person I knew I could rely on, Grace. I held the phone close to my ear, holding onto it as if it were my life line. It must've been no longer than thirty seconds when she answered.

"WHAT!" She shouted

"Sorry for waking you up! I just really need to talk to you." I said sheepishly, it was in fact 5 o'clock in the morning, but what can I say? I needed to talk to my best friend.

"Bitch this better be good!" She replied.

"I'm pregnant." I hung up.

I tossed my phone on my bed. I was too cowardly to face her. I could barely register the truth myself. We always assumed Grace would make this mistake. I was the responsible one. I never made mistakes, big ones at least. Grace was the one who was caught smoking pot with Jerry at the back of the school and was the one that played 7 minutes in heaven with every guy on the football team, when we were just in middle school. She had always had more of the rebellious spirit. That was until Jack and I got together. Jack was always somewhat of a trouble maker and as he got older and hotter it only got worse. Jack and Jerry together were the worst, they both fueled each other's attraction to danger. From school pranks, to fast cars,to parties, to girls. Of course I fell for him so hard. Being friends for so long made me fall in love with everything about him, he was close to perfect. So close.

*KNOCK *KNOCK *KNOCK *KNOCK

Grace.

I ran to the front door and swung it open.

"Grace." I yelled. She pulled me into a tight hug and pulled up a bottle of what appeared to be wine.

I stared at her like she was crazy.

"Don't worry! It's non-alcoholic. We have a big situation on our hands and I'd rather deal with it, fake drunk." She yammered

I smiled widely at her, grateful for her everlasting support. We made our way to my bedroom and locked the door.

"I don't even know where to start Grace, I'm screwed!" I plopped down on my bed head hammering.

"Well obviously it's Jack's right? Right?!"

"No shit its jacks c'mon it's only been a month."

"Well forgive me for asking, you're hot so many guys at school have their eye on you Kim including that hunk Brett!" She exclaimed

"Well I don't care about them. I'm still in love with Jack, but that's besides the point. I AM PREGNANT! WHAT DO I DO!" I kept staring up at my ceiling feeling like I was going through a midlife crisis at the tender age of 17.

"Breathe babes, you have options you both can decide to keep it or not." She held my hands and kissed them.

I could feel the tears start to come up again. I hadn't talked to Jack since the break up. He took it really hard and I know he hated me. The gang has not been the same. We avoid each other like the plague and we never hang out as a group anymore. Jerry and Milton split days between Jack and I, almost like a custody agreement. I couldn't even stand speaking to Jack let alone looking him in the eyes. I didn't have the strength, because I knew the minute I looked into his eyes he would take control of me. I am a victim to his merciless passion. Not to mention the passionate, hot, steamy sex.

"My question is did you not use a condom?" She asked me, pulling me out of my thoughts.

"I'm on birth control Grace. I didn't expect this to happen." I stared at her, feeling like she was judging me.

"Looks like you're the 1 in 100 Kim."

"What does that even mean?"

"1 in 100 women get pregnant on birth control a year." She said, "Congrats!"

"Ugh don't tell me that." I screamed

"It was that good huh?" She looked at me suggestively

"Grace!" I threw a pillow right at her head. She continued to laugh uncontrollably at my expense.

"Grace, please shut it! I don't wanna be in this position right now. I'm not even planning on telling him." She stopped and stared at me in disbelief.

"Kim, you have to tell him he has a right to know. I know that boy still loves you and if he had a chance to get back with you he would. You can't do this to him." She sounded sincere.

"Look, he still talks about you all the time to Jerry. In fact I heard a rumor that he plans on asking you to prom."

My heart started aching. How much I loved that boy. The truth was I never wanted to break up with him. It just got to be too much. We were almost toxic for each other, drawing energy from each other resulting in an inextinguishable fire. I touched my neck fingering the heart shaped pendant that was hanging off a gold chain necklace. Jack had given it to me for our anniversary, I couldn't bring myself to take it off.

"You're right. I just can't bring myself to face him. You know I obviously love him. I've practically been avoiding every guy at school just to see if Jack will come fight for me, like he always does. But it's been a month Grace! I miss him everyday and it's my fucking fault that he's gone and now I'm carrying his child! Ugh!" I couldn't help it anymore the tears started running down my cheek.

"I know sweetie." She took my hand and held it

"Look on the brightside you both want each other back. So tomorrow at school ask him to talk and see what happens." She hugged me.

