Chapter 2: Alone

I'm new at this whole writing thing so sorry if things are a little weird.

Warning of major alcohol abuse and anxiety attacks

"Fuck" blitz mumbles under his breath as trips over his boot.

This was the sixth time that he had woken up in some random apartment covered in satan knows what with a complete stranger. Luckily being an assassin he could sneak out of places without being noticed. He winced thinking about his job and wondered if m&m and loonie were doing well. He quickly shuddered the thought away because they were better off without him anyway. Besides they were just gonna leave anyway so best he pull the bandaid off first and save himself the heartbreak. He quickly left the room with his clothes balled into his fist quietly shutting the door as he heard a horribly loud gasp behind him. Turning around only to be greeted by the terribly shocked faces of a mother and her little imp.

"What, you haven't seen a walk of shame before? I'm sure you have, considering you have at least one of these little things so get off my dick bitch" blitz yelled as he stormed down the stairs.

Blitzo managed to put on the last of his clothes in the stairwell as emerged from the lower level door. He reached in his pocket to look for his phone only to feel the shattered pieces of what was left of his phone.

"Fuck in gonna have get a new one " he threw the pieces he had left of his phone in the trashcan placed on the sidewalk he was walking on.

He continued to walk until he finally recognized something that has become his safeplace. The bar. As he walks in he is greeted with the wonderful smell of beelzejuice. He takes a seat on a tattered bar stool just to see the smiling face of frank.

"Hey frank give me a pint" he laughed as he through the card at frank

"Are you sure blitz it's only ten am sounds a bit early to get plastered? Why don't you go home, take a shower and grab a bite to eat and come back tonight we have karaoke tonight?" Frank said, sliding back to blitz his card.

"What home?" blitz scoffed

"Go home blitz lonnie misses you" frank grabs blitz's hand

"How would you know huh?" blitz yanked his hand away

"Well her and her friend came in here last night looking for you and didn't find you so they stayed and had a few drinks and loonie had a few to many and you know her when she is drunk she is a blabber mouth and she started going on about how she missed you and how she never thought you would abandon her not long after that her friend dragged her out of here " frank looked down

"Oh loonie" blitzo reached over and grabbed a whole bottle and started chugging

" blitz" frank signed

"Here frank " blitzo slammed the bottle and the cash down and run out the door

Things run a blur until he finds himself stumbling into the office of I.M.P. He lands on the floor falling through into the lobby . Quickly searching for millie or moxxie.

"millie *hiccup* moxxie there you guys are" he smiles drunk dragging himself off the floor

"Sir you're drunk" moxxie said

"Yeah and? What is it to ya mox? Oh i forgot your a stuck up little shit" blitz spat with a hateful tone

Blizzo looked down, noticing something on the floor. Something under the table so small it probably would have gone unnoticed if it wasn't the color of the most perfect thing he had ever laid eyes on. Blizzo heard moxxie talking but couldn't focus on what he was saying because he knew that pretty bird was her. He picked up the feather holding it in eye view. Did stolas come looking for him? What about the letter? Did he need him? No he wouldn't have needed him, he probably just needed someone dead? He snapped to almost sober.

"What was feather fuck doing here?" blitz snapped at moxxie

"Um sir he was here looking for loona" moxxie said facing the ground

Of course he knew it, he was done with blitzo. Just as Veroskia, Fizz and Barbie were. He is done it once again he has fucked it up and pushed away almost everyone that has ever meant anything to him. He walked past m&m into his office and slammed the door. Throwing himself on his couch he can feel the tears well up in his eyes. Robot fizz's words rang through his head. Does anyone love you blitz? Does anyone love me? Will anyone love me? Before he knew it the pillow under his head was completely soaking wet. No he wasn't gonna sit here and cry and waste away he was going to go and kill something.

"m&m lets go kill some.." he is interrupted when he sees stolas standing in front of moxxie.

"Stolas?" blitzo's eyes widened