After the lunch, it is time for me to teach them how to shoot a gun. The gun is probably too heavy for Jason but I think that I underestimate his strength. I demonstrate how to spread the leg and how to aim the target. I press the trigger and the bullets fly toward the target and hit the middle of it.
I smirk with proud . I am always the best shooter
"So shooting a gun can also prepare you in the midst of the fear ." I explain.
"How is that possible?" Robert smirks
I loaded the gun slowly and aiming at his forehead and he stops immediately.
"You are holding a loaded gun, idiot." I scream at it."Act like it."
He shivers and his eyes are watery. His pant is wet and I think that he pees himself . I sigh.
"Robert look carefully who you are bullying." I say closer to his ear.
I leave him alone and press the gun into Jason's palm
"Now it is time to practice ." I clap my hand
I stand aside and wait for them to start . Everyone are doing quiet good only Jason has hard time . He was from abnegation so he doesn't allowed to touch a gun
"Jason if you want to stay here, you have to adapt fast." I closer to him
My hand around his arm and one hand on his waist. I steady him and pull the trigger together with him and the recoil send him back.
He looks at me wide eyes . I nod at him and he looks concerned
"Can I really do this ?" Jason bites his lips
"You can if you try." Jenny and Jessica both say
Jessica is from Candor so she is talking true .
"Thank you." Jason says quietly
I leave him to do it. Joshua looks at Mary seriously. I walk toward him
"Interesting in the girl?" I nudge him
"Shut up Delia ." Joshua is shy
"You are all red ." I laugh
Joshua hits my head with his palm . I scream through it. Jason is doing good after a few hit so does everyone . I stretch myself . Jason is very special for me not only because he trusted me with the secret but also I want to do like my instructor
"It is always my intention to protect you." He always said this
Then it will always be my intention to protect Jason . I dismiss them for lunch again and I sit on the edge of the rooftop.
"What are you thinking?" Edward walks beside me and sits down
"Off work?" I smile at him."I am thinking about mark."
"Mark definitely had crushed on you." Edward dangling his feet too.
I shake my head . Edward was a year older than I am
"You treat that abnegation boy pretty special." Edward raises his eye brows
"You don't understand . I am doing what mark did . It is all my intention to protect him." I shrug
"You are a good instructor ." Edward nods at me
I am silent for a moment. I am so hungry .
"I made some fried rice . Do you want to eat with me in my room?" Edward asks
"Yeah sure I am coming."
Jason walker's pov
I see Delia and Edward walk beside each other . I feel sense of twitch in my stomachs. Is that a sense of jealousy? Is that a sense of anger in my body?
She told me that there is a clear line between her and her own initiate and I know that she will never fall in love with me .
"Wish to be a few year older ?" Alex stands beside me ."She is always that arrogant ."
"She is a good instructor Alex . You don't know her ." I shake my head
Tears are running around my eyes . Joshua is coming toward us .
"Not hungry for lunch?" Joshua says coldly.
"Well….." I don't know how to answer
"No reason to chastise him." Delia comes downstair
She is wearing smile and I really want to stay closer to her .
"You are with Edward now aren't you?" I am mocking.
"He is just my friend and we were cooking something. Want to come and join us Jason?" She invites me
"Sure ." I say."Why refused instructor's order ."
Delia looks at me amused . She walks me upstair and open the door . Edward is cooking without top on
"Aren't you embarrass?" I stand beside Delia
"We used to do this stiff. Adapt faster ." Edward laughs
"Hey Eddie shut up." Delia rubs his hair smoothly."I told you don't bully my initiates ."
She is protecting me but only because I am her student. I feel defeated . The girl who I have feeling for only treating me good because who I am .
"Come and sit down Jason." Delia waves at me
I go and sit beside the table . Edward takes out three bowls of rice
"It is delicious . Eddie is a good cook." Delia giggles
"Yeah I believe so ." I nod at her
Delia starts eating and I eat too. It is good .