"Thanks Grace." I put my head down on my pillows and fell asleep.

I stood in front of him in nothing but a 2 piece lace lingerie set. I was wearing knee high sheer black stockings, watching his dick grow harder from the little show I was putting on him for him. He watched enamored with my movements, the only source of light emanating from the glowy red LED lights that were scattered on my ceiling. I slowly started crawling onto the foot of the bed, slowly taunting him, daring him to take me.

"Good girl, get closer to me." He said in a deep raspy voice.

I slowly sat on his lap as he grabbed my behind, caressing it slowly making me shudder. I pressed my lips to his bare chest and started licking his abs.

"Don't play with me too much baby, you'll regret it." He warned me

"But I like playing." I looked up at him with an evil glint in my eyes.

He grabbed my arms and flipped me over. Laying me on my back I looked up at him as he started removing my bra, he did it tantalizingly slowly knowing he was working me up. I pushed his face down and kissed him hard, grabbing his lips and biting them. I started slowly moving my hips in a circular motion so I could feel his hard dick touch my clit just in the right way.

"Fuck me hard baby" I said looking up at him daring him to treat me like a slut.

"Who's my slut" He whispered in my ear, blowing in it making a fresh wave of sensations travel into my already throbbing clit.

I replied by putting my fingers in my mouth to wet them, I put my hands in my panties and started playing with myself.

"Fuck me now please " I moaned out

He took my hand and licked my hand free of my own juices.

"Delicious" He breathed out

I was trembling anticipating his next move. He stood up and pulled me to the edge of the bed roughly.

"Finally! Give me what you got" I looked up at him practically begging him to disrespect me however he wanted to.

"Shut up and take it" He started lightly choking me and spit in my mouth. I looked up at him begging him to take me already.

He slammed into me hard, not even giving me time to adjust to his size.

"Ugh!" I screamed out

"Oh my god! Don't stop. Please harder." I shouted in pleasure.

He started going in and out of me at a brutal pace. The shockwaves of pleasure were mounting quickly. Everything in that moment became about feeling. I looked up at him to see him staring deeply into my eyes. He continued choking me and tugging my hair if I broke away from his gaze. I felt his huge dick pulsate in me and his movements became more and more erratic.

I couldn't help the fact my pussy started convulsing ready to cum.

"YESSS…..HARDER…DON'T STOP…MAKE ME TAKE IT!" I started becoming increasingly vocal ready to satisfy his body and mine.

"Don't come until I tell you to come" He barked at me.

"I'll cum when I want" Daring him to go harder fighting fire with fire. I didn't care though I was so close. SO CLOSE.

He started pounding into me so aggressively I was silent with my mouth wide open in a silent scream. I wouldn't be able to take it anymore. I gripped his forearms in a death grip and felt my impending climax. I felt my walls close up around his hard shaft and succumbed to my orgasm.

"Fuck Daddy!" I was sobbing in pleasure. I was riding out my orgasm when all of a sudden he decided to flip me over on my belly.

I was in all fours watching him get behind me and start slapping my ass as it was jutted up in the air. I turned back to look at his face and all I saw was the look of complete lust.

I put my face down and my ass up.

"Look at this, still soaking wet I see" He plunged two fingers inside of my pussy.

"Fuck me and cum inside of me please" I begged him as I started moving my hips side to side enticing him to just finish inside me.

He entered behind me roughly as he pushed my head deeper into the bed and his movements became more aggressive. I was practically screaming into the sheets. I moved my hands to my ass pulling on my skin making my ass jiggle even more. He grabbed both of my hands and bound them to my back pressing down so hard on my body. The roughest he's ever been with me, and I could feel the extreme waves of pleasure coursing through my body. My legs started trembling as I felt myself needing to climax again.

"Jack please!" I exclaimed

"I know baby" He went even harder. I could feel him pulsating in me making me feel like he was getting bigger and bigger.

"Cum in me!"

He thrust three more violent times and I could feel him shoot inside me. I felt rope after rope of his hot goodness in me.

"FUCK" I heard him yell, as I started grinding myself back on his dick to take every last bit of what he had to give me.

We both flopped on either side of each other as I could feel his cum dripping down my legs.

"I love you" He said looking deeply into my eyes.

I laid my head on his chest and kissed it.

"I love you more." I answered back cheekily.

He kissed my fingers.

"I love you forever and always. Till the day I die." He murmured and he drifted to sleep.