I just found the notes that I wrote with my grandpa about Solar Flare and I'm so happy to say that Solar Flare won't be on Hiatus like it's been in the past. I do have More ideas for stories that I want to post and I hope all who follow this story will be with me through the good and the bad with me and Lucy. I feel really close to her. After my grandpa died I think I came closer to her than I was with Laxus. I am more on her wavelength mostly, She lost her dad, and I lost my grandpa, he was like a dad to me and died during the pandemic of something where we couldn't get help with his funeral so we had to cremate him. For three years, not a day has gone by where he wasn't on my mind. He was the biggest advocate of all my creative writings, art, and photography that I did in my life. He would listen to the musings of what was on my mind even when he fell asleep just listening to me talk about my stories. I even have my project I was working on before Solar Flare, I just need to find the money to get a Hard Drive to transfer the long story to there.
Yes when I say I wore out my family's ears about all that I was writing, I did that and more. I even made them angry with me. I tend to be annoying to others when I get excited about a new project. All my life I had this one story on my mind and I went to everyone in my family about it. But somehow I never annoyed my grandpa. Today, My twin sister has occupied that seat that was so sadly left empty for three years. Somehow I had the forethought to write down my thoughts with my grandpa over solar flare and I didn't even know I did that. Or I would need it. I even lost those notes, because well, in death you tend to get chaotic and your mind goes to other places. I laid down these notes somewhere and I forgot about them. I even thought I was going crazy when I thought I wrote these notes down. I couldn't find them anywhere. On AO3 I even left a comment for a reader that I may need fans who leave reviews or kudos to leave a comment of what they would like to see cause I couldn't for the life of me remember what I talked to my grandpa about, I even said I feel like I am forgetting his voice.
The reason I stopped writing was because I was grieving. I'm sad to say that. But it's true. I'm sorry it took so long for me to get out of my grieving process. But here I am with another chapter. And I HOPE more to come where you all are with me in the end; still too.
