Author's Note:
Honestly this is not the actual story for a detective's Princess (this is more like the teaser) I'm actually writing this as a book but I have writer's block so I'm putting my ideas down on paper. Thank you TessaTessa for the feedback and I just wanna say I messed up the weight I was like shit what should the weight be so I just searched up the average weight for a 19yr old (how old Maggie is in this fanfic) and took a few kg off, now that I've done my research (I'm 20kg at 15 and I've got an eating disorder so I just added around 10kg and came up with 30kg so that's Maggie weight at the moment. I've always had my worries abt Maggie Doyle's weight in the series so therefore she has an eating disorder in this story. She also has other mental illnesses like, (and not limited to) ptsd, depression, anxiety, & derelizalton disorder (I'm pretty sure I spelt that wrong but what ever). Anyway I hope you are enjoying my thoughts for my actual book!
Love Majorie
Rough fingers moved softly across my forehead, a familiar pair of lips press into my forehead and hands brush through my blond knots. I stir and let out a deep groan.
"Morning Mags."
I sink into his touch, I've missed the feel of being loved. My mum died when I was eighteen, my brother died shortly after my mum from an overdose. My father, well he's practically dead, he's always drinking, never sober. My brother Mick, I haven't seen him since Mum's funeral, he separated from our family. I swallow the lump in my throat and ignore the tears prickling behind my eyes.
"Morning."
I nudge my head into his bare chest, the scent of spice filling my nose. His arms reposition so he's cradling me with one hand on my stomach. Is this what true love feels like?
"I'm sorry." My words are muffled by his neck.
"For what?"
His lips meet the back of my head. The movement was so loving, so, comforting.
"For everything. For getting pregnant, for pushing you away, for putting on weight, for blacking out in the station, for lying to you, for, for..." My voice suddenly breaks at the end.
"Mags. Look at me."
I turn my head to look him straight in the eyes. My orb's twinkle with tears.
"Firstly, you're absolutely gorgeous and sexy. Secondly, if you falling pregnant was anyone's fault it was mine. Thirdly, you didn't push me away, you were scared of getting hurt. Fourthly, you're pregnant, that weight is our baby. Fifth, you blacked out because you were staving yourself and the baby was needing something to eat. Now next time the thought of not eating or going to the bathroom after meals to throw up your meal, on purpose and not because of the baby, you come to me and I'll tell you this once again, I love you no matter what. If someone insults or hurts you I'll deal with them. I won't let anyone hurt you ever again. I promise."
"What are you gonna do? Lock them up and throw away the key?"
'Maggie when you are feeling said just remember you can always challenge yourself and others with humor'
"Yes, I would. I would kill for you Maggie."
My mouth falls open in shock. Kill for me?