WARNING:
This story starts with a violent RAPE scene.
This is Uryu's POV from one of the final chapters of the prequel "Hero like me", and it is of vital importance for the story that Uryu's POV of these events are told.
You have been warned.
Also, I recommend you to read "Hero like me" first, as that will make reading this story a lot easier.
Chapter 1: The totality of defeat
"Black… velvet…"
Upon hearing the 8th Espada speak that phrase, Uryu immediately felt his heartbeat shoot up. He knew what those words meant and couldn't contain a panicked scream.
It was exactly as he'd feared all along. Ever since Ichigo and he had been captured by Szayelaporro and locked up in this horrid place, he'd feared the Espada would want to try and get Ichigo into his Vasto Lorde form. And although it didn't come as a surprise that Szayelaporro wanted to test Ichigo's capabilities on him, it still filled him with terror.
Uryu'd been there the day that thing destroyed the Espada Ulquiorra, and he'd been shocked ever since that Ichigo could wield such devastating power. Nor had he forgotten the moment that monster had turned on him. Even though Orihime had healed his wounds afterwards, it had been difficult to take, both for him and Ichigo alike. Unfortunately, he couldn't linger on any of that for much longer, as he was in grave danger right now.
Slowly, he backed away from the creature, until his back hit the opposing wall. A tingling sensation was spreading through his body and it felt like it gave him a bit of extra energy and clearness of mind. It must be the adrenaline one of the Fraccionés had injected into him mere seconds ago. It forbode nothing good. As he wasn't that stupid not to realize the Espada wanted him to stand up to that monster.
"Play with him, but don't kill him." Szayelaporro ordered, and Uryu knew Ichigo was going to comply. He'd survived all the Black Velvet commands so far, but… he knew this time was going to be different. Ichigo had become more and more violent every time he'd been used under this spell, so in this form…
Uryu swallowed and looked at the beast with fearful eyes. His body was not up to this, and that stupid Espada obviously knew that. With the little food he'd been given since they'd gotten here, he'd barely managed not to starve. Gasping, he felt his legs shake from the simple strain of standing up.
What on earth was he going to do, locked up in a room with a Hollow – a Vasto Lorde no less – that simply obliterated Espada's? Panic rose from his chest, but he knew he needed to try to calm down, lest it would be over quickly.
"Yes, master." The creature replied in a low, guttural voice, while smirking at him.
Still pressing himself against the wall, Uryu watched while the creature started shaking its head. Making its long, orange hair flowing around the twin horns adorning its head, and splaying its claws out before it. Roaring loud. Uryu couldn't hold back a panicked shout as the thing looked very intimidating.
Suddenly, the creature dashed towards him, lifting its right claw in preparation to slash him. Reacting quickly, Uryu did the only thing he could think of right now and used Hirenkyaku to disappear. He'd reappear in another corner of the room, hoping to buy himself some time to think of a strategy. Taking the thing head-on would be impossible, especially in his current state…
"Play." The beast rasped in an amused tone. "Fun."
The creature came at him again, faster than he'd expected, too! Uryu panicked, before quickly using Hirenkyaku again, showing up in a different corner. Suddenly, he felt the hairs on his neck stand up, as his heightened Quincy senses buzzed in alarm and he felt the presence of the Vaste Lorde behind him. Looking over his shoulder, he made a panicked sound again. He'd wanted to get away, but the beast had already lashed out with lightning speed. Gasping, he staggered forward as a long, bloody gash opened up on his back.
He needed time to think, but the creature didn't give him any!
Quickly, Uryu used Hirenkyaku again to show up in another corner. He knew he probably shouldn't have, but he was so fatigued by now it was difficult to think something up. He didn't even need to look over his shoulder to know the beast had appeared behind him again, he could feel it even before he was completely visible. Its speed was frightening, to say the least.
As the Quincy still had his spirit bow, Ginrei Kojaku, in hand, he tried conjuring an arrow from the spiritual pressure around them. Unfortunately, in the few seconds that took him, the Vasto Lorde had already managed to slash him a second time, making another bloody gash on his back. Shit! He hadn't even seen it happening! Uryu tried to back away from the beast that was busy licking his blood off of its black claws followed by a guttural laugh. He knew his only chance was to find a strategy. An opening. But… how was he supposed to fight a Hollow this strong?
