EPOV
I was pathetic.
No, I was beyond pathetic!
Until now, I was impressed by her intelligence and brilliance, but now I was finding her... sexy?
I wasn't able to focus at all in this meeting because of my stupid thoughts!
She was my uncle's widow, for God's sake!
And I had a 'girlfriend'! Well, let's not go there!
I had no business finding her sexy!
And didn't I think she was a 'gold-digger'? Eh, I guess I needed to rethink that!
But I had no time to think about anything right now! The way she was looking right now... It's just so... sexy!
It's like everything she was doing right now was teasing me!
"Is there any problem?" she asked as she might have caught me staring at her.
"Hmmm?" I said, "Ummm... I was just thinking about the point you just mentioned."
I had no fucking idea about what she just said!
"And you disagree with me I'd assume?" she said.
"I mean, I don't totally disagree with you, but I don't necessarily agree with you," I said.
I was so smooth!
She took a deep breath and I was pretty sure she cursed me silently!
Damn, she looked sexier when she was angry!
Shut the hell up, I told myself.
"What exactly do you not agree on?" she said.
"The last point," I said.
Whatever the hell the last point was!
Smooth. Again.
"I think I can try to go over it again," she said.
"Yeah, that would be great," I said.
And then, she bit her lip and moved the power-point slide. Damn, I had seen her doing that before, but it's like a torture right now! I wanted to kiss, suck and bite those lips so badly!
And why was she having this messy bun today? I liked it better when she had her hair down.
Maybe I could remove those clips, and then... should I just take her right now, right here on this table? Because I wanted her badly!
I groaned loudly.
What was fucking wrong with me!
I was fucking unbelievable!
"What?" she said.
"What?" Rosalie said, "I think Bella's proposal makes sense."
"No... I just wanted to say... Yeah, your proposal makes sense!" I said, "I think I had misread the margin ratio earlier. I think this makes sense."
Smooth. One more time.
"Okay," she said, "So should I move on to the next slide?"
"Yes, please," I said.
What the hell are you doing, you idiot! I told myself.