A/n- Just another short and sweet Kanji and Naoto piece for today. Everyone should have someone willing to listen and talk through your issues, that's how a healthy relationship works.

The Commission Files- File #894 Does She Feel Me?

Characters: Kanji (Persona 4), Naoto (Persona 4)

Based on: a commission by LewdShock on Twitter/X

"So Kanji, what do you think? Does it look better with or without my hat on?" Naoto asked as she slowly struck a few poses for her partner and lover. What was she wearing you might ask? A new set of lingerie that Kanji had sewn up for her since he accidentally ripped the last set the last time Naoto had one of her sporadic yet powerful urges for wanting to have a couple rounds of rough and dirty intimacy.

"Well, other than the few parts where I can see where I messed up the stitching, I think it looks great." Kanji commented, giving her an objective look up and down. "How does it feel?"

"It feels wonderful, just like all the other pieces of clothing you've made for me." Naoto replied as she slowly turned around so Kanji could see how it all came together. "But you didn't answer my question, with or without the hat?"

"Heh, you know me, I think you look amazing either way, but if I was forced to answer I'd say you do look a bit cuter with the hat on than off." Kanji noted truthfully. "Sorry again for ripping up your other set, I hope it wasn't anything special to ya."

"No, not at all, it was just something I had in reserve for if I ever had to go undercover for a job, like way undercover." Naoto explained. "I'm honestly surprised it lasted as long as it did as tight as it felt on me at times, I did purchase it a while ago, back before I met everyone. And before you ask, yes I was that over prepared even then, you know me to be that way."

"Hey, being prepared is what you're good at, I'm not gonna blame you for it." Kanji chuckled.

"Good." Naoto said confidently before she moved closer to Kanji and sat on his lap as he was sitting on the edge of their bed. "Because I'm prepared for you to help me out of all this and to give you a nice reward for doing so. Sound like a fair trade?"

"Oh, hell yeah!" Kanji smirked. And as expected from the two of them they proceeded to have a nice and long round of intimacy. But as much as he didn't want to think about it, there was something on Kanji's mind the whole time. Something that kind of involved what they were doing, but he didn't want to bring it up while they were doing it because it could ruin the moment. Though when they were done Naoto could tell something was up since she knew Kanji and his emotions so well at this point.

"Something feels off with you Kanji, did you not enjoy yourself as usual?" She pondered, wondering if it might have been something she did.

"What? Of course I did, I loved it like always." Kanji replied quickly, not expecting Naoto to pinpoint his issues so quickly, even though at this point he probably should have. "I've just got something on my mind ya know, I wasn't able to focus as much as usual."

"You know you can tell me what's going on right?" Naoto assured him. "I still may not be the best when it comes to emotional turmoil, but when it comes to you I think I've gotten pretty good."

"That you have Nao, that you have." Kanji sighed as he flipped over to his back and looked at the ceiling. "Alright, I'll tell you what's up, but I feel like I'm gonna ramble on about it, so just let me talk until I get all my thoughts out and then you can decide what to say, deal?"

"Sounds fair to me." Naoto noted. So Kanji took a few breaths to collect his thoughts before speaking his feelings.

"I guess, I guess it has to do with that set of underwear I made you, or rather the last set that I messed up." He began. "It just got me thinking, usually when we get together and are imitate it's nice and slow and cute like we just did, and I love that don't get me wrong. But sometimes, every once in a while, I get the urge to want to be a little more rough, a little more out there and do something different, kind of like you do. But then I think about it and my mind goes to the fact that when you want to be rough it's more because your body is telling you what it wants and less because of all the emotional stuff. And I know we've talked about it and I know you aren't just using me in those moments, you wouldn't go around doing it with just anyone if I wasn't around, but the thought always occurs to me that if I say I want to be a little more rough you might think it's more because of my physical needs than my emotional ones. And then I don't want you to think I'm using you or that scenario is even the case in the first place, sometimes I want to be rough or to do a complicated or strange position because I think it would be a fun experience to try something new. Not that I think we need to be trying new things of course, but, you know, it's nice to try new things every once in a while. I guess my point is that, sometimes I want to try new things in bed, but I'm scared of the possible consequences. There, that's it."

It was a lot to take in all at once, but for Naoto she followed along with that pretty well. She could understand Kanji's logic behind what he was thinking well enough, and he summarized his feelings pretty well at the end as well. Honestly she was just glad he was willing to say that much, though she wished he could just say it up front instead of holding it in like he did. Either way, she was happy that he shared his feelings and to show him she slid over a bit closer to him and placed a kiss on his cheek to reassure him.

"Kanji, thank you for telling me all that, I definitely understand how you're feeling a lot better than I did before." She told him. "And while it's true that when I get the urge to be rough or do something inventive it's a bit less emotional than either of us would like, that doesn't mean I would think it's the same for you. Out of the two of us, you are very obviously the more emotional one, and I love that about you. And I love that you bring that emotion into our intimacy, it really makes me feel loved and appreciated. So I my mind, if you want to try something new or interesting, that just means you want to share another angle or layer of your emotions and intimate feelings with me, and I'm almost never going to say no to that. So, how about this? From now on, you tell me whenever you feel like you want to try something new, and then we try it? If we like it we can add it to our repertoire when it comes to moments like this, and if not then we don't have to do it again. Just like falling in love, intimacy is something you have to experiment with to see what works and what doesn't, most people just don't automatically 'get it' the second they see someone they like. Unless your name is Rise of course."

"Ha! Isn't that the truth." Kanji laughed at the joke Naoto made. "But seriously, you're the best Nao, I don't know what I would do without you. I do know one thing though, I do love you. With everything I have, as always. And I hope I always will."

"I hope you always will as well, as shall I because loving you Kanji, it's just logical." Naoto teased again, the both of them laughing this time. "We should get around to actually watching Star Trek together like we suggested, I really think you'd like it."

"I'm sure I will, it was your suggestion after all." Kanji noted.

"Speaking of wanting to try something new though, was there something you wanted to try tonight, I think I've got another round in me." Naoto commented.

"Um, yeah, actually." Kanji replied with a blush. "Just wait here, I couldn't find a way to explain it that well so I made a crude sketch of what I was thinking." So he moved over to the nightstand and pulled out a piece of paper to show Naoto. "Something like this maybe?"

"It looks like something that takes advantage of my short stature and your strength." Naoto commented. "With you kneeling on the bed while I wrap my legs around yours and almost mirror the same position. If I may make a suggestion, if you were to hold my wrists up like this, parallel or even slightly behind my shoulders it would give us a little bit more stability to where we could move our hips a bit more.

"Oh, I didn't really think of that, that's a real good idea Nao." Kanji agreed. "So you'd be okay with trying this?"

"Of course, I'm willing to try anything once if it's with you." Naoto confirmed. "But the question must be asked again, hat or no hat?"

"Definitely with the hat, I want to see if I can make it fall of your head." Kanji teased.

"Then you better be just as rough as I'm expecting you to be."