( current status 4 years later - after a old time's dream - with sub RR-02 in his room )

KOTA, RAJASTHAN -

Tushar, a normal looking olive skin man in his mid twenties, had multiple small scars on his right eye, where it looked like a glass bottle hit him on the head there, and when he opened his eyes, it was slightly white. He wakes up, rubs his right eye and goes for his daily routine. He was living in a 1bhk apartment with simple features of a house. one bedroom, one kitchen and one bathroom. That gives him a distant look and he likes it closed for comfort. He genuinely didn't like to keep his right eye closed, it felt a little itch there, and he got a habit to rub his right eye, a habit that he didn't care much for .

And after brushing his teeth he went to his kitchen, and open the fridge which contains several cold drink and hard drinks, and filled a glass with water and brimmed it with ice, making it ice cold, and sat on the study table he has near his bed, and started reading books on his table that contains some high level of maths, general knowledge , economics and Management. A perfect guide to get a government job with a decent salary. And the way he was studying made it seem like it was too easy for him. And his desk and bed was a messy room dark. The only sound in the room was the loud sound of turning pages, and the soft sound of the cool air conditioner, which he started after a minute.

He keeps reading till his alarm on the bed rings and he gets himself ready and grabs a college bag And leaves his house and bothers to lock it and somehow maybe a camera is watching him .

Tushar went for a coaching class for some sort of competition exam and where many people also came for the coaching and the look they gave and the glasses they wore they look like they came for a semi surgical operation, and the room itself was like a hospital , it was white with a green board and brown wooden Bancessh and little more dark floor. and the environment of the room was quite crowded and noisy , and the teacher had yet to come into the class. and like usual many students were mumbling about themselves and Gossiping around on the bench and table with their friends, and tushar stand different even in the middle of the class , he was quietly reading his book at his table not caring for others, he looked like a spot on a painting that stood different from other area of painting . He was quiet and focused on his study, and he was focusing too much that he forget that he was in middle of the class and someone is calling from him , and when he look up who is calling from him he felt like his head was hit by something and when he saw it was a choke from the teacher who hit him from not listing in the class, and before teacher can throw another he said.

" 12 females if stats are good " And for a second teacher whole class stop for a second then the teacher asked,

" What " Than tushar repeat his answer and said ,

" The answer for you question if a boat can carry 6 mail and 3 female at a time and four mail's wait is equal as two females and 5 females wait is half of 7 mail than how many Females boat can carry "

And after some time teacher said ,

" Right answer "

And get back to his teaching ignoring him, then when class is over everybody left except for two people , one was Tushar and the other was a girl around the same age as him, maybe younger, with red and white patches on her whole body, including his face where s huge red patch was in her right eye. It was a medical condition, he knows that, but didn't know the name of. But he remember, he has never seen someone like her, her skin was just too different and odd looking. he has seen her regularly just so he didn't bother talking to her, or anyone else in that matter.

" You know that question was lam , and did you know the answer before? "

She asked and tushar said,

" Excuse me ? "

Not knowing what she meant, she repeated herself and said.

" That question was in chapter 4 in a book named ' maths num - second part ' isn't it "

And shook his head in ' yes ' and left the conversation and walked to his home.

The whether of the area was not that good it was a sunny day a quit one in case, the sun was blazing high and direct contact for long may burn your skin a little, and tushar has no care for it , he walks on the street like nothing happening anywhere, outside it was loud but for him it was quite. Quite like ocean's bay deep in the water, but inside, it was loud, louder than outside, it was just like a buildup scene in horror movies , and he can feel that and he covered his ears for a time, and a little frustrated look took place and when the sound is gone, he realise he has reached his next destination, a pizza joint where he ordered his regular and a ultra child water, like he use in his home , near the freezing point. After ordering and getting his food he start eating and when he was halfway done eating he noticed that same girl from classes working in the place as a cashier and when he had finished his meal he went to the cash counter and paid his bills . and when he looked at her he saw black patch on her left eye and many brushes on her face that she tried to cover with makeup, he didn't notice them at first ,but they were there if you see, it was pretty similar to her skin . He also noticed a small hole cut on her lips, probably for a knuckle. and when she give back his change and when he was leaving he simply said,

" Use red highlighter and white powder makeup won't work "

And left he didn't say it for any kind of kindness , he just said it, he felt an urge to say that. Then he went to another coaching class and he found an annoying girl over there, opposite from the girl she met in his first class. The girl she saw hear was bold and full of life and herself, she wasn't shy and loner like her she seems rich and confidence, and not care for study at all , and during the class when teacher asked her some common sense questions and she didn't know it and answer it sheepishly and everybody laughed at, and teacher scolded her. Then he asked that same question to the girl sitting next to her, and she didn't know that as well, and after that the teacher asked the same questions to him, and he answered it easily and that make her flinch a little cause after that teacher scold her again, and they both sit on their chair and she looked him with a glare and his friend also glare at him and some of them also give him a death motion , and that even bother him. Later that day when his second class was over they surrounded him like a mob and tried to bully him a little and first they tried to mock, second they tried to touch him more like push him a little, third beating. And that was a bully quote or basic line you may say . But this time they chose the worst person imaginable . There were 5 people three boy and two girl, first he shrug them like a normal person and ignore their bickering and kept ignoring till they talk about something personal, and he didn't like things when it get personal , and as soon as the person touched his shoulder he grab his hand and twist like a pro and when his face came down he punched him on the face ' hard 'and for a moment his eye give him manesing look . and the punch makes the person lose consciousness, and when a girl tries to punch him she simply slaps her and others try to do the same . And like usual the girl started to cry.

