Chapter One
Dear readers, I plan to make this a series, each chapter is standalone. I will probably write about any character from HP that suits my fancy, but Hermione is my favourite character, so she will probably appear more than the rest. Feedback will be appreciated.
I do not own Harry and do not intend to profit from it, just having fun.
Dear Harry,
I hope this letter finds you well. It has been a long time since we last saw each other, and for that, I owe you an explanation—an apology, even. I am sorry for disappearing from your life for the past ten years without a trace. The truth is, it was never my intention to abandon our friendship or to hurt you.
There's something I need to confess. For most of my life, I have loved you, Harry. I have admired you, respected you, and cared for you deeply. However, circumstances always seemed to keep us apart. When you were happily dating Ginny, I couldn't bear the thought of coming between you two. So I remained silent, hiding my true feelings.
But when you and Ginny broke up, and you turned your attention towards me, it was like a dream come true. I couldn't believe my luck. The possibility of being with you felt surreal, and I eagerly embraced it. That night we spent together was magical, filled with passion and longing. I allowed myself to hope for a future where we could finally be together.
However, my joy was short-lived. The very next day, you went back to Ginny without a word of explanation or hesitation. It was as if our night together meant nothing to you. I felt used, hurt, and betrayed. The pain was unbearable, and I couldn't bear to see you and Ginny together, seemingly happy. So I made a decision—a painful one—to flee, to distance myself from a reality that had shattered my heart.
Months after I left, I discovered that I was pregnant. The news filled me with both joy and fear. Joy because a part of you and me was growing inside me, and fear because I didn't know how to navigate this new chapter of my life alone. I wanted to tell you, Harry, to share this incredible news with you. But I also had to protect myself. I had to consider what was best for our child and me.
I realized that if I told you about the baby, things would become even more complicated. You had made your choice, and I had to respect it. I didn't want our child to grow up in the middle of a love triangle or be caught in the crossfire of our unresolved emotions. So I chose to keep my secret, to raise our child away from the turmoil that had consumed us.
I know I may have hurt you with my disappearance, and for that, I am truly sorry. But please understand that every decision I made was born out of love—for you and for our child. It wasn't an easy path to walk, and I still carry the weight of what could have been. I hope that you can find it in your heart to forgive me for the pain I have caused.
I don't expect you to forgive me easily or even at all. My purpose in writing this letter is to offer you the truth, to lay bare my emotions and the choices I made. Our lives have taken different paths, and I respect that. If you ever wish to meet our child, if you want to be a part of their life, I am open to discussing it. The decision will always be yours to make.
Harry, I wish you happiness, love, and peace. May you find the strength to heal from the wounds of the past and move forward with your life. And may our paths cross again someday, even if it's only for the sake of our child.
With sincere regrets and eternal hope,
Hermione.
Dear Hermione,
To say that I never expected your letter is the understatement of the century, more so, the contents of the letter. The emotions that have resurfaced within me are difficult to put into words, but I appreciate your honesty and courage in sharing your side of the story.
First and foremost, I want you to know that I never intended to hurt you. I was caught in a whirlwind of emotions after my breakup with Ginny, and in that vulnerable state, I sought solace in your presence. I understand now how terribly I misjudged the impact of my actions and how they affected you. I'm truly sorry for the pain I caused you, and I wish I could take back that night and the subsequent confusion it created.
As for my relationship with Ginny, it was a complicated matter. We shared a deep history and connection, but we also had our fair share of challenges. I won't pretend to justify my actions by saying I was searching for something more, but the truth is that our paths diverged for reasons beyond my control. I thought I could find solace with you, but I was naive and selfish, and I deeply regret my choices.
You had been there for me for everything, and I thought you could be there for me for this too. But I was selfish and took advantage of our friendship. I want you to know that the night we spent together was just as important and impactful to me, despite my actions the very next day. When you disappeared without a trace, I was devastated. I searched for you, trying to understand why you left so suddenly. I was angry at myself for losing you, for not being able to see the depth of your pain.
