Chapter 54: dodging people, Ene?

Date: 13th October 20XX

Time: 11:04pm

Dear diary

Marie and I finished the housework in what seemed like record timing, was to our surprise that Ene was assisting us with it the whole time and was staying out of sight. For the last few weeks, she has been more quiet than usual and has been more hands on with the care of other people. She's been behaving more like big sis ayano and she won't tell people why and that we should drop it. I can't help but feel as though I'm no longer needed in the family group that we have formed together, even with everyone getting along I still get that voice telling me that I'm somehow failing everyone as a leader figure. Ene seems just as distracted about something as much as myself, even with me running away from that sense of being replaced, I could still see that Ene needed me and I feel as though I can't help. I feel useless.