Next thing that happen, he was in police station in case of woman assault, if my praising is correct, and he was held like a criminal and some other shits and that he didn't care, he was smoking a cigarette on the ground with other criminals sitting behind him, and making smoke circle in the air, making his fellow criminals pay attention, when suddenly someone grabbed him by his shirt. Probably girls father, but the man wore a police uniform, so maybe an uncle or something. And if tushar feel anything he didn't show that, because he probably didn't not for a moment, he let the man continue his bikring and tushar wasn't even listening to him, he was busy in his cigarette, he was in his own world, and seeing this, the man punched him in the face, and he fall down sighing, but still didn't stop smoking , then after a long time and losing some chunk of his money and missing his English class and get expelled for one he was out in the night, and he has no mean or desires to go home and cook food, and he was sourly unmotivated for this, he was just too tired, and in the empty street, and he didn't even tries to defend himself, cause he know it has no meaning ke kept watching down and time to time watch the angry police-woman screeching about it loudly, and for him it was like she was mute , but he can saw her screeching for women rights, he felt that same under the ocean like feeling, just too deep . And soon the night fell, and when tushar reached a bus stop he sat on a bench and his hunger got the best of him and he bought some Street food and started eating it away from the crowd and sat on the empty bus stand on a bench, and then after some time a girl sat beside him in the distance. Then after some time he gave a glance to the girl who was looking in his direction, not at him on his food. He could see sadness in her eyes, and maybe hunger, and her whole attention was on his food, because she didn't notice him looking at him. And after some time he offered her some food, not even looking at her , he just extended his arm , reaching to the other side of the bench where she was sitting. and the girl like in instinct grabbed it, just take it not even tries to deny or refuse to it, and that means she was really hungry, and she even didn't offer him back some , she eats it like no tomorrow and first time during their time he saw her and she was the same girl from the morning class, and now when he noticed that, she was tall, taller than him, probably 5.8 or 5.10, almost three inches taller then him. and she look like , she wants to eat even more. she was hungry , and after seeing her he went up and buy some more food and offer her more , And she accepted it and this time she also offered him some and he accepted it, little awkwardly, but it didn't show in his face, he just hesitatingly took the offered food, and then she said.

" Ushma, my name is ' ushma' " Then tushar said his name and after some time tushar asked her why she was here at this time ' .

And she said,

" I just came for a walk ." She said eating the meal she has.

" Who beats you? " He questions her.

" Nobody! " She answered without even thinking.

Then tushar didn't question her anymore and then his bus came and he get in and after sitting on a sheet , he gave a last glance toward her, and she was looking down on the ground like she knew she was worth nothing.

She was lonely inside and sad outside, she didn't try to hide it , that meant she knew no one would care if she was sad Or not , and by her actions she might not have gotten proper food, and she might often eat others given food.

( SUB - RR- 1389 KNOWN AS USHMA THE UNLUCK.

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HEIGHT - 5.9

RELATED TO SUB RR-02

MAIN GOAL - WANT HAPPINESS

IMPACT ON SUB RR -01 - NON

IMPACT ON SUB RR-02 - HIGH

CURRENT MOTIVE ' CHIPS ')

Back to sub -0

Next day with sub RR - O2

IN THE APARTMENT OF SUB RR-02.

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Tushar wake up as his usual routine, he wakes and brush his teeth than pour himself a some cold water and started reading like usual and after that he went for his first his class and he finds out ushma she was reading , and he decided not to enterfair her and sat on his chair than his class goes on than the teacher writes a hard question on the Green board and than he asked ,

" Can someone answer it? That's a really hard one in case "

And no one raises their hand and while he was checking for someone to raise his hand the bell rang and indicated that the class was over and the teacher said .

" Do it on your home, that's an important question, you might like to prepare for it " But no one pays attention to it and everybody left including tushar as well, and outside when he was always out he realise that he had forget to his book , and he went back up and saw ushma doing that maths question with a book on his hand, and the look she have, she might have lost on some point on the answer , and after seeing that tushar decided to help her little.

" It's tenπ 12 then in the second step you have to find the mash of the circle, then you have to add the other half of the circle , which is 2π , then you realise that you have done it all wrong."

She didn't turn around and kept doing his stuff , till she realised that she was doing it all wrong from the beginning. And after realising that she started wiping his wrong answer , and then asked, so whats is the right answer?''

He came close to the board and just right ' ' in the middle and said 'not possible' . The teacher didn't give me the options, that's why you have a long way to get over it . Than he went to leave , but she stops him and sad,

" What if we don't have an option? "

" There always is one. "

After that he went for his regular place to eat and he finds out that ushma didn't reached there yet, and after ordering his usual he start eating and after some time she came In a hurry and said sorry to his boss and he scold him a little , that she tries to shrug, than she came out in his pizza joint uniform and that was the moment when tushar came to pay his bills, and she cut it like a usual one than he left the place and watched her from outside and went to watch a movie to pass his extra time , which is provided by his second class, than he went to a nearby mall and watched a movie named " The day you tell me a lie " And that was an awful movie in his opinion and when he was moving back to his home he saw her again delivering a pizza under the burning sun, where he noticed that her forehead was sweating like no end, and her make-up was wearing off. Showing her wounds in public.

When tushar reached his house he poured himself a cold glass of water and turned on the AC In the fullest and tried to sleep. But he kept thinking about her.

Letter on that day -

Tushar was studying on his table and piling some of his books, and after some time he closed his books, placed them on a bookshelf , and went for a walk and maybe to eat something and when he reached a suitable place to eat he found ushma again she was cleaning tables on a restaurant that he never went before and after seeing her he decided to go in and when she saw him she stops what she was doing and asked him for his order and when he give it him she came back in few moment with his order and give it him and while he was eating he saw her cleaning the floor and table and collecting trash and when she found a ten rupee bill one the floor she stops for moment and get it under his pocket and than kept doing his stuff and after some time she came to him and said ,

" Sir it is time to close , so can you hurry a little " And he answer it by nodding his head In yes and after paying for it he went outside and watch her clean his table and shutting the lights off, and after that closing the shutter of the shop and locking it and he gives the keys to his owner and started to go back and while she was going back his owner spank her butt , and said.

" Go home safe babe " And she just ignore it and kept moving on his direction ,and after walking for some time she came to halt and she bought two different Flavoured chips for five rupee each one was sweet and one was spicy,then she sat on a bench and start eating it first she eat the spicy one then the sweet one and eat the every last chunk of the chips from the pocket, then threw them over and get going for his home and when she reached her home she didn't go inside directly she used the back door instead and reached the kitchen. She felt tired, and her face was showing it. She sat down on the ground and removed her slippers, which were a little ragged, and the strips of the slippers made her feet red in the strip area. The slippers were too tight. She took some deep breaths, and wiped some sweat from her forehead and in the silent dark of the kitchen, she only heard the sound of a running ceiling fan . And after a minute, she stood up and start cleaning the dishes from the sink, and it was huge pile of dishes she noticed there was some left over of the cakes and she stops his cleaning and looked at the fridge and open it and find four cakes of different flavours and she use his fingers to get a small left over on the floor of the fridge, she eat it then she close the fridge and looked on some food that left from the party that might occurred in this place and find some party food a very tasty ones and that gave him a small smile,and after cleaning the dishes she went for the Hall and cleaned it over and realise that it was his little sister's birthday, and the condition that the Hall was in is show that the party was great , and while cleaning the Hall she imagine what kind of party was it.

She imagined many friends and many boxes of gifts and chocolate, happy people, tasty food, a loving mother and a caring father , a sweet happy girl and a cake, a mother serving a cold drink to people, and there was chips, chips and chips , and everybody singing the happy birthday song.