Learning that I am a father has shaken me to my core. How could I have missed such a monumental event? The knowledge that there is a child out there, our child, fills me with both joy and regret. Joy, because it's a testament to the love we once shared, and regret, because I was not there to support you through this journey and that I was responsible for your leaving.
I understand why you felt the need to protect yourself and our child. You were hurt, and you didn't want to subject yourself to more pain. But I want you to know that I want to be a part of our child's life. I want to make amends for the mistakes I've made, to be there for both of you. If you are willing, I would like nothing more than to meet our child, to be the father they deserve.
Hermione, I can't undo the past, but I can promise you this: I have grown, I have learned, and I am ready to face the consequences of my actions. If you can find it in your heart to forgive me, I would be forever grateful. I miss you, Hermione, and I hope that one day, we can find a way to heal the wounds of the past and move forward together as a family.
With love and regret,
Harry
Dear Harry,
Daniel is nine years old now, and he is an extraordinary boy. He has your eyes, Harry, those bright green eyes that sparkle with curiosity and mischief. He possesses an insatiable thirst for knowledge, always asking questions and seeking adventure. He reminds me so much of you when we were young.
Life with Daniel is a constant whirlwind. He is always exploring, discovering new things, and pushing the boundaries. I find myself forever chasing after him, trying to keep up with his boundless energy. He has a knack for getting into mischief, but he has a heart of gold, just like his father.
I wish you could see him, Harry. You would be so proud. He's top of his class in all subjects, especially in Charms and Transfiguration. He has a natural talent for magic, much like you did at his age. But he's also kind-hearted and compassionate, always looking out for others. I can't help but smile when I see him interact with his friends, sharing laughter and creating memories.
I want you to be a part of Daniel's life, Harry. He deserves to know his father, and I believe you deserve to know him as well. We can find a way to mend the past and build a future where we are both present for our son. It won't be easy, but for Daniel's sake, we should try.
I know we have both grown, and time has a way of healing wounds. I have moved on from the hurt and pain you caused me, and I hope you have too. Our son is a testament to the love we once shared, and he is a reminder that perhaps there is a chance for us to heal as well.
I am willing to open this door, Harry, but it will require effort and understanding from both of us. Let us start anew, for Daniel's sake. I hope you will consider this, and I eagerly await your response.
With sincerest regards,
Hermione
Dear Hermione,
I can't express how much it meant to receive your letter. Reading your words brought back so many memories, both joyful and painful. But above all, it reminded me of the bond we once shared, and the life we created together. I'm grateful for this opportunity to reconnect, and I'm truly sorry for the pain I caused you in the past.
Finding out about our son, Daniel, was an overwhelming revelation. I understand why you felt the need to protect yourself and keep him a secret. The circumstances surrounding our parting were difficult for both of us, and I take responsibility for my actions. I should have been more aware of the consequences and the impact it would have on you.
I'm glad to hear that you've grown and moved on from the hurt I caused. It's a testament to your strength and resilience. You've become an amazing mother to Daniel, and I can only imagine the love and care you've given him all these years. I wish I could have been there to share in those moments.
Thank you for telling me about Daniel. It fills my heart with joy and longing to know that he is a vibrant, curious 9-year-old boy. I can almost picture him, constantly exploring and asking questions, just like you described. I'm sorry I missed out on so much of his life, but I'm determined to make amends.
I want to be a part of Daniel's life, to be there for him, to guide him, and to love him as his father. I regret the lost years, but I'm ready to make up for it now. I promise you, Hermione, that I will do everything in my power to be the father our son deserves. I want to build a connection with him, to learn from him, and to create a bond that can withstand any challenges that come our way.
Please know that I'm committed to making this right. Let's find a way to move forward and build a new chapter in our lives, not just for our sake but for Daniel's sake as well. I would be grateful if you could allow me the chance to be a part of his life, to be his father, and to make up for the lost time.
Once again, thank you for reaching out to me. Your letter has given me hope and the opportunity to heal the wounds of the past. I eagerly await your response, and I hope that we can come together and create a brighter future for our family.
With all my love and sincerity,
Harry