The mocking laughter of Szayelaporro echoed through the room and he sounded pleased. The Espada spouted encouragements to the protégé under his control from time to time and the beast obviously relished in his comments.
Uryu's legs were already trembling from the effort. His weakened and wounded body wasn't up to this. He wasn't giving up, though! Reappearing in another corner, he drew an arrow and aimed for the creatures head. Shouting with bravado when the arrow was released. His heart dropped as the beast just smacked it away, easily. Dammit! Giving it everything he had, Uryu drew more arrows and shot them from different angles. He tried using Hirenkyaku as well as jumping around to hit the creature from all around him, groaning at the pain those movements caused, spreading from his abdomen.
Uryu started feeling dizzy. His blood pressure was acting up from over-exertion and dehydration. Heaving, he sank down to one knee and hoped to regain his breath for a moment. He knew he couldn't let his guard down like this, but he didn't have a choice. That's when the beast dashed forward! It was so fast, he didn't even see it coming!
The Quincy felt sharp claws grip his neck before his head was forcefully slammed into the wall. Groaning, his body went limp on impact. Blood started trickling down his mouth, and he felt how the beast swiped it away with its tongue. Before he'd even had a look at the thing holding his neck, he felt the arm pull him away from the wall, only to slam his head into it again. Uryu felt his mouth fill with the indistinctive coppery taste of more blood and couldn't keep it from spilling from his lips as he let out a pained wail. He was so tired. What was he going to do? His vision swam and he could feel his spirit bow dissolve between his fingers.
The impact of the creature's slams had made his glasses slide down his nose and it didn't take much more before the specs came tumbling down altogether. As Uryu recognized the sound of broken glass, he knew the beast had just shattered his glasses and his heart sunk even deeper. Now, not only was he locked into a cell with a Vasto Lorde that wanted to tear him apart, he had also lost most of his sight... The distressed whimper that slipped past his lips obviously filled the beast with glee. Suddenly, his neck was released and he sank to the floor, heaving. He felt so dizzy and tried shaking his head a few times. Damned blood pressure! As if he didn't have enough problems as it was!
The lights were dimmed suddenly and the Quincy felt fear creep up his back. He couldn't see sharply without his glasses to begin with, but in the dim light like this… He wouldn't stand a chance! He heard the beast laugh loudly before it disappeared. Uryu quickly looked around, hoping to see anything with his unfocused gaze, still gasping for breath.
Of course, he knew it was futile… But, he had to try everything to survive, so giving up was not an option.
The beast was so fast, it'd reappear before even the heightened senses of a Quincy could pinpoint its location. It came from the left this time, making a slash across Uryu's torso before disappearing again. Dammit! Slowly, he rose to his feet, his legs wobbly and ready to give. Groaning and breathing erratically, he tried to come up with a strategy again, before he vanished. He knew it wasn't going to work, but he hoped it'd at least buy him some time. Even before he could fully reappear again, the beast had already slashed his back again, making him cry out.
Hirenkyaku was not an option anymore. Uryu simply lacked the energy to pull it off. As the creature was admiring the blood that welled up from his various long gashes, he took a second to think. Fast! As he didn't get a lot of time, he simply tried running from the Vasto Lorde. Uryu made exasperated sounds, clutching his painful belly, as he tried drawing spiritual energy to create a few arrows again.
It looked like the creature was having fun chasing him, as it was making wild, feral sounds, in contrast to the panicked sounds he made himself. It was hunting him like an animal in the small cell. Slashing him whenever it could.
The Quincy had conjured his spirit bow while trying to escape the beast, though, and he had managed to create an arrow during their chase, drawing it from the available energy surrounding him. Suddenly, he pivoted on his heels and shot his arrow point-blank at the Hollow mask covering the Vasto Lorde's face! There! That was a clean shot right in the head. However, Uryu's eyes widened in dread as the creature just started laughing at him. He didn't lose any time and tried shooting all the arrows he could, but… the dim light was really giving him troubles. He couldn't see clearly and that made panic rise in his chest. His hands started to tremble and he knew he was missing the creature more often than he shot true.