She can't even imagined it properly, human faces were blank ,she didn't imagined there faces not even his own family , she imagined there expensive clothes and the food, and she didn't imagine herself in the party at all she even didn't think about being in this party , and after she done cleaning everything she sat on the floor and give a small smile to her sister's happiness and after that she serves for herself some food and find a piece of red velvet cake in a plate near the other food, and she thinks that his mom would have put this from her, she gave a smile, thinking that his mother cares for her, she knew she loved her, she is just scared of father, she knows that ! then she ate his meal sitting on the kitchen floor, then after eating she cleaned her dishes and left for his bedroom, and fell asleep Immediately. A small smile on her face.

The next thing she knew that she was being forcefully awakened by his mother and when she got awake she kept his head low and didn't look directly at his mom no mother, and Then she asked what happened? And then his mother asked her about a piece of cake that his sister has left in the kitchen hidden and if she knew anything about it, cause his sister is pissed about it , it was her favourite and special cake that only be available for a special order, and she had waited for it for so long and she wants to enjoy it all by herself, or something weird like that, then when she said that she has eaten that cake his mother became obvious and shrugged herself , and move back to the Hall. and when she came to back to his senses she realises that his sister was crying and screaming about something and before she can knew why , his sister came inside with full anger and hate , she grabs her hair and start pulling it forcefully and his sister start cursing her in every way possible, and ushma didn't do anything to stop that she just grabbed her own hair and tries to stop her from pulling it off. she start bleeding and a single tear formed on her chik and she kept saying stop to her sister but she didn't care and kept pulling her till his father came, and first time during the whole thing she looked up and watch his father's face with tear covered eyes, and this was the same man who grab tushar by his shirt in police station and his was the same girl who tries to bully him with his gang , after seeing his father's face she quickly wiped his tears and sat in a propiat way and hung his head down , and after that his father asked.

" Did what I heard was correct? " He asked in a manising tone, definitely not a fatherly tone.

And she shook her head in yes, but after seeing that he became furious and said,

" Didn't you hear me 'i said, did what I heard was correct "

And she said in a uncontrolled and sobbing voice, trying to cover his tears and denying the inevitable thing that going to happen ,

" Yes "

And after hearing that his father slapped her with all his force and she almost touched the bed that sheets on but she managed to manage her composer and stood back barely controlling her tears, her red skin becoming a fiery red, and when she came back to her former position, he slapped her again. And this time she fell and didn't stand back.

Get up! The man said anger clearly on face, not a single amount of love in his face. And like a remote controller and a toy, she stood back . And grabbed her by her hair, and slapped her again, blood started to trickle from her cheek and head. And after another slap, he start taunting her and his sister just kept stand there with his Arrogance angry look taunting her even more, and after one more slap for not listing well and no breakfast for morning they both left and after they are gone she fall like a deck of cards on the floor, she can still hear shouting coming from the hall, her sister was still shouting loudly. She slowly sat up and went for his bathroom and turn on the shower and start crying without any sound on the floor like a broken doll, the sound of the shower covering her cry, her eyes were full of tears and she was still trying to control her cry , and blood was coming from her forehead and cheek mixed with water and tears, and the one thing that she think was, this is the price of my smile.

Than she plunged his ear phones and hear 'dev story' on YouTube,

In narrator's voice -

Well I heard some of you wanted me to explain my story's, cause they don't understand it properly. What does that mean and what is the motive of this? What does that mean ? So listen I'm never gonna explain that in a video, cause I believe you'll never understand that on videos like this . So wait for some time.

And listen.

You know Chanakya, one of the smartest tactician and philosophers, back then. He once said ' we always have to be careful around and about these six things, and those are: fire, water, women, snakes, idiots and powerful people. We must always be werry around those cause any of this can easily destroy you" and that's true you we have to be werry around this, a snake is a danger, fire is a danger, woman can be dangerous and stupid persons are dangerous, so the question is why I'm telling that right, so listen .

There was a mirror who didn't tell lie, the mirror was opposite of the regular mirror you have and , he shows the things were its belong, and it have a unique feature a mysterious thing, it was a enigma to all, no one know were it came from, somebody says it was mediaeval, someone says it was native and some link it to Egyptian or some crazy one even said it was haunted and cursed by some old wizard, and many even believe that it's belongs to a witch who used it to manipulate woman and doing her stuffs by their own will. No one knows which one was real . But one thing was clear that it is real , and during the period it appears and disappears by itself, no one knows where it came from and where it goes, and where it is now.

Maybe I know where

Somewhere -

There was a girl who had nothing in spite of everything. She has a family , a house, a school where she goes, a room where she leaves and a warm bed where she sleeps .

But

She didn't have what made it special. She has a family but know one loves her, she has a house but she doesn't feel at home there, she has school but no friends, she has a room which reminds her of her loneliness, a bed which has no comfort. And you want to know why ?.

She lacks that one of women's fundamental things, so called ' beauty ' . she has skin disease that gives her a some nasty burn like black marks on her white skin , that give her little cow like Appearance

And we all fuck knows that beauty does matter, inner beauty is a secondary matter, first we need a beauty body not just face then if it's, Perfect then people will see inner beauty.

And people even call her puch over, cause she is weak and fragile, like no one was weak before .

She had only one person to call family, friend and special person , who was her grandmother. The only one who thinks she is beautiful, and she is the one who kept her going till, she has her breath, she remembered what she told her before taking her last breath, she said " There is no one who'll love you with there eyes " And that make her sadar than before, first she deny everything, she declined to believe she was dead , she became furious than she take her grandmother's last word as insult, a last statement from the person she care the most.

And the world make her realise that one thing that truly matters was beauty, and she know she can't become beautiful so she starts hating the beauty, she blames beauty for everything she blamed her ugliness , she blamed herself for what she got, and soon she realise that hating herself will reach her nowhere, and she became depress, cause now she don't have anything blame for, she realise that blaming will do nothing.

