"Sorry shorty!" as Ryoga made him hurt. He cried, cried and begged for Ryoga to hugging him. When his big brother hugged him, He feel his world are came back. Everything is healed his injuries, his heart.
When he was little who like to chased his brother or followed his brother everytime. He thought about marrying Ryoga and have kittens instead of babies. Ryoga looks like he really like his little brother who always chased him and followed him everywhere even bathroom, bed room, kitchen.
And this time he is the one who made his little brother hurt again. he murmured "sorry" in his brother hair like 1,000 times but there's no forgive, no answer. his brother is very quiet now. no exited like the old times. He hugged his brother very tight. smelled his shampoo from the dark emerald hair, other hand slowly pat the stomach. carefuly not to made his brother tingles. he was the wrong one. he shouldn't did the "thing" brother don't do. he must not- do that. again again?
He aplogize to his shorty brother again. He did that "thing" again. again and again like a cycle. How is this happened? How? When I am a bastard who did this? I am so sorry for hurt you. Ryoma. "Ryoga, Did i do something wrong?" I quickly shake my head and continue comfort my brother. "No shorty. You didn't do anything wrong." I pat my brother's head and gently kisses him.
I know. The thing i did to him isn't.. really right I mean- He is my relative brother— he's not my real brother, And i know. He is dating someone right now. Named Atobe Keigo . I know. I am very wrong and I made my brother cheated his boyfriend himself. Himself.
Once i gone to a nearby park, I saw my brother kissed that one purple haired man, I got so jealousy, shorty is belong to me. I heard that man said "Ryoma. Let's get married" I know what i have to do. I know, And I need to do it quick before that man get my shorty and forgot my existence. I heard my brother said– "Can i think about it first? I do love you but I don't know if i really can..." I hate this feeling. that man said something i couldn't hear but I can read his mouth. his mouth just said "sure. I will always wait for you."
And I always be the last. The last one.
Once my brother have some problem he cannot solves he always came to me and ask for help. like "Ryoga, Can you help me make a cake? it's for my boyfriend's birthday." And I always smiled have feeling greatful to help my brother make the cake. But not pay attention to give it to my brother's boyfriend. He don't deserve shorty. When I finished helped him shorty just said "Thanks! I will treat you a dinner!" Thanks. shorty. but please don't go to that man and leave me behind.