Then, suddenly, the beast appeared right in front of him, and he made a startled shriek. Uryu was hauled of the floor by his left wrist and dangled in the air. Pain shot through his nerves as he felt his wrist snap under the creature's hard touch. A silent scream rolled from his lips and his body went limp, quivering. The beast roared loudly which made him look up with fearful eyes. His body trembled from exhaustion and dread, knowing he had just been completely disarmed.
Lightning fast, the Vasto Lorde threw him against the wall, where he stayed down. The Quincy felt his body being forcefully turned over and looked directly into the evil leering face of the creature that was looming over him menacingly.
He couldn't stand up to this thing… His body was in no shape to fight, and he was giving it all he'd left. But now his dominant wrist was broken, he couldn't even use his bow anymore. He'd known all along he wouldn't stand a chance, but… he couldn't just do nothing, like a coward. Trembling, he tried to appeal to the creature's human side by talking to it.
"I…chi…go…" It came out like a quivering sob. "I…chi…go…"
If only his voice would work properly… But even then, he feared Ichigo was so far gone during his mind control that it probably wouldn't make a difference.
The beast gave him a weird look before stomping down hard on his torso. Uryu arched upwards and made a high-pitched sound when he felt some of his ribs break under the black clawed foot of the creature. He tried clawing at the foot, to get it off his painful ribcage, but he only got an evil smirk in return.
Suddenly the lights went back on and the Quincy blinked from the sudden brightness, before he slanted his eyes, panting.
"Good. You've played with him enough." He heard the voice of Szayelaporro say. "Now, for my next command: Fuck him!" Echoed through the cell.
Uryu felt his heart freeze, leaving only panic in its wake. He made a shrill, distressed sound and violently shook his head. He'd known it'd come to this. Of course, he'd known. After the previous times Ichigo had been ordered to fuck him while he was under the spell of Black Velvet, he'd always feared this would be the outcome. Szayelaporro wanted to use Ichigo to get his revenge on him… And he wanted to use him in turn to break Ichigo.
The Quincy tried to get away from under the crushing foot, but felt the Vasto Lorde stomp down again. Panicked gurgles slipped passed his trembling lips, before he suddenly started coughing. Uryu felt blood in his mouth and spat it out, his breathing becoming labored. As the foot was finally lifted from his torso, he sucked in a sharp breath before breaking into a coughing fit. He was smart enough to quickly realize the creature had just punctured his left lung with one of his broken ribs.
Fear shot through his veins! The last time Ichigo had forcefully taken him while being under Szayelaporro's mind control had hurt so much. He still remembered it well, as did his body. His heart was beating so fast he thought it would lead to an eminent explosion. He was powerless against this creature… It startled him when it suddenly dipped down to smell him, making him gasp.
"My mate…" The beast howled and made his eyes go wide. "My mate!"
No! He didn't want this. Trying to fend off a violent and aroused Ichigo was one thing, but this… this monster! This was too much! Uryu made a desperate attempt to get away, clutching his painful ribcage and taking raspy breaths. He howled in frustration as his legs refused to cooperate, and his left hand had priorly been rendered useless.
Suddenly, he felt the creature grasp his Quincy attire and forcefully turned him over. Dark, monstrous eyes peered down at him while its tongue darted out. Uryu made a startled gasp when it bent down and slithered it's tongue over his shocked face.
"Fuck!" It roared, intimidatingly. "Fuck! Now!"
With a guttural growl, the beast jumped down, successfully pinning the Quincy underneath it. Uryu froze in panic and made distressed gurgles as both his wrists were captured in one large, clawed hand and held above his head. His lower lip started to tremble as he locked eyes with the monster, before it wildly started slashing his garments, ripping them to shreds and cutting through his skin in the process. Soon, he was only covered by scraps of his white clothes.
Uryu trembled and couldn't hold back a startled shriek as the creature's tongue darted out and started exploring his skin. He struggled against the clawed hand holding him down with everything he had, with the only outcome that he ran out of breath and was now panting hard. It was useless…
The beast licked his lower abdomen, making him hiss as it's tongue glided over the burnt flesh where Ichigo had cauterized his wounds. Those wounds were still painful and sensitive, but he didn't get to linger on that for too long as he suddenly felt the tongue swirl over his inner thighs. Uryu couldn't help himself and made distressed gurgles.