So she start accepting it she down her head in defeat and accept everything that world has to offer like a insect who is just waiting to be crushed, she stop actinng like a girl and start avoiding people, she stops doing her make-up , she lost all interest in cloths and Exercise , overall she stops caring for herself , and accept that she can't win that she is lost .

and "ONE DAY" when she was going back to his house she found a, huge mirror outside a store , it was huge as her,and when she look at the mirror she herself, staring back to her , but the reflection in the mirror was not moving , it was still like she is not moving, it was still , and first she didn't notice her and when she notice she stops and stares back to it again, and found it quite attractive like it was calling for her, it was damn beautiful, and for the first time , she didn't hate it for it's beauty, she just fall in love with it. And when she came close she became even more Passionate, and before she can realise that mirror was reflecting the wrong side of her, the owner of the shop asked her something, and when she notice him she realise it was her uncle, and it was his shop , and when she asked him about the mirror he just couldn't figure out where did he get that huge mirror and, some he didn't found that mirror interesting at all , and she surprised a little bit that his uncle didn't found it interesting , but she shrugged and request his uncle to let her keep it and she even ready to pay for it, and he deny it, and time she got out of her character and raise her voice and shout at her uncle in anger and after that his uncle step back a little and he was surprised after seeing that , cause he know that her nies was a shy and timid girl, and seeing her acting like a desperate girl gave him a nervous smile, nervous for her action and smile for trying, and he decided to give it to her. And when he said that he will deliver it latte, she became little furious and said can't you make it now, her brother and parent were out in this time and it will be better if they didn't show it, and nodes in yes and delivered it right then and there and she kept her close eye on the mirror during there, travel.

And when she reached her house she placed the mirror in front of her bed where she could see it without even looking back , and when she looked closely she noticed that it had shakes carved on it and it had 18 weird cross signs that didn't mean anything , and after that she cleaned it .

And one thing "when people don't have friends, they create their own '' She makes the mirror her friend, she talks with it, she shares with it, ahe cares for it and more she loves it, and for her it was not ' it ' . It was everything to her.

And after some time, her parents start worrying for her , cause they saw her talking to it, and they asked her for the first time in her life.

" Is everything ok ? We saw you talking to the mirror "

And that question did all the things, first she took a weird pause, and then started chuckling. It was not like a maniac laugh, it was more like a sad laugh. And when they think she is going to stop, she said with tear,

" When did you start caring for me ? "

They try to protest and convince , but she shrugged them of by laughing even more like they were telling a joke, and everyone looked at her like she was a maniac,

" Really , you said you love me? , right . So tell me , where was that love when I was alone. " She said out loud in anger.

" Tell me, where were you, when I was crying for attention, when I was breaking apart " She kept screaming out loud.

" Tell me when did you ever ask me for my whereabouts, when did you ask me how's my day, how's my school, is everything ok? Are teachers well? Did you have any problem or not? Do you ever asked me that, and you know first question you ever asked me was a few moments back, and you wanna know my answer, it is ' no ' nothing is well I'm empty, I don't have anyone, anybody that I can call family or friends you are just persons, which god has picked me to be grown with, and I'm just nurden for you, that you can't rid of, I'm just a ugly cow bitch, who just leave here with you, you know one thing, I want you all dead, you, you and you , I don't want any off you, you all deserved to die. " After saying that she realise that she didn't say anything at all, she just imagined it all in his mind, and she still have to answer the question , and she already have taken some time, and before she can give an answer her little brother save her from this mess by saying about his day, and they both maybe forgot about it, she thinks , but her mother beat it and tell her to give the mirror back, she wanted her to leave the only friend she has managed to make.

Later that night when she was done eating she ran to his room and lock it and start talking to her mirror , and she desperately tries to make the mirror talk, she shakes it and cry for it, she just said.

" Please talk to me , please, they're gonna take you from me. Please talk to me, please. " She cried out loud and, after sometime crying, she heard a voice ,and she looked at the mirror and saw her own reflection on mirror talking to her, and she became happy and hugged the mirror , and it's look like the mirror hugged her back, and she start thanking her, and after some time, the mirror start talking to her.

She didn't freak out, she wasn't even shok, she bacem happy, so happy that she didn't even care that she was talking to a mirror.

And after she calmed down, the mirror Assured her, and asked her ' why are you crying' then she answered the mirror and told everything what happened and what would happen if she didn't do what they said. And after listing that the reflection of her assured her again and just said ' tell them to get lost , don't bother me ' she freaked out after listing that , she was scared , she was afraid of her family, she don't want to be scold by her parents again , and for her respond mirror asked her just one simple question ' did you ever try ' and that one question get her Off Guard, and it took some time to her to reply, but before she can the mirror talk back and said ' if you did, try it again, if you fail try it again sometimes you got yelled or get beaten sometime you don't , or else don't try and also get beaten ' . The mirror said that as a statement. And after that she said ' they'll kill me ' and after hearing that the reflection said ' did you really think that ? ' and she didn't reply.

And after that in the night she tries to sleep, but she can't, sleep didn't take her , she became frustrated, her family problems kept getting her in mind , the voices of her family kept messing with her , and she covered her ear and a sudden voice break her thoughts, the reflection of her was sitting on the bed and staring directly at her with little concern and angry look. Then the mirror said ' why did they hate you ' the mirror asked and she said ' shut up ' in anger, and didn't answered that, then the mirror asked again, why did they hate you? You didn't make that much trouble, and your marks are decent enough, so why do they still hate you? . The mirror asked her , and she replied immediately ' my face! ' she screamed oit loud, ' they hate me cause I'm ugly, cause I'm a burden a weght on there shoulder , I'm like a parasite for them ' she said in angry tone letting her emotion out, maybe for the first time. Then the mirror asked a simple question ' do want to be beautiful ? ' the mirror said in a plain voice like nothing, like that's the most normal thing to say, and after listing that she immediately turn his head on her direction and asked ' did you really mean that? ' and the mirror replied ' yes . I can do that ' the mirror answered still maintaining the plain voice, then she asked ' how ' then the mirror said ' just stand in from of me and said what you want to be , and that will happen' the mirror said, not a single bit of expression on her face, and after that she immediately crawl down to her and grab the mirror by both of her hand, and start saking it and said ' you can really do that ? ' and she noded and said ' you can try , just ask me to remove your black spots , and then you can see ' and she just did that she asked her to remove her black spots, and it happens , her black spots starts to clear up in front of her, and her eyes go wide , and she chek to other mirror to confirm that it's not just a illusion that the mirror creat for her, and when they did, her eyes watered again not in sorrow , in happiness, she hugged the mirror and start chanting thank you to the mirror, and she might kept going for hour if the mirror didn't stop her ' you know you might need a new dress and a hair style as well ' and for the first time she cried twice a day not in sorrow.

