Eric's eyes followed her through the room as she left his bathroom wrapped in only the towel again. He was lying in his bed, the duvet covering his lower body but leaving out his bare chest. She stopped in front of the bed.
"Ask me what I think."
Eric raised an eyebrow. "I think you should go to bed."
Alex rolled her eyes in response. "Well, I think you know you would give in tonight. Usually, you're so fast to fight back." She sat down on the bed.
Now Eric rolled his eyes. "Just go to bed."
"So, it's true, hm? Are you scared of losing?" Alex had to fight the urge to grin. She knew she was getting to him. His jaw was already twitching.
"Or of losing control?"
Alex let out a surprised squeak as Eric pulled her towards her. Suddenly she was lying underneath him.
"Alright, Erudite. I wanted to go easy on you because you're intoxicated but you seem so determined to get on my nerves, I'll gladly prove to you who should be afraid of losing."
Alex couldn't hold back the grin.
"Bring it, Coulter."
Eric pulled on her towel, making her turn on her stomach. She tried to get up but Eric pushed her arms down over her head.
"Already regretting being so cocky?" His breath on her neck sent shivers down her spine.
Unfortunately, she did regret it quite quickly. She wanted to hold back, but the feeling of his hands on her skin electrified her senses and drove all thoughts out of her head. His touch was gentle yet insistent as he explored her body, sending a wave of pleasure through it with every caress. Soon, his hands found themselves between her legs making her curse her own actions. It felt too good to fight and she was too tired to keep up this war. Her breath came in ragged gasps as she felt helplessly drawn into a trance-like state, unable to do anything else but give in to his demanding embrace.
"You have something to say?" Eric asked after a moan escaped her mouth. She shook her head, not trusting herself to speak.
Eric chuckled and by grabbing her leg forced her to turn on her back again. The feeling of deja vu came over her as she found herself lying beneath Eric, too embarrassed about her state to look him in the eye. She couldn't help herself though as he lay between her legs, playfully biting her inner thigh again. There was this mischievous sparkle in his eyes again. Maybe she should just admit that she had been wishing to be in this moment again, admitting to herself that she might actually wanted–
A whimper escaped her as his tongue met her clit. He playfully circled her a few times before releasing her again. It took her by surprise, but now that she had felt him, she longed for nothing more. And he knew. It was like he had purposefully shown her that he knew what he was doing before teasing her by painfully circling her, coming so close but never hitting the right spot again. She couldn't hold back the whimper and she didn't care anymore. She just wanted the release, the freedom from this excruciating fight.
His hands wrapped around her legs as he pulled her closer towards her and she could feel herself being taken over by sensations and desire. She could feel the release building up inside her, her muscles tensing as she held her breath.
And then, he stopped.
"Don't fucking do this to me again." Alex didn't even try to hide the desperation in her voice. She had been ready to give in but as she looked at his stupid mischievous grin, her pride won the upper hand.
"I'm sorry. Did you want me to continue?", he asked innocently.
"You are so fucking mean."
"Be a good girl and say please and I'll continue."
She turned on her side trying to deal with the waves of desire and lust still going through her body.
"So fucking mean."
She could her him chuckle.
"Just admit it, Initiate."
"Why? Why do I have to be the one to say it? Why don't you just fucking admit it, huh?"
"Because I want to see you be impulsive again. I want to see you overcome your pride and deliberately lose control."
Alex turned around again to face him. "I thought you didn't like it when I was impulsive. I thought it 'leads me to do stupid things'."
"Am I a stupid thing to do?"
Alex laughed. "You're a leader of Dauntless. Not only that, you're the leader responsible for Initiation. So … yes, absolutely. You're probably the stupidest thing I could do."
"You should leave Erudite and your smart decisions behind you then. Be impulsive. Be brave. Be dauntless."
"Alright."
"What are you doing?" Eric clearly had expected her to admit something instead of climbing on top of him.
"Being Dauntless. Dauntless don't wait around until something happens, they make things happen. They decide their own faith and I think my faith will be to hear you say 'I want you'."
"That's not –" He tried to sit up but Alex pushed him down into the mattress.
"You got your chance, now it's my turn again… Now let's see where did I stop last time? Oh, I remember."
She started rubbing herself against him, picking up right where they had stopped last time. Only this time there was no piece of fabric between them. She slid up and down his length, carefully watching Eric's irregular breathing.
"Remember what you said last time?"
Eric narrowed his eyes and slowly shook his head.
"You said you weren't as impulsive as I was", Alex answered while still keeping up the same rhythm.
Then she stopped and lifted herself up.
"Let's see how long you can uphold that lie."
She reached for his erection and started rubbing his tip against her wetness.
His hands grabbed her hips and she smiled at the sight. Her fingertips softly guided his head back to her, forcing him to look at her, while she slowly lowered herself onto his tip. She stopped, holding herself in place with just the beginning of him inside her. Then she let go again, making Eric dig his hands further into her hips.
Alex smiled at him, arching her back and pressing just the tip inside her again but not letting any more of him into her.
"So, do you want to acknowledge your impulsive tendencies?"
He didn't answer.
"Admit it", she whispered while releasing him completely and rubbing herself against him again.
"You're obviously struggling. Just say it and end this misery."
"Don't forget you're the one who desperately wanted me to continue just a few minutes ago."
"Don't forget I'm the one in charge right now."
"Oh yeah? That could change any-" Eric had sat up while saying this but the sudden movement of his body made her lose her balance.
They stared at each other, neither of them dared to move.
He was inside her, fully inside her.
"That's on you", Alex finally broke the silence.
"How is that on me?"
"You moved! You made me slip."
Eric raised an eyebrow. "Yeah, you 'slipped'." His words were soaked in sarcasm. "You're the one who was so eager to get in my bed."
"Excuse me? I just wanted to prove a –"
Alex stopped as Eric put his thumb on her lips.
"What are we doing?"
She opened her mouth again to speak but stopped. What were they doing? He was a leader of Dauntless, she was an Initiate. She could lose everything if someone found out. Unfortunately, that thought made it just the more exciting.
"Drunk doesn't count. Right?" Alex said while placing her hands around his neck.
Eric stared at her before slowly nodding. "Drunk doesn't count", he agreed.
Slowly she started moving her hips in circles, finally taking the feeling in. Then she stopped again. He watched her carefully.
"Say my name."
Eric raised an eyebrow but didn't answer.
"Oh my god, you really don't know my name, do you?" She playfully slapped him against his chest.
Eric's face lost the serious touch as he chuckled. In one move he had flipped them around so that Alex was lying on the bed and Eric kneeled in between her legs. He was concerningly good at flipping her over.
His eyes still filled with that mischievous sparkle, he leaned down and started kissing her neck up to her ear.
"You really think I wouldn't know the name of my best and most annoying Initiate? Miss Alexandra Jasira Jenkins."
A tingle went through her body as he whispered her full name.
"You even know my middle name?"
"Like I said, I read your file."
She couldn't stop the smile fighting its way on her face.
"So, Miss Jenkins, what do you want me to do next?"
"I want you to stop calling me Miss."
Eric lifted his head to look her in the eyes. "And other than that?"
"Just shut up and do me."