Suddenly, the beast flung open his legs and thrust one of its black clawed fingers harshly inside. The Quincy arched up and screamed in silence. It hurt! He knew it was going to hurt as the previous times it had been the same, but at least it had still been Ichigo and not this monster. Uryu was much too tense, his muscles resisting strongly, but the creature didn't care about the pain it inflicted.
Quickly, a 2nd finger followed and twisted inside of him, scissoring his defiant muscles. It was too fast! He could feel his heart pounding as he tried to cope, but… he couldn't help but think back to his first time with Ichigo. Even though it had hurt then, too – and it had been a far cry from what he'd dreamt it could be like, with that freak Espada in the room – at least Ichigo'd tried to be gentle with him, to make him feel good to get him through to ordeal. That thought made him stifle a sob and he felt his eyes fill with tears. Then, on a low growl, Uryu felt his hips being pulled into the beast's lap. It sat down on its knees, fumbling with its black Shihakusho to free its erection.
"N-no…" Uryu sobbed as tears spilled from his eyes. He tried saying more words, but they got stuck in his throat somehow. "No…"
The beast paid him no heed to his complaints and proceeded however it liked. Suddenly, Uryu crashed a foot into its face! He repeated it over and over again, kicking with both his legs, with everything he got. He knew it probably wasn't doing much damage to the creature, from the position he was in, but he'd at least had to try something. Anything! The creature gave him an evil leer as it grabbed one of his trembling thighs into a firm hold and made the bones snap. Uryu cried out and went rigid from fear and pain, coughing and heaving. He started making soft gurgling sounds and let his head lol to the side in defeat, tears slipping from his eyes. The beast laughed out loud.
The Vasto Lorde grabbed hold of his hips again and positioned him into its lap, releasing his wrists to get a better hold of him. The Quincy closed his eyes and tried to brace himself for what would follow with a quivering sob. He'd experienced this with an aggressive and violent Ichigo, but knew this would be…. so much worse. In one unhesitant motion, the beast shoved himself inside, making the Quincy arch up violently, screaming.
He could feel his insides tear to accommodate the creature and more stuttered screams rolled from his lips. The beast started thrusting almost immediately, giving him no time to adjust to this feeling at all. Uryu's hands started shaking harshly and he couldn't hold back his pained sobs, shifting his attention to just breathing. That's how Ichigo had helped him through that one time, he'd helped him focus on breathing, too. The loud moans of the creature on top of him weren't soothing, though. Uryu looked up at it, begging with his eyes to stop. He seemed to have angered the thing, as it snapped his hips fiercely, aiming to hurt him. He arched up and cried out before his punctured lung claimed his attention, pushing him into another coughing fit.
The Quincy closed his eyes and started wheezing. It was so difficult to breathe like this… He felt how the beast gripped his hips roughly enough to leave bruises, slamming into him. Uryu tried to shut out the sounds it was making, but as it started howling loudly, he knew it must be getting close and he hoped it would be over soon. Suddenly, the beast made a few hard, short trusts before it stilled and roared loudly as it came, gripping his hips frantically. Then it's body went limp on top of him, while Uryu could do nothing but pant.
The Quincy felt a feverish tongue lapping at his neck when the beast released his hips and dipped down, it sent a shiver down his spine. The tongue moved towards his teary eyes before darting at the blood that trickled from his lips. Cautiously, Uryu opened his eyes to look at it, wheezing and trembling. He felt the creature pull out of him, making him groan and shiver, it gave him a dark smirk and laughed at the blood that trickled down his thighs. Suddenly, it grabbed him in his powerful arms and went to lay beside him. Uryu couldn't hold back a sob as the beast kept clinging to him. He didn't want to be held like this by this monster! It couldn't be more different from the way Ichigo had enveloped him after they'd slept together. Ichigo had wanted to save him. This thing wanted to destroy him.
