Author's Note: Hi! I've been reading the feedback (thank you to Tessa!) and I saw one where it was like "PJ was acting a little kinky around Maggie." Now I just want to reply to that one and say that when I read it I was laughing also my writing style is writing smutty & kinky things but for Maggie and PJ I have decided to cut that down a little bit (at least until I publish the shower scene). Now last chapter when Maggie was having a panic attack after breaking it off with PJ, the italic was things people have said to her in the past. Also I have a little surprise awaiting in this chapter :) Again, thank you and I hope you are enjoying the story so far!! P.S. Trigger warning for an eating disorder.

Love, Majorie 3

It has been four weeks and one day since I ended it with PJ, that was exactly five weeks since I lost my virginity to him. I gag again, I had been hugging the toilet all night. It's probably just food poisoning. At this rate I was going to be late to work. I stand up slowly and brush my teeth in a hopeless effort to get rid of the vile in my throat. I just stand there for a couple of minutes, staring at the blonde woman with blue eyes staring back at me. I'm fucking ugly. I look down at my belly then at the scale. 94 kg. I've put on weight. I run my tiny palms across my stomach, stretching the fat with it. Looks like no breakfast for you today.

"You're late."

The boss stands in front of me tapping his watch.

"Yeah, I know, I'm sorry."

His eyes turn dark with worry.

"Maggie if anything is going on you do know you can talk to me."

I nod as I walk through and sign my name on the roster. I bend down in front of the safe. 1. 9. 8. 9. A silent click allows me entrance. As I stand up everything around me spins, I suddenly feel sick then everything goes black.

"Maggie!"

My eyes flutter open slowly to reveal PJ's face hanging over mine, everyone in the station is gathered around me. I let out a deep groan when I try and fail to get up. It's like there is a huge weight holding me down.

"Don't try to move."

Nick's voice draws my attention to my head, it's throbbing. Then my feet, they are numb. I wriggle my fingers.

"What happened?"

I move my hand down to my belly, rubbing it slowly. It almost feels like there are butterflies fluttering around in there.

"You blacked out. The ambulance are on there way."

I slowly shake my head.

"No doctors. I'm fine. Just stood up too quickly."

I quickly scramble to roll onto my side. Luckily, I make it before I start throwing up vile.

"Oi watch it!"

Wayne moves back suddenly, to avoid the vomit.

"Yeah your definitely going to the hospital."

PJ's large hands wrap around my blonde strands, pulling them back so I don't get anything in it. Emotion suddenly clogs my throat.

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"So can I leave now?"

Zoe looks back at me as if I'm mad.

"No. One of your problems is that you haven't eaten since yesterday and your other problem will be with you for a while."

Confusion lines my face.

"What? Do I have high blood pressure or something?"

My tone is nearly mocking.

"No. Your pregnant."

I don't know if it was a sob or a laugh I let out but it was definitely something.

"What?"