Some place in the northeastern United States, in a two-story suburban home, inside a messy room that reeks of sweat and cum, there lived a teenager with a c-shaped spine. He hovered over his desk pacing back and forth.

"Ugh, this is cutting into my K-On watching time! I really wish the councilor didn't make me write this journal. I don't even know what to write!" the frustrated teen lamented.

After several minutes of thinking it over, he sat down and started writing.

My name is Jeffery. I am 18 years old and in the 12th grade. The councilor at school told me to write whatever comes to mind and what I do daily. He thinks that this will help me come out of my shell if I can identify what is holding me back.

I believe that anime is great. Most people online think so too. For some reason, most people at school disagree. Not everyone understands the intricacies of the genre. Especially the comedy, I love it when the characters fall on their face when something silly is said. Or when something is super sad and all the characters cry together. One day I hope to go to Nippon (That's how you say Japan in Japanese) and I'll make tons of friend there. Maybe even get a Japanese girlfriend! WOW!

Anyway, I believe in taking care of myself. My mom keeps telling me to take care of myself, so I followed a guide I found on the internet. My daily routine consists of using 3 different lotions. I rub the first one to deal with my eczema. The second one I put on after my 15-minute shower. The third I put on after the second one dries. Once I finish with the lotions, I try to do some pushups. I don't want to be too big, so I go easy on myself. I can almost do 3 pushups in a row now!

Yeah, this is me, I'm Jeffery. I sometimes feel like I'm not there though. When the bullies knock me down or prank me, they're not actually attacking Jeffery. They don't think of me as an individual, but as someone representing a stereotype. The only people who acknowledge the real me are Nicole and her friend Jecka. Sure, they're mean to me sometimes and yes it hurts to be personally attacked, but at least for a moment someone notices the real me. That makes me happy. I would almost say that it keeps me going through the day and on to the next.

Thanks for listening to my thoughts though. Hopefully, this does help me come out of my little turtle shell!

-Jeffery

Jeffery stands up and stretches, his work here is complete. All he must do is turn it in to the councilor and no longer think about this silly project.

"I should think positively though, the councilor could use this to help future students by stopping future bullies."

The next day Jeffery awakens, does his morning routine and heads to high school. Jeffery walks to the councilor's office when he suddenly trips to floor. He hears a couple of girls mocking him as he gets up. He quickly picks up everything and notices his notebook missing, he must have already turned it in. The fall must have just made him forget with how much his head hurts. He was going to give the girls a piece of his mind for laughing at him, but the bell rings and he runs off to class.

"How do you even trip with Velcro shoelaces?" Nicole says to her best friend Jecka

"I didn't even know that you could make cartoon sound effects in real life." Jecka said as she turned to Nicole

"No, but only cartoon characters like Jeffery can. Wait what's this?" Nicole spoke as she leaned down to pick up the notebook.

"No way! It's that nerd's diary." Nicole exclaimed.

"What does it say?" Jecka asked.

Nicole opened the notebook and read, "My name is blah blah, anime blah blah, daily routine involves 3 different LOTIONS? Fucking disgusting!" Nicole quickly threw the notebook in the garbage.

"Ew."Jecka commented.

"I gotta wash my hands with something strong like bleach." Nicole stated as she tried to wipe her hands away. She could only imagine the lotions and liquids that covered the notebook.

"Let's head to the mall or something to take my mind off Jeffery's jerk off routine." Nicole said to Jecka

"Totally, but never say that phrase ever again." Jecka replied to Nicole and both shuddered.