The next day when her parents were down and talking about some business till , they notice something weird, a new kind of sencestion was feeling the air, it was a perfume and the smell of it it make it like it was a very expensive one , and when a figure came down from the staircase, there eyes go wide In Disbelief and they followed her every single movement till she sat in front of them , and after sitting down she said to her mom ' is everything is ok bitch!' And she also added some time in bitch, but the sock of her beauty was that much that her father didn't came out from that and when her mother did she nodes in yes not realising what she said in the last , and how could she cause in front of her a Amazonian goddess was sit, she look like a total angel who just came down to visit the earth and she will as soon a she done her holy work, ' holy shit so you agree that you are a bitch ' she said in sacarstic tone , and this time her mom realise what she said and asked her in fury ' what did you say! ' and she replied ' didn't hear, look like you age is finally is getting to you ' she mocked her and start using her phone, ' what did you say, you little, ' but she was cut of by her father and he said ' what happens to you?' He asked in a little confuced and little happy tone, ' nothing just a special crem that uncle give me to clear up some patches pops ' she replied not even looking at him, he blinked and said ' what happened to , father, ' , 'don't know , asked him ' ahe replied, and before there conversation can go further and they asked about her clothes and perfume and she need to say get lost her little brother came crying out loud , and he complained about some kids who bullied him cause he was playing In there place, and when her was getting himself redy to go out and gave him some peace of mind she stops and said ' I'll take care of them ' and she moved with her little brother, and when she reached their she noticed some college kids were playing there old cricket stuff , and when she call for on of the fielder and when he saw her he immediately came and ignore his friends shouting , and asked ' how may I help you mem ' he asked in the most politest tone that he can manage, then she said ' one of you pushed my little brother and he came home crying and I want to know who have that much of ball to push my lil brother' she said I'm authority tone and for make it quick she said ' and you know I don't like it ' in a polite pleding tone and for more she smiled a bit, and game over, she has won, and when everybody came , he grab the coler of one player and scold him for mistreating the boy and make him apologize but she was not satisfied , and then she said ' my bother was crying ' then the boy punched other boy directly in the face and he rolled down, and he said everyone to leave them and after that, when everdody was gon and the boy and she was alone, he try to peak her on and asked for her number as a insurance that this will never happen again and she sadly reply that her phone went missing and his family was kind of angry a bit, and my boyfriend also leave me, of course that was a lie but he didn't need know that and after that he said ' who was that dump idiot, who breaks up with ' he said sarcastically , and he tease him a little by saying he wasn't that good you know' , than she leave but before that she address her adress and give him a wink than left, and when his little brother stair her and said ' you look beautiful sis ' she became happy .

And this kept continue in school and in the town everybody kept looking at her someone in amagment most then was boys,someone in also amagment but not kind of, someone was in shock and many girls in Jealous, whenever someone tries to bully her she use her tongue and move them back, and whenever someone tries to peak her up she let them play for a bit then use them, and have little fun of her own. And in a little time she became one of the most Illegible girls in the town and after that got everything she ever wanted.

And the video ended. And her eyes get little wide in curiosity and she quickly tries to find another part didn't found that, but she did found that it was a totaled as finished,not in some short of chapter stuff, and that mean that's the story and after that she roll down to comment box and tries to find something and when she reach to the comments she start reading that and the comments was.

what happened, did that end.

where is the second chap .

are you telling me that's the end, the end didn't come, what happens next?

it's so frustrating, I have waited almost a month for that, and when I got it it was half cooked. How can I satisfy my hunger?

it has to have a meaning .

And lots of comments like that, ans after sometime when she still couldn't find anything she became even more sad and sad.

" I need to find a mirror "

Latter that day with SUB RR - 02

APARTMENT OF SUB RR-02

Tushar wakes up in a semi sleep, rubbing his right eye, than he get to his regular start and open his fridge, and found tons of bear that he didn't care to drink and grab a water bottle and he get to his table and somehow his mind didn't wants to study in that time, he just skipped his study and went directly to his first class and found ushma sitting there , just beneath the fan reading, and first he didn't do anything and just take his sheet , and wait for another students to come and after half an hour later students to start coming and through out the class tushar gave some Glanses to ushma who didn't even flinch during the whole class she just kept looking at the book she is reading or pretending to be reading, and after the class and everybody went out and only one who left were them tushar notice that she was out cold, her eyes were open but her mind was close, she was awake and sleep at the same time with expressionless look , that indicate that nothing is well, and after seeing all that he decided to wake her from his stopper , and he snapped at her and after saying her name twice, she snapback to reality . and first she act like she just get back from sleep , then something happened she remember something and quickly pake her belongings and leave without saying anything, and tushar just stood there watching her leave. Then tushar went for his normal day to day routine and when he reached the coffee shop where he eats he found her there already in her uniform and after ordering his stuff he went for his table and waited then a waiter came and gave him his meal and went back. Ushma saw all this, then she slumbs back a little she puts her hand on the money counter and sigh a little and look at the ground below, and there she found a paket of cigarettes half open and some smoke stick were still there , then she look around and when she notice it's the correct time , she left the place with the box . And when tushar was done eating he went for the counter to pay and found no one was there , he decided to use the bathroom for a bit , and when reach there he saw her smoking cigretthe , when she notice him she emedeatly hide the cigret and stand stiff like she was scared, and tushar ignore her like she was not there, and she feel little down by that, and after that , then he pulled his own cigret and smoke it in front of her and left the place, and when he reached out he smoke for a bit and some more customers came in , and he kept smoking not caring the little glare they gave and when he was done he decided to take his leave , and in the counter he notice her little off not like the usual one and when he pays her , and she turn around to collect that , and he saw a trail of blood coming from her forhead , and his eyes widend a little , and when she saw his expression and others as well , she emedeatly touch her forhead and saw blood she emedeatly ran for the bathroom and another person take her place for a time to collect his money and after that he ran to her direction, and for the time being , everybody looked at same direction were she went, and others start mumbling about it , he didn't understand what they saying, but he knows those was not for her well-being.

Later that day he went to second class , not for study , for his tutor fees, and it was a quite sum and he even wonder, why the hell he is taking this class, it was even didn't worth it, and he asked the Recepnist about widrawaing and like everygood business she first tries to make me refuse and tries to kept me in and when it didn't work she called the person who owns the classes and after talking to him for a bit he get me in again, he cancelled his so called suspension and even redused hia fees a little , and after two days he get in his class and attend it, and he emedeatly notice that girl and his group of friends gossiping about shit, and the way they talks he thinks that it's a special day for someone and he shruged them like the nusense they are and one them emedeatly notices him and he flinched a little and adress his friends about his pressens and glared at him like they gonna kill him and he just saw them his middle finger and simply waved them to go fuck yourself. And everybody sifted their gaze from him and looked the other way around.

And after that class went smoothly , and after class the group went to the teacher and asked him about me and when they were complaining to him, he passed by totally ignoring them, but he managed to hear some words about assaulting women and some shit about crime or something. And he didn't bother with them because they were nuisance and he didn't bother with nuisance, they didn't worth their time he came here to study , and he was doing that, his father wanted him to whatever he wants and for the first time he wanted do what his father wanted, and he will not let anyone stand in his way for that, not even himself , and the things were going, it seems like someone really wants to make his day bad .

