Saturday, January 8th.

Spending the next few days hiding away in my room, I started getting everything together that I would need to travel to Forks. I felt slightly guilty about draining and closing her account, knowing that if I ever did end up switching back with Bella she wouldn't need her college fund. The hardest part was waiting. Waiting for Renee to leave for whatever new hobby she was going to classes for. After getting a feel for her schedule I started making calls. First I called the airlines and asked them to get me an earlier flight, preferably boarding between 12 pm and 2 pm. Having a flight booked for that Wednesday at 1:30 pm I started packing my clothes into a suitcase and hid it under my bed, I finally decided to call Charlie. Hoping to get his help and make this go smoother.

Walking down to the kitchen where the landline was attached to the wall, and fuck if that didn't make me miss my cell phone, I grabbed the slip of paper that had his number and the number to his office at the police station. Taking a deep breath I dialed his home number. After 2 and a half rings he picked up.

"Swan residence, Charlie speaking."

"Hi, Dad." I could feel the tears gathering in my eyes, hoping that this phone call would go in my favour, "How are you doing?"

"Bells? Oh my goodness, I-I'm doing okay. How are you doing, is everything okay?" I could hear the shock in his voice that I was calling. My heart broke a little at the thought that Bella probably never called him.

"I'm doing okay, trying my best to function like normal," I paused and took a breath, "Actually Dad, the reason I'm calling is that... it's not going great. Mom has decided that I don't need to come to Forks and that it won't help me with my recovery. A-and I tried to reason with her and tell her that it was something that I needed to do for my recovery but she told me that she wouldn't allow it and I.. I."

A sob cut off my words as the emotional turmoil for the entire situation finally hit me. I could hear him trying to reassure me over the phone but I couldn't focus. Finally, after a few minutes, I got my breathing under control and was able to focus.

"Bella? Bella sweetheart, can you hear me?" I nodded my head but realized that he couldn't see me.

"Y-yeah Dad, I can hear you, s-sorry about that."

"Don't apologize, Bella, you can always come to me about this kind of thing. I can book you a flight and have you here as soon as possible and don't worry about your mother I can handle her if she gives you any trouble-"

"Actually Dad, I, uh, I already changed my flight. They let me exchange my ticket for one for Wednesday at 1:30. I just, I'm afraid that she's going to catch me and not let me leave." Taking a deep breath, I scratched at my neck, "I was looking through my stuff and found planners and balancing books, I can't remember much but from what I've found and the little things I can remember, I think that I was making sure the bills were paid and that the shopping was done. I don't think I've ever actually been able to be a teenager or a child."

I hear a sharp intake of breath on the other side of the phone, "Bells, I want you to make sure you have all your things packed and get on that plane on Wednesday. I'll take care of everything else."

Letting out a choked sob, I can feel the relief wash over me, "Thank you, Dad. I'll keep you updated. I love you."

I could hear him sniffling on the other end, "Love you too, Bells. I'll see you Wednesday."

"Bye Dad. See you Wednesday." I hang the phone up and turn and put my back to the wall, sliding down and wrapping my arms around my knees I let out a breath. Thankful that this had worked out the way I hoped.

I looked around at the house that had almost been my confinement for another year and I smiled. The first true, actual smile I had for the first time since waking up as Isabella swan.

Standing up I made my way back up to my room to grab some of the money from the college fund and grabbed my house keys, writing a note to Renee in case she was back before I was, I made my way to buy a cell phone, and some shoes for colder weather.

Walking out the door feeling successful, the smile never leaving my face. I was looking forward to living with Charlie.

Wednesday, January 12th.

Waking up early, I went about my routine as normal, nervous with the knowledge that today would be the day I was "running away" and heading straight for the dangers of the small town of Forks, Washington. Trying to contain my nerves, I joined Renee and my stepfather for breakfast. After eating a bowl of cereal while they discussed moving to Florida for Phil's baseball career, I zoned out thinking about the best way to get to the airport. I decided that calling a taxi as soon as they left for the morning would be the best way to travel.

"Bella, what are your plans for today?" Renee asks after taking her dish to the sink.

Looking up at her, I give her a weird look, "Why? You never ask me about my plans for the day."

She rolled her eyes at me and huffed, "I just thought you might want to spend the day doing something fun instead of hiding away in your room doing God knows what. Honestly, Bella, since we had that small argument you've not left the house at all."

I snorted, "That shows how much you pay attention to me, Mother. I left the house a few days ago to go to the mall. Then again, you'd know that if you paid attention to me."

Standing up and pushing my chair in I turned to leave the room, "If you'll excuse me I'm going to my room to do 'God knows what' in there."

Renee starts to say something when Phil cuts her off, "Honey, maybe we should just head out for the day. We do have a lot to do, especially since we'll be moving soon."

"I don't understand why she's acting this way! I have done nothing wrong. That girl is not my Bella. My Bella would never act like this." Hearing Renee say that sends a stab of regret through me. I hope Bella can forgive me for this, if there's any chance of her coming back I hope this doesn't ruin her relationship with her mother.

Looking at the time, I gather my suitcase and carry on and wait until I hear the front door close. Flipping open my cell phone I call for a taxi, nerves building in my stomach at the thought of something going wrong and making me miss the flight. Carrying my bags down to the front door, I grab a notepad and pen and sit down to write Renee a note.

Mom,

I'm sorry for the arguments that we've been having since I lost my memory. I'm writing this so that you won't panic when you realize that I've left. I re-booked my flight for Forks and I'm going to live with Dad. You don't have to worry about me. This is something that I need to do. I hope you understand that. I'm sorry that I hid this from you and that I'm leaving without saying goodbye in person.

I feel as if this is the right move to make in the journey to regain my memories. I know that you want me to stay and try to regain my memories with you but I don't think that's going to work. I'll call and email if you still want to hear from me after this. You have the number to Dad's house and office. Please know that I love you and that I'm not doing this to hurt you.

xx Bella

Hearing the honk of the taxi outside, I hurriedly placed the note down where Renee always puts her keys and walked outside. Locking the door behind me I put my bags in the trunk of the taxi. Getting in I tell the driver the name of the airport. Leaning back in the seat, I pull out the book I grabbed to read on the way to Forks and crack it open. preparing myself for the long journey ahead of me.

A double update tonight. Next chapter we finally arrive in Forks and the story actually starts.

Enjoy!