She's shaking, her legs wobbly, fingers clamped around the doorknob as if it's the only thing keeping her upright. Her stomach tightens, with fear, with want, with everything she's so carefully held in check for months, years... What if for 3x22, 'To Love and Die in L.A.'. Happy Birthday, Joy! Winner of "The 12th" Fan Awards 2013 for best M-rated fanfic (under 10,000 words).
Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,927 - Reviews: 133 - Favs: 405 - Follows: 85 - Published: 3/11/2013 - Kate B., Rick C. - Complete