They once again mobb him this time anger with, and like every normal person he tries to simply walk away by saying ,

" I need to go "

And like everyone else they didn't listen, and ones again try to provoke him, maybe they have some sort of plan to expel him , and the heat of the sun was doing no good , it was maybe around hundred degrees Celsius, and the way they talk they don't have any plan to leav soon , ane he just kept ignoring them and do to some miracle they were just verbally annoying him, cause that was only thing that they can do to him and he ignored him until they said about something really private , and one thing he can't tolerate when someone talk shit about his father, and he was ready to teach them a lesson of a life time but suddenly a girl came running and drag them away from him , and they don't understand what she was doing but the look at tension she has have they compiled anyway , and the scared glance she he knew that she knew.

Later that day -

Ushama knew that her life was hell, and she can't do a shit about it , she didn't worth a bit, no one loves her, it didn't took her time to realize that, she knew they hate her because she was different , Otherwise why would they hate her, she did what they said, she wear what they want, she work where they want, she sleep when they want, she eats whatever they gave her, she complet every single task they gave her. So what was the reason for the hate, it was beauty, isn't it or what else it could be. Is she isn't beautiful enough? She always thinks about it , but not now, not any more. And now the way of second part time job she was thinking what his coworker has said.

Flashback -

She was trying to stop the bleeding by pressings some coten on her head soaking with water blood dripping down to the sink, and his coworker came in and asked about her well-being like every coworker should do in this moment, he tries to assured her and also tell her to go to the hospital but she shrugged this of by saying that she didn't have money, and like every good person he offered help, and she refused him by telling she won't be able to pay it back and this will stop soon it's common for me , and by her word he taken a back and said.

" What do you mean ' common ' " He asked in concern.

" Nothing, I'm fine " She tries to shrug him off.

" You aren't ok, you alway look like you are lost somewhere, you always have some bruishes and bandages , did your husband abuse you? Or what, please tell me, we can go to the police if anything is wrong. " He said with concern, trying to figure out what's wrong.

And like every victims she deny everything and quickly washed her head and hair and ready to leave, he grabbed her by arms and said,

" By not stopping him, you are encouraging him, it will do no good to you, please understand " And let go of her hand . And she just leaves without saying a word.

And she stopped thinking when she reached her destination, her work place, and one thing she hated most was his boss, he is a total bastard .

" Ah, you came , right on time, again " Her boss said mockingly, it definitely wasn't the first time.

" You know, I started thinking you have left me, don't do that, my poor heart can't handle this' ' He said exesperly , Jaschering to his heart, and his comment got some chuckles from other staff .

And like any servant ,she ignored his comment and apologised for being late, not that she came late on purpose . She had work to do but his boss didn't think that, and when she was going to change his outfit he stared at her butt and acted like a usual perv and weasel and she ignored that and changed herself .

And during her shift she works like a normal person, she does every single job over there, she cleans the floor and plates, sometimes she serves, sometimes she even cooks, less cooking though she barely cooks, even though she took the job as a cook.

The job would be half decent if her boss and other employees were not assholes, but she accepted it long ago so no worries.

Her day went smoothly , as smoothly it can go it was better compared to other days, her boss was not being a dick her all employees were had present and customer were decent enough to not comment or give her second glance and She might be able to get her salary today and get off a little early as well. But maybe destiny had other plans for her, maybe the better one.

When she was going to ask for a early day off her other co workers had decided to go first for reasons that she didn't know and

had to work overtime again without any overtime, and the situation she is in she can't refuse, better she even didn't try to refuse. And get stuck with her boss again, and he gives her creeps, and when she thinks things can't get worse, something worse happens.

in the nighttime when the place was empty and she was only one in floor cleaning it with a groom some customers came and sat on a table little far from her, and first she didn't pay much attention to them but she hear them talking, they were bunch of college students or friends, there sounds were full of joy and happiness and they have came here to celebrate something, they were talking and one of his co worker who was still there took their order, and one familiar voice got her attention and she immediately knew why they are hear who they are. They were her sister's friends and they came here to celebrate her birthday, and she only hopes that they don't recognize her, and the way they are talking they didn't recognize her yet, and she didn't want to be recognized either. And just when she was thinking that a voice came .

" Ahy , can you please clean this table, it's a little dirty? '' One of her sister's friends said .

And she had to go there to clean, and she did that, she slowly reached there with a cleaning cloth and her sister's voices died down and she knew that she knew, and after that embarrassment took place, on both sides . And for a moment both parties didn't say anything, and an awkward silence took place, but it shortly died down when of her sister's friend break the silence , and the reaction she got it seems like they don't know her, and after when she was done cleaning, she looked at her sister for moment, and she was not happy for sure, she was furious and the reason was her, and she knew it. And she get back to her work, And in her sister corner one friend who knew who she was as a maid of course asked her about that girl in a curious tone, and she nodded in yes still feeling angry, and after seeing her down face a tall boy who noticed the tension asked them what happens, and did they have any problems? . And she angrily said 'no' but he was not satisfied and he kept asking her and after a long time asking she said ,

" She was an old friend of mine, and we kinda messed up last time " She said assuringly trying to look as calm as possible.

" Really! What's happening? " He asked curiously.

And that made her a little uneasy, and she tried to make an excuse but she was not good at lying , and when things were going more awkward she simply said , she's a little Jealousy type , and she hates how i looks and how she looks, you know, girl ego stuff! "

And after listening that he said,

" So ! Why that look? I can't get it "

And seeing that things are going little out of hand she simply let her emotions out ,

" She is a bitch, and I hate her ." And gave him a glare that showed hate.

