Hey guys, I hope you enjoy where we are going to go on this story. I have so many twists and turns planned for us, and I really can't wait to see what you think. I know that I left the last chapter on a cliff hanger, but you know me well enough by now to know that things always happen for a reason. Let's jump straight back into it, much love RSD xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo.
*The next morning*
When my eyes rolled out of sleep my eyes slowly looked down to see Evie snuggling into my chest, as I continued to look down at her I could stop the events of last night explode onto the fore front of my mind. Of course, I understood why Evie reacted the way she did, but I think she may have reacted a little bit too much. There was no reason for her to leave like that, yes, she didn't like the fact that I was approached by that man, but she really didn't have to storm off like that. If the roles were reversed, I wouldn't like it, and there had been times in which men had tried to flirt or ask Evie out and I hated it. But I just hide my feelings well, I didn't run and maybe this was something that me and Evie needed to talk about. I was started to get nervous of the fact that Evie's worst fear was going to come true, if she continued to act like this in public people were going to find out. And to be honest I really didn't know what this would mean for me and Evie if this did happen, she was really scared of her mother finding out and I didn't know what Evie would do when and if this should arise.
I was broken out of my train of thought as I watched as Evie started to stir in her sleep for a few seconds before her eyes slowly rolled open. I saw her eyes light up when she noticed that I awake and looking down at her and a large but very tired smile spread across her face, which made my stomach flutter.
"Morning" she yawned.
"Morning" I returned before pressing a kiss against the top of her head.
"Hmm" she purred happily as she then lifted her head up and she pushed her face forward and he pressed a brief kiss against my lips. I smiled as she pulled away and I tightened my arms around her as she lay back down in the position that she had been in moments before. "I am sorry about last night" she stated as she pursed her lips together nervously.
"E-" I stated. "Don't worry about it" I dismissed. Yes, I did want to talk to Evie about this, but I didn't think that right now was the time. Yes, this probably was a mistake on my part, but I really didn't want to argue with Evie right now. We have already argued about similar circumstances in the past and I knew how it was going to go and I really wasn't in the mood for it right now.
"Hard not to Mal" she returned. "When that douchebag tried to take you away from me" she pouted sadly at me.
"Well, he didn't succeed, did he?" I teased, trying to make light of the situation.
"I woke up in bed with you" I told her with a very smug grin.
"Yes" she grinned proudly back. "Yes, you did" she sang suggestively as she snuggled into me before her face dropped slightly. "It still wasn't nice seeing though M" she told me sadly. "He had his hands on you" she pressed.
"I know" I nodded. "And I do apologise for that" I stated. "But I did keep pushing him off" I reminded her. "And it wasn't as if I wanted his hands on me, he made my skin crawl" I shuddered as I pulled a disgruntled face. This was the truth, when he kept putting his hands on me it made feel very uneasy, to be fair it would have made me feel uneasy even if I wasn't dating Evie but the fact that I was made it worse. What made it even worse was the fact that it happened in front of Evie, and it broke me to see her upset like that. I was just grateful that she wasn't blaming me for the situation as I was completely innocent in this!
"Hmm" she purred once more. "I felt the same way baby" she flirted, and we both smiled warmly at each other. Evie then pushed her face closer to mine again and she pressed a kiss against my which lingered longer than the last.
When we pulled apart, we stared lovingly into each other's eyes, and we just fell into silence as we just enjoyed this moment together as we cuddled back to together. I was so over the moon that things seemed to be going ok for the moment, last time a man tried to talk to me on a night out she went off on one and wouldn't speak to me all night. Of course we did speak about it the next day and we were able to patch things up and I was glad that things was different this time. However there was a voice in the back of my head that started to wonder how long that I could go through this, no matter how my feelings for Evie. I had very strong feelings for Evie but I honestly don't know how long that I could really keep going through this behaviour, and maybe it was time in which I needed to broach the subject with Evie once more.
"So what do you want to do today?" I heard Evie say, breaking the silence and tearing me from my train of thought.
"I don't know" I shrugged. "We could go for food?" I suggested. "Make us feel both better?" I added playfully. "My treat?" I grinned.
"Yeah" she smiled at me. "That would be really nice" she grinned up at me before she snuggled back into my chest. As we began to fell into silence once more I made a decision - we needed to talk. I needed Evie to know how I was feeling, and yes I don't know how she was going to react to what I had to say but she needed to know how I was currently feeling. I think bottling my feelings up was going to make things worse, I wanted me and Evie to work. I could see me and Evie lasting a long time, heck! I saw her as my end game, but maybe not if these types of things kept happening. And yes this was going to be a very difficult conversation but I had to speak to her about how I was feeling, this was the only way we were going to be able to survive as a couple. And this was my main priority right now - I just didn't know how Evie was going to react, and this really worried me.
