*Strong Language ahead. Please read with caution*
Lincoln
"Ok, so it looks like the baby is a girl!" the nurse said. Yes! Even though I have 10 sisters, I actually always wanted a daughter. Wow! I have a daughter! Dbjhskilfdbsnhjvilfhb!
Lynn's face glowed the moment that the nurse said that. I have a feeling that she wanted a girl too.
After that, we told Leni, and she was very excited to say the least. She talked about it with us the whole way home. It truly was cute. At home, Lynn told only a few people. Mom and dad even though she kind of didn't want to, Luan, Lucy, and Luna. To be completely honest with you, I'm not exactly sure why she told Luna. We haven't gotten close to her like Lucy or Luan and it kinda looked like she was upset at us. Maybe Lynn saw something in her that I don't. I don't know.
Anyways, I was in my room chilling, doing homework, you know, the fun stuff, when all of the sudden, I heard a big SMASH and then Lori who screamed, "GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE YOU FUCKING SLUT!" That was definitely surprising since Lori literally NEVER curses at any of us. I had a bad feeling in my gut that I knew who she was talking to, and I was scared to look to see if it was who I thought it was. Right when I was about to open the door, Lynn ran in. Crap! Why did it always had to be something about Lynn?! Can't everyone just leave her alone?!
"I NEED TO GET THE HELL OUT OF THIS HOUSE! NOW!" she said, tears welled up in the corners of her eyes.
"What do you mean? Like forever, or just for a little while?" I asked her.
"No! Forever! Now! I can't deal with this shit!" she said as she slid down up against my door and put her knees up and her head down. I kneeled down next to her and put a hand on her arm. Poor thing!
"Baby, look at me. Please." I told her. Her head slowly lifted. "If you want, you and I can take a drive since no one has the car at the moment." I said softly. She just nodded. I took her hand, helped her up, and we walked to the van. On our way there, we could hear Lori bitching in her room and that made Lynn tense up.
In the van, before she even turned it on, she just sat there.
"Can you tell me what happened?" I asked her. She sighed and began to tell her story.
"I was passing her room, and then stopped by her door when I heard her fucking telling someone on the phone, most likely Bobby, or one of her friends about me, but she added WAY too much color to the story. She made it seem like I had slept with at least 7 guys and got pregnant and didn't know which one was the dad. Then she went on about how I don't care about anything like my future, or the babies good, and how I was just letting mom and dad handle the situation while I was out living my life and being irresponsible and such! So of course, I wasn't going to let that slide, and I cleared my throat so that way I could get her attention and said 'excuse me, what?!' And she said 'Oh don't act like it isn't true!' And I got mad and yelled 'Its not fucking true!' And she said 'Don't fucking raise your voice at me you little piece of shit!' And I got extremely mad at that point and said 'Don't act like you're this big ol power in the damn house! I'm not your little dog that you can fucking yell at and expect me to stay the fuck quiet! In reality, you ain't shit!' And that's when she grabbed a whole fucking vase and threw it at me, which I dodged, and she screamed… that…" she said, the tears coming back. "I just feel like I'm so hated in this place. I mean, school is bad enough and you'd expect that once I go to my own damn house, I can be comfortable and not deal with this Crap of people calling me these names and making rumors about me, but No! Everywhere I go, people talk shit about me and I never get a break! Why?! Why me?!" she said in a Desperate voice. I felt so bad for her and honestly wished I could tell everyone the truth so they would stop talking about Lynn in such a bad way, but that would only make things worst. The teasing would only increase on not only Lynn, but also me! I wouldn't mind people teasing me though if it meant that they would leave Lynn alone! On top of that, Lori is really getting on my damn nerves now. Ya she is my sister, but she is really being a bitch about this while thing! She honestly needs to calm the fuck down!
Anyway, after some talking, and driving around the neighborhood, Lynn finally calmed down enough to go back to the house, even though we both still dreaded it. Yea living in a big family is… "Fun" and all, but once something that they don't approve of or don't like happens, they turn on you in a heartbeat! On top of that, the lack of attention from our parents had caused such a big distress in our house. Almost as if we have went savage in a way.
Lynn
It has now been a week since I found out the gender of the baby, and let me just say, I have been very excited! I have been planning non-stop sand even though we don't have much money, Lincoln and I have been buying little things here and there. Good thing I ended up getting the job at the grocery store. It wasn't that high of a pay, but it did help. It was only 10 minuets away from the house, 15 with traffic, and it didn't require me to be in my feet the while day which is truly a blessing. I was at cash register, but the way that it's set up is that there are chairs that the people who worked cash register could sit on. They had wheels on them which were dumb since it was up in a little rise, but it still worked. (10 points to anyone who can guess the name of the store)
I went in after school and got out at 8, the closing time. Lincoln has also been looking for a job, but in the mean while, he has been mowing lawns, tutoring elementary school kids, and babysitting. Honestly, anything that he can find that would pay, which I honestly appreciate. Of course, mom and dad didn't know why Lincoln was trying to make money, but probably thought it was to buy video games, comic books, action figures, and all that stuff that he used to do and play with. Yea…. All of this stuff made us both extremely tired by the end of the day, especially Lincoln who worked out side most if the time. Poor thing. Glad to see this is going so well … ugh. I'm really staring to rethink my life decisions….
A/N: Hey guys! Sooo… I have been writing like Non-stop (lol Hamilton reference) at school now. What I mean by that is that the bus brings me to school at around 7:55 am and the morning bell rings at 8:25 am so I always have A LOT of extra time in the morning and frankly, I don't have many friends so it's not like I sit with them and talk to them so instead, I write this story. I actually have written up to chapter 12 so far, so yea now there is no reason for me not to post more often. As you can see, the story has become much more rated M now and so is the next few chapters. This is because I often write in the same tone in which I'm feeling and not to sound… idk how to word it, but I'm kinda sorta maybe very much depressed so yea! Anyway, I hope you enjoyed this chapter, and you know the stuff. Comment in reviews, questions, Pm me, yada yada yada. Also, I uploaded this chapter differently to see if the spacing looks any better. Let me know PLEASE! Also, who can guess the store I was referring to?