And after some time things were going Smoothly and and they were partying like normal people, but she was not enjoying it, she kept looking at her direction in disgust, and one of his friend notice that and keep his voice down for the time being and when ushma was passing by she spank her butt and when she turn back he said,

" Bring me some drinks bitch "

And all of his friends stare at him and when he noticed everybody was watching him he simply shrugged them off by saying ' what ' he wasn't faced by that he simply said ' I was just plating puff don't bother, she don't have a problem, do you? ' he asked her and she didn't say anything, the reasons were unknown to them. And when she went to get there drinks her sister stair at him with a glare and ,

" asked what was that? "

And he answered by saying, ' nothing ' she deserves that, you said she's a bitch and one thing I know all bitches need to be punished. He said with a grin that promised no good and before anything more can be said she came back with drinks and when she was serving them her sister's friends try every single way to touch her and they kept trying to call her for shitty reasons like cleaning,they purposly spill their drinks and kept making mess it was not much but it was enough to make anyone uncomfortable , and for some reason she wasn't stopping them , she only tries to get away from them and by doing that she hears a sound of glass break and she closed her eyes and waited for her fate to arrive, waited for the yelling and chip comments. And she waited and waited, and after some little time they started there comments and for God sek her boss was not there for including some more, and she just tries to ignore there comments and started cleaning the floor, she can hear them calling her useless, calling her ugly and how unlucky will be husband , if she ever get one! And they laughed in every end . And she lost her senses and ones again she down her head , she hear them laughing at her talking about her mistakes commenting on her and in all of this she didn't saw their heads she only saw them like a cut picture who didn't capture the head. And she was thinking all that a figure came and stood in front of her and she gave him a side and he walk pass by her and suddenly all sound and voices died down all became silence and she didn't bother with that , she just think they got bore and stop, she completed her work and gather her belongings and started to move, but before she can take her fifth step and order came, and she stops someone just order something , and when she turn around she noticed that it wasn't from her sister's sight it was the new guy and when she saw him a deep silence took place, you can even hear the pin drop on it. It was tushar, he was the new customer who had ordered the food , he saw him in full portrait,head to toe , and the silence that was built by the situation died down when tushar ordered again, and she broke from her trance and got back to moving . And due to her sudden nature she forgot to notice her sister's side who has started talking again but this is not about her.

And when she came tushar placed his and when she was going back her sister sight again tries to mess with her by telling her to clean the table once again they still think that it wasn't clean enough. And she was going to clean it but before she can do he called her and said ,

" I need my order , make it quick and make it twice , take some time but make it great " He said with a tone that said ' I don't care '.

And she listen that and took some obvious time and she half expected that her sister and friends will leave but that don't maybe they wanted some more fun. And when she came she ignore them like they were not there and place hie double order and when she done of that they again call her for some nonsense but tushar stops her and asked her to join him on the dinner . at first she was little shock but she instantly get over it when she saw his face she knew it wasn't a request , and she sat down. And In her sister sight , mumbling starts about them , and that wasn't good, the chat was like.

– that's him, isn't it –

– yeah it's him —

— what the hell he is doing with her –

And something like this and that . And they decided to entefiar with them and of course some of them wanted to get over it but didn't want that so they did what they can did, they called her boss and complain about late service and add extra jam on it, and they also point out to them and ushma got little atifen by it, but tushar said her to calm down and don't worry, and when her boss called her , tushar answered for her, he simply told them to fuck of, she is with him and they have one extra employee if you may forget. He said in tone that said go fuck yourself , and after that all became gone quite, they didn't know what else to say , and ushma kept munching on her food like no end , she was so lost in eating that she didn't care what Happening to her surrounding or else she didn't care , and the thing that break the silence was ushma's order for another plate, and when no one listen to her, tushar rase his voice and said,

"Didn't you hear? She ordered another one" tushar said to the shop owner and he ordered his last employe to fill that and his employee did that, and after some time her sister and her friends maybe have enough and decided to leave the place and after billing her sister give her a last glance and them left , and ushma has munched half the store up, and tushar had finished his lunch and right now he was looking at her face , he was waiting for her to finish but she was still munching her food , and for one moment tushar even think she'll never stop and fortunately she did after 9 different plates of dishes , and when she was done she said thankyou to him , and he asked ,

" For what ? "

And replied by saying that,

" I don't know "

And he didn't asked any other question , and they both kept sat there till the boss decided to close the store, they didn't talk anything better they don't know what to talk, and in this moment he think he is being like his old friend, and when they were outside tushar asked another question,

" Why didn't you stop them? " He asked, looking at the closing store.

" Cause nothing will happen, if I did so " She replied, also looking at the closing store.

" How did you know that? " He asked again.

" I'm used to it " And for that tushar didn't reply back and a little guilty look took his place.

" Are you a whore ? " He asked bluntly…

" I'm a virgin " She said and lit a cigarette.

" But everyone thinks I'm. It doesn't matter. " . And she gave one to him as well, and she took that.

And they both moved from there, and parted their own ways and before they can went apart, he asked her,

" Why did you work so much ? " He asked her questionably.

And she simply said the most usual thing,

" I have to eat "

And the look he gave , he wasn't looking for it. And he simply nodded, and when they were in the bus station it was quite crowded, and there was an ice cream stand nearby, and she was looking in that direction, more accurately she was staring at that, and when he noticed it he asked bluntly.

" Do you want it? "

And she immediately shake her head in yes , and they both went for the store , and when they reach there she start looking at the ice cream fridge like a child and she wondering which one to peak, and she picked the cheapest one , and tushar think that far she would peak that, and tushar took a breath and said,

" You can eat whatever you want " He said closing his eyes and she immediately look at him like he is a some short of a god, and the look she gave he thinks she gonna cry, but before she can he said,

" If you cry ones again , I'll won't buy anything "

And she quieted down like a child, and start devouring every single thing in store , all were different and 'tasty' in her words, and the most she inhale the chips like no tomorrow and when he asked did you like chips, she nodded in yes and said ,

" Chips are my favorite, if you give me a leave or chips I'll chose chips,every single time "

and the smile she gave was worth a thousand times more than that, and that smile made him happy not on the outside , but on the inside.

And the next thing he knew he was going back home in a bus quietly, and he became happy himself. and for his world a slow violin and jazz music was playing inside the bus. And tears start to come from her eyes, and she starts to cry like a child, and tries to wipe them but to no avail, she had smiled, it was wrong, she can't smile, she has no right to smile, why did she smile, god is gonna punish her. And her cry becomes louder, so does the music.

And the next thing she knew was receiving a slap on face by his father, and the constant beating by belt . And music kept playing somehow.

And the music was playing in someone's room. , and inside a red glass room a plan man was strapped to a chair and he wa wearing a white uniform like dress covered with head to toe, a full wool T-shirt and wool pants, but the red light make it impossible to recognize, and he was listening the same the music threw a extra large red headphone and someone outside from the room speak threw a speaker ,

" So you like the music ? " The person outside asked.

And he nodded yes.