A clawed hand was gliding over his body, causing shivers to run through his slender frame. Looking up at the creature wearily, he saw it'd propped itself up on one arm and smirked at him.
Suddenly, Szayelaporro's voice spoke again:
"You've been a good boy, but your mate hasn't. While you're fucking him nice and good, he actually wants someone else." The beast quickly jumped up at that, standing in front of the screen to listen to the Espada: "He's a whore. You should punish him."
Uryu felt panic rise in his chest again. Remembering how Ichigo'd reacted to the Espada's orders the previous times, he knew this was going to get worse than he'd even imagined.
The beast clenched its fists hard and roared:
"Whore! Punish!"
Accompanied by Szayelaporro's mocking laughter, the creature marched towards Uryu. He'd managed to push himself somewhat into a sitting position and was making distressed sounds while he tried to drag himself into a corner of the room. Fuming, the beast grabbed the scraps he still wore around his torso and lifted him off the ground effortlessly.
"N-no…" The Quincy tried, followed by gasps and gurgles, unable to express other words. The beast was furious and shook him. Uryu's pupils dilated when it brought up its claw, ready to pierce him.
"No, no! Don't kill him… yet." Szayelaporro intervened. "Just, fuck him some more. Teach him to whom he belongs!"
One look at the beast and Uryu knew he was in for it. It seemed to relish his pain, even more than Ichigo had when he got all aggressive on him. Unwillingly, his eyes glanced down and he saw the creature was already aroused again. It filled him with dread as his body was in tatters and he wouldn't be able to do anything more than try to cope…
Suddenly, the Vasto Lorde smacked him against the wall, pinning both his wrists before fitting their bodies flush together, smirking. Uryu made protesting sounds, fear and pain battling inside him for dominance. He couldn't even stand up with his broken leg! He just dangled against the beast whom grabbed its own erection and tauntingly stroked it a few times. It brought heat to Uryu's face, as he remembered again: this monster was Ichigo! Unwillingly, other snippets of previous memories flooded his brain. Then the creature crushed him against the wall and he was forced back to reality again as the air was knocked out of his lungs.
Ruthlessly, the beast grabbed him by the back of both knees and spread his inner thighs wide for better access, releasing his wrists for now. Uryu felt his heart throb in his throat. He felt so vulnerable and exposed like this. With a sob the thought the creature could do what he wanted with him manifested itself. No need to lie to himself… He tried making pleading sounds, but the creature could obviously not be convinced and as Uryu saw it tilt its hips, he braced himself. Even though he thought to be prepared somewhat this time, he still cried out in agony before clenching his jaw and arching against the beast.
"Whore!" The beast yelled at him. "Whore! Fuck hard! Whore!"
Given the exuberant and harsh movements of the Vasto Lorde, Uryu had to put his unbroken right wrist around its neck for support, while the other just dangled against the wall, out of fear for falling down. The Quincy had closed his eyes again and tried to focus on his breathing. His punctured lung was squished between the wall and the beast with each hard trust, and the latter stayed faithful to that rough rhythm, laughing.
The beast picked up its pace and trust violently into the Quincy. It seemed to like alternating its pace, going from rough and fast to slow and deep and vice versa. Uryu was having great difficulties dealing with it, as he could barely fill his lungs with air. One particularly hard slam against the wall made Uryu spit out blood over the monster's chest. His eyes were half closed and he was taking erratic breaths again, interwoven with stuttered groans.
"Mate!" The creature roared into his face. "You whore! Fuck hard! Whore!"
How much more would he be able to take? He felt his mouth fill with blood again and knew it was bad. The rib puncturing his lung must have hit an artery! Besides causing him a lot of pain, he realized the gravity of the situation he was in. He had to do something! Maybe Ichigo would listen to reason? Maybe he could try to talk to his human side. Uryu looked at the creature with pleading eyes.
"I-Ichi…go." The beast answered with a low growl, too caught up in what it was doing, but Uryu continued anyway. "Ichi…go… p-pl…ease…"
The beast bawled!
"Unforgivable!" It spat in the Quincy's face. "Punish whore!" At that it gave him a violent headbutt, making him moan while his head lolled to the side. It was useless. His body was at its limit and he was at this monster's mercy… Soft gurgles escaped his trembling lips while tears fell from his eyes once more.
