Journal Entry 02

The girls were in danger. There was some more demonic activity at their home, in their city. The Elders told me I couldn't reveal myself yet, but I wanted to. This demon was horrible. All demons are horrible, but this demon was unbelievable. It was kidnapping girls and stealing their youth. I wanted to help. I wanted to help the girls get better control of their powers but the Elders told me the girls had to learn on their own.

I saw that Piper was stressed. I felt her stress. The chef that hired her at "Quake" had left to open his own place. She was very anxious, but the restaurant appeared to be doing great. Phoebe was supportive. I remained calm, but watchful. I wanted to make sure that she was okay. The girls were getting used to their powers, but it was affecting their relationship. Phoebe used her premonition powers to get a date. Piper was upset at Phoebe, but she seemed to be calm.

I saw that Prue was not acting like herself. She was with an old friend named Andy. The two of them hadn't seen each other in a long time and things were moving really fast. I stayed out of it. It wasn't my place. She was doing things that were completely out of control, but I was happy for her. Concerned, but happy. She was trying to work things out with Andy. He was good for Prue. Andy was a good man.

At home, the girls were in the middle of an argument. The girls were trying to figure out their powers and how to use them. Prue found out about Phoebe's date and was furious. The girls decided that they needed to be careful with how they use their powers. They needed to be careful about being in their city too.

Piper was worried that she was evil because she was a witch now. I wanted to go there and reassure her that her powers were for good. The Elders told me I had to stay calm and be in control of my emotions. I listened to the Elders and remained in the 'Up There'. Piper was worried about the church. She was worried that she was truly evil. She was worried that she wouldn't be able to enter the church without being hurt. That wasn't true. Witches were not evil beings. They were good. They helped people.

Prue was still job hunting. I wanted to warn her. Something was happening at the job that she had been called for. There was unnatural evil and I wanted to help. Then Prue did something that upset me. I saw that Prue was being a hypocrite with her powers and I was not happy. Still, I stayed quiet. It was not my place to tell her how to use her powers.

Phoebe recognized someone at Quake and he happened to be a photographer. Once I knew who the photographer was, I wanted to orb down there, and help. I wanted to stop these kidnappings and stop Javna. The Elders told me that it was the sisters' job to stop Javna. I sighed heavily and waited impatiently.

I watched Piper and saw that she was still worried about being a witch. She even spoke to a priest. The priest told Piper that witches are evil, which didn't help the situation. I wanted to help her. I wanted to be there for her and tell her that this wasn't the Old Book. This was the new age. This was the time and place that witches helped people. They were blessed with powers to defeat evil.

Phoebe had another premonition about the lottery and helped the elderly couple that was going to lose their home. She also bought a ticket for herself, which upset me. She bought an Armani dress and tried to impress the photographer. If only she knew. The girls had to learn. It was dangerous, but I agreed with the Elders on this one. Phoebe had to learn that she couldn't use her powers for personal gain.

Piper was having difficulty controlling her powers and used them at the restaurant. The girls discovered that Piper's powers don't work on good witches. Thankfully the girls were able to control the situation and keep their powers a secret. Piper was filled with disappointment and hated being a witch. Still, I wanted to show her the goodness that came from being a witch. The lives that she could help. I could tell that wasn't going to happen overnight. I could feel her heart.

Piper thought that she had been handed down a damning sentence. She felt like she wasn't good. She wanted to be normal, but I wanted to show her that she was meant for something greater. Even though things were different, Piper was destined for greatness. She was so worried about being evil. She wasn't sure how she was different from warlocks and demons. My heart felt for her. I had to stay up there though. I couldn't come down and comfort her like I wanted to. I wanted to give her a helping hand. I didn't want to be there as a lover, but a friend.

There was no way that I could tell her right away that I was her past lover. She wasn't ready for that yet. All I could do was be there for her as a friend and the Elders wouldn't even let me do that. I tried to focus on something else. I switched to a different sister. I focused on Prue. She was trying to make her relationship with Andy work out. She was trying to be careful.

That ship sailed. Andy was trying to work things out. He wanted a second chance. I could tell that Andy was a good person and that he truly cared for Prue. Prue needed time and space. I understand. The auction called Prue back for a second interview. Something wasn't right. I could feel it in my bones. That was too easy.

I switched back to Piper and saw her at the church. She was going to try and open the door. Once she opened the door and realized that nothing happened to her, she felt safe. She felt relieved. Piper found someone whose youth had been drained and brought her home to question her. She helped the girl named Brittany and recognized her.

I went to Prue, something just wasn't right about this job. It was like they were testing her. I realized who they were. They were warlocks. I wanted to help, but the Elders told me to focus on my other charges. I couldn't help. They were after the girls. I knew it in my heart. Prue went home and told everything to Piper about Brittany.

It had been awhile since I checked on Phoebe so I switched to her. She went to Javna's! The girls had to know how to find their sister. I almost rushed down to help her, but the Elders gave her a premonition and told me to remain calm. I switched back to Piper and Prue. Piper had been researching the Book of Shadows and recognized who he was. Brittany was at their house and saw an address. It caused her distress and she fainted.

Brittany showed the girls the address and told them the name, Javna. I was so grateful that Brittany was able to help the girls rescue Phoebe. The police also caught a break. The camera from the ATM showed them that Stefan was the stalker. Phoebe was at Javna's studio. The girls went to rescue Phoebe with a spell.

The girls went to Javna's studio and said the spell. They destroyed Javna and they were safe. I was so happy that the girls saved the day. Andy and his partner showed up and the girls had to leave. Prue decided to give Andy a chance. Destroying Javna reversed the youth stealing and the other girls were safe too. They had no memory of what had happened to them, but they were safe. Piper also realized that her powers were meant for good, which made me happy.

Phoebe thought she won the lottery, but the Elders erased her ticket. She learned her lesson. You can't use your powers for personal gain.