And after saying ' great ' the person outside pressed a red button and the red light turn off as well as music , and he start panicking and breathing hard, and start shaking vibrantly, and after some time he start bagging for the red light to turn back on , and when it wasn't start he lose back the restrain and start smashing the glass in front him and was screaming , bagging , smashing everything, he became frustrated, and continuous smashing the glass make him bleed, and after sometimes, the person outside said ,

" There is a gun it somewhere in room, if you compil , I'll give it to you, and you just have to hold it for a minute without firing it, and if you manage that , the light will start soon "

And a chamber inside popped open, and the man quickly pulled out a gun, and kept it holding, and the look he was giving he was having some hard time. In first five seconds he kept staring at the gun, and another five second to divide his attention elsewhere, another five second went by and his hand start shaking a little, and in another five second he start breathing heavily, and for the next he start high preventing, and half way through he can't control it, and fire it in the mirror and few breaks came in the few but they didn't break it, and after emptying the barrel, he start smashing the gun in his hand, and the person outside said in a bored tone ,

" You have failed me once again sub rr - 2489 , and now it's time to clean up "

And the person inside started crying and grabbed his head and kept hearing voices of people calling him " failure " A " Loser" How he had failed someone and he started yelling at them to stop , then slowly his voices died down so do his own voice, and he cuddle to a ball and grab his head shaking, and another gun came sliding towards him and he picked it slowly, and looked up to a open hospital door and he sees people outside and they looked directly towards him, and when he picked up the gun they all start running.

And a feral grin came to his face and he marched towards them , slowly .

And the person outside hears gunshots and screams of people and simply said,

" Bring the formers, I have waited enough "

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SAMAIRA'S THERAPY - ( USHMA)

" So ushma! Tell me something about you? "

Samaira asked to ushma, who is sitting in front of him in her restaurant atyare. And they were in the middle of a very busy road, and people and cars were all around them, and it was all in Ushma's vision, we couldn't see their faces, just their lower parts. And they all were passing them like they weren't there. And they both can't hear the noises they made, and it was well quiet for them. Samaira was in her usual business atyer and same comfy couch. And ushama was situated in a normal plastic chair.

.

" Ushma! , ushma! Didn't you hear me ? " She ate her.

" Hn! Sorry, I was, just. "

" No need to explain, just answer the question," Samaira said, looking emotionless.

" My name is Ushma Segal, and I'm a normal girl. I like to sing.

I like to read and do maths. In the morning I went for a maths class, in the hope that I'll get a chance In government job, and my grades are above average. I don't have any hobbies, but I used to sing some times, and people say that I was really good at it. People said I was different from the beginning. I didn't like anything around me, I was a curious girl. Always try to learn things , always question the norms ,and whenever I ask questions they get annoyed, and complain about this to the father ,and he didn't like this . " Ushma said, and paused for a moment.

" What's your job? " Usmha asked .

" I worked in two different food courts in two different areas, In two shifts. First was for a pizza joint, as a cashier and cleaner, and the second one was for waitresses only, but I usually do all kinds of work at the end of the day. It was quite trying . " Ushma said with a tired look.

" What was your childhood? " She asked

" I don't know. " She said with a drowned head.

" You can tell me ushma, let it go. Feel relief. Samaira said, knowing the situation fully.

" It was! not that bad, if you may ask. I was ignorant at first. I didn't realize that I was getting left out till the day when they forgot me in the clothing store. We went there to buy a new dress for my sister's birthday, and I didn't blame them for leaving there , they had told me to stay away for a bit, and I in my mind just went for a search, to find the best dress for my sister, and forgot to notice the time. They left me like I was never there. "

" What about school? " Samaira asked.

School was quite normal, no one made fun of me, everyone was fine, teachers were good, they had their own world to leave, and didn't bother me much, heck they even sometimes eat with me too, but I didn't remember any of their names or phone numbers. So it was quite usual. But due to my questionable personality and devolved body. People were not very fond of me. "

" Questionable! What do you mean by that? " Samaira asked while the traffic was going nuts.

" I developed my figure much earlier than other girls in my classes, and I have a bone to learn new and difficult things to learn. I end up with some higher school classes, and that's how I end up like this. " And she motions to her body.

" End up like this ? " Samaira asked.

" What do you mean? "

" I don't have any female friends in my high school, most of the people I used to talk were male, and I became popular in school for all bad reasons.they started calling me whore, and a slut because I hung out with upper class boys, and all those bad words to taunt me. And for most of the part, I wish I wasn't there. And my father didn't

" What about college. " Samaira asked.

" The colleges were different altogether. I grew up taller than any girl in my college and the area around. Due to my skin and figure, getting a boyfriend was not difficult for me. And that was the time when I started working so I had no friends either. And in the workplace, the staff has their own circle of friends . And my antisocialness also didn't help that much.

My growing height and body just made my case worse . I don't know why, but my sister didn't like me. She always looks at me with a glare, and always tries to insult me, mock me. I don't know why though."

" What about your little injuries? " She asked.

" Those on your face and arms. '' She said pointing at them.

" I-i " ..

" You can answer it later, '' Samaira said, seeing her emotion.

" Thank you, " Ushma said.

" Why did he beat you? " She asked ushma.

" Cause I'm a burden " She said, lowering her head, remembering something.

" And why are you a ' burden ' . " She asked sarcastically.

" Did he need a reason for that ? " She asked, looking at her.

" I'm the one asking questions. So tell, she said in a serious tone . And Ushma looked at her.

" No one's gonna marry me, I'll be stuck in their necks like a bone. And my presence is just gonna make things worse. They told me that if the other side knows that I'm her elder sister, things will get complicated . And I don't know what ? " She kept looking down.

" Did they say that on your face? " She asked.

And she nodded in yes.

" When did your father first hit you? " Samaira asked.

" The first time he called me a burden. "

" Why? " Samaira asked.

" Why did he call you a burden?

And she didn't reply.

" Ushma, when did you lose your smile? "

And she replied.

" When dad beat me with his belt. "

A long pause.

" Why didn't you look at my face once? " She asked . Looking like an authority figure.

" I-I don't know. " Ushma said .

" Why don't you smile? "

" I do! " And Samaira looked pensive, and rephrase her words.

" Why do you think your smile costs you ? " And she didn't answer it for a while, and when she did, she did in a small voice.

" I, I, I " And she got quiet.

" It's, it's because of me. " She lied. And Samaira saw the inner turmoil on her down face. And seeing this, she asked a question.

" Where are we? " Samaira asked with a blank look.

" In your office. " Ushma said. And samaira stood up and forced her face to look at hee. And she was normal. Normal like her everyday self . And then suddenly all around her became noisy and now she realized that they were in the middle of the road. And she started panicking a little.

" Where? How? Me no? Where am I? Who are you? What is happening? " Ushma said, while feeling Everybodies stairs on her.

And she starts burning, slowly, then fire starts erupting from her skin, and it burns till nothing's left. And Only remains were ashes, and that chair unharmed by the flames . And people just walk over it. And samaira watched this whole incident, not giving any emotions, she was stiff and blank.

And lights around her flicker and every single light there starts to shut. And soon there was a signal light, only focusing on samaira.