Suddenly, the Vasto Lorde stopped his trusting and tilted his hips, so it pressed the Quincy against the wall with its lower abdomen and hips. Before Uryu had the chance to look up at it, he felt his throat being gripped tight and both his knees dropped down against the creature's hips, sending a shockwave of pain through his body. He tried to scream as it made his broken thigh hurt like hell, but the choking clawed fingers silenced him and he could only produce faint feral sounds. The creature howled while suffocating him.
"Now, now, beastie!" The cheerful voice of the Espada echoed through the room. "I ordered you not to kill him!"
"Punish whore!" The beast roared. "Punish whore!" It tightened its grip around the Quincy's neck, while Uryu desperately clawed at the suffocating claws with his right hand, feeling his mind go fuzzy at the edges.
"Yes, you can punish your whore all you like, but I ordered you to not kill him yet!"
The beast howled, but didn't comply. It's clawed hands still choking him.
This was it, Uryu thought as his body went limp, both his hands dangling besides him. There was no escaping this creature. He was going to die at its hands. And Ichigo would be devastated when he found out it was he himself who had done this… That thought filled him with grief while his grip on reality start to slip away.
"That's on order!" He faintly heard the Espada yell.
Suddenly he felt electricity shoot through his body, making him somewhat alert again. Szayelaporro had activated the collars! He felt the beast retrieve it's claws from his neck and Uryu sharply sucked in breath before coughing. He fell forward against the creature's chest, trembling and heaving. The beast pulled out of him harshly and sent him flying to the center of the room. The Quincy stayed down, lying on his belly with his limbs sprawled out beside him, and the current running through him stopped instantly
"Master hurts!" He heard the Vasto Lorde roar towards the screen. "Stupid master!"
"My rules are to be followed!" The Espada replied firmly. "Take it out on your mate, if you will. He needs to be punished!"
Of course, he would say that. Of course… Ichigo would suffer so much if he found out about this… Which was probably Szayelaporro's plan.
Uryu couldn't even get up anymore and just tried to get a few decent intakes of breath before the aggression would start again. He was utterly spent and everything hurt so much.
"Mate!" The beast howled and he could hear it stomp towards him, right when his body decided to have another coughing fit. Shivering harshly, he could taste blood while it trickled down as he coughed up more crimson liquid.
"Punish!" The beast yelled before it grabbed him by his hair and made him arch back towards it. "Punish whore!"
His chest hurt so much in this position, his collapsed lung was put under heavy strain, and Uryu couldn't do anything but tremble. Terrorized by what would follow… With desperation gripping around his throat, he tried to talk to the monster once more.
"I…chi…go…" He cried. "P…pl…ease…"
The beast growled and paid him no heed. Uryu whimpered as he felt how his hips were forcefully hauled into the air with a steadying grip. He moaned as his broken thigh was killing him in this position. His whole body shivered as he was unable to put his knees onto the floor. 'Please, don't', he chanted in his head over and over, but… braced himself for the pain that was to follow. Swiftly, the beast buried itself into his sore and bloody passageway again. Making him cry out in agony while arching back.
The Quincy sobbed and made anguished cries, every time the beast impaled him roughly. The creature could slam inside him deeper and more forcefully like this, moaning loudly. It hurt so much! The removal of his prostate and the wounds in his lower abdomen made sure Uryu was submerged in undiluted, hot, searing pain, over and over. Crying, he begged to pass out, to stop this pain, but the adrenaline still rushing through his bloodstream prevented that.
"Fuck mate! Fuck whore!"
At that the beast sped up even more, pounding into him with everything it had, while Uryu groaned and wheezed. Suddenly, he heard the creature moan loudly while bent over his back, startling him. An arm snuck around his belly, while the beast used its other hand to keep this position. The Quincy made a plaintive whimper while the creature gripped his hips tight and made urgent noises. A few more rough thrusts was all it took and he felt a stinging heat as the beast came inside of him, roaring loudly.