"Good ." I say with my mouth full of food
(Pov end)
I finished the lunch and it is time to go learning how to fight. I leave the room first and then enter the training room. I can't let anyone see that Jason is with me then he will be in big trouble .
When everyone are here including Jason, I start the demonstration.
"So we are going to learn how to fight. Today I will show you some punches and kicks and tomorrow you will fight each other ." I take off my shoes ."Those of you who can't adapt fast will get hurt."
I am eyeing Jason because I know that he needs to learn faster
"I and Joshua will fight each other first."I stand on the podium."Come Joshua."
Joshua is the second best fighter so I am nervous . I can't lose the fight in front of them otherwise , I am showing my weakness . I and joshua shuffling each other . His hands are always high so I know that he isn't protecting his gut.
I duck and punch his gut and he screams and falls on the ground. I step on his shoulder and he scrambled to his feet. He yanks himself at me and I punch his jaw. He is out
"Alexander gets your son ." I scream at the shadow far away from us
"Do you need to be this dead serious ?" Alexander helps Joshua out. "Can you fix this on your own."
"Yeah I can do it . Don't worry Alexander ." I pat him on his back
Alexander helps Joshua to walk away and everyone are eyeing me .
I teach them some punches and kicks . After that they start to practice . I walk back and forth to focus on them. When I reach Jason, I stop. He is punching hard but the punching bag doesn't move .
"You are small for a boy so you don't have much muscles to use ." I walk behind him. "However obviously you are quick and smart."
I put my hand around his waist and one hand on his right arms
"Use your waist to give you energy and power . Use your elbow and knees to attack. Looking for your opponents weakness and where they aren't protecting." I smile at him. "You are short so you dodge quicker ."
He looks at me . I explain again by showing him . I let him do it himself for once and he learns it very quickly. He is so focused .
"Good job." I say before I walk away
Linda comes back from work and she stands beside me . She has her arms folded .
"Your favorite initiate so far?" Linda points at Jason.
"I don't have a favorite one but he is so far by the best one ." I say
I have to say this because if others think that he has my favour , the jealousy will kill him . I was ambushed by some other initiates because they think that mark liked me so I can stay for sure .
"Yeah he is good and handsome ." Linda laughs. "No wander many girls are looking at him even dauntless girls."
"Yeah I think so though." I shrug.
after the training, I walk with Linda . Then we stop by Jason , he is angry.
"Can I please talk to you?" His eyes are puffy red
"Yeah sure come to my office after 6."I nod at him
"No, now ." Jason is breathing heavily." Jason says
I am staring at Linda . Linda pushes me aside
"You shouldn't talk to your instructor like that." Linda is pissed
"Linda it's fine . I know that Jason has some concerned."I walk toward Jason. "Come follow me ."
Jason walks behind me toward my office . I open the door and he rushed in.
"What is that Jason? Why are you pissed?" I close the door
"What do you mean that I am not your favourite but is the best one ." Jason clinches his fists.
"Jason listens, I am protecting you. Do you think that if I admitted to that, then you will get benefit or what ?" I sigh
Jason doesn't say a word first and then sits down abruptly .
"Protecting me ? You make me sad and that is protecting me ?" He is crying
"Stop crying now and listen to me . If I said that you are my favourite which other initiates will think that your rank will be in my favour . Jealousy of course can kill a people . When I was initiate, I was ambushed by other initiates and nearly get killed ." I stop there
"Because you were closer with your instructor ?" Jason asks
I nod at him. He lowers his head . I walk to the window
"What do you mean that you have clear line between you and initiates." Jason says
"That means I will never ever fall in love with my initiate ." I shake my head
"If I am a few year older Delia , will you fall in love with me ? By any chance I mean ." Jason comes toward me and holds my hand
I pull my hand away from his hand and shiver
"I don't know Jason. Maybe or maybe not."
