Regina's point of view
I was on my way over to my girlfriends' place it was about 10 pm when I finally got to her door. "Emma, please let me in." I whispered to myself, knocking. After about a minute of knocking she opened the door.
"Hello, beautiful." She said as she opened the door smiling. She instantly quit smiling realizing that I had been crying. "What's wrong baby?" She asked hugging me and guiding me over to the couch to sit down. The loft was empty because Henry was off trying to find his story with Jacinda and Lucy while David and Mary Margret went back to rule the Enchanted Forest.
"Do you promise not to get mad at me?" I asked looking up at her.
"Yes, I promise beautiful now, what's wrong?" She asked, looking me in the eyes. I shuttered hard at the word beautiful. I couldn't tell whether or not she caught it though.
"I am a boy." I said getting up off the couch walking over to the window fearing what her reaction would be. "Go ahead call me any name you want, I know I'm a freak."
"No, you're not a freak." She said as she got up off the couch and came over and wrapped her arms around my waist from behind. "I love you no matter if your a girl, boy, hell I'd love you if you were a fuckin unicorn. So when do you want to go get a binder and actual guy clothes?" She asked, leaning her head on my shoulder. "By the way what name do you want me to call you?"
"Jax please." I said simply.
"Well, Jax you are the most handsome guy I know." She said kissing up and down my neck moving my annoying hair out of the way. "Do you want me to cut your hair?"
"Are you sure you don't mind?"
"Of course I don't mind." She said letting go of me and spinning me around to face her. She looked beautiful and she looked at me lovingly, completely different than the way everyone else looked at me. Everyone else looked at me with hate, disgust, and fear. They looked at me like I was the Evil Queen granted I was and still am sometimes, but I never was the Evil 'Queen'. Of course I always really felt more like a king, back in the Enchanted Forest I always felt more like the Evil King. Of course, my mother wouldn't let me dress the way I wanted to and always made me wear dresses and such, but sometimes late at night I would always sneak into one of the maids' closets and steal a shirt and pants or just one of the 2. After I would steal them I would sneak back up to my room and I would use magic or anything I could to make my chest look like a man's chest. I would sneak down to the market and just say that I was the son of a merchant. Back to now…
It was now 11 pm and my hair was off, I had brand new clothes, and a binder. I looked like the man that I always wanted to look like. I was sitting on the chair watching Criminal Minds.
"Hey, do you want to watch a movie with me?" She asked coming into the front room from the kitchen. She came and sat beside me on the couch and put her head on my shoulder.
"Sure. What do you want to watch?" I asked putting my arm around her.
"Avatar?"
"Sure." I responded as I got up and went over to put it into the DVD player.
"Do you want to go upstairs?" She asked with a sexy and mischievous smile, winking at me.
"Depends are your parents coming home soon?" I asked playing with her remembering how we used to be before her parents knew about us.
"Not till about midnight." She said playing with me back.
"I guess we better hurry then, huh?" I said walking over towards the stairs looking back at her and giving her a sexy smile before running up the stairs to her room.
Emma's point of view
I got up off the couch and ran up the stairs to my room behind my hot boyfriend. Once up there I was met with an astonishing sight he was laying on my bed in nothing but his binder and his boxers on his back facing the T.V. acting like nothing happened downstairs. He didn't see me come in so I jumped on him and kissed him hard. He tried to deepen it but I didn't let him. He wanted to play with me so I was going to play with him back. I quickly changed into a baggy hoodie of his and a pair of athletic shorts.
"Well don't you look handsome." I said as I went to get under the covers beside him.
"Were you shocked?" He asked as he got under the covers beside me.
"About what?" I asked not knowing what he was talking about.
"When I came out to you." He said obviously afraid of my answer.
"Not really, no" I said, looking him in the eyes.
"Oh," He said looking away from me and to the T.V. "Wow."
"I'm sorry baby did offend you?" I asked sitting up and fully facing him.
"No, not at all."
"Okay, good," I said relieved, "I didn't mean any offense." I said, laying on him.
"I know and there was no offense taken at all." He said looking at me lovingly.
We laid there and watched the movie while I played with him. He was getting so frustrated with how close I'd come to touching him but would stop and take my hand away.
Jax's point of view
Emma was playing with me and I was getting angry because she would get so close then move away and act like she didn't do anything. After the movie, I turned the T.V. and the light off and rolled over to face my girlfriend after she laid down. I leaned forward and placed a gentle kiss on her lips. I put my hand on the back of her neck to deepen the kiss. We only parted when the need for oxygen became too great. She got on top of me and held my wrists above my head. We were so caught up in one another that we didn't hear the Charmings walk in the front door of the loft. She was kissing down my neck probably leaving marks, but I didn't really care. I honestly kind of liked them, it felt nice to not hide who I am or who I'm with. The door burst open which scared the fuck out of us both we jumped and looked to see who interrupted us.
"Emma what the fuck?!" Yelled David furious at his daughter. We scrambled to get under the covers, even though we had nothing to hide. We were both still in decent clothing, for being in a house.
"Hi, mom, dad, what are you doing back? You were supposed to be back in the Enchanted Forest." She said nervously, coming out from under the covers a little bit.
"Well, we missed you and wanted to come back and say hi." Said snow a little embarrassed her cheeks were tomato red.
"Oh…" Emma said, understanding. The Charmings were both looking at me trying to figure out if it was really me or not.
"Why is Regina dressed like a man?" David asked, confused looking at me.
"I am Jax." I said standing up and getting my jeans back on.
"Regina, what are you saying?" David asked, confused. "I'm sorry if that sounds rude."
"I was Regina, David, but now I am Jax." I said terrified. "I am a man now." I looked down at my feet. Emma got out of the bed and came over and grabbed my hand.
"Hey, it's going to be okay, alright?" she said tilting my head up so she could look me in the eyes, before looking over at David and Snow.
"Jax, what do you mean you're a man?" Snow asked carefully and trying to understand what was going on.
"Why don't we go downstairs, get something to eat and we can talk about this." I said a little bit more confident.
Once we were downstairs and each had a seat at the kitchen table. David and Snow were each looking at me ready to talk about what was going on. It was too much for me to take sober, so I got up and went to my jacket, grabbed my dab pen and went back to my seat.
"What's that?" Snow asked curiously.
"It's called a dab pen, it helps you relax when you're stressed." I said after taking a long hit. It wasn't flavored so it smelled just like weed. As soon as Snow smelled it she knew exactly what the fuck it was.
"Since when have you been smoking weed?" David asked looking at me, with that sheriff look.
"Ever since I knew what the fuck it was." I chuckled.
Emma got up and went over and got the bottle of JD from beside the couch. She took a huge drink of it, before coming back to the table and sitting beside me again.
"So back to the reason we're at the table in the first place. I used to be Regina, the "Evil Queen" right?" I said before taking another long hit off my dab pen, looking at them both.
"Correct." David said looking at me intently trying to understand every detail.
"Now, do you know the LGBTQ community?" I asked.
"Yes, we know it." They said nodding their heads. "What's that got to do with you?"
"Well…" I said before looking at Emma and taking another drag of my dab pen. "I am the T." I said simply, taking the bottle of Jack Daniels Emma had slowly been nursing from her and chugging a big part of it. I was trying to avoid their gaze, I was scared of their reactions.
"So back in the Enchanted Forest really you were the "Evil King" then, isn't that how that works?" Snow asked a little confused
" Yes that's exactly how it works."