The creature suddenly put too much weight onto him, while he couldn't keep his hips in the air by himself. They crashed to the floor, the beast panting on top off him, making him gasp for air and spit out blood. As Uryu was wheezing hard, the creature shifted his weight a little and he quickly sucked in air. The Quincy closed his eyes and prayed this ordeal would finally be over. Grunting, he tried to get his broken thigh from under the creature, but… the Vasto Lorde stayed where he was, embedded into him.
Groaning and panting, Uryu had to give up the battle with his leg. The monster paid him no attention right now and he hadn't succeeded in getting his broken limb from under its crushing weight. He would just have to withstand the pain. Suddenly, the beast started nuzzling his neck and hairline and it made him shudder involuntary.
Please, Ichigo…. Please return to your normal self…
Uryu just lay there, begging. Begging that the monster had had it's fill. Begging that the agony would stop. As he tried to catch his breath again, the Vasto Lorde suddenly moved a little, crushing his chest. A high-pitched sound escaped from his lips before he was thrown into another couching fit. Trying to lower his head into his arms on the floor, he wasn't so stupid as to not see all the small crimson puddles he had made. The situation was looking extremely grim for him.
He was not going to survive this…
His body had been mortally wounded and he'd have lost conscience already if not for that adrenaline injection. This had to be Szayelaporro's ploy all along, to have him killed by Ichigo's hand. To have him killed by the person he loved…
He didn't get to linger on his own fate any longer, as the Vaste Lorde let out a low groan before it started trusting again. Shocked, Uryu made a desperate cry. He couldn't take this anymore! How long could this monster last? Uryu wheezed heavily as the creature made powerful but short, fast trusts this round. Their bodies were fitted together this time, and Uryu felt the claws of the creature glide over his body. Making bruises and inflicting pain.
His vision was spinning from the little air he managed to get into his lungs like this, but still, he remained conscious, having no other choice than to ride this nightmare out. Hoping that it wouldn't kill Ichigo, the way he was killing him… That thought hurt so much, but he didn't get to dwell on that any longer. The creature on top of him was making urgent noises again before impaling him deeply with all its might, moaning loudly. Uryu cried out before switching to shrill wails from the agonizing pain that flared throughout his body.
Please, no more of this… Please…
The monster crashed down on top of him again and made him spit out more blood.
"Mate…" The Vasto Lorde panted. "Punished whore. Enough."
Uryu's body was trembling heavily. That thing was still lying on top of him, crushing him. He didn't want to feel it on top of him. It'd climaxed inside of him 3 times already, he couldn't take more of this. Suddenly, he felt the beast pulling out. It hurt so much he couldn't hold back a moan. Wetness was flowing down his inner thighs and he could only guess it was a mix of blood and semen. He was so tired, he just wanted to sleep. The last bit of energy he could muster went to trying to breathe, while blood trickled down his trembling lips.
"Good." Uryu heard the creature say as it stood up, looming over him with a dark grin.
"Good boy! Now, mark your whore so he knows he belongs to you!" Szayelaporro crooned while giving the beast a round of applause.
"Mark! Whore!" The beast shouted and that made the Quincy look up at it from the corners of his eyes. Laughing mockingly, the creature grabbed its now flaccid member and moved in half circles above him. Uryu felt warm droplets rain down on him, soaking his raven-black hair, the shreds of his white clothes, his blood-smeared quivering body and his shocked face. His eyes filled with tears again as he realized the Vasto Lorde was urinating on him, making his utter humiliation complete. This was more than his poor heart could bear. Tears ran down his cheeks from the totality of defeat, while his sobs resounded in the quiet cell.
The beast cheerfully spoke to its master: "Whore marked! Mine!"
Uryu felt his heart break, as he lay there sobbing. Broken.
He was going to die here, in this vile place where he'd already suffered so much.
The merciful gods had finally heard his prayer and darkness was finally claiming him. He heard the Espada and the Vasto Lorde still making noises on the background, but he didn't care anymore. He welcomed the numbing feeling that slowly spread through his body.
His last coherent thoughts went out to Ichigo as he regretted deeply he had never had the courage to tell him of his feelings.
Ichigo, I'm sorry I couldn't protect you. Please survive and be happy.
I love you, Ichigo…
His eyes fluttered close as he lost consciousness at long last.
